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Dream One: Clone

I was laying in bed, when I look over and there is myself standing there. My cat is laying by my feet, and it doesn't seem to like the being that looks exactly like me. It jumps, and attacks. The clone fights the cat off, and the clone starts to attack me. It chokes me, and I wake up hearing a cat hiss. And feeling super exhausted.
Was it really a dream?

Dream
Dream number 9
20/1/11

This was only very short, and was on a MILD attempted night. I woke up one hour later for WBTB.

I remember mum being pissed off with me, and I was in my pajamas cooking the barbecue. I looked at my pocket watch, and I had 10 minutes until we were supposed to be there, and anywhere is a 10 minute drive for us. I thought "Mum's gonna be pissed!", so I walked inside, but as I did I crossed her on the cement.


THOUGHTS:
This dream was very subtle in the way it wasn't too out there, had common elements from my usual life, and usual reactions from Dream Characters.*
I was using an isochronic tone on my speaker, a brainstorming/creativity one, which mimics the brain inlucid dreaming by bringing it to theta, dropping to alpha and switching back and forth.*

My MILD's scenario that I'm focusing on is this:
I find myself on Kate's lounge in her old house. I then realize I am lucid, and as I open the door the scene changes to a vivid circus.


NOTE: I got to sleep using a WILD, and having this simple yet complex scenario did wonders for the wild, smelling the air change from stuffy to the smell of popcorn, the feel of the lounge fabric, the audience around me in the circus etc.

Last night I had a dream and I was Nancy Drew. I was solving a TV-Train case (in other words a fake mystery that takes place on a train but is being filmed for TV--no, not a murder mystery) and like usual, Nancy ends up having to solve a real one too. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Well it started off with "me" (as ND) and the other contestants meeting in a passenger car with only seats. Well I decide to work on my own on this fake mystery-(I don't remember what the fake mystery was about). Well somehow "I" got involved in a real mystery-don't know how but I did-the train seemed to be under a "ghostly/haunted" power since there were these weird "accidents" that weren't part of the fake mystery judging by the organizer and her assistants' faces.

The first accident was the train stopping in the middle of nowhere for no reason and it took 48 hours before the train could be fixed. While everyone was waiting for the train to be fixed I slipped into the train's kitchen (don't know why-but I did) I discovered someone''s journal-(I wore gloves just to be safe when I was touching/reading the journal).

I than slipped back out and went else where on the train. I discover a solid, sliding door that was locked but I was hearing someone on the other side of the door. So I unlock the door using a bobby pin and I discover both a kid (tied up) and a dog. I than try to phone my friends (Bess and George) but I only said 5 sentences before someone try to clobber me. When I woke up I was in the same room I discovered earlier but both the dog and the kid were gone and I was tied up. So I thumped on the door and someone came and opened it-it was one of the other contestants.

Than it switched to a (not-filmed) meeting in the train's kitchen and the other contestants were starting to get a bit fearful one said "I don't want to do this constant anymore if we could end up tied up." I than asked "Did anyone see a dog?" Another Contestant said "I let him go free since you had left a note saying that is what to do." I replied back I didn't leave any such note." She showed me the note and I slipped my regular writing out of my purse and we compared the two. She said "This isn't your handwriting on this note." Somehow Bess &George appeared on the train (I spotted George's black hair through the kitchen's door's window), the organizer wasn't too happy for me to have extra assistance but didn't complain.


Everyone except me, Bess and George left the room. They explained they had a dream that I went into a house and the two of them and the Hardy Boys were working at something., the Hardy boys were working at a computer at the front of the house's library (yes in RFL my parents' house has a library) and Bess and George were working at a computer in the back of the said library. They woke up the next day, called each other and than called the Hardy Boys (and they too had the same dream). I had the same dream when I had been conked out. Just as i was telling them I had exactly the same dream I noticed something was wrong with the stove with food on it. There was a humongous fire going on, on the stove and it would burn half or more of the room if it wasn't put out. So Bess George and I put it out quickly.

End of Dream

I was on an indoor extreme rollercoaster with my family. This rollercoaster seemed familiar and definitely appeared in a previous dream, but I didn't go lucid. Before the ride began, I realized that my seat had no seat belt to strap me to the seat. Essentially I was sitting on a piece of wood. But the ride operator told me they had no time to give me a strap, and the perilous ride began. The ride sped up and down tracks of extreme angles and "high-tosses" - places where there were no tracks and the carriages had to fly over. I realized that not having a seat belt certainly made the ride more dangerous, but not impossible. Then came a section where carriages with seat belts were attached to and moved across a yellow rope. The bottom was void. Without a seat belt, I was tossed. My carriage flew away. At the last minute, I decided to reach my right arm up and grab the yellow rope. I triumphantly yelled, "Haha! I grabbed the rope! Suck on that! I would've died if I didn't!" I had to slowly climb the rope. Then I heard the people in the seatbelt carriages moving on to the next part of the ride. My brother's (or another male's) voice said, "I didn't realize it would be so STEEEEEEEEEEP!!!" as they fell down the steep edge. This phrase made me confirm that this scenario had been from a previous dream. I found out that without a carriage, I had to climb sideways onto a blue rope and manipulate a pulley somehow so I could carry on. On the way, though, I failed, and probably fell and died.

