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Dreamed that I was in a room about the size of the racketball courts at the gym that had one door in the front to get in or out. Me and two friends (I don't remember who) had to fight and kill the other people to escape. This particular set of foes was led by a woman who was known for putting booby traps in an area and around the exit. She and her cronies came in, and we started testing each other as one or two of her group would come over and try to attack. I had a rather flimsy but razor sharp ribbon of metal/sword thing and I don't remember what my partners had. One of the bad guys came over, and he was older and told us that he was with the FBI and was trying to shut this place down and arrest those involved, but that we would be arrested too if we didn't lay down our weapons. I angrily told him that I didn't see anyone arresting anyone yet but that I didn't know if he was for real or not so I told him to get away from me. If he was right, I'd defend myself in court. Otherwise, he could be tricking us.

Monday, August 22, 2011
Strength: Neutral
Type: Positive-Obscure
Lucidity: No

I'm still having these incredibly vague dreams, but they're becoming easier to recall. Maybe my practice is working.

In my dream, I'm on a ship. I can't remember our exact destination, but I do remember it being very cold and foggy. As our trip continues, the sea begins to grow rougher. Finally, a large gust of wind and a large wave crash our boat and we wash up ashore an island. On this shore, here is a large cave acting as a tunnel leading to higher ground. We are all reluctant to enter it, but finally I do. Once we get to higher ground, I notice that it's cold and snowy. Before me is a tundra, encircling a collection of small, but stable looking huts. The styling of the small town is industrial, and weak lights illuminate the short passageways acting as roads. Suddenly, the wind picks up and the people of the town begin to panic. I follow one into a house and find safety. Just as I ask him about the town, I awake.

I'm gonna go ahead and start a dream journal/ blog to start making sense of what is going on in my dreams. I have some interesting dreams but dangerous as well so whatever we'll see what happens. To start this off, to whoever reads this, apparently some aspect or part of me was sucked into some kind of black hole of confusion thanks to tendency of an evil friend I used to have to not watch his own creations. (samwe went for me apprently, i was only 17 years old) so many of my dreams messages and symbols might come in a confused manner.What I mean is I think that maybe what I am saying in my mind when I say it is actually based off of a confused basis which would make no sense to an outside observer, at least a part of me is like that. Anyways the words still come out ok when I type so i can use this as a tool to help me find what exactly happened. Also, a diffrent aspect of me apparently was captured by some kind of insane sex monster with tentancles, which I reall dont know how to deal with at this point. And becasue of that sex demons are constantly trying to steal my life force at night and sometimes during the day. This seems to be amplified when I'm around people with similar demons ( which is ALOT of people). Also! this demon is prevalent in people's weird misfigured eye pieces.

Anyway last night , from what I remember at this point was me being at my uncle david's house in california, or some kind of projection of it. It was like a house of my david's house combined with another one of my relative's house in california. A lot of family was there, my mom, me, my current boyfriend, my sister, my cousin. I dont remember what we were doing, apparentyl just having fun talking and what not. There were other people there I don't know, presumably my uncle's previous sex partners. We were there and at one point, I went into another room cause I had to go pee. I remeber trying to go pee but people kept coming into the room and I would have to wait for them to leave. At one point I tried peeing in a trashcan and stopped myself cause I thought that was weird. Also some kind of bug/fairy being brushed against my face but I blew it away with a stream of air because I had been falling asleep to mosquitoes flyin around and I mistook it for that. It could ahve been a regular bug but it feels a little more significant then that. Away I went back to the room with everyone else and jokingly threw a pillow at my mom's current boyfriend's face who looiked like he was sleeping. When he woke up he had like multiple eyes it was really weird. I feel if that fairy was infact a fairy, it was telling me not to throw a pillow at his face. But I did so w/e thats in the past now. I do have some form of resentment for my mom's boyfriend. He isn't a mean guy or anything, probably just the typical Kid dpoesnt like new boyfriend kind of stuff but also I feel he has some deep seated issues which might hurt my mom.

