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I was in this outpost somewhere in the jungle. Reminded me of Jurassic park. I would switch between being me, and observing the main guy from lie to me. I was walking throughout the outpost and my wife was there. She was completely insane. And she was explaining how people would use their barracks beds to kill people. I went over to observe the bed. The beds were in the same set up as camp chamasal. I went over and noticed the beds very close together. And that they wouldn't move at all. She then began explaining that people would walk, look in between the beds, fall through and get stuck. Then die. I then switched from here to observing. Lightman went over to his wife and asked, " well after that I'm wondering, who's really attracted to one another? Is it me to you? Or you to me". She looked at him and responded "me to you." he said this because the bed that was set up to capture and kill people was her own. Then it switched to me being lightman. I found this iPhone on the ground but it wouldn't turn on or do anything. I looked at a small florescent bulb on the wall, and it turned green once I got near It with the other phone. I then noticed a fallout 3 bobble head above the light. I grabbed it and it fell to the floor turning into a medical needle. From there I grabbed that and I got a tip from a menu exactly like fallout 3. I forget what the menu said. From there I was observing lightman again. He was calling someone telling them that his wife was "stinging" him and trying to kill him. From there he entered a door. The door closed and we were both inside. I looked around and it was a big smart super computer set up. And Jarvis from iron man was there (the talking computer butler). He was wounded and very low on power. He said in a British accent "sir please, to the private quarters" with a weak tone. I looked at the door and it closed. I said "yes!" because the crazy wife woman couldn't get in. Lightman hooked up some weird metal chords to his arm, and teleported to a safe place.

About an hour ago I was falling asleep, repeating to myself "I will have a lucid dream" over and over. New thoughts and ideas would come into my head, and I would simply quiet them down with my mantra.

Then I was in a dream. I was at my job looking through shelves and noticed that they were completely empty and I could see to the other side of the warehouse. I thought to myself "Finally!" I did a reality check, and instantly my balance and depth perception went insane! I had crazy spins and it almost gave me a headache. I then had a huge surge of relaxation waves rush over me. At this time I felt like I was in a chair, and the chair started to move quite quickly to the right.

Basically unable to move I faded out of the dream. Then I noticed that my eyes were still closed. Its almost as if I exited a dream, and entered right into sleep paralysis. I felt like a lead blanket was laying across me. Then I heard this frightening evil laugh. I got really nervous and decided to overcome my fear with confidence. I took that noise and said to myself "Fuck yeah!" and acted like I was on a roller coaster, because at the time of hearing the noise that was the sensation I felt.

I then tried to enter back into a dream, by visualizing a dream scape. "A beach" I thought to myself. But as soon as I started to think of the beach, the sleep paralysis went away.

I remember eating a pot firecracker and getting extremely high. So high to the point where I was in a field with a friend, but feeling like I was climbing a mountain. I also remember fragments of being in a mall. movie theater, and coming down from my high and having my dad extremely disappointed in me, but he said something like "well atleast you did it when you were with me, and not somewhere unsafe." I felt like complete crap afterward.