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Living with my family, but feeling despaired and wanting to run away. I am preparing a bag with clothes and a few more items to run away while they are all out. Then my family returns, I hide the bag, no one suspects of my plans. But I see my mom and I start reconsidering my plans because of her. I don't want her to suffer for not knowing about my whereabouts. She is the only one I don't want to hurt.

All alone in Brussels, very early morning. People are still going around, hoping from bar to bar. I feel pretty alive and aware and I absorb all the details of the decorations, architecture, the terraces, etc. I notice that the street is warm but in between terraces it is extremely cold. That's because they use gas heating on each terrace. Then I am dragged with a crowd into a very underground place. Its entrance is literally a tunnel with no light, just some very fade lamps at the end of it, where there is a door. The people and the light and the shadows make really interesting images and I grab my phone to take photos.

Enjoying my last day abroad. Go to a fair, incredibly crowded. Then at some lateral street I see a couple of Buddhist monks and decide to follow them. I find a long line of monks waiting to go inside some building and I go with them. Once inside they prostrate until we reach a room with an altar and some pictures and images of Buddhas and teachers. I pay my respects to. Then follows another room and another altar and more prostrations. As I also prostrate, an old lady in a thin robe appears and leans over to whisper in the ear of the woman in front of me, something about her health and some advice on how to deal with it. The woman seems caught by surprise but thankful for the advice. Then the lady turns to me, her robe opens up, she is naked and doesn't care. She tells me I have to summon and surround myself with nagas to expel the bad naga that is disturbing me. I say "what?" but she goes away without further clarification. I get up and follow her through the crowded streets until she enters her house. She doesn't pay attention to me, never says a word, but also doesn't ask me to leave. She feeds her cat and does whatever she has to do. I tell her I need to know more about her warning, and tell her that my mom had dreamed something related to it the previous night [she did, in waking life]. She doesn't reply but she points me to a bedroom where I can spend the night. I stay there. I lay on the bed and I fall asleep. Then wake up but feel drowsy. I try to move, but feel like my body weighs a ton. Then try to call for help and my voice sounds terribly deep, scary and distorted, like I have a demon controlling my body. I fight back for some time. Then eventually it goes away and I recover control. I don't see the lady anymore.

Then leave to airport. I am back to Lisbon. There are some new constructions by the river bank and I fly over to see the changes. I find a burger stall with a nice terrace, selling really pricey food. A veggie burger is 15€ and a whole meal with fancy wine and dessert is 250€. But then I look around and find a really cool vegan fast food place that has affordable delicacies and I call Riverstone to come have lunch with me there. I meet Evangelion there by chance.

Two dreams

☆ My dad, brother and my foster-brother said that men are better than women on everything. My sister and I got very upset but didn’t had a chance to tell them off. So I poked my brother with a stick in his stomach and yelled: ”Too bad it wasn’t a harpoon!” Everybody laughed and my sister told me I had a sassy comeback as always. Then we tried to do everything to prove the guys wrong.


☆ I was in Italy, just paying a visit to my old school there from when I studied abroad. I had a looong conversation with the principle who asked me questions... strangly in english but I liked it. We had a really good time. She asked me what I wanted to do with my life and I was thinking really hard to come up with a good answer.
The principle wanted me to come back, but not sure how tho. She was talking and talking and talking. I realized that I no longer really knew where I was. Wasn’t it a part of my own hometown just right outside the window? I wanted to end the conversation but principle seemed so determinded to keep talking about things I could do if I wanted to stay there, Which I didn’t want.
She wanted me to dye my hair blonde but I didn’t want that. She took me outside to a balcoony and asked me if there were any guys I would like to date but as soon as I looked. I only saw guys that I already knew. Some even from kindergarden. I refused and told her that I already knew these guys and didn’t want anything to do with them. She became very angry and headed inside again. It was time for her to have a lesson. So I decided to run with my old friend’s younger brother, who I never really spoke to.
We quickly ran away from the school and tried to get to a bus stop. Suddenly I could hear the principle’s vocie behind me. She was furious!
I wasn’t far from the bus stop when I stopped running and looked back. The young brother was gone but the principal stood there instead, looking at me with sadness in her eyes. First I thought she was going to beg me not to go but what she told me made me go insane. The younger brother was hit by a bus... the very same bus we were supposed to take to get away from this place. I ran away from the bus stop and kept going until I was hit myself by a car.

