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September 8, 2012

I am with people. A hotel. A desert. Burning? I am falling. The Tower. I raise my hand and point up. The power of The Star. I stand. Running. Someone summoned a demon. H-A-B-R-A-T-O-S? I am running away? People are running away from it. In a house. I hide under the stairs. A woman was looking for me. I don't want her to find me. I wanted her away. If I am with her, the demon might find me as well. She sounded desperate. I just want her to go away.

NOTE: Ghaddar. Marbas.

This particular Dream was very, long yet extremely simplistic in nature.

I was running very fast, at a very high tempo, much like an anime ninja would run. Arms back jumping over people, through lawns, going in and out of first person and third person perspective, which is not unusual in my dreams.

The neighborhood I was running through was my old neighborhood that I grew up in. You head south about a mile and there was my elementary school, you head north about a mile and there was my high school. In this dream I was running away from an old house that I used to live in heading south right past my old elementary school. I remember it being the last thing I saw before I woke up.

I'm writing about this particular dream mainly because it has a large significance on a very troubling time I had in this place. This neighborhood reminds me of the worst period in my life. The fact that I was running away from the house which these remembered horrors came from tells me two things: 1) My Lucid dreaming techniques are improving and 2) This particular dream has a lot of significance with my dream research.

My dream research has led me to the theory that we remember EVERYTHING, yet only a portion is stored in our subconsciousness and the rest in our consciousness. Reality and our consciousness 5 senses fill in the holes/fragments that our conscious mind seems to "forget."

On the other side reality is not a factor on our subconsciousness because we’re very stationary when we enter the subconsciousness. With these facts in mind we are stuck with only what the subconsciousness has stored. Our 5 senses do work in our subconsciousness however because most of us use the crutch that is reality to guide our senses to make sense of our world, using our 5 senses in our subconscious world is very foreign and downright difficult to learn to use.

Also! Our subconscious is where our consciousness "hides" very very bad and traumatic event memories in order to protect our physical well being.

I don't remember much of this one... First, I was in school and I was playing on my Nintendo 3DS system, then some guy who looked like he was from the CIA or FBI came up to me and said he needed to talk to me, so I put my 3DS in my left pocket. Then some person was going around saying either "Stay" or "Home" to all of the kids. Apparently if you were being good, you would get to stay in the school, and if you were being bad, they sent you home. The person pointed at me and said "Home", and then I thought "What did I do?" Everything went blank for a little bit. Then I was in an entirely different environment, trying to get somewhere, and I just remember running and running and running. Eventually I had to get through kind of a swampy area with a lot of mud. And then an area that had a lot of bees. I don't remember where I was supposed to be going but it was really weird...

I had two more lucid dreams this morning! The first one, I was in the backseat of a car. Mr. Crocker (from Fairly Odd Parents) was driving. Suddenly, I noticed that there was no one driving anymore and that Mr. Crocker was sitting in the trunk! It was one of those cars where you can reach into the trunk from the backseat, though, so it's entirely possible and likely he climbed in from inside the car.

Anyway, there was no one driving now, but the car was still going really fast. "Get back in the driver seat!" I told him, but he just ignored me.

That's when it hit me - I hadn't actually seen him LEAVE the driver seat, which meant I must have fallen asleep in the car! This was just a dream! Actually, I was in bed IWL, but I guess that wasn't really important, as long as knew I was dreaming. I did the hand RC to make sure. Five fingers - nope! I tried my other hand, just to make sure, and I counted six fingers this time!

Suddenly, I noticed my iPod was laying on the seat next to me. I turned it on and noticed the time was some number that was too big to be the time (I didn't pay much attention to the time), then quickly turned it off because I was afraid the bright screen might somehow cause me to wake up.

After putting my iPod down, I wasn't sure what to do next, seeing as I was still in the car. My mind went blank for just a moment, which taught me a valuable lesson the hard way: NEVER STOP THINKING. Before I knew it, I was suddenly awake, staring at the back of closed eyelids.

Yes, I learned that you MUST always focus your attention on something. Just constantly thinking about what you are doing or will do will help prevent the dream from collapsing that way. Focusing your attention on your thoughts is still helpful.