I woke up fora bit after my mom's boyfriend (harvey) had those weird multiple eye things. I thought about it for a while and thought maybe that dream was connected to a different dream I had before but didn't/ don't have enough awareness right now to know for sure. Anyway I went back to sleep. I had a dream about my friend marco playing league of legends. He was saying something but I didnt understand. The scene actually started from the same area where i was before. The scene gradually got more intense, some kind of being was being fought off by good guys. I got really aware when some kind of intense energy wave was given off by this evil guy and knocked everyone down, including me. I was on the ground when someone who looked like this guy from league of legends but really tall, almost giant sized. He came with a wooden looking sword, executed someone in front of me on the fground with his sword at the neck and then came towards me. I felt like I was fainting but when he got close I found a sword next to me and put it in front of the wooden blade dflecting it from my neck. Everything went black and then I came back to awareness with the kassadin guy's sword snapping from the pressure and he fell down on the floor. I took my time to strike, leaped towards his neck, and cut his head off with my sword. i tried stabbing it but aprrently I had to actualyl slice the head off.


After that the main evil guy in the middle got up from being knocked down and started to attack again. We circled around him waiting to see what would happen. There were multiple fighters. I went around in front of him. He saw me and formed some kind of dimensional shield around his arm to shield himself fro mattacks. I had no weapon but decided to act as a decoy so my teammates could attack him. So I jump onto his shield while he tried to charge at me. I go some kind of dagger and stabbed him in the throat while my teammates got this really nice sharp but glorious looking spears and stabbed him fro mthe sides, around 3 people were holding each spear. He fell. Everyone gathered him into some kind of box and prepared a ritual to send him back to the source of all energy. Me or whoever I was percieving said " don't worry, you will be back, in some kind of form or another, blah blah blah.....judt kidding, I dont want to be an sshole, you'll be back though so dont worry." to the dead body in the coffin llooking thing, it contained the guy's power. He was in there apparently unconscious. The guys poured some kind of lquid on his face designed to help the body feel good as it is passed back into the source. When they did, he started smiling in euphoria. It was like he knew he was about to die but he was too weak to do anything, but also too delirious from the liquid to even think. Somebody asked me to help them hold the case up while he did some kind of ritual over the body. Apparently he tried to shake or something because his body flipped in the case and we almost dropped the coffin but it stayed held up. Then while I was helping holding the coffin I woke up. I felt decent, kind of strange. Decided not to go back to sleep. Went outside and meditated on balancing the two sides of my body. I did this by realizing the simple nature of this universe using sacred geomtry principles. When yo uare gorwing in your mother's fetuas, the first thing to be formed is your heart. From here, your tongue forms next, and then the rest of your body. In this fashion , I could see how my body, after millions of yeras of evolution through various water states and then finally coming onto land, (with the help of some et's) was formed from the designed of a space matrix which includes the various directions originating from the heart center. Fro mthe heart to your head. Heart to the base of your spine, Heart to the space in front of you and behind you, this is how yo uare connected to this specific matrix. If yo uwant to learn more about this I recommend meditating shapes in your mind's eye and what they reveal to you, and reading up on malchiezideck sacred geomtry books. Anyways ill be updating this blog, journal whenever I feel I should, thanks for reading.

weird, weird, crazy dream last night.

it was the end of the world, and this was signalled by a human woman giving birth to a baby gray alien. I walked into my living room and saw this woman sitting on my couch nursing the infant alien. It turned to look at me with its huge glassy-black eyes, which scared the bull-jeezus out of me.

Next i was in the hospital where i work. Some sort of massacre was taking place and i was on the top floor trying to escape. As i ran down a hallway I saw a freakishly long arm reach out of one of the rooms and grab a patient, pulling them inside. There was another patient nearby in a wheelchair, and i saw that the nurse that was trying to wheel him out had been killed. I ran up and started to push the wheelchair toward the exit, when the patient turned around and grabbed my arm... his flesh was paper-white and his bottom jaw was ripped off. Somehow he could still speak, and he said "My skin's cold, isn't it?" When i opened the door to the exit, it made a loud "ding!" like a cash register.