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I was in a hotel room with my family and extended family. A Japanese woman who I knew was the wife to one of my uncles (though she's Korean IRL, I perceived her as Japanese in the dream) was watching the international TV. I switched it to the Indian channel where many cubes with Indian-style patterns enlarged to fill the screen. I was thinking, "What if I could smoke one cigar in the bathroom?" The Japanese woman snapped, "What do you want?" I snapped back equally as angrily, thinking she was being racist towards the Indian channel. A mediator from the hotel suddenly burst into the room to mitigate the fight. He asked what was going on; walking to the bathroom, I said, "I wanted to smoke one cigar in the bathroom." Then I saw the no smoking sign on the bathroom door, and said, "Ohhh, right, no smoking in the bathroom!" My mother nodded and frowned disapprovingly.

Part 1
Me and my family and some friends was sailing at the sea with our boat, we was just partying and chilling, after some hours on the boat we decided to go back to land, we was sailing the boat into land, its was my job to turn of the boat and hook it to the land, after that i went to a store, where i was buying something to drink and something to eat at this hot summerday, when i was done eating i saw a motorbike, i was so tired of walking all the way from the boat, so i decided to steal it, i jumped on the bike and turned back, i saw the girl owning the bike, she was sister of a dangerous MC Club leader, a big tall guy, i just drove away fast.

Part 2
When i came back to the boat place, i couldent see the boat, i ran fast to the boat place, but i couldent find the boat, first i tried enter the one boat, its was nearly the same, but then the owner came out from the boat screaming for me, i said sorry and ran away, then i run over a boat that was partying at the place, they was all drunk and screaming to me, but i ran and ran, i spoted out of the water and i saw the boat sailing away.

Part 3
But then i saw a credit card laying on the ground, i picked it up and looked at the picture of the girl on the credit card, its was one of the girls i spoted at the shop, i dident care about the boat, since the girl was so damn hot, i jumped on the bike and drow down to the shop, i asked the girl if this is her card, she said yes and smilied to me, but then i turned around, and sundendly i saw the girl i stole the bike from, she screamed to me and i ran over to a club, the club was a MC club, and the girl knowed everyone there, her big brother was there, the leader of the MC gang, he started to punch me, he throwed me into the club, where everyone was gathering around us, he wanted to fight me, he had a big metal ting in his hand that he was gonna hit me with, i punched me in the stomach, but i attacked him and puted my knee to his jaw, then took the metal stick thing and hited him in the back head, then i stabbed him in the back with the metal stic, the metal stick was now stuck in his back, i knocked him out with a kick to the head, after that i ran out, took the bike and drove back to the boat, when i came to the boat place my dad had already found the boat and drove it back. end

Non lucid dream, just a normal dream

Part 1
I dreamed that i woke up on a hotel with my family, i was sleeping at a strange room, when i looked around i saw a crazy cat hanging in the roof, it was so crazy and its was stuck in a web, when the cat tried to get out of the web he lost his head, and after that i went out of the room and i walked out the door to go and look outside at the hotel. Then i saw a black snake laying in the grass, i tried to touch it, but then its bite my little finger, i got panic and run around the whole hotel, after some rounds running around the hotel, i looked down on my finger and saw that my finger was so big and blue, i asked my dad if he call the medic, but he said its nothing dangerous and its wasent a dangerous snake so i will be ok, but then my dad asked a guy on the hotel about the snake, he said the snake is very dangerous. end of the dream

Part 2
In the next secound i was at my grandphas home, i still had a big finger and was scared of the snake bite, so i asked my grandpha where my dad is, he said he was in the shopping mall, after that i ran down a long road, but then i saw something strange, my cousine was runnin the anhoter way, but then she started to run after me, i ran down to a kindergarden where i was waiting for my dad, but he never came.

