Fear And Darkness
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, 04-20-2014 at 04:09 PM (411 Views)
#306 - WILD - 4:59AM
I enter vibes once I start my mantra. Odd. I have to overcome a great deal of fear this time. I am not sure what it's all about; just a feeling of presence in the room. I have a hard time getting out of SP with the usual oddities. One thing to note was that when I tried spinning I actually felt dizy-sick. After a long struggle, I manage to transition. My vision was horrible but I managed to see my living room and head for the front door. There is a horrible shrieking sound and as I reach the front door I am sucked away. I don't bother fighting it; I just head for the back instead.
When I reach the kitchen entrance, I see a white tiger in the darkness that's blocking the way. There is fear but I manage to give in to the visual and phase past. I reach the back door and get out onto the deck. I pause and note that I am floating. I hear rain and birds chirping. There's something white floating in the air but I can't tell what it is exactly. I chose to ignore it. The dream is still very unstable so I feel the deck railing with my hands as I walk into the yard. The scene turns to daytime as I begin rubbing my hands. Encouraged, I continue to hoping the dream clears up further.
The void almost overtakes me and when it clears out, it is now night time. I look up at the sky and see many more stars than usual. I admire that for a second and continue on down the alley. I am rubbing my hands and clapping while talking everything out, “rub hands” “clap” “daytime”. The dream suddenly ends.
I find this whole WILD experience annoying so I switch to DILD.