Suddenly spirits appeared on the streets, singing and laughing. But not I, because I cried. I covered my face with the hands and cried as loudly as I could. Until I heard my mother’s voice. She wanted someone to hold the dogs’ leashes and take them to a field. I gladly took the dogs over there and found three presents for each pet. The cat wasn’t there tho. I opened the first gift. It was a perfume bottle... MY perfume. I glanced at my dog that was sitting down and paying attention to the bottle. I realized that I had chose the wrong path and cried because I wasn’t there for my dog anymore. I could not pet him, feed him or talk to him. He couldn’t even see me! I couldn’t help but to cry even harder. I just wanted it to be a dream.

17.11.2013 2/2

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu estava numa sala gigante de faculdade e era representante da sala. Estávamos em uma aula livre e quase todo mundo dormia. Algum aluno me pedia pra acordá-los e eu dizia que não iria. Acho que ele mesmo acordava os outros depois.
A aula começava, não me lembro sobre o que era.
Saíamos da sala e íamos pra uma banca de jornal, eu e mais umas 3-4 pessoas. Parecia muito a banca que ficava na saída do condomínio Acácias. Eu ou alguém estava procurando mangás.
Depois disso lembro de estar em um deserto, indo pra uma base. Lá haviam muitas pessoas armadas. O sonho virava um tipo de FPS e eu, com um rifle de mira telescópica matava todos que estavam lá.
Dentro da base aparecia um casal de gordos que eram imunes as minhas armas. Eu pegava um lança granadas parecido com o do Shadow Warrior e disparava várias granadas dentro de uma máquina de lavar que estava perto deles. Ela explodia e os atordoava. Nessa hora eu fugia. Encontrava uma porta branca e lisa, sem fechadura ou maçaneta, apenas uma tranca simples e quebrada. Eu tentava entortar a tranca pra trancar a porta.
Do outro lado eu colocava minas na parece, parecidas com as do Duke Nukem, mas redondas, e fugia.

I'm in the passenger seat of a car with my cousin Russ and friends. As we're about to come to a stop, he bumps into a pedestrian. The pedestrian is pissed off, and punches the car. Russ gets out of the car to fight the guy, and I see another guy with the pedestrian and he's tall black and solid. I get out too help Russ, and I go straight too the black guy. We're now in more of an open space and I use my speed and agility to my advantage, where I punch someone then quickly move out of their range so they can't hit me. Except I took the move away to another level, I would hit then run 10 metres away. I would repeat this process. I focused on fighting the pedestrian. I was running away to bide some time for Russ, so he could get away. It's time for me to bail out of this fight, and I see a few booths that look like buses, and give you the option to choose 1 of 4 or so doors. I assume that Russ and the others are in one of these booths and I didn't have any idea which one they were in. I decide to just run away.

I realise I'm at a train station, which is like a locked in community. The only way to get in and our of the station was through clearance. I don't have a phone and don't remember any ones phone number to call, so I can meet up with them.

I reach an area where you depart from and as I'm about to enter through the the door, I hear an announcement saying about the incident I was involved in earlier. The video was being shown in the room I was about to enter. The video made me and Russ out to be the bad guys. I have to find another way out and try another way out.

I'm in another area, where I see quite a few people. I walk passed Kristy (Barnetts EX) and they say hi as I pass and I throw my up and wave over my head while I keep walking.

I see buses on the other side of the fences and I look to see if I could scale the fence to escape.

This dream occurred on July 10, 2011.

I was driving my car--for those interested, it is a 2002 Ford Taurus--and occasionally gazing at the scenery. I live in a small Southern town, so all I really saw was a post office and one of many churches. Eventually, I got to the area where I should have stopped at a crossroad, but it was a curve instead. In the dream, it always was a curve, and so I didn't think much of it. I continued driving and admiring the scenery. By now, I saw mostly summery green pastures and trees. Plus cows. Lots of cows. Once again, nothing new. All of a sudden, I saw a girl with short brown hair walking down the road. I slowed to a stop and thought she was one my sister's friends (for some reason, I was thinking it was Sakura Kinomoto from Cardcaptor Sakura) from school. I wanted to ask her if she knew where my little sister was. Then, closer examination revealed that it was actually my ten year old sister, Caitlin, that I had been looking for. I immediately made her get in the car because I had been very worried about her. As she reluctantly got in, I thought," She did it again. Why does she constantly try to go to his house?"
I guess we drove back, because the next thing I know, we are in the kitchen and I am reprimanding her for running away again. In the dream, she had been known to run off to a friend's house or just continue walking down the road. I had no idea why.
Clearly annoyed, I ask," Katie, why do you always run off to that boy's house or down the road like you don't have any sense?!"
Also clearly annoyed, she says," When have you ever cared before?!" I'm in absolute disbelief and I explain," Of course I care. I'm your older sister. You were gone so long this time and everyone was worried. I was sent to look for you. Please don't run off again." She reluctantly agrees and I am pleased with her answer, though in my heart I know she is going to do it again. Then, I woke up.