then i was in a park with my four year old daughter and wife. I was saying to my wife, "i wish i could meet the sonofabitch that killed all those people at work..." No sooner did the words leave my mouth than a huge red demon (!), horns, tail and everything, walked up and said "here i am." My daughter got scared and ran out into the street, but the demon grabbed her just as she was about to be hit by a car. He sat her down on a picnic table and asked me where my friend K___ lived. I told him there was no way i would tell him that, to which he replied "i can't save her if you don't." He saw that i didn't believe that was his intent, and he pointed to my right where a bullet was floating in midair. "That's where she'll die if you don't let me help."

that's all i remember

So I was trying to fall asleep last night at like 2AM after an emotional night with my girlfriend. But I couldn't. So I tried doing the visualization and mantras from Naiya's MILD Technique (great technique by the way, check it out) and I imagined myself with my girlfriend and just let my subconscious take it from there.
Bold Represents pieces of the dream I actively controlled
So me and my girlfriend are at a fancy dinner party with my friend and his girlfriend. Him and I are in sportcoats and the girls are both in tight pink dresses (my subconscious is a dirty little thing ) when suddenly someone walked in to the party who I can only describe as the antagonist to his life and mine. And he walked in with a girl who could be described the same one. We'll call him Rob and my friend Andy. Rob pulls a glock out and starts shooting at Andy and I. Everyone else flees the room except our girlfriends, let's call mine Kayla and his Gina, who hide under a table. Andy and I, of course, are strapped with heat (note: I don't actually carry a gun around and neither does he) and we fire back. Rob's girl, we'll call her Amy, pulls out a gun too and fires at Andy and I. The room is full of bullets and it's a miracle no one's dead. When suddenly, Rob shot at Kayla. Enraged, I tackled him and fired 1, 2, 3 times in to his head. Because I was lucid, he died from this. Amy was still shooting at Andy, who she managed to hit and he fell. Gina rushed to him, and Amy shot her too. They were pretty hurt. I had a good shot, so I shot at Amy, and she fell. Kayla and I rushed to help Gina and Andy. Rob and Amy, however, were dead.

That was the first dream, and I was drifting in and out of lucidity the whole time. In the second one, I was much more in control.
So me and Kayla were walking home from a party, dressed in the same things, me in my sportcoat her in her tight little pink dress. I puffed up her features a little, I mean come on, I'm just a guy! When suddenly, Rob came around the corner and shot at us. I jumped in front of her now voluptuous body, trying to take my focus off of making her hotter. (I mean come on.) Finally I broke free and DC'd up a glock for myself and shot back. I managed to hit him in the shoulder, but I was still hurt as well.
Meanwhile, on another street (it looked like 42nd Street in Midtown), Amy shot at Gina and Andy, who were together. Andy did not protect Gina, but thankfully Amy did not hit them. Andy pulled out his gun and leaped for cover with Gina, and they leaped and crawled to Rockefeller Plaza, which me and Kayla had somehow gotten to. Amy and an injured Rob had followed us there, and a massive shootout ensued. Before anyone could get a good hit out, a helicopter landed carrying President Obama and Jay-Z. The shooting stopped. But they just walked away. I shot at Rob and took his head clean off. Amy shot back at me, and in a sudden lucid decision, I dodged it. I shot back at Amy and hit her. Before I finished her, Kayla grabbed my arm. "Let [Andy] do this." I looked at her funny, but before I could protest, she kissed me passionately. Well forget the other thing.
Andy shot up Amy for a good 10 minutes. Gina praised him as a hero, and he took her in his arms. Me and Kayla looked on, smiling.

This dream was low clarity, but was very easy to manipulate. I enjoyed it very much. Again, Naiya's MILD technique is amazing.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had no real intentions of getting lucid last night, and my sleep was shitty. Woke up every hour or so during the later part of the night, but that only helped me with my recall and I got a little LD just like that. Seems like Tuesday to Wednesday night is my new LD night.

22.30: Sleep

05.00: Fragment
*My friend Henrik is at my place. He's got very short hair and he keeps messing with my computer. I have no idea why he's being such a jerk, but I slap him in the head hard. We almost start a fight when he punches me in the balls. I can feel the pain up into my stomach. I hold his arms down and tell him to stop. "I can pick you up if I want to, I'm that much stronger" I tell growl in his face.

