The adventures of Vavanars Lucid World

Hello once again all of you, wich is reading my DJ.

It starts out in my house, the landscape outside is snowy and apocalyptic like, the air is dark and so is the sky. The sun looks like it is dying in a way. I do a RC, this is where it gets weird. I realize i am dreaming, but my RC is not working. the dreamscape flickers, and i am standing in another dream, where i do a RC, it fails to. Yet, i realize i am dreaming (My RC is holding my nose and blowing, if air comes out i am dreaming, if not i am awake. I attempt it about 5 times, but i am still dreaming. In my dream i just have this feeling of being super strong. Please note, that this is one of the most vivid dreams i have ever had, everything ressembles reality, all details. Everything. i walk back inside my house, it is no longer my house, it is my old school, there are people there. It looks like a refugee. i fly up to a window, and inside there, i get attacked by this enourmous black man. i stop him like he was a fly, and i carry him to a room with other people, where i procced to break his left arm, he is in shock over how strong i am. he starts smoking some weed, ( i have never tried weed, but i want to try it in my dream ) so i take it from him, this makes him go into a tragic/Shock / rage like state, he begs me to give him his weed back, i say no. eventually i give it back to him . He tries to escape, i am also very much, faster than him. I grab him , and carry him back over my head, i tell him that he will never be able to escape me, a friend of mine got some powder like rainbow looking substance, i take some of it. and i end up with razors inside my mouth, i go and spit them out in the sink, hoping that i wont cut the inside of my mouth with them. Then i wake up.

I am in my hometown on one side of a bridge, made of wood, its in there in reality to, everything is in extreme detail, i would say, the same detail as in waking life, i realize instantly that this is a dream, i fly over to the other side of the bridge, when i land i rub my hands together and do some quick calculations, it has no effect, the dream is as stable as its possibly gonna get and everything is as clear as its going to get, i sit down and close my eyes and try to meditate a little bit, it has no effect, everything seems to be the exact way it is supposed to be and there is nothing i can do to change that. i fly up to my old school, everything is still at night and there are only a few skies, its a very clear night with beautiful stars. Inside the school there are a lot of people, i go into a classroom , wich is changed drammaticly from what it really is, and its A LOT bigger than what it really is, there are a lot of people in there, most of them got no faces at all, there is a black man and a white guy sitting with one of the tables, they are adults, they look at me and tell me, i am indeed in a dream, i ask them if they can help me remember every time i do have a dream, so i dont have to focus entirely on it on my own ( a LILD(Lucid induced lucid dream) ) They laugh, and say no, i ask why, they just keep on laughing, things start to loose some detail, but i go outside the classroom , and all of a sudden find myself outside again, where i started, there are some people chasing me, they can fly to with the help of an amulet they got around their neck, it is activated when their commander blows a whistle, i start flying away from them, superman style, i also try to summon a sword at the same time, i look away from my hand and i can feel the sword in my hand, i can sense how its going to be used, when i look in my hand tough, it isnt there, i also try to summon a banana by imagining how it tastes, and so on and so on, there is a guy next to me wich supposedly is my companion, i tell him to get me a piece of paper ( I intend to power up, by trying something i never did before) after a lot of papers wich are already filled with drawings i get a little piece wich you can actually write something on, i make a + and a - and start clicking the +, a lot... It helps me a tiny little bit, i land and theese guys attack me, i punch them all out and steal their neckleas, i also steal the whistle, i start flying, and then i blow the whistle, wich gives me a boost to my flying skills and makes me go faster, i then get onto this platform, there is theese guys wich is seemingly fighting against me, i seem to posses super strenght at this point, and i let him hit me as i feel nothing from it, i then throw him through a wall... He returns with his group of superheroes, wich is immune to thunder? And i dont seem to be able to defeat any of them, i also at this point have what is a false awakening, wich blends with the dream, i notice that it is a false awakening as im not tired, the second i open my eyes, i am pressed into my bed and am unable to move, there is also this blending light.. i go into another dream scene, where i do some backflips and such, still lucid and at the same place as at the begining of my dreaming... I then after a little while wake up for real.

