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1. I’m modeling and I look in a sideways full-length mirror hanging on a wall. My hair is long and brown, and I’m wearing overalls. I’m supposed to be modeling as a guy, so I’m not wearing a shirt underneath and don’t have breasts. I believe I had a conversation with someone before this.

There’s a box with a smaller black cat in it, and the cat is my best friend Pillywiggin. She was using her powers to turn a different color and to blend in to the box.

I remember leaning back against some pillows on a bed at some point, and there was mom’s heart-shaped pillow.

2. Cupping water in my hand and freezing it with the F8 key (after trying out other keys). I held up a chunk of ice and was showing it to someone.

Inspiration: 1) I was looking at some old pics of myself this week. I used to have long, brown hair in one of them. Bed/pillow comes from my reading on my mom’s bed every night.

Notes: I managed to get to sleep a bit earlier than usual but woke up early again. Since I am worried about oversleeping, I’ve been subtly shifting my schedule to wake up an hour earlier. Today was a tiring day so I know I’ll get to sleep pretty fast.

Dream Fragment 1: I'm a male DC struggling to survive in a dystopic world. I distinctly remember thinking about Lost and something similar to but not The Walking Dead. It's like I was trying to narrate my own story but couldn't decide where to make it take place. Me and a few others are making our way across a hazardous area and I lose my brother (though I think we meet up again later). Later, I see a little girl wandering around alone. I go up to her to help her, even though I know I should be keeping on, and there's someone ahead of me waiting. She doesn't know where her parents are or anything, so I take her up to a house and put her inside.

Dream Fragment 2: My grandma on my dad's side has passed away*, and I find out that I inherited all of her things. Me and my mom are in a sad state as we go to my grandma's room to spend the night. There's a big white bed, and some gifts from well-wishers, and there's a package from my grandma. I can see a letter inside and kind of want to read it, but mom seems to want to just go to bed.

*: She's long since passed away in real life.

Last night, I had a dream that I was a vampire. I went to this one girl's house (I was a guy) to ask her to run away with me and let me turn her into a vampire, but she wasn't home. Oh well.

In another dream, I was filling up the bathtub with water, only to realize it was full of clothes. I started taking all the clothes out, piling them on the floor and on the toilet lid (there were a lot of clothes). I got in the tub - the water was really nice and warm - and started watching an episode of Doctor Who because there was a TV in the bathroom for some reason.

well im new 2 this but i keep haveing this crazy dream i keep looking for an answer but only get half ass answers lol. befor i start talken bout the dream i had i have to explain a little bit about past dreams. ever sence i was a child life has ben extreamly unfair we will say n so when i go to sleep i can call opon a dream land as i would call it. iv had lots of good tyms n bad tyms their. but i cant recall the dreams i just know parts of them, and in this dream land their is a girl a best friend, always their 2 point me in the right direction. iv rememberd on multipal ocasions having acual conversations with her like beyond a dream typ stuf like shes an acual person. just thinking of her makes me happy. and befor you say a dream girl no its never ben sexual, that and as i grow older she dosnt. and well last night for fun i went their but this tym she wasnt their i franticly searched the lands for her and nothing. thats when i realised i was that little girl. very odd feeling. n well the dream changed n its hard 2 remember but pritty much i was living the life of a girl. i remember walking thru a store holding my dads hand looking up at him and smiling at him,but he wasnt my dad from realaty, lots of differnt things happend but cant remember sory. but when woke up i felt so happy to be a girl. but now im wakeing up more and im depresed now cuz im me a man wtf im so cunfused lol. im awake now after some coffie n feel beter normal i gess but still very odd i gess what im asking what would make me a little girl in my privet dream land im not gay i am by tho but prefer girls, i will add tho 5 years ago i made a horibly bad choice that destroyed my life and the second i made that choice i heard that girl crying telling me "no dont leave" but i didnt n now wish i did. and sence then i thought of her as my Conscience, but if i was her in the resent dream. makes no sense, unless she was showing me her life. im lost tell me what you think n if you have the same typ of dreams