Anyway, I opened my eyes to check the time. I didn't really pay attention to the specific time; I was just checking if I should get up or if I had more time to sleep (it's an analog clock, so I can just look at the rough position of the hands, without much regard for the numbers, for an estimate of the time). I decided to go back to sleep and try to become lucid again.

This next dream started in third-person. Hermoine Granger (from Harry Potter) was there. A little dog started chasing her. Suddenly, the dream switched to first-person, so now I was running from the dog. I realized, "I've had this dream before. I must be dreaming." In actuality, I've never had a dream even remotely similar to that before, but whatever gets me lucid works, I guess!

Knowing now that I was dreaming, I simply left the room (I'm assuming I was myself now, as I forgot I wasn't). I found myself in the gym at my church. I did the hand RC just in case (even though I was already certain I was dreaming) and confirmed that I was correct. Thinking about what I should do now, I decided I should start with the basics of dream control. I decided I had two good options - continue trying to teleport, or summon someone/something. I chose teleportation.

I went to the door and told myself, "This door leads to my room," stating the first place I could think of and trying to visualize it somewhat despite having my eyes open. It, unfortunately, led right where it should.

My mom was there. "I'm having another lucid dream," I told her. "See? I have an extra finger right there, which means I'm dreaming." I pointed to the extra finger.

"That's nice," she said, not really seeming to care.

"I have to keep thinking, though," I continued. "If I stop thinking, I'll wake up again." I went outside, doing my best to maintain a constant monologue, mostly a mix of reminding myself I was dreaming and thinking about what I should try, whenever I wasn't talking with someone or doing something specific. I'd occasionally switch between thinking and speaking out loud to myself.

Anyway, when I went outside, I ended up on some unfamiliar street. There were a lot of shops and other businesses around, so I figured I'd just wander around and find somewhere that looked interesting. As I was wandering, I decided to try summoning while I was walking along. I'd heard that reaching into your pocket is a good way of summoning small objects, so I tried it. "My iPod is in my pocket," I said, naming the first thing that came to mind, as I was only doing this as practice. I reached into my pocket, and... it was empty. I resolved to simply explore this place my subconscious had given me instead; there were plenty of buildings around, after all.

While I was still walking and looking around, I came across these two Asian guys. Hoping they knew this was a dream, I asked them, "How do you summon objects?"

"I'll tell you how," one of them replied. "You don't." Clearly, he wasn't aware this was a dream.

It turned out that they were on their way to work, so we each went our separate ways. I soon spotted a sushi restaurant at the end of the street. Since I'd heard food can taste really good in LDs, and since I love sushi, I went in.

However, a lady from my church, who was seated at a table near the entrance, stopped me to talk to me. She proceeded to say something only a DC would say. "When you go to the bathroom, Kiona follows you in." I can't remember her second sentence, but it ended with the words "toilet seat".

This unexpected conversation was enough to temporarily distract me from my current task of ordering sushi. Almost as soon as she was done talking, the dream ended just like the last; my vision quickly faded, and I was awake before I'd even had the time to think about stabilizing.

Momentum rising as I found myself amidst a city with tall sky scrapers all around.
It was then known that the city was going to be attacked/partially destroyed possibly my terrorists or aliens. the culprit was never known. Standing with a group of people we noticed in the distance one of the outlying buildings had demolition type explosions jetting from its sides. In seconds it was falling at free fall speed towards the ground.
Everyone in the street was stopped in their tracks watching the devastation unfold within eyes view. Noticing that though the collapsing building was about a mile away, myself and the people I was with were on a street with many high rise buildings. After the sudden realization that this could perhaps be a multi-building attack I shouted to everyone to run as fast as they can.
Just as we started running down the sound of shattered glass and percussion explosions rang closer than before, another building was falling. I was right and no one on this street was safe. We ran faster there was chaos, people caught in their tracks trying to witness this disaster were all around. Trying to grab some and tell them we need to get out of the city and away from these buildings before we'd be safe.
Some were saved, Most were swallowed by the debris. The collapsing building drew closer when I was suddenly on a train of some sort speeding away from the chaise wreckage. The sounds of twisted steel, glass hitting the street, and peoples screams were the only things I could hear in our narrow getaway. Suddenly the train we were on started to ramp upward, the track we were on was leading us into the second largest building in the city. Moments after we entered the building the base and foundation began to crumble.
Circling upward in a roller coaster type-esk loop through the center of the building we were showered with pieces of the walls, windows, doors, and everything else that was being blown away by explosions from unknown origins. The foundation began to shake, I knew if the building came down with us inside it that it would be over.
Just as we reached the top and the structure began to fold under its immense weight, I could feel it falling all around us as we barely managed to make it out of the door to the roof.

