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My dream(s) is/are fragmented, and I can't remember the sequence because I forgot to recall.... AGAIN!

I'm in my dorm for a while, then I think I went out to do a test? (I don't remember walking out), but anyways I got the result and it was really bad.

I went into some kind of portal thing and appeared in some kind of dimension filled with interconnected pipes. I have no idea how but I managed to go down and go into some kind of door.

I'm in Valucre and I'm roleplaying as a wolf that wreak havoc everywhere.

I'm going around shooting a certain group of people with a gun that doesn't work, but somehow manage to banish/kill them when they are shot at enough.

Most of the night I was dreaming about my daughter. I know at one point I was at some college that had dorm rooms, and my room mate was thinking twice about leaving, but other than that it was mostly about her.

We went siting seeing and stuff and I remember comming across a guy who was in my same situation except thing had progressed a little more positively. I told him "I wanna be you one day". He was insisting I was doing a better job with my daughter than he was with his.

Eventually I had to take her back, and the mother of my child did something stupid, and I was mad at her because of how much time it was going to waste straightening things out.

Dream - Lucid

I was in marching band again. We were having some sort of sleepover. It was nighttime, and we were in a house. Next to me was this girl that looked like someone who was in band with me in waking life, Nancy. She was a freshman and I was an upperclassman. For whatever reason, I had taken her under my wing, so to speak.

She asked me to pull a wedgie for her? I said ok, and she leaned forward, exposing the top of her panties. I noticed she was wearing two pairs of underwear, one peachy/skin-toned, and the other a bluish-green.
"This one?" I asked as I tugged the peachy one.
"Yes."
I pulled on it.

More happened in this dream, but I can't recall what right now.

~

I was in bed with JP. It was nighttime. We were in what looked like a hotel, but it was supposed to be at a school. We were both students. I'm not sure why we were in the same bed, there was another bed in the room but it was occupied I believe. I suppose it was like a dorm or something. The bed was next to a big window, with J being on the window side and I on the other. The window showed that we were on a higher floor, I think, and you could see trees and lights from buildings.

As we were laying in bed, he was saying something about my birthday being the next night, and how he was going to give me "birthday sex". I don't remember what I said. I wasn't really thrilled at the prospect, but this guy was scary (and is in waking life as well).

The next night, on my birthday apparently, I stayed in another part of the dorm/hotel. I was worried that JP would get upset because of this, but I didn't want to stay there with him. I then had this huge "flashback" of the college years ago, when a dead woman was found in an indoor pool, stabbed to death. They had to remove the body before they had a funeral service. I then made the terrible connection: JP was the killer from years ago. He was assuming a fake name at the college, the name James Holmes (the Batman movie killer from Colorado).

I knew I couldn't stay. I was in him and I's room, and the light was dim; nighttime again, but there was a lamp that was on on the nightstand. Someone called him and angered him. When he got off the phone, we were then in the living area, and a man appeared from a doorway, looking panicked and concerned. JP went and stabbed a man in the chest. I was sitting on the couch, watching in horror. He came to me then, and carefully chose a short, fat knife from the many knives that he had, all the while talking to me in a cool, calculated, heartless manner. I tried to back away, but he had me. He stabbed me in the lower left chest, but not too deeply, since I was resisting. I felt the pain as he cut me.

Then, it was like the scene was being replayed, only differently. We were in the room again, and his phone started to ring. I spotted a brown spider crawling on the floor with spindly, long legs. I got up to leave the room, and JP said
"You better not leave, this phone call may make me angry." I left anyway as he got on the phone.

I went to the living area and across the room to another door. I barged in and my parents were asleep in the bed there. My mom's head was facing the head of the bed, but my dad was sleeping opposite of her, with his head at the foot of the bed. I shook my dad first saying "Wake up! Wake up!" as I moved on to shake my mother. My mom woke up, and I frantically explained the situation. In the back of my mind, though, I knew we were doomed. She got out of bed, I'm not sure if she said anything. My dad was the only one of us there with the means to defend, and I could not wake him up. I kept trying, but to no avail. I then left the room and ran out the front door as fast as I could. I could run to the lights of the city, or the sparse, dim lights of some homes to my left. I went towards the homes, figuring he wouldn't be able to see me with the dim light. I tried to frantically think of what to do. Should I head to a house and try to knock until someone answered? Or should I run out to the woods? Either way, I felt doomed.