Part 3

I was running around around in the forest, and looked at the trees, then i ran down to my grandphas house again, on the way to my grandphas house i saw a guy, he asked me if i wanted some weed, i said yes, then we went down to a big football place. On the football place its was a-lot of people, some smoking weed, some doing crack, and some doing acid, then the guy gave me some weed and a weedcake, i accepted it and puted it in my pocket, the guy asked me if i could hold his little dog for a seccound, i said ok, but then the dog ran away, i was trying to find it, but i had to jump over a big stone, but i couldent jump over it, so i had to go around, then i saw a old firestation, that are near my old school, and asked the guy staying there if he had seen a dog, he said its had runned a dog around the corner, i ran around the corner and saw the dog running around, then the owner of the dog came, he started to run after the dog and jumped on him and hold him still, then i went home, when i came home the Drug Police was at my house, they started to search me, they took some of my weed, but when i got the chance to run, i ran down the long road again, and ran beetwen some houses and hided, there its was a guy trying to beat me, i took his head and smashed it into the wall and killed him brutaly, then i went up on the road again, then a old lady drove a car straight of the way, and a anhoter girl that had seeing the car drove off, started to help the old lady, i ran down to the old lady and helped her, then the police said its all ok, and i dont need to go to prison for murder and drug carring.

So I was sleeping in my dorm one night. Accidently fell asleep while watching TV and forgot to lock my door. In my dream I saw a ghost face of one of my roommates that said: "Wake up! Lock your door!" It was weird.

fragment
0537: Prepare for sleep with games. Dreams get wiped.

The Beach at Night
Method WILD
Lucidity D
Vividness C
Control C
0618: I visualize a sunny beach, but instead I find myself on a beach in the very dark of night. Nonetheless, there are many people around, laying as if to sunbathe. I am laying down as if sleeping. A girl walks up to me and greets me. She extends her hand to help me stand up. She has short black hair. I can barely make out her other features in the darkness. She leads me down the beach toward the water. We hop over a man laying on his back.

We get near the water and I notice the water and sand. The sand isn't smooth. It's clumpy, like a stampede of horses just trampled through. The attention to detail improves my lucidity a bit. I turn to look at the girl and realize how pretty she is. I pull her in close and kiss her. Then I say confidently and excited: "Let's go in the water!" Now I lead her by the hand a few steps into the water. Then I say, "No wait, let's go ON the water!" I start running on the water's surface, pulling her along. She's a bit scared but also excited. I feel the wind on my face as we go faster and faster. I say "We can go anywhere we want. And we can go as fast as we want!"

We are zooming along the water, parallel to the coastline. We are approaching a city in the distance. A collection of twinkling lights and buildings barely visible in the darkness. I jump off the water and soar into the city, landing on a street surrounded by tall buildings. I look around. The girl is gone. Whoops. End.

fragment
0729: Person talking about dreams. In body. Other person gets trapped in dream. ... we are OK.

Work and Games
0757: Menial tasks at work. Patching and doing regression tests. Playing the game. Zombies in a dark room. Playing another game. Humans sieging an elven city. They reach the queen's chamber and challenge her army to a final battle.

Game with Trippy Time
Method DILD (absurdity)
0815: Playing a FPS game with Hugh. He takes the lead and I follow. We are walking down a hilly city street. We reach an intersection and I look left. I see a bunch of enemies. We all turn to shoot. I only have a pistol. I fire fire shots at a guy at point blank range. But the world seems to freeze. Then it unfreezes and the five shots all go at once.

Then suddenly I seem to be on an acid trip. I see swirling colors and symbols of drugs and poison. I notice this is all so strange and become lucid. Then immediately a false awakening. It's dark and I'm in my own room. I'm confused and disoriented. End.

fragment
One last dream in here but I didn't write down. It was long. Babysitting for some rich family. Then going to a bar near a beach. Tornado warning coming in from the water. Helicopters somehow fly over the tornado and weaken it. Order drinks at the bar. See the pretty young girl I was supposed to be babysitting. She's been following me.

12-27-2010
I was in a subway standing behind the counter staring at a clock. I was wearing the subway uniform and realized that since i worked there i should be doing something. The thing was, i couldn't remember what i was supposed to do for the life of me. This made me realize that i was dreaming. I did the finger through the hand reality check and sure enough, my finger went straight through my hand. I got too excited about finally becoming lucid that i woke myself up.

The last dream I can remember was something along these lines: I was in a school with my girlfriend and other classmates. The class was going into town to do something, but i don't know what. When we got there my girlfriend and I were behind the rest of the students. They turned right on a corner and were out of our site. A few seconds later they came running back and were being chased by what looked like (and I kid you not) ZOMBIES. We ran away but i cant remember much else. So yeah, that was like 2 weeks ago

The Girls
I was with two girls and both were interested in me. I was interested in both of them but I did not want to choose one over the other. One of the girls looked like the new girl at work and the other was just a DC. They were both somewhat attractive but neither were what I would call beautiful. The girl from work was asking were we could meet later and was making it obvious to the other girl what she had in mind. She said something like “should we meet were we met before.” She was referring to my house and I said yes like I was not letting the other girl know were it was. The girl from work left and the other girl started walking with me.