Which actually wasn't the roof, but was a meadow with flowers, animals, odd shaped stones and warm smells. Looking back I saw the city in my distance, crumbled and all buildings over 10 stories were now rubble.
It was in the distance?
Or was I?
...I don't know how I made it out of that building.

I have just sold 2 of these seeds on the internet and it the whole dream is about my effort to ship it in the morning
First, I am going to some atelier to visit my friends or perhaps I work there. When I get there, there is Anna and Elham and some other people. They have some dogs there. Its a night time and I realise, that I didn't take with me the ER seeds that I need to ship tomorrow morning. For a moment I thought I just ship it the next day, but I cannot stand the thought of it. So I decide to leave and to get them. Then one of the dogs which looks like Husky just starts playing with me. I am politely pushing it away excusing myself that I have to leave. The dog is still jumping around and then jumps on my and I go on the floor. He starts running around like crazy, playing and particularly focused on my crotch. I am wearing jeans. I am laughing as its tickling me and I force my legs together. The dog keeps tickling me with its paw right on my balls!! I am laughing my ass off as its so ticklish as I am crawling on the floor trying to get away from it. Then I manage somehow and head home. I am walking at night.

Then, I realise that I have them in Czech, and that I need to get there somehow. I as Barbara E if she can drive me there. She agrees and we heading there. I remember that during the dream I actually forget few times to take the seeds from the place I am going to collect hem. Then I have to come back. When we drive to Czech, I know that I gave the seeds to George and that he hid them at his grand parents house. At one point when we drive away from the place where I needed to collect them and I realise that I don't have them. I tell Barbara to wait that I will run back. The road is really funny, made of big stones and my running on it is pathetic. I see Barbara turning the car around and collecting me. We get there and I come to talk to them. They bring me the bag with seeds and the grandpa is telling me that if I want to plant them, I should do it somewhere far from the house. I look at the seeds and two of them are cracked and one of them is already having small root coming out of it. Grandpa says that it is very aggressive plant and that it takes over everything. "It will even damage electrical wires in the ground if its near" he says. I am pretty surprised by this comment.
I get back to the car and suggest that I will drive. Barbara looks at "driketa" and says that that house is newly renovated. I offer to drive around so she can see. For some reason I decide to drive up George's garden and also across Hubner's one. I drive slowly not to do any damage. The we get in front of the Driketa. It still looks like an old house, but there are some futuristic glass parts on it, as if green house or observatory. I look around as I see some people there. There is my cousin Marcela with her husband Lada, and he has gun. I am surprised that they are there together as they are divorced. There is also the owner of the house which I don't know. He doesn't look very pleasant.
I see my nephew there playing. I look at the house and on the left there is a fire place. It is in the glass part. Above it is something that looks like a well polished small model of locomotive and above it are some tanks. It is all connected with well polished bronze pipes. I assume that it is some kind of steam engine. I follow the pipes with my eyes and I see on the right of the house, there is the owner sitting in front of some mechanical control panel. He holds a control manual, on which are circles of different colours organised to some kind of tree, by which one determines what to do with the engine. He looks at it and then comes down to FV or FL final circle. The man then moves control stick of the steam engine to FL or FV option. I think that it is quite primitive and dangerous. I then ask if I can invite Barbara so she can see the place as she is very interested in it. They agree. Barbara come and we stay just for a moment and then we jump back in the car and I drive back to UK. I am surprised how skilful driver I am even though the steering wheel is on the other side. We are driving X5 the whole time. I think Christopher is also in the car.

