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Its very wierd how i dont know if im dreaming or not because i really dont remember them

[COLOR="#FFD700"]In a dream a LONG time ago I met this little blonde kid about 9 or ten who was EPIC at skate boarding (One of my favourite hobbies) and his name was Zelbell. I am so curious as to why my conscious named him that. But I only ever met him once and I haven't seen him since. I actually forgot about him. He's not real in real life but I feel like I know him. Then last night he came back into my dream and didn't remember me! Back when I saw him before I had really long blonde hair and since then I got it cut so I presume that's why he didn't remember me. It was so weird. But anyways, here's what happened...
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I was out with my mom, shopping or something and I decided to stay in the car when she went. Then I saw Zelbell fly past the car, on his skateboard, and I hop out the car eager to go find him. I rush down the hill and find him in the large alleyway covered in autumn trees and leaves, the same place I had met him before, and he suddenly stops and looks at me.

There's dialog but I don't recall it. A pair of rollerblades suddenly appear on my feet and we ride around together, still talking. Then I suddenly get the feeling I left Moshi and M (Code names for two good friends In real life) back in the car, even though they weren't there before I left.

I say to Zelbell that I have friends I want to introduce him to and he follows me back to the car. And sure enough when we get to the car Moshi and M are in there.

So I open the door and I say to the guys "Yo guys, this is Zelbell. He is ACE at skateboarding" and Moshi puts his hand out to fist bump Zelbell and says "Oh sick dude" But Zell bell suddenly gets to his feet and rushes away. Did I mention he is unbelievably shy? M looks at me I shrug my shoulders, slamming the door and running after Zelbell.

When I catch up I ask what's wrong and he says he doesn't remember me and I explain how my hairs been cut seriously short since the last time we met and he suddenly remembers me.
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Then I suddenly wake up feeling really weird at how I met Zelbell again after all these years or how my brain even remembered him. It was so weird.

Also, over the last few days Moshi had been appearing in ALOT of my dreams.

Dream 1 - Soccer Competition

My friends are apparently playing football through an obstacle course down a road. I have a pointer that shows me their position compared to mine. I run besides this girl, but she is faster than me and is in the lead down the road. When we get down around the corner of the road, the people are playing some kind of shooting inside a target area. They come to a hall with grass as floor. When the last one hits inside a curvatured furniture, it sets fire to a spider at the bottom of it. I take the spider, but throws it away, since I am afraid of spiders. I walk out of the hall, and I am unable to find my usually jacket. I get the feeling that some of the people I know has taken it from me, but to my surprise, I am granted a new jacket I apparently should have recieved a year before. I go outside in the rain, and the dream fades (I wake up to rain and thunder outside, LOVELY! )

Dream 2 - The Insane Disease

From the moment I remember my dream, I am engulfed in a slimy green bubble. A small amount of time passes, and I start to feel sick. The same happens to my younger brother. My mom throws me inside of a car (she has no drivers license), and I am feeling the urge to vomit. I look at my younger brother, and he is almost puking like me. When we reach the tower where the psychiatrist is in, I start to hear a high-pitched ringing sound hurting my ears (my alarm. I don't realize this), and I am apparently in belief that I have gone mentally insane. It is hurting so much in my ears that I beg it to stop. When we come to the psychiatrist, I tell her that it is a demon that has made me sick. She replies that it is not a good idea to name the demon, but my younger brother does this by replying. I start to get scared, but I calm down quickly, and I start to feel better. We walk off, and the dream fades.

