 Originally Posted by isis09
Thankyou for your reply much appreciated, I know I am dreaming and I remind my dreaming self that I know this is a dream, I however its like this push and pull that is going on its so very difficult to describe, it feels like a dark energy, the only way i can describe it was as if there was a ghost in the room which i was trying to move in, so in the dream, i went back to bed and tried to sit up, tried to look at my phone, which read 00:00. At this point i knew i was dreaming and then i end up falling into a normal sleep as im so overwhelmed by what has just happened. I think its a process of testing myself. The sensations you described were tht it was sleep paralysis, but it felt more than paralysed it felt like a massive energy force was sucking the life from me, it was dark and black like a dementor type thing. It made me hesistant to want to continue in the dream. I have had a few successful journies where i travelled to new places and the second one i was lifted out of my body and i was hovering above the floor ion my bedroom, i felt as if i had fallen off of the bed when ireality i was LD!  i was very happy and felt so cool!  but .... these last two i dont know whats wrong? Does lucid dreaming have any affect on the energy of the room i am in?
Without getting into the BD (Beyond Dreaming) side of things, which isn't my area of expertise, I'll say a few things. SP/Sleep Atonia and lucid dreaming, in general, can provide some very interesting hallucinations. When most people think about hallucinations, they generally think about sound/auditory and visual hallucinations, but there is a plethora of hallucinations I have experienced. A very common one with SP, is the sense of fear/evil/dark energy/etc. This doesn't always happen, but it is a really common one. If you can recognize/acknowledge this as a hallucination, you breeze right on through it like any other hallucination.
In your case, your in the dream, but your not all the way there. You still have that connection with your body, which while you are sleeping, is in full blown SP. So, being connected to your actual body is causing you to feel the effects of SP, the intense vibrations and the "dark energy" you spoke of. This is normal, so no need to worry, with some practice you will be able to fully get into that dreamscape and break the connection between mind and body. Of course, you won't experience this all the time, but it does happen every now and then. Just try to recognize that its a hallucination and there is no need to worry, feel afraid, or freak out. Stay calm and try to put all of your thoughts and energy into the dream environment and ignore these hallucinations/etc.
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