DJ Log: June 13, 2012 – 7:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am running through the darkness while Nemesis by VNV Nation is echoing throughout the area in which I am running.

I just Remembered this dream I had a while back while reading another person's forum post about how there dreams always suck really bad.

So, basically in my dream I was trying to located someone's house. This person was very important to me but I had no idea where I was in the dream world because everything looked so unfamiliar. I really didn't even know this person IRL. This person's family was asian and they had a really nice house with a backyard pool. I was hovering/floating over this person's house like I was a ghost or disembodied viewer when my mom drives her car into this person's backyard pool somehow causing it being an accident but to me it looked like she did it on purpose. END

First of all I was thinking "WTF is my mom doing here." I don't know how she discovered where I was but she did.

I've had a LOT of neighborhood dreams recently, reoccurring ones that I have had for years.

one of them is where I am at my old junior high, but it doesn't exactly resemble the one I actually went to, and with most of my recurring dreams its a location from real life but somehow its better looking and I get away with a lot more. So anyways, I'm at my old junior high school and I don't want to be there. There is a passing time between classes and that is usually when I decide to run away from school, literally, because every time I run away the school authorities want to run after me. I'm running down this really long side-walk that is still in school property it takes forever to get past school property so I'm no longer in school. Once I'm off school property this lady in a golf cart, who I seem to recognize, and is also the security officer at the school decides to chase after me in her golf cart. But, I out run her. Sometimes she has another guy who kind of looks like the school aid teacher I had In real life (IRL) in elementary school who is actually a women with a mustache. I get to this crosswalk. For some odd reason once I get to this crosswalk even though it is barely past school property I stop running. There are cars waiting for me to cross, and i wait until the crosswalk says to walk. But then I start running again all the way to a safe-zone in my old neighborhood.

The thing I hate about this dream Is that I'm never who I want to be in the dream therefore I'm always doing the wrong thing or something that I would never do even in a dream because its too boring.

It has gotten to the point now where I tell the lady and the whole school or the so called authorities that "i'm not worth their time, so why do the keep chasing me?" But I also tell myself within the dream that that "I will keep trying until I have a great defeat, or until I die trying."

Ok so the title sounds cool and the dream is pretty cool but not as cool as...ICE!!! (I know it was corny but needed a friendly opening)

So i'm outside around a campfire, in the middle of the woods. Their are about 10 people with me, not including our master...the ice dragon. So the ice dragon is telling us about how we either need to practice or about how we're gonna have a competition (I can't remember right now). All I know is that I have a partner and we have to find shelter away from the ice dragon. I forgot who my partner is but I think it's my little brother. So while my little brother (12) and I (14) are running away from the ice dragon, I see him rip off someones head. (So it's kind of like The Hunger Games, except we're all against the ice dragon, did I mention he was MADE of ice) We find shelter (a small building with only 2 doors), by now I've realized that our master has succumbed into his true instincts (to kill) and I have to survive. So my little brother is looking out the window and says "he's coming". Somehow the point-of-view changes and i'm watching him kill another person. So I begin to use MY ice powers to create and pile snow against the door, and I don't mean a little bit at a time, I mean about 3 or 4 tons in 30 seconds type of creating. In the flurry of the ice I see him hitting the door and making the mountain of ice move, but i'm still creating the ice. (Somehow he's just a blue dragon now) He bursts through the door, roaring and shaking his head back and forth, so I throw ice in his face to distract him while my brother and I race out of the back door (there is like a wall sticking out from another wall that we run behind and go into the next building. We do the same thing over again BUT this time i'm creating hard ice and snow (the snow to keep the hard ice from rolling everywhere) and he continues to bang at the door, but eventually he goes away realizing he can't get in and the dream fades away.

Notes Dream Lucid

Dream 1 I was in this mansion with some dudes that looked like they came straight out from Hogwarts. We were running through the house and for some reason. After a while we came into an elevator and suddenly a monster appeard for a split second and screamed. Everyone except me got so scared that they started to puke.