Its been a while since i last wrote in my dj,but recently my dreams have been as real and crazy as ever,so i feel that i need to get back into lucid dreaming. So here it goes. Last night was one of the wierdest and realistic dreams i have ever had. I dont remember it very well,but what i can recall is enough to make you say WTF. So i am at this Festival of some sort with live music. Im with a girl that im trying to seduce and my brother is there with his girl. For some reason only one of the girls can have sex that evening. (yes alot of my dreams have a relation to intimacy because well,im a man). So i leave it to my brother and sacrifice my own blue balls. As my brother leaves me and the girl head to a huge tent,alot like the ones in harry potter where they look small,barely enough to hold two people but once you get inside,its the size of a mansion. İnside the well designed colorful tent i see my family sat around a table. We talk up to them and sit down. I light a cigarrete and before i know it my family ( my mom and dad) hand me ecstasy. Without having a second thought i take the pill,but i drop it. They give me two more ( all in different colors for some reason). I drop them on the floor aswell. Fınally im able to hold a pill,and without thinking i throw it in my mouth. There are three pills on the floor and for some reason,no one is picking them up,as if the 3 second rule applied for drugs. Before they see i pick them up and put them in my pocket,thinking that i will take then on the plan home with me. Now in real life im a daily marajuana smoker but i havent got a curiosty for ecstasy,nor have i tried it. Back to the dream. What seems like 15 minuets pass and i find myself outside with the girl,and all of a sudden it hits me right in the face. I suddenly feel absolutely amazing and the band that is playing at the concert sounded stupendous. It was a mix of band of horses and animal collective. As the colors in the sky start to turn purpulish pink i realize im having a legit high in my dream. Which is crazy because its never been so intense and real,plus i had no idea i was dreaming. ( Usually your parents giving you drugs would be a deal Breaker. Nevertheless i continue listening to the amazing yet unknown band and all of a sudden i black out. Like literally everything goes dark for what seems like a few hours and i wake up in my bed.. The feeling ı woke up with was as if i had taken a hard drug ( ıv tried other things aswell).. i walked out of my room and all of a sudden found myself in a airport with the ecstasy still in my pocket. I THOUGHT I HAD WOKEN UP FOR REAL. And thats the wierd thing about the dream. I black out and wake up in my room thinkin its real life when its still a dream. So a few activities pass and i wake up for real in awe. Its was unbeliveable..

So I am in this big city going to some kind of school or college, wierd cuz I'm 14. I'm in this apartment which is in like kind of a forest only 2 blocks away from the school/college. My apartment is almost exactly like my room except for some subtle changes. I walked to class. I can't remember the content of the class, only walking to it. I think that this is where the rem cycle ended. I walk back and see my neighbors at the apartment, one of which is an old man wearing black, and the other is a young girl(my age?). For some odd reason, he tells me" she is a strong one". Not thinking anything of it I go upstairs to my room and play skyrim for a while,( which I haven't played in months.) then I go back to class. After I come I see my brothers car in the drive and get excited. I walk inside where he greets me. Then my nephew( who is like 19 and his girlfriend walks in. Another couple that I Don't recognize come in the door behind them. Then my neighbors come downstairs and the phone rings. I pick it up and it says," It's where you don't want to look. It's in the corner of your eye." Suddenly everyone runs down into the basement except for the old man. I look closely at his face. Very wrinkled and pale. Then he pours this potion that eats away at ur skin like acid on his hand and then touches me. After he goes downstairs, I go upstairs looking for something to cut my arm off so it didn't spread. But then I notice my xbox was on. I then did a reality check and realized I was dreaming. Of course, with my beginners luck, I got too excited and before I could do anything before I woke myself up.

I was at my school and i realised i was lucid, instantly i got excited i tried rubbing my hands together to calm me down this failed, so i ran it worked for about 10 seconds and i had to spin again, i ran downstairs and out of the building, two men with bald heads in black suits were chasing me, then i woke up.
Dream Duration: Aprrox 40 Seconds

I had a (kind of) false awakening in a non-lucid dream. Not sure if this would be considered a false awakening or not, though.

Keep in mind that this was a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago. I'm shocked I still remember it.

I was dreaming. That's all I really remember. I dreamed of waking up, but some odd things were happening. Everybody's power was flickering on and off. The rest was really fuzzy.

All I remember is that everybody's lights were flickering on and off, and making some clicking noise as they did. It wasn't really a nightmare, just some odd dream.

EDIT: Now that I think about it, I have a feeling I was slightly lucid for a few seconds during this dream!

