i had a dream that my little brother was cutting himself. he had no shirt on and his chest had super duper long cuts all over his chest and stomach and they were still bleeding, and tons of cuts on his arms, like he was covered in cuts. and i walked into him cutting himself on his arm and i was like 'Johnathan why are you cutting yourself!?' and he got mad at me and yelled at me and said 'IT'S CAUSE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL!' and then i said to him 'you idiot, I've been going to a mental health course for the past 2 months. that's why i haven't been at school; then I woke up
last night I had a really depressing dream, Even a little hesitant to write this but I'll do it anyways. if you suffer from depression or have depressing thoughts or are sensitive to suicide and stuff dont read. if u wanna read the non depressing part do Ctrl + F and write 5600 then goto that part So, todays dream starting in the living room, i was laying on the floor on my computer, then my mum came in and called me stupid and insulting me and telling me she wanted me to die, I began to think about this alot and then just came to the conclusion I should die i went on the internet and told all my friends how I was gonna kill myself, thinking about what my mother had told me and then bringing it to myself and building it up with reasons as to why I should. 5600 Then I teleported to school, still feeling the way I was, still on my phone telling others venting, except this time my Toxic friend was sitting with me, being annoying and such and rude and pushy like usual. i finished my work quickly, then went to my dorm so i could get away from her. I was getting dressed for some reason, then I realized I accidentally took someone elses skirt, and had three white shoes instead of two, I brushed it off and was like 'wow im so silly hehe'. I looked to my left where a closet was, and i saw an eye peeping out staring at me, I opened the closet and it was my old school friend, I was wondering what the hell? and he said he was hiding from something cause he was scared. I closed the closet, then I woke up in my bed [in dream]. and saw my mother looking in my room angrily then walking back to the living room, i stood out of bed and checked the time on my computer, it was 9:12 pm. So, you know what I did? I got my sleeping bag, went outside, sat on my front porch stairs, and put it on and slept, and this bus went past and looked at me [the people in it, not the bus lol], then i got out, ran across the corner and I saw my backyard, it was sooo huge!! there were no fences either btw but it was humoungous! it was a huge mountain and stuff it was so epic.. Then, I heard giant foot steps and scary growling.. so I started running away, but really slowly cause its a dream and in draems you run really slowly. then I a helicopter picked me up, and we flew to the monster and I said 'Say sorry!' then the monster looked down really sad and said 'okay...' while sad. then i woke up.
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