Xanous' Dream Journal

Thoughts
Lucid
Non lucid

My recall has gotten up back to normal lately. I just havent been posting online because I kind of just make notes of the dream on my phone and then don't take the time to thoroughly write it out. But I think it helps to do so. I haven't been lucid in over a week and half and it's pissing me off. I was trying to get back to the same things I was doing before. So, I am going to make a better effort with my DJ.

Masonry Fail
Pictures of swimming under poarch as a kid. The water was do dirty it was like mud
Making masonry wall in water. The wall in a garage. I realize how shitty it looks with brick and wood chunks and I tear it down

Undercover Presidential Interview
I am with some others to interview Obama with hidden cams. Doing to show how much security sucks and to catch him in a lie or cover-up. I get a quick perspective or the first two that interview him. Sort of a play back from the hidden cam. Its my turn next. I get super nervous and hope that they let me fast forward past it. I realize I have no clue what I am doing or what to say. (Higher reasoning started kicking in but I lose it) I assure myself that I have note cards. I have some sort of issues with outfit. This giant canvased plastic plate falls out of my suit. Some lady I'm with gets a new car seat base. We are trying to not look suspicious but its all falling apart. I try to stall. Secret service men have been helping me. I still feel really nervous and don't want to go in. The man tells me it's time to go. No wait I have to look for something in the dressing room. I search around and see my Nintendo wallet and my cell phone. I pick them up and turn around. Another man fires the who had been assisting me. He tells me they have their own cams. he shows me quick footage of me and wife being suspicious. The other guy says no. I wholeheartedly serve him.

Luke Skywalker is a jackass.
Something about being at the mall with my wife then we walk out of a trailer. Luke Skywalker keeps making out with my wife. I try to tolerate it but I get pissed. Then I use my clear light perspective to become him. Now its me kissing my wife. I feel ok now. For some reason I know that I have to fly Luke, my wife and some other unknown to a place. But it is raining really hard and I think it will a bitch to fly in this. I put a black towel over my head and do a test flight. The rain has me soaked almost instantly and I can't see to stay in the air. This almost triggers lucidity because I have done this so often in dreams. I just can't make the connection. I do however try to relax and let my self flow into the air with a little more control. The same stuff I would do if lucid. I seem satisfied now. I take the towel off my head and see a rainbow in a yellow sky. The rain stopped. I hug everyone in a huddle and we lift off the ground.

I have a FA and I write in my dream journal. But it is not my phone it is the LOTR novel. I am making notes next to the text. I see Lothlorien and make a note that that was were we were flying to. I remember flying and feel like maybe I was briefly lucid. I write something about the elves. And then I feel like I am just writing a revised version of the book and copying only a few things from it.

I liked the dream control even if I wasn't really lucid. And it's funny how the subC remembers things you forgot. I had to Google Lothlorien when I woke up and totally forgot what it was until I read the WIKI page about it being the elves forest.