05.00: Boat ride
I'm with my mom outside of a shop. We're looking at some kind of clock for her. It's got the colour of burnt clay, and she tells me she wants it. We enter the store and a girl shows up and starts showing some big vase to my mom. I look at a clock hanging on the wall. It's 9:10. "Mom, I gotta go" I tell her. I hand her all the money I have. Exactly 105 euros. Actually I'm late for the boat and it should have left already. My phone starts vibrating and I check the display, it's Monica.

"Hey babe, I'm on my way, let's meet halfway" I tell her and hang up. I run towards the apartments we had and she come scrambling down the steps with a few suitcases. I grab one and we head off towards the boat.

The dream skips. We arrive at the boat and my friends are there. I spot a couple who I recognised earlier on our trip to the country we're in. I walk away from the boat to do something, not sure what. On my way back I spot the couple ahead of me, smoking weed. I know how fucked up I can get on it, so I try not to inhale anything. I start to feel dizzy and my steps become incredibly slow. I have to struggle to even move. After a minute or two I reach the boat and get on, my friend Felix comes up from behind and tells me he was looking for me.

As soon as I enter our cabin, the boat starts moving. "Close call hah!" I say. All my friends are in the cabin there with me, and I lie down on a sofa. It's not comfortable at all.

05.00: Evil and good DILD
I'm standing near a bridge, looking at a sleeping man in the tree. Above him is a cat that is wiggling its tail. I grab the tail and tease the cat with it, trying to make the cat attack the sleeping man. I can't get it to attack him, but I have some fun with the cat. I completely forget about the cat and feel that I need to take a pee. Two girls are heading over the bridge, but they're far off and I figure I can make it. I unzip my pants and start peeing behind the tree. They walk a few feet behind me and doesn't seem to care.

Peeing that long makes me go lucid. I walk down the road while taking in the scenery a bit. It's dry out, but the trees around me looks like jungle. I try to recall my tasks. To do a good and evil deed, that's right! I've visualized giving someone money as a good deed already and I feel my pockets while walking towards the two girls who had stopped by some stone structure.

One of them has dark brown hair. I grope around in my pocket for a while but I can't feel anything that feels like money, I do feel two lighters though. "Hey, want to see a cool trick?" I ask them. "Yeah sure!" they say as I pull out a lighter. I light a flame in my hand, it burns blue.



I shoot the flame out from my hand onto the dark haired girl's hair. She gives off a shocked expression but I make sure the flame quickly goes out. I can smell burnt hair. "Sorry about that" I say. They don't seem to mind much though. The three of us starts walking down the road, I keep trying to find the money in my pocket. Soon I find something interesting and bring it out. It's a big money clip. We arrive at a boat with alot of people around. I give the money clip to the girl. "I wouldn't hurt cute girls like you for real" I say. I feel her butt. She compleltely ignores me after taking the money.

05.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

Tasks completed
NORMAL BASIC ACTIVE BASIC PASSIVE ADVANCED PERSONAL

Do a good deed and a bad deed.

That's it! I completely forgot to DEILD... Anyways that lucid was nice since I completed the basic passive task for my class. Sweet!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

14.05.2011

Giving healings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a house, I was giving some healings to people who needed. The house was pretty big, it was lighted with candles and I spotted burning incense.

It was during the evening and someone was telling me she felt great after my healing.

I felt good.

14.05.2011

Some psychokinesis (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a room giving healings to people. I went to other room where there was several wine glasses placed forming a pyramid, but these were sunk in water.

I started to work on my psychokinesis until I could pull most of the water out of the place with my mind.

I saw my dad who was buying Morcilla (Blood Sausage) at some place, but he claimed he wanted a Spanish one, not the one made in Los Angeles from Dona Juana.

I went home with my parents instead going my own home. I was not driving my car either.

April 12, 2011
Lucid Dream 214: The Land of Good and Evil
Series: Land of Dreams, Episode 9
WILD
around 3:00am



My cat woke me up by knocking a glass of my bedside table. I decided to attempt a WILD. I performed my technique and hit SP rather quickly. There was a wild rush of colors that swirled all around me. I felt my body start sliding all around my room. It soon stopped and I stood up in my dream.

