Inner World حلم Gamma Waves

Me and my brother were complaining about how we hate the gang members in our house. We wanted them to leave so I decided to go downstairs to confront them. There were detective in the living room so I went inside my Father room and there they were, I walk in without bothering either of them as I see they are beating up 1 person so I walk pass by to only get hit in my stomach. Once they did that I grab a large blue scissor as I attempt to stab him with it however push himself back. That's when he pulled a gun and told me what am I going to do now and what will I say now. I look at the gun thinking how many times has this happen to me where I am fighting someone and then this gun comes in to my face, why? The guy began threating say he was going to kill me as he sent one of his other gang members to close the door so the detective will not hear. He decided to sit down on my father bed and point the gun at me. I began walking and left my Father room. The man follow me saying that if I move he'll kill me, I told him detective are right there, you shoot me you'll be jail. He told me he won't kill me he just wants to hurt me. That's when the detective came over but he kept following me. I made it to the front door preparing to leave and I told him when I get back your gang and the gang uptop the stairs should come together to try to kill me. I open the door and left walking outside it was night time. I saw my Father walking on the road so I came to talk to him. I told my Father we should leave this house and he said he will as well, I told him I have been held at gun point so many times in my life that it got tiresome and that I was sick of living here. So me and my Father began abandoning the house not knowing where we'll go. I look at my Father and realize something was off his hair was very long. I ask how did his hair got so long and he told me it's been this way. But I remember his hair being short when I was first talking to him. I started wondering if this was a dream or not. It was too real though, this feels just like real life there's no way it can be a dream. However as the colors around me and around the area began to heighten I began to realize that this was a dream. That's when the scene change and I notice my Father change in to someone I did not know. We were in a park and people were on their laptop so I walk in this hall that seem like others we're waiting. That's when I lost my lucidity. Lucidity Time : 45 seconds

