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I have no excuse. It finally happened. I am now having clear recall but I made the mistake most of us do when we restart our commitment. I woke up with a few snippets. I acknowledged them and went back to bed without recording them and wallah. They are gone forever. Dang it. It has been only about 18 days for my recommitment to LDing. Welcome back to me.

Three young people learning about computers and sharing files and storage and transfer and different file formats etc.

1. last night I saw a DC do a dream sign and went to check if I was lucid but I had no body at all because I was only in strong HI
2. Mediated and had the beginnings of SP
that is all

In the spirit of my new commitment I post this trivial snippet
Seeking, water, large lake or ocean forboding, and island small, a building on it not much larger that a few acres, swim to it and suprised at its safe feel, it is a school-large daycare with no one on it, seeking, around it the water, with stepslides leading to the waters edge safely, I slide and swim, now in the forrest seeking seeking what, a house/hut in the forest but nothing found, what am I seeking.
Upon waking I realize I am seeking lucidity and meaning in the dream world. Like a forgotten name or word I look for something of which I know not in this dream.
done

A real quick short one during a nap in which I wanted to go lucid. Its just a string of ideas but I'm just beginning again and my recall is still in need of a lot of work.
Shirts and ties, a room, a school/office style building, family, where are my cloths, lets go and get them back, an area of privacy and space for our "stuff", the building is changing, becoming more organized and clean, stuff is getting moved and organized and cleaned, our "area" is getting cleaned probably, panic, lets go find it and get my cloths, unrecognizeable areas because of the cleaning and organizing, my stuff is finally found, partially found feeling but it all seems there, a feeling of relief for me and my family and a small awe at the changes of the building, it doesnt feel comfortable anymore. End of dream

recently I recieved some new cloths and they had to be returned because they were too flashy, the ties too short etc. They have been replaced with fitting ties and appropriate attire. I dutifully record this as part of my new commitment to take ld and dreams more seriously.
Done

I am amazed at already forgetting my previous posting.

Dream begins.
Me at McDonalds, upper management female(foggy), beautiful woman of a different race, very busy, I want a mcdouble, they are so busy they are not taking my order, they could but are not, the manager which is the beautiful woman asks what I want from the back, I tell her, she says well get it and get your money in the dining room in a minute or now if you prefer, I say now, my dollar is handed to the back where they are cooking, I think how odd,

I know the details of real life that entered this non ld dream
management
manager was family of upper management
beautiful woman of another race
the dollar
the informal handling of the dollar
(more is coming) the casualy busy attitude of the employees
the assessing of the managers ability by me and upper management
my appreciation of the style of managing
my belief that mcdonalds probably has a good management training program
end

Ok so I began to focus more on lucid dreaming. I need to start recording my dreams now as that is always the beginning of strengthening the ld frequency. This morning I was paying attention to my sleep/wakefulness and I drifted into a dream. I was seeking help for a finance/repair issue for my phone and a guy in a camper was going to help me. I felt this was very odd that this guy in a camper was able to assist me with my repair/financial problem. I looked to where the camper should be parked and it was no longer there. I realized this was a dream and woke immediately because of the oddities(guy in camper/camper missing). After I awoke I was very satisfied that I was able to recall the flow of my waking thoughts right into the dream and how they related. A very good beginning to my recommitment to the ld experience. I went lucid for a milisecond and woke up. Shocked that I was in a dream. It took a moment for me to follow my train of thoughts from prior to dreaming to in the dream. I was able to connect thought by thought to dreaming. Excellent. Another thing. If anyone knows how to IRC let me know.