Sitting somewhere at night with a large group. They were all wearing the same sweaters and without looking I had a strong feeling that I wasn't. We were sitting around waiting for some event we had planned. eventually a girl came and sat down beside me really close. I didn't know her but she started to kinda flirt and put her hand touching mine so I just grabbed it and started holding her hand. Like many others I'm a little more bold in my dreams. News that our event got cancelled came and I was extremely dissapointed. Then there was something about cars and ethnicity. I was talking to an Asian girl about "her" cars as they drove around the place we were in. I'm not sure who this girl was but she may have been the girl holding hands with me. I would say something like "that's your car" pointing to a Mazda rx7 driving by. Then a Bugatti Veyron drove in and parked making my friends have to move, which was an asshole move but maybe we were sitting in a parking lot. The girl holding my hand left at some point. My friend then gave me a joint that was quite poorly rolled. I started smoking and didn't feel smoke in my lungs but didn't really notice or care. Then a Russian man came out who was with us before but i forget what happened at that time. Anyways i felt as if he wouldn't like my joint so i tried am attempt at hiding it then put it out when i could. He then asked for people to help him. I was trying to communicate to him asking if it was a lifting job while making a lifting motion, he didn't much care for this and continued walking. At some point a thought is born and I think I'm filming for a movie and have this constantly in the back of my head. We get closer to our objective and he says we need to set up ammunition for his gun. I ask what kind and he says something with a 3 in it and i know its a sniper rifle and I'm very pleased hoping ill get to shoot it (somehow we can communicate now). When we get there, there is a tall fence structure that looks half art half labrynth. Little bit of a blank, but after we're climbing out over it. Everyone else finds it very easy but i go to climb under and notice the space at the bottom is very small. At this point i realise i have a backpack on (WTF). The decision to climb over the fence comes into play which in waking life would have been my first decision because I'm moderately agile. Climbing over seems very realistic, like a compilation of every fence I've ever climbed in my life. I blanked again but after i see my friend Claire and she says something very strange to maybe just me, but i feel all of us. I take it and play it off with intrigue that's both made up and partially real. The bullshit intrigue comes from The previous knowledge that were filming for a movie, and the real intrigue because I have no idea of any script or anything about the movie. I make a shitty actor move and look for a camera but can't even screw up because there's nothing. No lense or person to be found. I follow Claire and do something weird like put my head on her shoulder cause i don't Care about the movie and I wake up.
Hunger prevented me from doing a WBTB

A group of five or six kids walk up to a trio of trees. I'm watching from the trees perspective. The kids get angry and bored that is nothing is happening and they leave. Suddenly the trees come to life and attack the kids. One of the trees has a drill hand which he uses to drill through one kid and while he tries to drill another kid who is hiding under a jeep, the car rolls down and bursts open her head. Once all the kids are dead except one who turns out to be the one that lead everyone to their death. The dream skips and I'm looking at a orange orb floating in the air. I think it is the eye of a dark lord.(I watched the second Lord of the Rings not too long ago.) There is a wizard beside me telling me all of this.

I'm watching a commercial and it is talking about a new pet that is a mix of a Cat, Dog, and Ferret. I then look on my floor and there it is looking up at me. I pick it up and I can feel its smooth hair. It is also very bony. I walk upstairs to where my mom is and show her my new pet. She tells me to throw it away. I tell her I was not going to do that as visions of me breaking its neck and throwing it into the trash was visualized. We then get into an argument about whether or not to keep it. I win the argument.

WILD,very long, LD vibrations hit me, and I get up, find myself in my house dreaming, Everything is dark and I start to freak out thinking the dream is gonna end, but I stabilize by touching things and looking around my house. I look for my air soft gun and its been changed in that it has a really long barrel, and it shoots out paintballs which I shoot at my window. I leave after walking around and checking some stuff out. Then I walk out and try to fly, I have struggled with free flight before, only being able to use the pull method, and it didn’t work any better this time etiher. I instead go look for my school, and on the way, I end up at some park which is supposedly behind the school, where one of my friends hangs out a lot. I see a whole bunch of people I know from my school here, yet its not really my school. Then I get angry that this is a lucid dream and I’m not doing anything exciting and still not able to to fly properly. I yell out, if this is a dream, I can fly if I want to, flight is possible!! And I jump to the air looking at something and it actually works and I go to the top of a building. The only problem is, I go way to high instead of flying forward (which is something I need to work on). to get to the top of the building, I had to literally fly so high that I was on the edge of the world, and I walked upside down over to the building and let myself fall onto it. I end up getting inside some guys truck and I lose a little bit of lucidity but not completely. He brings me into some kind of game show on the truck but the truck has 3-4 floors on it and I have to fight him on the first floor, which I do and easily beat him but on the second floor I have to beat his two sons, but they are already dead. On the last floor is his tied up wife, I free her but she starts yelling at me or something, at this point I realize im wasting time so I get up and leave. Now im in a mall/store area, looks kind of like some part of future shop and I quickly regain lucidity. I try to do a kamehameha wave, and it actually works!!, I say the words, and see a blue wave of energy develop in my hands, and I blast it at 2 people who start tripping and smile and laugh, happy that I have learned this sacred technique. However, an asian man in his late 40’s with spiked hair was also there, and his kamehameha wave was much better than mine. He had the blue electricity coming out of his hands, and when he shot the blast out, it would actually be visible, whereas mine would be almost translucent and only a wave of clear blue energy. I leave the store and have a false awakening sort of deal inside a car with a man and a woman. I’m relaxed and calm, until one of the women says, “if this whole thing he experienced was a dream, that means this whole thing is still a dream!!” I RC excitedly, see that I can breathe through a pinched nose and I leave the car, start flying over neighbourhoods and looking at people. My flying is free, not a pull method like I had to use before (which I hated) however I go up way more than I go forward which needs to be fixed. I flew up to a window of a family that was watching tv, and I tapped on the glass to annoy them but they didn’t seem to interested in the fact that there was a guy flying behind their window 3 stories above the ground. I fell to the ground softly, it didn’t hurt at all, and then I took off into the neighbourhood once more, and woke up soon after.