I awoke this morning being quite afraid still, the feelings carrying over from the dream to my waking self. I'm still calming down, and it's been over an hour since I woke up.

Dorm. Animals. People. Hazy. Forgot most. Travel. Going somewhere.

A dormitory. A field. A lot of fried chicken left on the ground. An ice box. Beer. Back gate is open. Restaurant. order at restaurant. A ball. An academy. A murder. Demon. Infestation. An old woman. 24-hour store. Empty. House. She's inside but not answering the phone. A play. A dark character. Marriage in play but it's actually a coverup magic. It gained power through repeated use in plays. He was defeated and banished. A house elf showing potential futures. A hellish Catholic ritual (for a pagan at least), millionaire. Condo. Dormitory. New borders. Towel.

around 7 to 8 a.m.:

I felt like I was pulled through my toes while I'm lying down. I see a lot of glitters. Sparkling. Not bright but distracting. I thought "Finally, I'm aware as I am about to fall asleep!" The feeling of dragging stopped. I smiled. I knew i'm in a dream now. I "woke up" in a strange place. My feet is hanging from the knees down on a cabinet. The rest of my body is "lying" on thin air. I said this is a dream, so I should be able to go through the wall. I pushed "up" with my face, but got stuck. I can't go through the wall. Starting to lose awareness. Told myself I'm aware while I'm dreaming. Not very helpful.

"Blacked out" due to lights, i.e. moving sun. Still got glimpses of light and images. Tried to morph my hands. The most it did was glow white and more fingers. Tentacly. Losing awareness. Decided to just observe. Still no good. Glow. I asked Master Zombie to appear and teach me. I saw the Isetann grocery where I did that test yesterday. Fell asleep.

Dream: Dorm. Travel. Orange. Glow.

Dream - Lucid

I was with my mom, brother, and MK at a house that definitely didn't look like any I've lived in. I'm not even sure where we were, it felt like a mixture of my town now, a place in Oregon, and a desert.

Outside, the clouds were starting to get dark. I saw a particularly dark patch of clouds behind the house. I then saw something on the weather channel about how the storms that were coming had a history of producing tornadoes. And by having a history, they meant that the storms produced tornadoes years ago, at least that's how it felt in the dream. The storms had been around for a long time, just not in the area I was in.

I looked out the window at the sky, and couldn't tell if the darkest of the clouds was moving towards us or away from us. I thought they looked like they were moving mostly towards us, but not dead on. While trying to gauge this, an old man that had been standing beside me said that the clouds were moving towards us.

Then, off in the distance, I saw a pretty good sized tornado. It was pretty much staying in place as it twisted. I looked at it for a second to take it in, and briefly I saw it on a basketball court in someone's driveway with a basketball player? Anyway, I said to my mom and brother (MK wasn't there anymore)
"Tornado! We need to get in the shelter!"
So we started to go outside to the shelter. My mom and brother were in front of me as we walked out the door. I then remembered that my cat, Belle, was still in there.
"Wait! I have to get Belle!" I said.
I turned around and went back in the house to get Belle. The room I entered had all the lights turned off, and the carpet was navy blue. Belle was laying on the floor all stretched out as cats like to do. I scooped her up and went back out the door.

My mom and brother had left, and I had no idea where the shelter was. I started to walk up this very steep, grassy slope into a wooded area. I then noticed that Belle was no longer in my arms. I turned around, and she was a few feet in front of me. I started to go towards her, but she ran. I was calling after her, so scared I was going to lose her, when she ran into a black man and he bent down to pick her up.

Then, right before I woke up I had this weird image of a bunch of Middle Eastern people in a movie. As they spoke, (mostly) black glyphs appaeared over them, kind of like weird subtitles I suppose. I remember one glyph looking like an emblem of some sort; it was a circle with a big "S" in the middle, and it was embellished with wings and intricacies with some spots of red and blue in it. It was the beginning of a word.

Then, I was seeing a Middle Eastern news cast with the anchor at a desk outside with a horse mascot head on. Otherwise, he was wearing a suit, or something nice.

During/right after that last part, I was trying to remember the dream I had just had. It was really weird, like I was still kinda dreaming but I was still consciously trying to remember the tornado dream. Not sure how else to explain it...it was odd.

