non-lucid

I was rushing down the stairs to the high school cafeteria before the janitor locked the door. I knew what we were getting ready for , but I didn't say anything when my brother comes in with a list of people he'd already shot. I didn't know anyone on the list(3 people) but I wanted to quit right there. I got sick, then thought it was probably just a movie, but I didn't want to interact until I knew 100 percent. I got my things then ran to the field where a gay teacher was instructing the others (he was a part of the killers) I pretended to be a part of them and he called out everyone and hesitated on my name. "Vince!" "See you're good at this. You should be able to join." I found my way out but got lost. I dialed my pops and he told me I had to get back to the school. I saw my friend's mom (who I haven't met in RL) and she didn't believe I got lost. I just asked are you...Mom? Yes. She was quick to help, until she accused me of truancy. My brother was at the mall and he took his time leaving .

These past couple of nights I have had dreams with depressing themes:
Death
Crime
Violence
Rape

Dream sign would have to be dead dogs... and a nearby town (the location of murders in my dreams)
I think I had a couple false awakenings, where I recount my dream and then wake up later without anything written in my dj

non-lucid nap. in library with class kept asking lenning for instructions. saw my favorite teach and her husband .

MR.lenning asked about my weekend said basic made up stuff. Like i went to church really late, talked to random person and rode my bike. he said was that all necessary? no? then told me to see how many other people sleep with there m. I read a girl's paper he wrote forgiven. And I read a part it had a "w/" as with. I thought how weird... then bre was talking to me i think she said to add her

sitting at bench asking all them questions lol to Luke on is it because i'm ugly hell na. just replied i was normal walking from school. we saw cheerleaders walkin past . then they went back to where they originally came from.

took a nap today and had terrible recall, but I'll rewrite the notes I took. I was walking to class when I saw Dane. Walked past and entered the class. I was taking etymology then I left without notice to say hi to dane. btw, as I was in the class i heard D say hi to S.E. That's what made me go out there. I was talking about my birthday and D did not believe I was so old. I had a "wtf" moment because I was younger than the kids of my grade. Anyway, there was an after school bookclub which I went to and pretended I knew what my professor was talking about. I Facebooked him and found out he was an actor in a short film on youtube. Then I stole a lolipop from John and then I went in the store w/ him to get more. and took 2 but then didn't have the money for them...I left with both in my mouth. I was taking all the chocolate oreos. There were some with yellow frosting so I put them back and ate the rest. The club was cancelled.

zaria thre fit at dean said i needed to see her why i was standing up counseler stood closer to fuentes and cntinued talking with boy zaria hit fuentes but she was nice about it. mom won lottery we told ellen but bot how much she interview portia who was in the same movie first mom said oh ses interviewing her wife? we webt shopping and at gmas tickled tony but tony lost weight on lwgs especially pointed it out. then we webt to get lottery money and it didnt work cuz 711 jipped us with pretzel. i was in french arguing with L stood up by hannah but teacher asked y i said bc french hasnt started then we played honeles top items i sat out coach said strt i played 2nd round and person hanging things on fence they sai vinny and i got electricyted grandma tellin me te youngest one is alwayz more important cuz theyre like a bby while tony was home

Today's recall featured the harmonious symphony of my piano keys. I was playing them at 3 a.m. in the dark to my sleeping roomate. Lmfao! And then I went into a different room because I suddenly became concerned with his ability to sleep. I came back and he was like can you turn and down? I had a waha moment and was like dude ! i didn't turn on the t.v. i "woke up" at 4 a.m. The beauty of it is even though I wasn't lucid I could tell I was closer to awareness because of my surrounding
yeeea.
tonight i will lucid !

will be from yesterday - today because i forgot most of both.
m and i walked by my old house found jj and went the other way. i entered a fry fighting contest and kept winning the winner walked home with a tshirt. After each stage, I had to thank the fry...LOL how did I not know I was dreaming...got chips for winning a fry contest. JJ gone gay ! told me and i said ok then couldnt sit next to but jj but txted glad we're a couple ? I woke up and recorded it

dreams r trippy

Escaped dryspell again, and woke up 4-5 times in the process. Each time I recorded my dream in my ipod. I was excited because they were all vivid!

The first one my mom's ex opened my front door but there was a barrier so I walk to it and he says his name is Howard...which it isn't. I tell him he's not welcome anyway and when I go to shut the door, he stops it. With my phone, I show him I am dialing 9-1-1 and then I wake up. (I sorta remember not being able to see the digits on my phone)

Next I'm walking home with my girl and I stop at the library and talk to some friends about school, I leave and then ride my bike home as if it's a scooter.?. then I found an old-friend smiling at me on her old front lawn and I keep scooterin then down the block I find her scootering toward me... I let her pass, and she says "sorry Vin!" and her friend passes too. When I get home two black chicks I've never seen in my life, start demanding details about "Dale". I say i have no idea what they are talking about. Then they say she owes them money. So I say either you call the police or I will. They its 20k . Then, i get how serious it is and say "oh." I let them in and they go in screaming "dale , we knew we'd get in. Why did you use leather?" (no idea) and they're talking to their dog who is in Dale's apt. I enter my mine, and the t.v. is on the news channel reporting how Dale was stabbed 20x after a neighbor let the assaulter in. I was too busy callin M to figure the irony. She interrupted to ask if I was supposed to be at LAX and I said yea but...and woke up! fingers are killing me atm.

continuing...

