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    Darkness to Bliss

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    Xanous
    , 06-15-2015 at 02:42 PM (690 Views)
    #445 - DEILD - 7:45AM

    The Monday got me this morning and I just said to heck with it, I'll go in at 9 and sleep a little more.

    I am dreaming and laying in some sort of box with dirt in it in the gutter. There's some tube running off of some part of my body to drain something out. I feel the worst depression I've ever known and I decide to just lay there until I die. I really want to die. The thought of it moving on feels like a great relief. Then, I think that I should at least try to get lucid while I am lying her and this partially wakes me up.

    I focus on body relaxation and vibes start. I try getting out but it feels off somehow so I go more visual and find that I am walking in the house. I feel the presence of my wife or someone (but it feels like her energy) following close behind me but I can't see her. It's comforting. I step out the front door and all my depression drops away and is replaced with a feeling of bliss. The air is pleasantly cool and I am delighted that I had an OBE. It has been forever. There is a light snow on the ground and the dream is unstable so I roll around in it. I still feel my wife near me watching over me like a guardian. I love it. The birds are singing loud and clear and it is the most beautiful bird sound. Everything feels like heaven and I enjoy every second of this visually unstable dream. I soon wake up.
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    1. Bharmo's Avatar
      I love emotionally charged dreams like this, try definitely shake me out of the routine of daily life! Though I think I've never had a dream with such extreme emotions
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    2. Xanous's Avatar
      It reminds me of Yin and Yang. I'm not sure why I had such depressed feelings maybe they belonged to someone else. I feel mostly happy in my waking life!
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    3. NyxCC's Avatar
      Congrats! I read this dream before going to bed last night and it seems to have touched me a lot. Got a few unexpected lucid scenes, with the first one being something like a wild. I remembered your description

      I step out the front door and all my depression drops away and is replaced with a feeling of bliss. The air is pleasantly cool and I am delighted that I had an OBE. It has been forever.
      then went outside and felt the breeze. It was great. I love the inspiration that comes from your entries.
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    4. Xanous's Avatar
      Haha noice! Love it.
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    5. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      What a great turnaround! I love that you were able to take that swing from feeling utter despair to the bliss of a lucid dream. Wonderful!

      I'll bet that you were flying high all day after this one!

      Congratulations on such a fantastic dream experience!
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    6. Highlander's Avatar
      Xanous, that sounds more like an experience than a dream. This is why I LD, as once in every while one of these comes along.

      I'm glad you turned it into something positive. Thanks for sharing, it made my day.
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    7. Xanous's Avatar
      I really do experience some strange stuff in my dreams. I love it because I actually grow as a person from all those experiences.
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