We were running to some room again. The monster popped out of nowhere and tried to scare us, but someone threw a magic spell at him and he dissaperd.

Dream 2 I was sitting next to my sister, as she was talking to a stranger. She tried to convince him that if, he watched the movie, then she automaticly would learn french

I am sorting out some stuff at the back of my car. There are 4 £50 notes and 1000CZ notes packed separately in some plastic. George walks in to the garage and I am afraid he saw it and will come back later to take it. I don't trust him. I think its money from some dodgy business.

I am working as a driver or delivery guy for some gangster boss. He promises that when I come to his camp, there are loads of pubs and clubs with many people most of which women! I go there and it is really so.

I was at my old school in Czech. There was a big paper box full of various medicines under the main stairs. I go through it in case there are some pills I could use for lucid dreaming. I came across one that is similar to piracetam, but I want to open it and read the instructions to make sure. Then the box disappears and I know its in the in my house in the attic. I go there and its hidden there with some old books. I go through it and my mom keep asking what am I doing there. I cannot find it.

I was running some crazy marathon. There were loads of people, but it went through some wrack yard or so. It reminded me of running man. Then we all got to a big room with little rooms on the sides on various levels. There were various mechanisms designed to kill us I believe. It was a bit like Indiana Johns. I tried to solve some of these mechanisms, but I don't know how to describe it here.

I was cycling with Skrbek through some country side... on a road between farms. Then at one point I got off my bike as I wanted to push it through some deep mud. But Skrbek points out at my rear wheel! Its all funny shaped, almost like a square and the back part of the bike as well! I am confused where it happened. I should have realised it was a dream here!

Key:

{Curly brace & blue} .... Relevent waking life details before entry, if appropriate


Black .... Dream body/narative text


(Standard braces & dark green, bold) .... Dream notes, lucidity, time. method etc

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{The date entry of this is wrong, I thought I'd share some of my experiences from before joining the forum!
This one was from around end of Jan 2012, I wrote it to my PC then, but I thought I'd share it now...}


(FULLY NON LUCID)


I'm a centaur, with brown hair... I'm in a forrest, with other centaurs.

Around my neck, I have an amulet/necklace... Which is sitting on my bare chest.
... The 'necklace' bit that goes around myneck is a thin leather strip, just like the leather shoe-laces you can get
... The amulet on the end of the strap is a long and thin green emerald, with tapered ends.
The emerald is set in silver mounts, that are two snakes, one forming a clockwise and the other an anticlockwise helix around the stone. The two heads of the snakes touch at the top, to form the loop where the leather strap goes through.

.... Anyway, the forrest... Its sunny, so I can see shafts of sunlight coming through little clearings in the trees.
Something startles us!! We all gallop through the forrest. After a while, the trees start to thin out, and we exit the forrest, and come out into open grass land, we slow down to a trot as we're out in the open.

The grass is tall (about 2-3 foot deep), and is a carpet of green as far as the eye can see.. The grass sways gently in the breeze.

First

I'm with my wife, and we are breaking into a building complex. The door is actually not locked, but we are not welcome. We find our way trough a complex of corridors and stairs, ending up to a laboratory room with three people in it. As we enter the alarm goes of. The doors of the laboratory start closing very slowly, and gas starts pouring in. One of the people in the room says something sarcastic to us. They don't seem to be scared of the gas at all.

My wife rummages trough some drawers and finds a paper. The other people don't do anything to stop us, just offer snide comments. We have more than enough time to leave the laboratory before the doors are finished closing. After getting out of the building we start running.

I think if I was dreaming we could just fly away. Or then again, probably I couldn't fly very well, but jump at least. Then it crosses my head, I am dreaming. I'm not exactly sure so I try jumping. I get a lot higher than I should. Then the scene faids, and is replaced by the blackness behind my eyelids.

There is a feeling of vibrations and some imagery, quite clear but not realistic. I think I should try just going with it, waiting for the vibrations to disappear before trying anything. I don't do any formal technique. At some point I drift to sleep.