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

So i am in this weird world, i realise, just all of a sudden, that i am dreaming, no RC not anything, i do a RC after this to confirm it tough, but thats it, then i fly for a little while, with little control, as im not fully lucid about 80% but i decide to try something new, i decide, to try meditating in my dream, so i do, i sit down on the ground, and all of a sudden, there is this beatiful lady right next to me, saying that she is removing her bra, she is naked, horny, and wet, she wants to take me on a adventure, i ignore her, and keep on meditating, i do meditate for only about, 20 drags of air, i really get that air into me (Zen meditation) then i open my eyes, the colours, are brighter than ever before, the details, of everything, is so, so much better, the sun is shinning stronger than ever before, i can feel the warmth of the sun, it is so vivid, i then have an false awakening, but i realize it, the second it happens, i got full control of everything, well nearly everything, i dont think i have been this aware in a dream before, i can tell everything that is happening, altough i cannot go through objects, wich is rare for me, i can remove the object at a whim with my super strenght, i am superman at this point, i go out my window, and i fly, faster than what i have ever been able to fly before, its impressive, i fly a little round, before i get involved in this storyline kind of thing, it isnt the funnest one i have been a part of, but its in great detail and it looks real, im also able to use telekinesis, there is this huge ice giant wich seems to be the master of a tribe, wich challenges me, i just lift him up with one arm and show him who the motherfucking BOSS is. i then try to experiment with making people appear right around corners, altough i cant make the exact people wich i want appear around at the exact corners, people appear, wich are supposed to be the people i wanted to appear, they dont really look the same, not all of them atleast, i think im blocking myself from making the right peopel appear, i keep this on for a little while, then i go back to the tribe, at this point i just fight of some of theese tribe people, with all ease, i then think i loose the fact that i am lucid dreaming, but the thing is, this dream keeps on going, and i mean, it keeps on going for 3 hours(i do realize that i cant tell this for certain but this is what i would say it was, and that is after i tought through my entire dream), wich is most likely the longest dream i have ever had, i will experiment more with meditation in a dream.

-Vavanar

Tought keeping a dream journal like this might be fun, so here goes.

5. april 2012

Lucid count of tonight; 3 In journal: 1

I have trouble sleeping, i decide after about 5 minutes of this that i should do a RC is a good idea, considering how my body isnt really all that tired, it is, im dreaming, i look around my room, unfortunately i dont pay enough focus to the details in my room, everything is a little bit foggy and blurry, my vision has this magical glow in the corners, i look down, into my bed and say, 2+2=4 4+4=8 8+8=16 16+16=32 32+32=64 64+64=128. I rub my hands together till i feel heat, for the first time in a lucid dream, i experience trouble walking, i also experience trouble flying (not the first time) i decide i am going to teleport to a friend/DC...... It doesnt work..... Alright ill have to leave my room through my window then, i cant even go directly through my window, i have to open it manually, ok, outside, trying to fly using a invicible force (usually a fast way to fly and also quite easy really) its hard... i try to swim through the air, i get a little bit further but its not even nearly enough, how fun... Ok ill try to summon a bag wich has everything in it. (yes everything i can possibly think of) i cant summon it... i try to summon a key wich is supposed to be able to open a door anywhere and then bring me to anywhere, from anywhere... i cant do that either.... i try to manipulate the things around me, surely i can do that? NAY! and then, i yell, i wanna speak to my dream guide! Nothing, i try to yell, I DEMAND TO SPEAK TO MY DREAM GUIDE! what happens? Well, everything shakes, and i see thunder in the distance, then bats appear, attacking me, i cant do anything back, i try to throw snowballs at them, i miss, i can barely throw things, damn you mind! i feel no pain tough, because i know its a dream, the bats bite me two times, they also slash me with their razor sharp wings, i die, but, i respawn, im in this armory like thing where im buying equipment, i wanna buy this really awesome armor, but i cannot, because i lack the gold required! i end up buying one sword, the problem is, the DC recives the sword... What can be worse? The sword is made out of wood! i take the sword and break it in half, at this point i think i forget that its a dream, then there is this nonsense storyline, wich i do not have time to write down, and i will never, in my lifespan, have time to write it down..... Dreamworld... i will be back, and i, will, CONQUER YOU!