The Burro
I don’t recall the conversation or when she left but, as I was walking by myself, a burro with buck teeth and saber like teeth came up to me and started walking with me like it wanted to be my friend. Its fur was gray and very soft. It put its tooth in my hand and walked with me to a near by hospital were I think I was working. I remembered that I was suppose to work a shift at the post office for Mike H and went inside to find someone that could take the burro. I was also looking for a phone so I could call the post office to let them know that I was going to be late or that I could not make it. I don’t think I settled on which. I passed by some handicap people being lead down the hall by a nurse and passed them I could see someone like Susan B, who I worked for, in her office. Then I was talking to Irene G about the burro and who might take it in. She said that I could sell it and I thought that was a good idea and I could make sure it got a good home.

The Brunch
I started looking around for the burro as I thought I brought it in with me but I could not find it. I went out side and found that I had left it in the zoo area were the tigers were. I hurried to look for it but it was too late, the tigers had eaten it. All that was left was it skin. At first I hoped it was not the burro but I could tell it was. I swatted at the tigers feeling peeved. There were two tigers, one had just walked by me and the other one was laying on the ground just passed the burros skin. I felt bad about what had happened but not as bad as I would have expected. It was like I hadn’t really been attached to it so was not emotionally invested in it but that’s not like me. I did feel bad though. That’s when I woke.

I am so happy i had my first ever lucid dream. This is how it started

I was in class at school and I feel asleep, but then my mind said aren't already sleeping then i wake up in that dream inside my dream. The first thing i do is jump out the window and fly then i land to talk to man, then i noticed he is smoking weed, and then i ask for some, and i took a hit. Then i went to a toy r us store. THEN I FREAKING WOKE UP BY MY GRANDMA ((((

A few weeks ago I dreamed I was at school and Skillet (my favorite band) was there for 3rd period to do a little concert for us. In the dream I was really freaked out cause it was awesome, but the fact was I was "late" for 3rd period and my teacher yelled at me. The hallways looked different and it was really weird. I guess I should have immediatly noticed that it was not normal, but I haven't been into this LD thing for a while so I took it fine and didn't notice it. Then the bell rang, I guess it was "magically" the end of the "day" and the Skillet people walked up to me and hugged me, except Korey (which is weird that I can actually remember this) and then I woke up.

Then about two days ago I had a dream I was outside the elementary school. Ben Kasica, guitarist in Skillet, was there. I somehow had my blue guitar with me (and again I should have noticed it was a dream because there were a lot of things weird about that dream) and I played a song, that I don't really know how to play yet, for Ben. So then I hugged him and freaked out because I thought I had actually met him. But sadly, twas only a dream. I should have noticed that though! Why didn't I?! Ack! I need to know! LOL

So that concludes my first DJ entry. So um... I wonder when I'll start doing RC in my dreams. I wanna Lucid so bad!

It's been a while since I've been able to recall a dream, and this one is a little fuzzy.

From where I can remember starting off, I'm seriously angry at someone for doing something-or-another to me, though I have no idea what that is. I can't seem to control my anger in the slightest, so I get into a fight with whoever it is that I'm facing off against. My rage seems to literally consume me, and there's surprise from the surrounding crowd because of something that's changed about me.

Suddenly, I'm waking up. It seems like what had just happened I dreamed within my dream. When I sit up in the bed, however, a lady walks into the room I'm in and begins explaining to me how I have something poisonous in me, the "Black Rage" as she calls it. Right in the middle of her explanation as to how it works, I've woken up.

Number One (a fail): There were a lot of little earthquakes happening, and this was a sign that the Big California Earthquake was going to come. I prepared for it, but then the dream drifts from memory and I went to the next one.
2.) I was at the beach, on something like spring break, and was playing volleyball. I was talking to various friends during the volleyball match. The game got very out of control and a teacher from my school was there and tried stooping it. The place then took on the appearance of the Target near my house, but was still the beach at the same time. My friend Jesse was talking about having a gun that made trees grow out of whatever you shot it at. I got the gun from him, and fired a few test shots. The shot from the gun was invisible, but also orange at the same time. I attacked somebody and it killed them and made a small tree grow out of them. I fired at the tree that grew out of them and grew into a massive size.
3.) Was at a school that wasn't my school and I was in class. The teacher kicked me out, and sent me to the school library. Walking over to it I talked to a few random people. Forgot the rest.