It began with me waking up in my Father room from the voices of my grandmother. She was complaining a lot, I then heard she said these disgusting kids made such a mess. Which made me angry that she would immediately assume it was me and my brother. That's when I got up and threw the blankets off me and kick my Father door in anger. I then look at the curtains and thought the sound of the kick was sort of wrong. I also started thinking it was weird that I wake up hearing I did a mess when I've been sleeping the whole time. That's when I got both of my hands and made my finger go through my it. It went through and that's when I became lucid and confirm it by saying " I'm dreaming " " I'm dreaming " I look at the curtains and the 1st thing I wanted to do was to jump through the curtains however as I did it push me back. I then wanted to fly as I felt my feet elevated with air I then jump to only find myself floating in the air. After being disappointed I decided to put my hands through my Father door to only find that it wasn't working. I open my Father door like it was any regular door, damn objects , as I open it and walk in the living room I confirm it was night and that all lights downstairs was turn off. However the orange lights outisde flash through the house giving me some sight. I then tried to create a video game character by thinking of it. I close my eyes with concentration and then open my eyes to find that it didn't work. I then began walking more through the living room and could tell the dream was getting slower sort of like lag in games, this alerted me that the dream would end. So I rub my hands together as I made my way upstairs I rub my hands together again so the dream can be prolong. As I reach the top stairs I could hear in my Mother room that the game Tekken 5 dr was playing. I enter the room the lights were off and I saw the flat screen tv hang up on the wall. As I enter in my brother said hello, I look at him and said hello back. I then jump on the bed and once more wanted to go outside. I look at my Mother wide large window and attempt to go through however it didn't work which made me unsatisfied. My brother and I began talking he was saying he was learning a lot of characters in the game and that it been taking awhile for him but he told me he was getting really good. I replied by saying yes you have been playing for a long time. My brother smiled and pop up the PSN screen menu really quick and then went back in the game. I had an idea, I immediately told my brother to bring the PSN screen up again. He did it again in confusion as I took a great lookat the date label on the screen. The date said 8/15/11 , which suggest this dream is being claimed as in the past. I then look at my brother and ask him how old he was . He lay down on the floor and said he was 14. I took another look at him and confirm that he look exactly like his present day self which is 19. I began telling my brother about lucid dreaming saying that were in a dream that claims we're in the past. I told him " I am not the brother you knew, I am the future of myself I also know the future you as we ll" My brother look at me and was wondering how I got here. I said it was because this is a lucid dream, we then began debating about if it's a time machine or a dream. He assume it was a time machine due to all the things I was saying. I told him it wasn't but I can't 100% convince him, as he and I both sit down on the floor I decided to get up which made the lights turn on. I thank my brother for giving me a new topic to debate with my brother in waking life in the present day. He told me he would never forget what I told him. I began walking to my Mother front doorand stare up at the ceiling. I could tell my brother was wondering how I plan on leaving. As I stare at the ceiling I said " oh subconscious may you come on down and join us in this conversation. The subconscious replied by making me go through my Mother door and sending me in a different dream scenery. I look around and was in some house , there was 5 room in this average size house. I walk and saw a few other people with me. I look at them and could tell we were here to kill each other. The last person alive wins all the cash, as I observe the room I notice they were in all good details. I then open the door in the 5 house place to only find myself back in my living room, the only difference was that it was early morning now instead of night. So I open the front door and look outside, I was amaze by how green it look. I saw 3 other people who were also in it to win all the money. They were standing just talking that's when the blonde headed woman yell the word hello. I look at them and the scene and the feeling of the outside and felt like I needed to question myself again. Because it look , felt and seem too real, that was the only problem it was too real to be real. The blonde headed woman ran toward my way to hug me, as she doing so I was wondering why because everyone here knew they came here to kill each other. I then came to the conclusion that she must be doing this to everyone so she could gain their trust and to make them 2nd guess themself so when it's night she can kill us all while winning all the money. As she let go of me I stare in to her face and knew she had to die. So I grab her and force her to hug me, As I pulled out my pocket knife from my pants I quickly stab her in the back. I then got her body and carried it on my shoulder. That's when everyone enter the 5 room house again as we all knew it was time to eat. As I enter in the house a guy with a red hoodie ask me if could sleep in my room, I told him I already had my belongings place there and that he could have the other room in the back. I then proceeded to laying her body on the table and went in my room. I notice a mirror and decided to look at myself in it. This time nothing seem wrong with me, everything look correct as I would in waking life. I was in the clothes I had when I fell asleep so I thought it was impressive. I heard everyone getting near the table preparing to eat. I came and sat at the table and told everyone the dead body on the table was my food. I look at the specs of the table intill the person in charge came and said it was time to eat. The person in charge had purple hairi n a pony tail and she was waering a black jump suit. As everyone began eating I ask her why was she doing this? She answer my question by saying we were all a family and wanted to support us. I look at the yellow, red and blue sparkles on the table magically appearing out of no where on the table I figure I'm probably going to her for thinking we're all a family by killing each other. I then wanted to ask my subconscious a question for real life. I ask it what's a different food I could eat for when I wake up because when my parents ask me what I would want I usually don't have an answer because I don't know many foods out there. The answer came in my head and it ws indian food and I was wondering why I didn't think of that. But considering I was in a dream in a way I guess in a way I did think of it. That's when I began hearing this soft pulse beat and felt like I was going away. I saw light blue grayish and then woke up. Lucidity Time : 8 mins

I have just waken up from a 5 hour sleep, I sit there and decided I wanted to try and have an OBE and with in 2 mins I was knock out again. That's when I realize I was no longer lying down on my bed I was standing up at the front door of my Father room. I check my hands to confirm if this was a dream or was awake or having an OBE. I had 5 fingers however I felt very dizzy as if I was swaying from both sides while standing up. The room look real however I wasn't fully convince I was awake in real life so I decided to jump and when I did I began to hover on the ceiling. Once that happen I confirm that I was dreaming, I decide to leave my Father room and go through the living room to go upstairs. As I went upstairs the dizziness began to increase as it overwhelm me enough to fall down. I manage to make it upstairs and decide to go in my mother room. It look the same and no one seem to be in the house. So I decided to open up the curtains and it show the sky was grayish clouded but bright as if sun was litting out from them. I wanted to go outside now so I attempt to go through the wide window however it push me back . I was wondering why all my lucid dreams don't let me go through things all the time. I left my Mother room and could tell the dizziness was going to take me out of the dream. I jump over the stairs and land gently on the ground. That's when I look at the sofa and tried to change it's color however as it change to stripe orange my arm froze and then everything else froze. I couldn't move and knew the dream was over. Lucidity Time : 2 mins

