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I just took a ten-minute nap and had a dream in which I had posted on Facebook that I had a short dream and people were commenting on it, I think one even denied that I had a dream, saying that I was dreaming.
Umm..... Whhhaaaaaa...?????

Awake - Dream - Lucid

I remember waking up earlier because of the arguing going on in the morning. Something about school but it's not important. I woke up and immediately checked the E3 schedule for when Nintendo's press conference was going to start. I quickly realized I didn't have time to absorb any dreams I might have had and wanted to kick myself. It was way too early for me to be awake to do anything for the day so I tried to go back to sleep. The whole time I was constantly thinking to myself, "I will have a lucid dream, I will do a reality check, I will realize when I'm dreaming" as a mantra as directed in my guides. Actually since I discovered Lucid Dreaming, my thoughts are always on them and making sure to do all my "dream exercises" (aka Reality Checks, Mantras, being stress free, and awareness). I drifted off rather quickly in which I had this dream.

The dream starts around the middle of itself.

I'm doing some kind of internet news show with a very cute brunette, around chest height straight hair, who was wearing a plaid, button up shirt that was baby blue with white and blue jeans and was around 5'8". We both have microphones and are reporting on something that was too hazey for me to actually tell what it was. I have to stop because my pants kept falling down. So I go around a corner of a wall which was white painted brick and shaped like the corner of sqaure with a hallway cutout and part of the wall on the right side removed as an entrance.



I proceed by walking around the corner, desperately holding up my pants to no avail (NTS: I had a ripped pseudo belt that was made out of rubber with the word "MAD" on it). She follows me and asks about something for the show we were doing. I agreed to whatever it was then said,

"Now get out unless you want to see me naked" very jokingly.

She replied with a sexy "Ooo" and didn't leave.

Then I dropped my pants to show my boxers. She then pulled open her shirt open to the right, did a fake gasp, and said

"She went to nipple" (NTS: She didn't have any nipples).

She was about a 32 B cup. She closed her shirt then I ask, "Do you want to". She didn't say no so I lifted her shirt over her head (NTS: Now she actually has nipples) and drop my boxers then grab her waist and pull her close. She stops for a second and asks if we were going to "put this online". I reply with a very sarcastic,

"Oh yea of course. Here watch us have sex".

We kiss for a moment then the dream fades and I wake up.

When I woke up, it had felt like I had almost imagined dreaming it but there are certain things that I knew I would have filled in if that was true. The reason it felt like that is because of how short the time-span in which I was asleep felt. It seriously seemed like I was only out for 10 minutes or less. I think really, I was out for about an hour or less. I made sure to soak up everything I could remember to minor details before activating my brain to full awareness to type out the journal. I wanted to be able to remember as much as possible, down to every detail I could remember. I know this will help with dream recall later on. I typed it out then came back to it a few times early in the day to add some other things I remembered over time.

This is the first dream I've had since starting on my journey to Lucidity. I won't bother going over all the dreams I've had in the past because I want this journal to be full of all dreams I have after starting.

Interpretation
I think what this dream was about my recent thoughts on relationships due to breaking up with my girl. My subconscious must be longing for a deep emotional connection to someone, which is not what I had the in previous relationship. The other part I can decrypt is that the internet news part of the dream must be from my recent focus on streaming live shows of games my brother and I play. Over the past few days, my brother, his best friend (who came over for E3), and I were messing around on Chatroulette a lot. Maybe the combination of being on webcam with random strangers coupled with the fact that we had a few good conversations with some cute girls sprouted this dream.


Quick cliff-notes on my recurring dreams:

• Being at my old School, usually in a classroom, cafeteria, or knowing that I can leave whenever I want.
• Being with my first girlfriend or the girl I had a crush on in school.
• Playing matches of Halo or Call of Duty (I know, it's lame)

5/30/11 during a late nap

It was raining and I was at home getting ready to go to the store because my son needed wipes or something. It took me a minute because I couldn't decide what I should wear. I felt like I was taking too long and didn't want to get caught in the storm. I picked up my son and was walking to the store. I might've been heading to my car. Next I remember walking across the parking lot.

This morning.

