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    DILD? TOTM fail, Fragments

    by , 10-08-2012 at 12:28 PM (457 Views)


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    I had multiple mirco awakenings last night. So many that I was just too lazy to record much. Its a shame I didn't even write down my LD so I forget a large part. I hope the rest comes to me during the day.

    DILD? TOTM fail
    Something triggered lucidity. I am assuming it was DILD I remember trying to stabilize a lot in a neighborhood. Something about houses. I was on the ground feeling the grass and rubbing my hands on the grass. I really wanted to feel the texture and hear the sound. I remember trying so hard to focus and gain clarity. *memory gap* Now I remember I had my hands under my jawline. I was outside and it was sunny. I remembered that someone on here looked at their shadow. So I turned until I saw my shadow on a concrete wall. (seeing my shadow in a dream is a first) It looked normal and I had my hands were I expected. I started pulling but my head would not give. It felt as solid as real life. I guess I didn't put enough prep work into it. Then I destabilized really fast and before I could do anything about it I woke up. I think I tried to DEILD but failed. That must be why I forgot to record it.

    Fragments
    My wife and I are getting married (again?) We want a really small wedding. I am talking to my dad about performing it this time.

    There was something about being on the DJ forum. At each post my spirit somehow when to a physical place.

    VILD before and WBTB. Failed DEILD twice. Had a small amount of alcohol in my system.
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    1. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      So you tried to chain your lucids together but then wound up falling asleep during the DEILD attempt? Is that about right?

      I guess that is the one upside to my many failed DEILDs out of lucid dreams. I usually blow it because I'm so freakishly excited about having a lucid dream.

      Nice go at the TotM. I think all you needed was some prep work. This entry made me wonder whether I've ever really seen my shadow in dreams. I assume that the thing is there but I really can't remember. Funny how I get all of this detail on the things that I'm interested in and virtually nothing if it's something that is not on my mind.