I was talking to my ex and she was asking who she was supposed to talk to . Me: "Try your bf, friends, family, me " I resorted to freshman year lvl flirting... if I can call it that. she 'd . i helped my cousin find my house but we got lost because I took her route, her other grandma couldn't take her because it was sunday bingo night. At school, I was chillin when V rests head on me. I stroke her hair and then she gets up as a different person. i was disgusted.

At white hen i got to the back but the donut I like isn't in the donut dept. so i go to the freezer and get 3 of them. I eat 1 full 1 and begin the 2nd but its not as fresh. i Go 2 the counter debating whether I should pay for the one I already ate, when the manage comes out from the back. She was the decider, when I get to the front of the line, the clerk asks how many . I say 3. The woman yells "3 RIGHT?" I go Yea what I said! Can't I eat what I am paying for.

I follow a girl who is in a fight.
I feel like I label all of my DJ's as memorable , but this one was because of how many times I woke up in the night -_-

where we walked for no reason. i had 3 cokes in my bag and a little girl mentioned it in front of me . m talked about how unsafe it is in nola as we walked down red brick streets and got lost saw a drunk dude decided to turn.

so i got 3 very short fragments

1 green eyed baby named A - I got this from a book. Literally the letter A was the name. The darker one was G i think.

Sis was entering my apt.

I was eating ravioli

I was taller than Jb

wish I could remember more

Had time to recall
This morning I remembered a full dream then a fragment of the 1 before it. This is (Sic) from iPhoney at about...5am. enjoy!

"I said I would only do F cuz the kid was the only smart one. Hairy other guy really sick, think in a hotel.
In my grandmas apartment, a group of us (people)were trapped. We didn't know the reason.. i was suspicious of some of the people in the room. Two girls were in the olympics- Mckayla and Gabby and the black one asked me "well we're in the olympics, how do we know we can trust you?" but while I was answering with what I want to do with my life she wasn't listening. Mckayla was nodding. We went over to get soup or an appetizer and Jeff from survivor asked "what does it smell like?" I didn't smell anything because I finished my dish., but I realized he was giving a hint. So I "felt", looked and listened. i assumed his hint was to pay attention to my senses. Just like others have recorded, I expected to hear something. I heard ducks and then found two bath-ducks on my grandma's couch. I knew that was the key so I picked them up and nothing was under either one. While everyone else continued to smell the soup, i found a note and it read "only 3 out of 4 will find the lamp. I looked under each lamp and people started to notice. I was afraid I would give it away, but I wanted to continue. So I found the next hint under a lamp. And it was yet another fortune, but I was unfocused. I refocused and quickly skimmed "an agent asked how they found numbas and they said by revealing the text through illumination...[5,7,64,62] est.) I woke up and tried to go back to sleep but I knew I was too conscious.

I dribbled some iNotes right after I woke up... so this will be an attempt to decode the early birdy typos .
location: home. i was looking out the window and this old bitter blck lady was attempting to sell me something. I shut my blinds and I remember thinking "I am bout to make everyone in the neighborhood hate me. I already piss so many people off.I kept ducking so that she wouldn't be able to see me. Then I saw her and a few girls go in next door. Ignoring me, but I could see them through the crack of my door. Then my cuzzo J came in the scene. I forget what we were talking bout but I had to google something on my phone and her instagram came up as a result. She was mad I was following her and I was all defensive "i swear to god idek how!" she let it go, but I remembered I followed all my friends so that is how she became a person I subscribed 2 . I unfollowed her anyway.We talked about how cute my dog was in the position he was in "aWW" (dawg was so cute haha) then we carried ms sel gomez on a wheel chair down the steps. i remember wanting to drop her but instead i took her other wheel cuz Jb was a weak kid. J held other leg. Jb held her head. We get to the hospital and see pple passing. J is telling me i look like her bf's bro. WTF. So I try to get her back by saying she looks like someone but she holds a contempt face and it drives me nuts LOL y am i so mad?... Anyway there were only italian surgeons so it was pretty weird.

It was the first day of school. Location: movie theater. All my anxiety was relieved; I had the same friends with me. The same friends that in my dream world, I was so excited to see and interact with, in waking life I have no recollection of who they are. I just remember the feeling of relief that they brought to me, once I realized they were with me. I also had the saw a teacher from last year Ms. dr3am sign! But of course, I didn’t catch on. She made a joke to this idiot I went to school with. Initials BS. She asked if he “always whispered?” sarcastically. He was screaming at his almost-touching friends. I watched her and pretended to laugh, so she wouldn't be crushed. Then BS says ya or some shit like that. Now, I remember one of my “friends”. If I was lucid, I would have expected her to be a dream guide. So friendly, and I felt like I’d known her forever. She was a black woman with short hair and kind of chub. Said something about how I used to be so bad, and all the fun times we had together. I shook my head, pretending I remembered wth she was talking about. Next thing I know the group is in a local Walgreens. Laughing at what others are saying, when I spot Ms. looking at me. My initial thought was “she must think I’m a psychopath, the way I’m smiling.” So I get busy, quick. I tried to buy those chocolaty coins, but they were all opened. I ask the clerk and she said they were opened. I can’t help but wonder what that chocolate would have tasted like, what that taste may have initiated for me. After we finished, I started rapping, I guess. All I remember is being with his little kids and shaking Jaden’s hand and hugging Willow. Very weird, but each time I finished performing, I would check back on Ms. L for approval.