Second

I'm in my kitchen with my wife. She is throwing balls up to the ceiling. The ceiling is not solid, it makes a splat and the balls get stuck. I want to try to make the ceiling completely liquid, so that the balls would pass trough. But they just keep splatting, and getting stuck. I jump upward, putting my head trough the ceiling, which offers no resistance. I come down again and ask her to try one more time. The ball, again just splats to the ceiling, maybe a bit deeper this time.

05.01.2012

Bicycle and Traffic (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm riding a completely different bicycle. It's blue and it's one of those where you can bend down like a hardcore cyclist, or just ride normally, the ones with the thin wheels, but can help you go insanely faster than those off-road bikes.

I'm in traffic, and some idiot in a white truck is trying to go to the other lane. I slow down a bit and then keep going forward once they finally get to the other lane in a few seconds.

Dream shifts, and I'm in even tighter traffic, I have to be even more patient. People are actually more generous this time, allowing me to pass through to shift to the sides. I eventually stop, and I lock the bicycle in a weird place.

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05.01.2012

Sonic and the Gang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The environment is very dark, and there seems to be some kind of war or some gun fights in this dream. There is no natural lighting sources, only a blue fog gives off some kind of light.

I'm seeing things in first person perspective, and Sonic, Tails, Amy, and a few others where near me. We were talking about something, and it seems we're in a safe zone, but I can still hear some gunshots out on the field.

Then I see some red entity running towards us with my left peripheral vision. I thought it would be someone trying to attack us, but it ended up being knuckles carrying a machine gun.

Lol.

There's a barrier to the left of us, so that means Knuckles had to take a side jump by using one hand to thrust himself sideways.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm sitting with Sonic, and there's a female sitting to the left of him (I'm sitting on his right).

I couldn't see the female, but I do know that she was a dark blonde female, she even looked like Topaz from Sonic X, only in 3D form.

She's just sitting there with one leg over the other, and is leaning on one of her arms. Sonic is just chilling, in fact, he's in that "guuuh fuck everything" mood while he's drinking some wine in a fancy golden cup.

He braces his head next to the window, and I think he starts to have a spasm for a few seconds, and continues drinking the wine.

The dream shifts to where Eggman wants to show everyone something that could save us all, or something like that. I have a bad feeling for this, since I knew that when Eggman tries to help, and when Sonic falls for it, there's something bound to go wrong.

While Sonic, and a few other random characters I didn't pay attention to were following Eggman, I started to get even more suspicious of him, and then out of nowhere, someone comes in to say some kind of audio was altered to make it look like Eggman was helping them.

But the sounds themselves were people crying for help I think, along with a bunch of random noises as well.

I can't remember what happens next.

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05.01.2012

Running around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know what motivates me to run, but I start getting a good pace, and I'm walking insanely fast. As I'm going down or up the stairs, my feet is moving really quick for each step.

I spend the rest of the dream just running around like crazy, trying not to bump into people.

I remember going inside of what seemed like a mini-asian temple room, kind of like the one I was in the previous dream when I was trying to find Eva.

But I was going so fast that I ignored whoever was in it. I saw some familiar faces, but it was all just a blur for me.

It gets darker, and I'm running even faster, and I see two girls in front of me, and both of them look like a Jasmine that I think goes to my university, and another girl named Angela or something that attends another university.

I'm stilling running as I'm waking up, and even though I knew I'm already awake, my eyes were still closed, and I moved my feet in quick paces while trying to do some random hand formations.

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05.01.2012

More DV Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm posting nude pics on DV again, and in my mind, showing tits were perfectly fine.

Then after a while, I realize none of that was allowed, so I started to freak out a bit and tried to delete them.

They were mostly nude pics of some really hot Asian females, most of them were in the spread eagle position, exposing everything......

I was jogging through a busy city, it was fairly large city. I had to keep slowing down at intersections for cars, and to go around people. As I slowed down to go around this one lady I heard her say, "I like that". I'm not sure if her comment was directed at me or not though. It was about 6 blocks total that I remember jogging before I woke up. Right at the end before I woke up, I started having trouble with my jogging speed, with me going in slow motion as I was approaching this one intersection.