3/27/14 In my dream it started with me waking up in my Father room, it was dark and no lights were on. When I got up I tried to turn on the lights but it didn't work. I then woke up again in my Father room and thought to myself that I could've had a lucid dream if I notice the lights wouldn't turn on. I didn't realize though that I was still in a dream. That's when I heard the door slam. I now thought I was truly awake since in Reality the feeling was more cruel as I said this out loud in the dream. My Father came in and turn on the lights, it came on and he sat next to me while I lied down in the bed. He told me the power was cut and that they had to wait in the train. I was thinking that's why the lights weren't coming on. Then I woke up again in my Father room and felt very strange, lights were off and the timer said 1:00 o clock am as it buzz around as if it were in alarm. I heard my brother in my Father bathroom taking a shower, I felt like I could hardly move as I stay in the bed. I heard my brother singing sort of similar to pokemon, the lights were not on in the bathroom. He then stop showering the door was half open and I manage to atleast manage to sit up to see him. He hid in the door and grab his shorts and with a dark blue shirt. He opens the doorand that's when I wake up again in my Father room, it was dark lights were off I check the time on the vcr again it stated " 2 - 7 " So I got up and tried to turn on the lights but didn't work. I saw the bathroom door was tilted and it show that the orange light was on which only activates if all lights are off in the room. I proceeded in going to the bathroom as I open the door I thought something was off. So I tried to turn on the lights but it didn't work. I look in the mirror and thought this doesn't look to right. So I thought to myself let me look at my hands and when I did I had more than 5 fingers. That's when I became lucid , I look in the mirror and thought " man , I really look stupid " that's when my brother showed up in the mirror and we began debating about OBE if it's real or not. I said " Yea you're dumb , why don't you come over here with your beliefs since we're in a dream " I ramble more on his reflection. Then my face appear and again I thought I look retarded. So I decided to leave the bathroom as I knew talking to mirrors wasn't going to get me anywhere with philosophy. I look around my Father room and the lights came on by themselves as I walk I saw a red towel on my Father tv. I said " Lets see if I had dream control now " So I tried to change it's color to blue and instantly it started changing blue. I was surprise, I look a the carpet and wanted to change it's color , it started changing but I didn't make up my mind so it got multi color. I walk forward more to the bed. I then wanted to create someone I knew in middle school. I tried this before in 2012 and failed miserably so now since I am seeing the effects now I believe my chances were better. I thought of the person and their lower body started to appear and the upper body however it stop. I started thinking of thei face so it can fully appear but it wasn't working as I hold it in my hand. I could tell the subconscious which is the brain change the person I trying to create in to a doll. So I threw it and immeditely I got hit by a mini panda. I turn aound and look at it's online ID above it's head which was " Ps_Zocoun " something similar to that. So I look at it as it was working on the carpet ground. Since I was irritated by what it did I knew I was in control of everything since I was god in this dream. So how dare this miniture ugly panda hit me so I decided to make the mini foolish panda disappear. When it disappear I was very satisfied however in 3 seconds he came back and look much more angry than before. I thought to myself that's not right because I didn't summon him back and stated wondering if I was the controller of this dream. The Panda look at me and tried to attack so I went to the bed knowing it was too small to get up on it. I then saw the curtains and wonder what the outside looks like. I open the curtain a little to see the sky was gray and raining. I smiled and thought yes this is my favorite sky. I then look at the curtain and remember what I did in my last lucid dream on 3/15/14. So I decided to do it again by jumping through the curtains. It did the magical spiral again like my previous lucid dream which made me smile with satisfaction. However I almost got outside but gently was place back on the bed. So I thought " If it didn't work once it should definitely work this time " I jump through the curtains again and the curtains did it's magical spiral again and I decided to smile again but it didn't let me go through. So I got off the bed ran quickly and open my Father door quickly so I could avoid the panda. As I ran in the living room it look quite real to me so when I reach the front door. I decided to peek in the garage as the door was already open. I look in and said " wow " it look like it was burglarize and painted lighter blue. I then look at the front knowing this will take me outside. I tried to go through it but like all the other objects it rejected me. So I open the door which felt eletric like twitching. The door open I went outside and began running on the road in the community. As I run I could hear my grandmoher talking to someone on the phone as her voice sounded at the front door. I thought to myself " She must be wondering why I left the door open " I ran more and made a turn so I could continue running. I saw a person who use to be my Mother friend. She was wearing a dark gray coat and dark jeans with black boots and had long blonde curly hair in a pony tail. As she just finish talking to her friend she started walking and then look at me. I decided to jog and look back at her. I job she walk , she then started telling me if I was going to that place. I couldn't hear her too well so I decided to run more as these two girls look at me and stare. I decided to run more and more. Then this boy look at me with a big smirk. The sky started changing to night as more and more people began to follow me around the community while laughign at me. I tried to climb up the gates but cars was already there and so was all the people. I ran up the hill and just sat down and cried. They all circle around the hill below me laughing, that's when someone came up the hill. It was my brother he was also laughing and was wearing a hat while holding a camera. He took a picture of me and then kick me. I got angry and said " Damn you, I don't care if this is a dream and if your my brother, I'll still kick your ass " I got up, jump and push my brother as we both rolled down the hill. Once we both hit the ground all the people surronded us. My brother then said I was a loser, the crowd around us laugh harder after that. So I said " Watch, can you do this ?" They all watch me began to levitate as I floated over the 16 feeted gates and landed gently down as if a mouse on a CPU pick me up and drop me down. I stand there like a boss and all those ungrateful little rejects started clapping and screaming with amazement. They all wanted to know my name but I didn't say anything I just had a smirk on my face. That's when my cousin appear to me in the crowd who was frankly in a wheel chair, told me something but I couldn't hear him due to his mumbling and cheap wheel chair. So I lean a little down and said " What are you saying" He began saying I needed to go to kungchim camp to get weapons. I was wondering why would I need weapons then I look ahead of me and saw 2 huge tanks. I just couldn't believe my luck that's when I started feeling my physical back lying on the bed. So I knew my time was soon to be up. As I stare at the tanks moving their launchers to my position I decided to wake up voluntary. I woke up and I was in my Father room, the lights were off and the time said " 2:00 am " So I thought to myself my father is taking a really long time to come home. I then got up and tried to switch on the light but it didn't work. That's when I was wondering why can't I wake up? Then I woke up again, this time I was truly awake the time said " 9:08 pm " I quickly got up and turn on the light and sat down feeling very confuse. That's all Lucidity Time : 7 mins