~

I was in a dorm looking for an outfit to wear. Jake was with me. I was going through my closet, looking at what I had.

Dream - Lucid

I was in some kind of large, darker beige-colored, dorm-like room, (it looked like the yellow color you'd associate with aging paper or paint) trying to locate my bed. There were a lot of beds in the room. I walked around until I saw mine, denoted by a name tag, and I approached it.

The area looked comfortable; it felt cozy and and homey. It was a little messy, but that contributed to the coziness. My bed area was located with my friends Caitlin and Katie, though they weren't there (I was actually completely alone in the dorm). The beds were moved to kind of be in a circle, and mine was across from Caitlin's and Katie's beds. I wondered if they'd keep me up all the time talking.

Then, there was a bar. It was dark and the surfaces were wooden. It was like a video recording that kept showing/recording clips of a woman singing. It would show her at different angles and at different parts of the bar.

Then, someone, a guy I think, was talking to me about talking to the owner of all the Subway restaurants in my area on the phone about his work schedule. The owner said to him
"Saturday, yes. Friday, we'll see."
He was referring to when he would be able to schedule him according to his availability. Apparently, the person I was talking to wanted to work weekends.

Then, I was laying in the bottom of a bunk bed, topless...something about my nipples?

Then I woke up with a Radiohead song in my head, something from their album "The Bends". I kept hearing Thom Yorke sing the word "geometry", though I'm pretty sure there's not a song on that album with the word "geometry" in it.

This happens to me sometimes, where I'll wake up with a song in my head that sounds like a song I know, but some of the words are weird. This has actually happened when I've DEILDed; I'll be waking from a dream and I won't move, and if I do it correctly, I'll feel the SP tingles, see crazy hypnogogia, and I'll hear vivid music, sometimes with lyrics, sometimes just instrumental. It's so vivid, in fact, that I'll think it's playing in waking life and that I need to turn it down so it doesn't leak into my dreams, but then I remember that it's in my head. The music then fades as I enter the dream. A little off-topic, but maybe those two phenomena are related? It seems likely that they are.

Traveled a lot. I was in a dorm. I remember Stephen and Jasmin, and some actor. Bath?

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening


(...) I was dreaming I was in Africa and I ended up in a farm owned by some white folks where I asked if I could spend the night. They welcomed me and took me to the stables, where part of the space had been adapted into a dorm. A group of young people were already staying in there and they showed me around. When the night fell, everybody became a bit anxious and rushed to lock all the doors. I could feel something evil lurking in the darkness outside. They didn't know what it was, but they all could feel it everynight.
Everybody went to sleep, except me and another girl who was talking on her cell phone with a friend. She got up from her bunkbed and fell down a hole that opened up on the floot beneath her feet. Then I could see everything she was going through as if I could see through her eyes. Down at the botton of the hole there was a kind of green plasma vortex and she was sucked in and transported to some other realm or dimension. There, two evil looking guys totally dominated her and said she was going to be the link to her friends on the other side and that they were going to use her to gain control of their minds through their dreams. She offered some resistance, but they did what they had envisaged.
Then I was back into my own self and I watched all of them getting up of their beds, eyes completely white and moving around like zombies. They seemed to be going through some process, like downloading info or reprogramming their minds, but I interrupted it. I woke up every single one of them and they couldn't believe what just happened. They were aware of it all the time, they just couldn't snap out of it without my help. They thanked me and then we started thinking how to rescue the girl that had been kidnapped.

Hooch (FRAG)

I dreamed that me and my roomie and a couple of others were in my room (not really my room but it was in my dream). Security came in and told us that they knew that we were making hooch and that whoever gave it to them would have immunity. My roomie got it for them and I got in a lot of trouble.

A future of ruins and robots. People fighting. There are robots. Some are flying. Clearing junk, or attacking people. Running. Chasing.

I was in a dormitory. There are other boys. Some are naked.

I was with a group of people. At least one is from a prior clan. We were all talking, and I mentioned how he didn't accept a job offer. Then I mentioned that he became a model.

Then we were in a department store. I found a balisong, and took it out. Steph was there and kid me about it. I saw the instruction saying it's for preparation for a zombie apocalypse. Then I saw a "video" sample. They used dogs, ducks, balloons, and cats to distract zombies. I was watching at a bird's eye view. They were in a place, with buildings and houses around. The animals walked, some tied with balloons. I thought that the zombies will not mind them. Then I saw the zombies (some are animals) block them. The living animals hesitated, and then they started running, and the carnage began.