I was in a strange place where half of the town was sitting on water. I was trying to leave, but the roads and everything would shake and wave every now and then and I had to hold on to something. I remember someone explaining to me how they got half the town on the water and I thought it was weird that they would want to do that. I start to drive on the road and am going uphill into a curve. I see two exits, each with a weird symbol, might have been a single number on each one, can't remember though. As I came up on the two exits I couldn't decide which one would take me out of town. So I slow down, realizing I'm stopping traffic and I ask a guy that's coming out of the tunnel in front of me, which one goes out of town. He pointed at the other one and said it went to a bank. Suddenly I see people in line at the exit he pointed at. So I get out of the car and start to go up the other one and there are stairs. When I get to the top I remember it being another place like a bank.

I leave and am driving when my sister gets in the car and tells me she needs to drive around to the bank. I go around once, she said I did it wrong or didn't put the money in right. So I drive around again. This is all I can remember.

I was fighting, as usual, with T and my oldest sister for some reason. I can hardly remember anything except me telling my sis, D, to punch me in the arm as hard as she could and she did and I made some joke afterwards, trying to mend the tension. It didn't seem to work.

I do remember saying something to T, like I was tired of it, and if I leave and he doesn't stop me, then I will be gone for good.

Okay, I did pretty good today. The first time I woke up I remember I was in my in-laws basement. I was talking to my brother-in-law about ping pong balls or something. (we had been playing beer pong last night over there, so... yea.)

Then I went back to sleep and had a few dreams that I cannot seem to put in order at the moment. I remember I had traveled somewhere, Florida, I think. I was thinking of picking someone up that was there, well, that I thought was there. Then I told someone I was heading to Canada to hang out with someone. I think I was talking about the member and a very good friend, Seroquel. =)

Anyway, I had also been with a bunch of people in this house that seemed to be in a woodsy-type area. I remember my husband standing across from me and I was wearing my swimsuit and dancing. One of his friends had come up beside me and had his hands on my hips and I kept dancing. It pissed T off pretty bad and he called me a name and told me to leave. I got upset and tried to hold him. I didn't mean anything by it, I was just dancing, those were my thoughts. He didn't want me, and I threw a few punches at him for some reason. Then I went to leave.

Well, my brain doesn't seem to remember more, it might flash at me later, because I know I probably do know more. OH well, I'm happy to have remembered something.

P.S.
Just edititing because I remembered another part. Yay.

I was driving in my car with my son in the backseat. We were heading to Island Park. I got there and was excited to go play with him. I was getting ready to get him out of the car when I realized the weather had went from nice and sunny to a bit cloudy and chilly, like it was going to storm. I was disappointed and got back into the car to leave.

Date: 09-25-10
Length: 5 minutes
Vividness: 7/10

My friends, Graham and Cooper, and I were by a pool and we decided to go in.
For some reason, Graham punched me in the crotch, and I did it back.
He told me not to because "it's an implant!"
I jumped in and cooper and I had a breath-holding competition.
I couldn't hold my breath any longer and I inhaled the water and woke up.

-frenchblablabla

My dream started out with me sitting on a hardwood floor in black jeans, black socks and my blue bamboo fibre shirt. I was just sitting there and I noticed a cat hiding under the couch across the room i got up walked over there and sat down beside the couch, trying to get the cat to come out. After a few minutes it did but, the cat..............Was a JERK it immediatley tried to eat my foot and IT HURT! I was wildly swinging my foot around and trying to pull off the cat, as it was chewing on my foot I could feel it piercing my flesh and I could feel my foot bleeding. After what felt like 20-25min I finally pulled the cat off my foot and what did it do? Jumped onto my other foot this when on for a while and then randomly i was out side with my friends.

It was slightly raining and there was random floating islands only hovering about 2-3 meters off the ground they were about 5meters across and there was a big frying plate thing it was almost the size of the floating island cutting it in half with lots of food like burgers and bacon and fries and fried chicken etc. there were three people standing behind the plate making the food and taking money from the people buying it there was a line up that covered every floating island and there was even a crowd of people on the ground this placed looked popular and randomly I was floating above the island with the food with my 2 friends looking down on it with food in our hands. I started eating it and it was DELICIOUS i ate the bacon covered burger and a bunch of other unhealthy things each thing i ate getting bigger and more tasty after i while i started to look around and randomly transistioned into another dream.