So, it was like... I dunno, about a week or so ago when I was just lying in bed, it was almost 3 AM and I was watching youtube videos (<3Shane Dawson<3) when my Ipod died on me, so I got up and pluged it in. While I was waiting for it to charge up and work again I layed back in bed and placed my head on my pillow, and as I lyed there I heard like these crazy flute sound things, and so I sat back up and looked around and I still heard it faintly. I thought maybe my Ipod was charged up and playing music, and it was charged up but I picked up my earbud and it wasn't playing music. I got up and turned off my fan.Maybe the vibrations from it was making these noises?? So, then I lyed back down on my pillow and I heard it again, clear as ever. It sounded like someone was playing a fricking Zelda marathon under my bed!! So I sat back up and about 2 minutes later it was gone. I don't know what happend next because I guess I fell asleep, or maybe it was a false awakening. I don't know but it was wierd.

I was in a gold mine like tunnel underground with some "DC friends." All around were roots and beams. Along the right side was a really long shelf with logs. In front of me was a (horseless and engine-less) wagon which the DCs got into. We were after some creature and we needed to move fast. The wagon was log powered so naturally I needed to run behind it grabbing and throwing logs as I went. On top of that I had to grab the correct log at the right time, which wasn't easy because they all looked alike. (They felt spiritually different) The wagon was going faster and faster and a few logs came really close to hitting the DCs in the head. I was having trouble keeping up when we finally came to the end of the tunnel.

Just outside the tunnel were two dead creatures that looked allot like raptors. All the colors outside were extremely vibrant and the scenery was forest/jungle like. I asked "What do we do if plan slightly failed" DCs felt like strangers at this point but still friendly. One grabbed a dead raptors tail and thew it into a nearby ravine almost simultaneously another DC throws the other raptor. The throwing happened lightning fast. I wasn't lucid but I think I was beginning to suspect something (because of the raptors go figure)

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid

I woke up at about 4:30 and decided to try WILD with Low Alpha Binaural Beats. Went on for about 30 min, but didnt get SP. So I just decided to take off my headphones and go to sleep.

I needed to cover for Mr Lee in his room, because he was busy. But then I was somehow running through a bush with Crichton, Scorpius and Ka D'Argo. We started to approach a slightly clearer patch, which, I was sure where we were meant to be, Crichton wasn't following. I turned around and he was there, looking evil, and on a white pony. I turned the other way as D'Argo was the same. Scorpius growled and the pony thing that was 'possessing' them left them both, it tried to fly away to the roof (At this point it looked like an evil ghost woman in a white gown, and I was somehow in a big dark red hall). Scorpius grabbed its soul, and pinned it to the ground by stabbing it. White wax stuff oozed out of it and formed the shape of a cross (Crucifix), and somehow was now on the high back of a chair. Then some woman which I somehow knew was very evil, was sitting in a different chair with a high back, told me that I can't actually have something (Dont remember what it was), and I saw a beautiful girl on the far end of the hall, and the evil woman said something about the Justice of Peace, and I tried to get her to give 'it' to me, but she didn't.

Woke up and wrote it down. Have a feeling like this dream might be trying to tell me something.

I dreamt that my cousins had come back from a trip and my uncle bought me and my youngest brother a large carton of cigarettes. My brother lit his with a lighter while I commented that lighting it with a match was cooler, and did so with a carton of my matches. While my brother's remained lit and he finished his in due course, my cigarette was periodically going out, and I had pinched the middle of the stick so that drawing smoke from it was hard.
A storm was also brewing in the sky, and I watched as the clouds came together. Then I sped up time and watched the clouds connect into a ceiling of gray.

Then we were on an old street I used to live on (18th street) and Shaun was walking towards our house. For some reason, I knew he was only coming part of the way, and then he'd be going back, so I thought I should offer to drive him back. But he got to the last corner on our block and turned back for his home. I can't remember what happened next, I think I walked with him a ways, but I can't be sure.