Just Another Dream Journal

I fell back to sleep at around 5AM and woke at 11AM

In one dream, I was walking through some woods with my mom. She became exhausted, so I carried her for 3 miles. Deer kept jumping off cliffs, but didn't die. One deer was very curious looking- it's fur and coloring was like that of a white rabbit with a black circle around its eye.
Just as I was getting too tired to go on, we made it out to where the adventure had begun. There was a McD's nearby, so we went inside. They sold pizza lol.. My mom went right away to a booth. I went to the Soda machine to get a glass of Coke. It came out almost clear, like Sprite. I tasted it, but it was flavorless, so I dumped it and tried again. It was still yucky so I did without and went looking for my mom.
I almost cried when I realized our walking wasn't over yet. There was so much further to go before we were actually home. I thought about calling my dad to rescue us, but the dream changed.

BEFORE the walk, I was with my grandmother in a store. I was eating a hard boiled egg in the checkout lane and the cashier got onto me about it. But grams knew her and they started talking. As we bagged our items, I asked if I was hallucinating lol I told her something about 12 years and the fact I never heard about the cashier (who was a random DC). We had spoken briefly about my bio dad who I then saw trapped in a snow bank which lead to the dream of me walking through the woods with my mom.

At some point in time, I dreamed I was in a car with many people. I was in an unknown neighborhood. I was stuck in an awesome dream loop where the dream kept repeating itself at certain spots. The group I was with wanted some rare book from one of their mothers husband and boyfriends. Every time we messed up in obtaining it and/or getting away, the dream would begin again from the point of our arrival at the property. This was one of my earliest dreams. I forget the details because I was woken up mulitple times since I had it. All I truly recall is that is was amazingly bizarre.

At another point, I dreamed of drawing a picture and writing a poem. I was outside for most of it. On a piece of (grrr what's it called- the large "paper" used in school for projects/presentations) large project paper, were 2 boxes at the top and three below it. The middle one at the bottom was larger than the others, but in the dream, the boxes were still somehow equal in arrangement. In that center place, I was drawing a picture. The picture was of a boy and trees. That's all I recall. I remember liking the poem, but I can no longer remember it.
At one point, I was near an actual tree and a boy was drawn/etched into the bark. Someone said it looked like "Jonny" and I said that's who it started out as being- a little stick figure person someone recommended I draw.

I also dreamed of building a house in the woods. It was at the edge of a cliff on a very high point. I loved the house and the dream, but I've forgotten almost everything about it. I found a piece of cardboard, lol, at one point, that I thought would be a perfect window because of its shape.

The last dream I had before waking was the most disturbing. It started out as a carnival seen through the first dream I wrote about, while waiting at McD's. Then the dream zoomed onto one of the floats. It was like a giant puppet show where artists controlled the scene with wires and cloth. The were on each others shoulders like a cheerleading act though.
It was snowing and the police were called. A wheelchair was added to the side of a police cruiser as if a sidecar on a motorcycle. One of the artists became suspicious because no one in a wheelchair would ever come to this particular carnival. There were way too many hills.
From there, the dream went to murder scenes. I saw inside one woman's throat. She was giving oral sex when she died. Her throat was just a slit from the inside.
A witness was found, but she was a foreigner and I couldn't understand her. Somehow, we learned some man had killed his own daughter in the sex trade.
I was some woman (?)- a cop investigating the murders. I was at a carnival game where you throw darts to pop balloons. It was a scam where the owner called forth a challenger and you had to beat the challenger. We had the same number of darts but she was supposed to falling-over drunk. A fight began somehow and I knocked a light out with a pole. It was supposed to have been an accident, but i gave myself up as a cop because the guy saw through my act. We fought briefly on the ground, mostly with poles, but then we were then on top of the game. His leg got trapped and he fell over. I held one part of a pole that trapped his leg. He wanted me to let go so he could fall to his death. Instead, I gently lowered him to the ground where he was apprehended.

>>Most of these dreams were random. They came from things I spoke about or watched on TV before falling asleep.
Certain recurring themes, though, are things I'll have to think about: Cliffs, fathers.
I dreamed so often of snow because hubby told me it was sleeting/snowing right before I fell asleep.