It's raining and we were all line up walking as if we were all held prisoner. This guy and me were plotting a deal to break free. As we walk this girl who wore a gray hoodie came and turn me around and force me to make direct eye contact with her. I took a great look at her face and realise I knew her from the past. I immedtialy get irritated and turn back around and tried to runaway however she grabbed my arm. I yell let go of me, let go of my arm! However she only hold tigher as I turn around she began to laugh so I decided to spin her in to hitting a bus however she threw me back and my face was about to get hit by the subway train. I decided might as well get hit by a train then let her grab my arm. As I tried to get hit by the train she force me not to by twisitng my arm. So I push her to other train as it hits her face and ask are you crazy. She smiled and we kick each other back to two different trains. I sit down as I felt extremely dizzy. And everyone including myself began to laugh for no reason.

We saw two guys leaving their apartment so me and my brother broke in and look around. Outside was night and their room was quite dark, their place seem to have a lot of items. Items I notice was carpets , curtains , hand guns and many books. My brother began to hesitate saying this is agaisnt the law. I convince him to continue through this by already telling him we commit a crime by breaking and entering. After that I took the hand gun and place it in my upper left jacket pocket. That's when we left the place and walk quickly to the dark blue van. As I enter in it and look around my dream began to fade while I started to move in Reality.

I walk down these wide long brown stairs, it seemed to be in a huge school building. I look at the people on the sides staring at me or just reading books while eating. I made it down the last stair and sat next to this person he seemed to be studying. The cafeteria lady ask me what I would like to eat and I told her nothing. I then got up and left the building, that's when I woke up ( However I was still in a dream ) I thought about writing my dream down in my dream journal however I thought to myself, I'm tired and decided I'll do it 3 hours from now. My Father just arrive home as I heard him slam the door. He came in the room and I decided to get up to go to the bathroom. He then told me I needed to take a shower as he told me it's been awhile. I replied to him by saying I just got up and that I had shower since yesterday. I decided to look at the room and it look very early. As if the sky was just coming up, but I remember falling asleep in the morning so I found it to be odd. That's when I truly woke up.