Just Another Dream Journal

I only recall bits and pieces from last nights dreams because I was woken up several times this morning and quickly the final time.
I remember dreaming about shopping and one of my sons throwing a fit because I forgot to buy hotdogs.
In another dream, I was flying.
In yet another, I was very sad about something. I was in a house and my pdoc was sitting on a couch. I had to sit on the couch too because there was nowhere else. I was also sleepy lol Our shoulders were touching and he didn't react to it, so I eventually laid my head on his shoulder and went to sleep. Being in his presence was very comforting.

I've been having more dreams about my pdoc,, which is making me slightly depressed. I'm an independent hermit. I've never felt the need to be close to anyone before. In fact, being physically close to people usually makes me antsy. These dreams show that I'm liar to myself. I DO crave contact. My shrink is my confidant. I have no friends. I rarely see my hubby and we haven't had sex for at least 6 months. I'm forming an unhealthy connection with my pdoc... BUT I wont see anyone else. The dreams depress me because they show me what I'm missing out on, which makes me want things more.
I need to find a way to make the dreams stop...