My guess based on my experience and reading other's experiences is that we all have more FA's than we realize. FA's are often so mundane that we don't give them a second thought unless we get in a repetitive loop of them OR if our awareness is high enough. FA's are dreams after all, and dreams are notoriously fleeting…even more so if it is a dream about doing something we pretty much do every morning - waking up and getting up. Why should we store moments like that in our long term memory/easily accessible memory in general? No good reason until you are practicing LDing. If you get consistently good at recall I think you will remember an occasional FA's after waking up. If you are at a high level of awareness, then you will eventually catch some while you are still dreaming. My first catch (caught the recall only) that I remember involved writing something in my bedside paper DJ and then later actually waking up and seeing it wasn't there. If I hadn't looked for something that I did during the FA that changed my bedside environment (the change in the dream was the written words I added to the paper), then that memory of the FA would have probably faded out completely. A recent FA catch I had while still dreaming involved pulling out an earplug and noticing my ear still felt plugged and finding another earplug inside the same ear and realizing that I was dreaming. That same night I caught another where my drawer was completely empty.
"Man, i sure wish this was a dream." Those moments can make us laugh or cry…I have had a fair amount of success with "If this were a dream right now, I would!..wait!" Perhaps the difference involves starting to think about taking some dream action, some action that you would only take in a dream…thinking a little further along. This can be helped by thinking the same way during the day. I have also had moments similar to yours. Fairly recently in a dream I was noticing cash on the ground and looked around and saw more and more of it as I continued walking. Realizing that this scenario is somewhat of a dream sign for me, a variation of a dream I have had every once in a while since childhood, I decided to look at my hands (RC) but I did so half-heartedly and quickly. I didn't notice a difference and quickly went back to picking up the money. For me, that was a big reminder that I need to make sure my RC's don't become rote and to also do more than one kind of RC…If I did my float RC, I bet I would have floated. If I looked at my hands more than once and with more wonder, I bet I would have seen something off like as I have before.
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