It was a large field the sky was dark and the suns colour looked inverted actually now that i think about it the whole sky was inverted the background was what looked to be a mountainous region the faild was just a green grassy field covered with black fence with spikes on the vertical pegs. I was standing on the fence it was like a maze that stretched on for ever in every direction possible. my friend was standing on a part a few meters away from me and said to not touch the ground or something bad would happen. I started following him as we jumped from fence to fence it was wierd because when we jumped it was like being super light we like "Floated" from fence to fence this went on for a few minutes and then I woke up

Well My whole dream was a red devil face looking at me in a creepy way then it disappeard and i had to fight a mass horde of zombies pretty weird and that was it i had this dream yesterday but didnt have time to post it

It all starts out in a dark hallway filled with weird zombie-like noises. There is blood on the walls and it seems like I keep running but the hall never ends im joined by every protagonist in the bleach anime during the bount arc. We are running and making choices as to which hallway to progress through. Ichigo is leading the team along side me all of a sudden im in school the bleach characters gone. I appear outside there is a huge aged, damaged bridge infront of me with all my friends moving across it i start to move too. the brigde overlooks the biggest desert i have ever seen ancient ruins can be seen in the distance i start running across the bridge starting a race with me friends we all laugh as were trying to get into first at the end of the bridge the sand stopped and there was what looked to be a viking village. The houses looked like they were made a straw and sticks but all the floors and roads and such were stone my dream turned to starcraft in a way all of a sudden SCVs were outside the houses and started mining the stone fences of the houses there were two houses each with 6 SCVs it was me and my friend who controled the houses and then my other friend was the enemy he rode in on a corrupter and it shot me it hurt quite a bit then the corrupter landed and started shooting at the houses, SCVs and my friend i climbed the random lighthouse the the left of my SCV house and sniped my friend off the corrupter with a 9mm pistol his head exploded into many pieces then i heard his voice say ill be back and we went back to helping the SCVs collect minerals.

I then found a peice of paper on the ground with a build order written on it, The build order was something like
300 minerals build an SCV
400 minerals Turn on light house beacon (which i guess allowed air units)
200 make auto shop
100 build SCVs
300 find parts for baneling hoverbike (after reading this part i suddenly had a memory of seeing and riding the baneling hoverbike) BTW th baneling hoverbike looks like a baneling with its top back hollowed out thats were the rider sits and it has two actual banelings following behind it that act like broodlings from a broodlord and shoot off at enemies (air or ground)

I had to assemble the hoverbike on a crafting bench from minecraft but had no idea where to find the parts I had one of the parts which was a skull mask that somehow comleted the hoverbike and was the last thing to add. I don't recall seeing my friend make anything he was just mining and giving me resource then randomly i found 3 out of 4 parts. Then my friend/enemy came back on his corrupter but this time it was blowing up everything it landed and killed my friend then me and I was randomly viewing my body from the third person then it said defeat like if you lose in starcraft thats when i woke up.

So, been a little distracted lately and haven't been focused on my dreams. I've been wanting to type up a very memorable dream I had about a year ago, so here it is.

I was in the ocean swimming towards land with a bunch of killer whales and dolphins. I was sort of riding with one of the whales but on his belly-side. I don't remember hanging on to him but it was kind of like he had his own gravity (not a fat joke, mr. whale guide.) Anyway, he and all the rest of the animals were splashing in and out of the water working towards land. He kept getting higher and higher out of the water and coming down even harder each time, sinking. I can recall being in the water looking to my right to see a line of dolphins doing the same thing. And when we were in the air I could see a city getting closer and closer. So I lost the whale once, he landed in the water and I sunk away from him and got scared thinking there were going to be sharks. Sure enough, a massive hammerhead appeared but he wasn't attacking me, he was leading me back to the whale. And the whale had waited for me. Then we continued on. What I felt in the dream, trying to figure out why they were doing this, I noticed the waves that they were making were going to wipe out the city, and that THAT was their intention.

When I woke up I started thinking about the song Aenima by Tool. Anyways, this was a non-lucid, but amazing.