I saw a duck and her ducklings being cornered to a door. Then I saw living humans. They attacked using a "whip with nails," and hitting the animals (living or undead?) in the belly, intestines, and the head. There was a voice over saying these are the most effective places to attack.

I was riding a jeep with Emerald. Going to Bacolod? For some reason, she wanted to stop for a minute at Victorias and buy something. I joined her. Then while she was shopping, a messenger said that the jeep went ahead. We went back (after she bought her stuff in a Japanese-style store), and found that the jeep had indeed left.

Dream - Lucid

I had just gotten a baggie of weed. I was driving to Mk's house in the middle of the day with it. I'm not sure why I was going there.

I got there (it was in a different location than in waking life) and went in. I was then in a room with a little wooden breadbox looking thing sitting on a small table. Mk started to come in the room, and I shoved the baggie in there to hide it from her. I didn't want her to see that I had brought it. I put a couple of other things in there too, but I can't remember what.

We talked and I stood in front of the breadbox to make sure she didn't try to get in there for any reason. I was nervous that she would find it.

Then, I was going to a birthday dinner for Austin. My mom was with me, but I think we drove separately. I had the weed in my car. We went to Chili's where he was having the dinner, but we got there a little early, before Austin showed up. It kind of looked like Chili's. The walls were all wooden. To my left there was a huge table with a long booth seat.

Austin and his grandparents showed up. I said hello to Austin and wished him a happy birthday. I then decided I needed to leave to go smoke my weed. I didn't even stay for the dinner.

~

I was about to go to UTK (a university in my state) to go to my friend CZ's birthday party (wow birthdays were the theme last night, apparently). It was nighttime.

I was at the university and in CZ's dorm. Her boyfriend, Max, was there too, along with some other people. CZ was sitting on a couch. She was very happy; she had a huge, genuine smile on her face.

CZ and I then had to travel through some grass to get to the main place where the party would be held. We went through it, and I got some little cuts on my legs from it for some reason. At the end of the grass was a nurse's station where 2 female nurses sat at desks. They had to treat the cuts because the grass had been treated with chemicals that could eat away at your skin. I did notice that my legs stung a little. CZ had explained all of this process to me beforehand.

I sat down and one of the nurses, a middle-aged woman, started to explain to me why they had to treat me. She started to put some weird brace on my leg. Her hand wandered up my thigh and close to my vag. She was about to molest me! I grabbed her wrist and tried to move it away, but she resisted hard. I told her I was just going to go without the treatment then, and started to get up. She moved her hand and told me to please sit back down. She then doctored my legs properly.

CZ and I were then where we needed to be at the party. The room was really awesome, it was like another dorm, but it had its own kitchen area and a spacious living room. There were a few people in there, my other friend Caitlin being one of them. She was sitting on a bar stool in the kitchen area. Caitlin apparently went to this university too (not so in waking life). I was so amazed at the quality of the dorm.
"Wow, this is really nice!" I said.
Caitlin said something to me, but I can't remember what. She went over to the kitchen sink.
Everyone seemed really happy.

I was in a dorm of some sort, and a school. Preparing for something, saw my light-colored pants in the cabinet. Outside, we were playing volleyball. Then I have to go somewhere. I prepared two knives. I inserted them into my nails, one on one toe and the other on one finger. Somehow, I realized a problem with that, and I pulled out the knife out of my fingernail, and it has a lengthy "tail," or the area that was inserted under the fingernail for it to hold properly. I felt aghast, and saw the red blood starting to come out.

Then I looked at the one on my toe, and decided to leave it there, because I can use it to kick attackers. Mood is gloomy.

NOTE: When I woke up, found my only remaining pants is a light-colored one.

Running. A chase. Hiding under the spiral stairs in a mall. A school dormitory. A hallway like that in elementary school. A colored caretaker. She doesn't mind even if I'm running from the law. At first, the room is shared. Then I was shown a wide room and bed for me alone.

I was in our dormitory in Libertad. A roommate.

NOTE: Suddenly opened my eyes in real life. Shocked at the sudden, no-transition awakening.