I walked over to the door, grabbed the handle, and immediately found myself in bed once again. I couldn't move at all and I knew it was only a false awakening. I finally managed to sit up a bit, but it felt like someone or something was hanging around my shoulders/neck. I heard it whispering, "UNC Tarheels.....UNC Tarheels...." I laughed and could hear my voice echoing as if it was through a microphone. I then said, "Hello" and it boomed and echoed as if I were announcer in a large stadium. I decided to not even fight the fact that I couldn't get out of bed and just try to have fun laying there.

I started acting like an announcer and imagining the scene in front of me. I said, "He takes the inbounds pass...there are less than 20 seconds to go and UVA is down by 2 points...." Suddenly the scene formed in the place of my ceiling. My ceiling was like a large window to the basketball game. It didn't seem like a t.v. screen....it was much more real than that. It was really amazing actually. I kept commentating the game... "Zeglinski has it at the top of the key....he makes a move and blows by the defender....he kicks it out on the left wing to Evans....he pump fakes.....and passes out to Mike Scott at the top of the key....there are just seconds left and the big man pulls up...a three for the win...........its........GOOOOOOD, GOOOOOD!!!! MIKE SCOTT AT THE BUZZER TO KNOCK OFF NUMBER 1 NORTH CAROLINA!!!! WHAT AN AMAZING FINISH!!!!"

It was awesome how the game played out exactly like I imagined and announced it. They weighted presence on my shoulders had apparently gotten angry and started jerking my upper body around a bit. I decided to fight back. While laying down, I started punching the air over my left shoulder and could feel my fist connecting with its face. It jerked and punched me in the side of the head, as I landed a few swift combos. I felt the presence's grip release from my shoulder and I began to float up into the air.

I was now floating around in a very colorful cartoon-like void. The environment was anime/video game like and everything around me looked 2D. There was no footing below, just a dark sinister looking abyss. I continued to float around in this colorful world. I noticed that there were several objects floating in the distance. As I approached them, I noticed they were actually 2D people who were extremely bloated/inflated. They reminded me of King Dedede from the original Kirby's Adventures in the way they were bloated. They bounced up and down in rhythm and it was quite trippy. I could hear "Dango Daikazoku" playing in the background. It is the ending song from the anime, "Clannad." I floated around this colorful world for quite a long time. 2D rainbows would sprout up from the darkness below every now and then. The sun was completely 2D and seemed to twist back and forth in a playful manner. Every so often, a bouquet of balloons would float by me as well. The whole world look like it was a level out of Super Mario World 2.

I looked down into the darkness below and I could see red eyes watching me. Every now and then I would see a hooded figure emerge from and submerge back down into the darkness. I noticed several red eyed wolf-like beasts below as well. They were looking up at me and snapping their vicious jaws. I had been using my arms to guide me around and decided to try and fall into the darkness below. I put my arms tight to my side and started to fall rapidly. The music changed to something much more sinister. I could hear violins hissing as the music intensified. I could now see skeletons, snakes, wolves, and dementor/reaper like creatures moving around in the darkness below. I spread my arms just before falling into the darkness and I stopped in mid-air. The wolves began snapping violently at my feet. They were just barely out of reach. I unzipped my pants and began pissing on all of the creatures below. They seemed to get angry and started snapping, grabbing, and throwing sharp objects at me (like scythes and sickles). I just dodged and kept pissing on them all. I suddenly became worried that I was pissing in real life. The dream became unstable and I allowed myself to wake up. Luckily, I was completely dry .

Series Details
In the dream series, "The Land of Dreams," I explore the depths of my subconscious. With no real goals in mind, I explore the creative lands and characters that come before me. Who will I meet? Where will I go? What will I do? These are the dreams that fit into no particular category. Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

12.04.2011

I assist an attacker to score a goal (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a concrete soccer field. It looked like more as the patio of a school. I was playing soccer, but instead in the goalkeeper position I used to play years ago, I was playing in defense. For some reason, there was another goal keeper so I played defense.

I grabbed the ball, but an attacker from the other team took the ball from my feet. This player was like 8 fee tall. Fortunately, he did not score and the ball bounced back to me.

He ran towards me until I passed the ball to a team mate on the far right side. We both ran to the other's team goal and suddenly, I had the ball again. When we were about to get to the other's team goal, I passed the ball to an attacker, who scored a goal.

I felt good and excited.