WalkingInWinter

Props to recall techniques. When I woke up this mornig, I was saddened to find that I couldn't remember a thing! But I didn't give up. I just lied there and (while trying not to force things) tried to recall whatever I could. However, I decided to focus primarly on recalling any environmental detail. I felt recollections rising to the surface but I couldn't quite grasp them or define them so they eventually faded away. These feelings of 'almost remembering' rose and fell repeatedly. I just kept lying there and tried to focus any environmental memories. I did this for a long time. Eventually, I remembered one small detail, grass. I vaguely remembered grass, and from that the memory of a field exploded into my mind. And from that came the memory of being in the field of a childhood school. And from there, the whole dream came back. After I recalled this dream, my other dreams came back to mind.

I praise the method of recalling environmental details to saving last night's dreams. Today I'm beginning to do regular, almost obsessive RC's. I plan to form this into a regular habit aswell.

Locations: childhood elementary school, university foodcourt during parents time, Aunts house, RL house

Tags: at childhood school, field, windy?, first crush moved away, in field with other kids, ran into school, went downstairs, beacme university but like when parents were in school, found empty a&w cup, label on rim said i could trade in for new drink. Brought it, deli mamager working there, got the new drink, rootbeer, “why u come here?” “you guys refill it the best”, ranupstairs, eslecator started working, crowded, first day of school starting soon, ran through bootroom?, childhood school again, saw philip, stopped to talk, bench, sat?, other girl came?, might have went into field to get other kids, might not have, school eventually started, walking through bootroom, crowded, went to lockers by library, friendgirl helped me find locker, put stuff away, taylorbrehon?, bullies, i remember S, other bullies real or dc's? They were much bigger than us, i had group, bullies picked on them more, i was initimidated, history of bullieing, left me alone, presented calm strong exterior, recess?, suggested to friend/s that we should learn how to fight

Fully Written: At childhood school and I was a child. In the field and it was windy. I think my first crush (in RL) moved away. It was the first day of school but class hasn't started yet. I was with other kids in the field but I decided to run into the school for something before class started. I went into the bootroom then ran down some stairs. After I went downstairs, the environment became the foodcourt at the university but when my parents were in school. I also wasn't a child anymore, I was my current age. I was jogging and stopped a table. There was an empty A&W cup with a label on it that said you can trade the cup in for new drink. So I brought the cup to the counter. The man working the counter was the Deli manager at my former workplace. He said something like, “Why will you come back?” and I said something like, “Because you refill drinks the best.” It was supposed to be a polite joke but it doesn't really make sense as I write this, lol. After I got the drink, I ran upstairs. I started up the regular stairs because the escalator wasn't working, but it started working as soon as I started up the regular stairs. I noticed it became really crowded as I was hurrying up the stairs. I took this as an indication that the school day was about to start. After I came back upstairs I was a child again. I ran out the doors so I could return to the field at childhood school. There a picnic table by the doors and I noticed Philip was sitting there, waiting for school to start. I said, “Phil!” and I stopped to talk. I think I sat down. Another girl from childhood school came and sat with us. Can't remember who exactly. Can't remember if friends from the field came to us or we went to them, but school eventually started and we all started walking inside. It was crowded. We walked down hallways to our lockers. That girl helped me find my locker. I saw T, childhood friend. There were some bullies there too, who were actually bullies in RL. We were all kids but they were much bigger than us, almost cartoonishly bigger. They were picking on my friends. I was sort of scared but I presented a calm, tough exterior (lol). So they left me alone. We had recess so we all started walking down hall. The bullies walked ahead and I said to my friends after they left that we should learn how to fight so they can't pick on us anymore.


Loc: aunts house, my house
Tags: blue jello, aunts house, mallow getting od, giving speech, blimp, grandpa simpson saying their all old, lisa, grounds keeper willy, ms krabapple, all get in blimp to go somewhere; to 'leave'. Mystery, lisa disguised, blimp crashes, lisa comes out wearing different costume or something, writing paper article, troy mclaur, wearing leather vest, peace sign from someone

FW: All of this is vague. We were in front of a blimp. Everyone was Simpsons-style characters. Mallone (the cat-burglar) was giving a speech in front of the blimp, that he's old and it's time he left. Grandpa Simpson got up and said that we're all old, as if to say who cares that Malone is leaving. It was funny, had to be there, lol. People were boarding the blimp. Groundskeeper Willy and Ms. Krabapple (idk how to spell it) got in, along with Professor Frink. Other people too. Lisa got in but she was disguised. I think she believed the blimp ride was some sort of con. After the blimp crashed, I went into a frame perspective, like a movie screen. There was a spotlight on lisa in her disguise, then she revealed herself.
Vague memory about me writing a newspaper article about Troy Maclure. I was in my Aunt's house. I remember looking at a picture of him in a newspaper and the picture was speaking, like a little tv screen. Troy Maclure was only wearing a leather vest and told a short story about how a young kid gave him the peace sign.

Tags: came home, seemed like aunts house, dad accused me of going into his room + stealing dildo + hiding it up my ass, i ridiculed him for such an idea, i went into kitchen (our home again), bluejello, lots of juice and sugary food. Some past event? I walked somewhere, something to do with ex, cant remember, came home, it was winter, got envelope, it was passport or something like it, had trip coming up, passport had circuits, electronic stickers you put in it, rule that u could travel then come home for certain period or just travel for a certain period then come home, considered traveling far

FW: I was in my aunt's house and was lying on the couch. (Really strange part here) My dad accused me of going into his room, stealing his secret dildo and hiding it in my ass. He was suggesting that I still had it hidden in my butt. I ridiculed him for suggesting such a thing.
I came home again (RL home this time). I walked in through the front door and I remember clearly that it was winter outside. It felt frosty and I could see my breathe. I had a letter of some sort and my parents were in the living room. They looked at me, as if expecting me to return with the letter. I sat down on the couch next to my mom and opened the letter. It was a strange looking passport. It had sockets in it, like you were supposed to put 'electronic letters' into these slots. And if you did this, you somehow got a benefit of some sort. I was preparing for a trip somewhere. There was a label on the passport, that you could travel somewhere and return for free after a certain number of days OR you could travel somewhere and returned home briefly for free but you had to return, can't remember which. I remember considering traveling to a far place on my own time, after this upcoming trip.
I went into the kitchen. There was a lot of sugary snacks there, like sweet juices and so on. I looked in the fridge and there were huge bowls of blue jell-o. I think all the food was left over from some sort of event.