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non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

My teacher comes to PT. While meeting some of his students, during a more relaxed moment, he calls me to sit with him at a table for a private conversation. He asks me how I am and does some small talk. He grabs my hand and we show more affection than what I think others should see. He comes closer to me and puts his arms around my shoulders. Says he doesn't care what others think. But the fact is no one around seems to see or care. Nobody is looking at us. He says something like he wants to know everything and I tell him "Then, let's go out for the whole day and I'll tell you everything you need to know." He agrees. I say I just need to go home for 5 mins and will come right back. It is actually my mom's house and not mine. I take the elevator. She is at home and Riverstone is there watching TV and has a really weird haircut. He knows I was with my teacher, so he asks how it went. I give him a hug and ask "What if I move to India?" and he doesn't say a word. My mom is like "Hein?" and totally puzzled. I don't even know how to tell her. But first I must go back to my teacher.

My dad is waiting outside to get revenge over something. Me my sister, my half sister, and my niece are all sitting around the kitchen table figuring out what to do, but I'm the only one worried. They're just worried about the chocolate milk bag I'm drinking from like those ones from school. I tell them I don't know where I got it, but it was warm and tasted off but I kept drinking it fro some reason. It will give me HP, so they get pissed that they don't have one in case they lose HP. I tell them I can just steal them some and that I stole them all the time.

Okay, so I have gotten to the point where I can dedicate a night or two and be able to have good recall. The past few nights however, I have stayed up too late. ( Mostly alpha testing a video game set to launch open beta on 12/12/2012.) Yesterday I recalled a couple dreams, but had to hurry to work and failed to write anything down. D'oh! The next month, my main goal is to increase my awareness during the day while doing more reality checks. Hopefully it will become habit.

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1 ((sleep paralysis))

I get in bed and lie down to go to sleep. After about 10 minutes I feel vibrations go through me and I hear people talking like at a party or something, I am still aware at this point that I'm lying in bed and then the talking stops. After another 5 minutes I hear music from a fair-ground ride but then it stops. I must have nodded off now.

Dream 2

I'm in my bedroom with my daughter "L", she shows me her make-up on her eyes and says "look, it looks dead nice doesn't it!" I look and think "how the hell has she got my eye-shadow on when I hid it from her?!" ((I bought new make-up yesterday)) it doesn't occur to me to do a RC

Dream 3

I'm on a prison bus with others and we're on our way to prison. There is a man I know well ((only in my dream)) with me and he's also going to prison. I think this man is my boyfriend in the dream. He is sitting on the seat infront of me but is turned to face me. He is holding a big pot full of hot stew, he says to me "hold this a minute" I take it from him and gravy splatters on us both. . He now takes a piece of paper from his pocket and opens it up, he says to me "this is like gold, it's the new plans for the prison, it shows you the secret way out, be carefully with it, you know what to do!" I look at the drawing of the plans and notice that some of the gravy is on the corner of it but it hasn't ruined the plans. I take the plans and think "ohhh god, I don't think I'm brave enough to escape!" I now hide the plans safe in my pocket.
The bus now pulls up at the prison and my boyfriend says "ok...are you ready?" then he winks at me, I say "yes ok" and he smiles and nods to one of the prison screws on the bus with us.