Fragment It was an early morning. I was standing in front of the door to my uncle's house, waiting until he opens them. My uncle opened the door, and suddenly frost gathered on everything around. I felt strong and unusual coldness on my hands, took out gloves out of my pocket and put them on. They didn't helped even a little. Dream I was in my room. It was cloudy late afternoon. I was lying on my bed with a glass of tea. I was drinking it upside-downm sipping just a little every time. I drank whole tea, then went on to play a really entertaining game on my laptop. It was a 2D game with a top-down perspective. I was running straight a road between settlements, fighting monsters. My younger sister disturbed me from time to time, playing a guitar from time to time. I had to rush into next save point, as heavy, dark clouds gathered on the sky. I killed last creature and saved the game, turned the laptop off and looked at the sky through the window - storm clouds were moving quickly and powerful lightnings shot across the sky.
I do find the added stress of an impending work day keeps me from being quite so able to recall my dreams or even make myself dedicated enough to wake-up and journal what I do recall. I went to bed at about 4:30AM 10:30AM There was one dream in particular I remember. I was at My dad and sisters house and I seemed to be living at home again. Nina from The fringe seemed to be there using our upstairs bathroom (LOL) the door to the crawl space kept opening as I tried to sleep. My dad came upstairs and made some humorous comment about it I think, the fact it kept opening kept making it colder in the room... Another dream my dad, sister and I happened to be in Lockport and somehow my dad and I started talking about some business development organization, he ended up going there, (I was using some electronic device while he drove) phone maybe. We got to this place and it happened to be the same place as where the entrance for the Lockport Caves were however they were closed for the Fall a signed said, it was mostly a disappointing for my dad and sister I think, I believe I was more interested in the business development place which we never went to... Got about 6 hours of sleep
I haven't posted in a while, mostly because my dream recall is really bad right now, presumably because I'm somewhat overworked. I do remember dreams regularly, and the global theme of each dream, but barely any details. This is the only one since my last entry where I was able to recall some details. I am travelling through many dimensions. In each dimension I have to fulfill some sort of goal in order to be able to progress to the next one. It feels a bit like a computer game, like playing the myst series. Once I understand the challenge of this dimension and I'm able to solve it, some sort of path opens to a new dimension. I don't really know why I'm doing this, I only remember that I need to "get to the end" to save someone. Even though I am aware that I'm dreaming, I don't understand the overall plot or why I need to save this person, or even who this person is. I am definitely lucid, but my understanding of what this means is limited. I'm progressing through the worlds, there are many of them, and I get stuck in some because I have trouble understanding what I have to do. I remember a sand desert, a salt desert, a jungle, a Maya temple, and being on an asteroid in Saturn's ring, but I can't remember anything specific about the challenges. I enter a new world. It is cold. My feet are touching the ice cold ground. I'm standing on a platform made out of stone. It hasn't been maintained for a long time, there's grass growing over it. It's raining heavily, I can't see far. I'm shivering, I'm so cold, and it's getting worse because of the rain. Why do I have to be running around barefoot and without a shirt? I understand that this is the final world. This is where the person I am searching for is. I somehow know that she managed to solve all the previous puzzles, but got stuck in this final world and has been trapped here ever since. For some reason this scene feels oddly familiar, like I have seen this place before. I start exploring, but the world keeps repeating itself into all eternity. There's nothing but the platform, and an infinity of stone fountains every ~10 meters. They all look identical. How am I ever going to find her? And what the hell could the puzzle in this world be? there is nothing here! I get a bit worried that I might not get out myself, I wonder if I can freeze to death. I'm never cold in my dreams... this is all very odd. I start running around aimlessly, and I keep running for a long time, hoping to find anything out of the ordinary... ... after what seems like hours, I feel like giving up. I turn around, looking at where I came from, when I finally spot a person. She's the one I've been looking for! finally! She's sitting down, leaning against one of the fountains, which is why I didn't see her when I ran by. I approach her and try to initiate a conversation. She notices me, but she shows little reaction. I look into her eyes... they seem empty. There is no life in them, looking into them feels so very sad. She seems to have completely given up on everything, what has happened? "How long have you been here?" "Eternity..." I feel really sad, this poor women! I wonder if she'll ever recover... I somehow doubt it. I can't stop shivering due to the cold... I hate the cold... I look at the closest fountain. For some odd reason I suddenly understand the riddle behind this world. I grab a knife, which it seems I have been carrying with me, and cut myself into my left index finger. I let a few drops of blood drop into the fountain. It turns red with the 3rd drop, and the world collapses into darkness. Nothing happens... The women says something meaningful, but very sad. I tell her that it'll be alright, even though I have no idea what will happen next.
Title: Cosmic Roller Coaster Date: 9/16/2010 Category: Deep Relaxation Lucidity: Not Lucid Keywords: Lightness, Light, Relaxed, Shocked, Coldness Description: Today I got up at 06:00. I did my relaxation exercises putting my body into waking sleep paralysis - No more heavy lead feeling - Instead I felt light and totally relaxed. My breathing was slow, deep, and deliberate. I did my affirmations - "I will remember everything and I will not be afraid", Also "everyday I am getting better, and better, and better". At one point I could see the ceiling with my eyes closed. I could only hold on to the vision for a few seconds. I then tried to visualize the room with me sitting in the chair looking at the computer screen. It was easy to visualize the room but difficult to imagine myself. Maybe if I stare at myself in a mirror I'll be able to remember what I look like. I felt my body going thru cycles...relaxation...then the timer went off and shocked my system...over and over again. Anytime I heard a noise while being deeply relaxed, my mind would jump to a new location and my body felt an electric surge. Something else happened to me while I was in that meditative state. My eyes fluttered, a feeling similar to the beginning of an epileptic seizure. I felt energy building up in my spine, and then their was a bolt of energy shooting thru my arms and legs followed by a deep and powerful coldness. I then saw what looked like a tunnel with lights flashing all around me. The tunnel effect only lasted a few seconds, but it felt like being on a cosmic roller coaster. Mental or Emotional State: Excited Interpretation or Meaning: Light represents illumination, enlightenment, and knowledge, and may also have spiritual connotations. It may represent the attainment of higher levels of consciousness, or may represent your higher Self. It is a powerful dream symbol that almost always has positive connotations.
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