Lucidity: 5/10
Vividness: 7/10
Length: ~3 Min.

I was Spider-Man swinging like no tommorow. I wanted to have different powers because I didn't feel like swinging. But then I thought I was sleeping in class so I woke myself up and I was in class but was a false awakening.

Non-Lucid


The second DJ entry today, as I didn't have time to enter them last weekend. This dream was as cool as the previous and surprisingly clear for a non-lucid.

The dream started just after the action; me and my classmates had been taken prisoner as slaves by some strange folk. I wasn't that worried at the beginning; we could always escape after a while since we weren't dead yet. But then one of the strange folk told me they killed their slaves after 31 days. They were still having a little conference about which slave would be assigned to who. While they were doing that they let us walk around freely.

I was thinking about escaping now, now they were all busy deliberating about us, but that probably wouldn't be a good idea, not this soon after capture. I figured it would be the best to play our role for a while. They didn't seem all to smart and the perimeters not too well guarded. If we would gain their trust (which seemed to be easy to do) we could just walk away in the middle of the night and leave them unaware of what happened. But to make this work, I had to make sure none of my classmates would take a run for it too soon.

So I looked for some classmates I trusted and told them about my plan and told them to spread the word around the rest. I just told that when all of us were told to get in line. We were each assigned to a different master and I was worried for a second this would make it hard to tell everybody about the plan, but as we all walked towards the line we got close to each other well out of hearing distance for the others, so we could spread the word even more easily.

We got in line and got assigned to different masters, but everybody went inside of the largest building around, and when I got assigned my master went there too. The inside of the building looked like a conference hall, and indeed a large chair standing on a podium was filled by the biggest and fattest of the strange tribe. I have no idea what he started yapping about next, but after listening for a while I realised he was talking Ancient Greece. Because I know a few words of Ancient Greece (it was one of my school subjects for half a year) I tried asking him something.

Too bad though, the dream ended there, so I never heard his answer or had a chance to try my daring escape.

Non-Lucid


I haven't remembered any dreams for a while and I didn't have the time to post the two I remembered last weekend, so I'll post both of them today. The first one was pretty cool, even though it wasn't a lucid dream.

When the dream began I was crawling through a ventilation shaft. After some crawling I found myself in a room with a staircase leading to an attic. There were five people in the room, busy cleaning up. I assumed they were janitors and I sneaked upstairs, trying to remain out of view. I failed miserably though, as one of them spotted me and went upstairs, following me.

When he got upstairs he grabbed a broom that was standing against the nearest wall and thrust it at me. I dodged it, took a quick step towards him, grabbed his left arm and flung him around and let go, smashing him into a pile of cardboard boxes.

He didn't appear out of the stack again but then the other four came upstairs. Because there were four of them against one of me in a cramped space like this, I was in the advantage. I kept throwing them in each other's path, hindering them alot but they kept on coming. Then they got out of the way and surrounded me in a square as large as possible, and the first janitor crawled out of the pile of now wrecked boxes again.

He started fighting me again, the others doing nothing but keeping me from running away. He was much tougher than the last time when I easily threw him aside so when I first grabbed him and tried to toss him aside he almost threw me away instead. The fight lasted quite some time but neither of us was able to get the advantage over the other. At the end I got tired of fighting and broke through the protective circle, throwing two of the other janitors aside. I leapt into another ventilation shaft before they could chase me. After some more crawling through the ventilation shafts I woke up.

I meant to post this one the previous day, but I got distracted by some miscellaneous chore and forgot. Here it is now.

I was driving around my childhood neighborhood or a similar one, burning time. I think there were two other people in the back seat of the car. I vaguely recall wanting to buy or find something. As I looked around, I saw something interesting in someone's yard (it was in an area similar to the front lawn of my old house) and I went to check it out. As I continued looking, I noticed a spiderweb, and then more webs began appearing. There were some spiders of varying sizes at this point, most smaller than a standard index card, but there was one in the middle about the size of my foot. Then something changed it it became Super Mario-esque.

It's a little vague, but I'm literally just now starting to record my dreams. Hope this works!

I don't remember much of this dream. My grandma visited us but nothing else happened. I only remember a tiny bit but I won't bore you with it.