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(WILD) I realize I entered a lucid dream when suddenly I could see through my eyelids, I quickly decided to make a scene, I make the circus circus hotel in Vegas for some reason, I guess because I was reading about it before hand. I am walking through the casino lobby floor, and the security and the guests are all giving me weird looks, they're all staring at me and the security guards begin to advance towards me so I make hand movements at them and make them fly into the air into a wall, then I go to the front of the casino and see that the stairs that are there are burned down in construction, and their is a random trampoline there i briefly think that I didn't construct this scene very well (I lose control of the lucid and fade into non lucid dreaming) I go on the trampoline and jump with a man and a woman in business suits.

I was in my room, and the moonlight was shining into my window. I was listening to KRS-One talk about religion. A lot of it didn't make any sense, and J walked in and asked me about it. I told him I listened to it, but I wouldn't let it have any affect over me.

I'm in some casino, and there are various wheel of fortune winners, and I was trying to convince them they should all get together, and use their money to make more money. I really want to say there was a girl involved that I was flirting with a bit. They declined, and I walked over to a dance floor and waited for them to play something decent. There were people out there battling, and they were c-walking. Their skill level didn't seem all that great, so I was going to slide out there before a friend of mine got completely served.

I slid out there, and started working it, and just like that, the song switched up, and it was one of those 'know the dance' types. It two people facing each other with a person behind each one. They would do some moves and slap each others hands several times and eventually slap the hands of the person behind them. It was kinda cool...but not my thing.

I remember something about being in a basement....watching tv, but the cable cord wasn't plugged in.

There was some other thing going on, and they put me on the spot so I went out there. People were lined up, and my goal was to imitate/out do the style that the person on the other side was doing. It started off with some hip-hop moves, and it was super easy. Then it moved to Spanish music. The first thing was salsa, and I wasn't that great at it, and then it switched up to the samba. I nailed it, and some DC was like "wow he learned that in three steps". When the music stopped playing I shook everyone's hands/gave them a hug.

I was walking off when I noticed I had these powers....well everyone really. I could say "tiny" and shrink down to a few inches in height, and saying "regular" turned me back. I kept doing it back and fourth so I could Jump up, and land on tables that would have normally broken in two. I had some test to do, and it involved sparring with a guy while a laser grid moved around us. Eventually the other guy gave up, but my shrink skills helped me last longer.

Once that was done, someone started yelling "fight'! I saw some guy get thrown through double doors into our area, into a vending machine that was next to a water cooler. This girl was owning him. She grabbed him and stuffed him inside the water bottle and stuffed it inside the machine....pree sure that guy died.

I ran into the next room and said "guy's you gotta stop this chick outside, or she'll lose control". They ignored me, and I ran back out side, only to watch him (she was some black guy now) owning people in the crowd. Most of the people were just afraid of him after seeing what he did, and never really tried to fight him. He was knocking them out of the way like a football player. I noticed one problem though. He was really slow.

Eventually he came after me, and I didn't back down. I used my shrinking skills to dodge his punches and went back to regular size when I was behind him due to his effort of swings. I got punched one time while blocking with my arms crossed, and it sent me into the air, and things seemed to slow down. I landed on my feet, and decided to try one last ditch effort to take this guy out.

He rushed at me, swinging with all his might, and I yelled "tiny", shrunk down, yelled "regular" and turned around. I laughed at the fact this guy still was using the same basic moves. He swung at me one more time, and as soon as he did, I yelled "big". I gained about three feet, and a a lot of muscle mass. I caught his fist, pushed it down by his side, and grabbed his ankle and tossed him back and fourth like a rag doll. Each slam had concrete flying up from the ground. When I was done he got up again, and I jumped up, got him in a scissors leg lock in mid air, and barrel rolled. It was something like a side-waysfrankensteiner. During the roll, everything went into super slow motion, and I could see the guy throwing up on my legs while spinning. It looked grossly amazing.

So many things went on, I can't explain it all...

I remember standing in this road in this neighborhood once, with people I didn't know. I don't think i was even myself, I think I stole something of someone's, then walked along, as if nothing happened. A country type of guy says something like "Hey! I saw that! I already called the cops on you!" So I ran my but off to get away, ran behind homes, etc. I ended up going in a circle, going behind the houses and when I got back out in front there was a bus with tons of people around, weird people. They all have bags and goodies like the ones I held, so I was completely camouflaged. I walked into the bus, and escaped.

I remember being at a beach, near water, I think I was in a movie made in 2000 or 2001..I didn't know any of the cast. I was just minding my own business, but I had no shirt on, just my swimming trunks. I had something electric and my wallet inside. I walk along this dock, then someone said something over megaphone, and everyone ducks into the water on the sides. I get called out that everyone who didn't get wet is out. So before I get in the water, I find I need to use the restroom. I walk away(actually, levitate, recurring theme in my dreams), to this campus of sorts. I find a port-a-potty, and get in. Actually, standing outside is someone I know from church, and he comments on my levitating that it is a sport. Because like I could levitate coming down there for as long as I could breathe, then I would land, and take off again. He says he has been doing it for years. Anyway, back to the port-a-potty, there is like two "rooms" in it, and I go to the back one, and it is very cramped

..Skipping forth, It turns out I walked(flew) out here with my older brother who I haven't seen in years. We end up taking a detour on the way back to the beach. Turns out my oldest bro Jeff has an Indian uncle who owns a casino. Jeff tells me to bow to the man if I see him. Jeff uses this executive card that shows he is the owner's nephew, and I wait outside. I happen to see the owner, and bow to him, it turns out that bowing is very offensive to a native American..He finds it necessary to give me further punishment than just being kicked out. I don't remember much here, but I think I made a machine to rub his toes or something? It shakes his whole body, realigns his back, and makes him giggle. He is so happy about what just happened, but a doctor comes up and says he has maybe 6 weeks to live because of the excitement that just happened.

My dream then shows the random success of every other star of that movie(there was about 9).
I remember 2-4 of them being big yo-yo fans or something..One learned great techniques from this pro, another one was a singer, another was like the leader of the people..They did a presentation on something about Pokemon, there was like a Japanese and English version of this brand new game. The game had all the Pokemon in it, all the regions, and all the Pokemon professors. It was just a big brag-fest ._.

There was also another part of my dream(s) where I think I was dreaming in the dream..I was a girl, and I was just living life. I think there was a plotline where I was popular, and me and my friends accidentally killed someone. We got away with it, and I remember going back home. I was apologetic to my (younger?) brother, and I was appreciative of all the work he had done. It was a nice home too. I think I was trying to get my mind off of the accidental murder or something.

I am sure there was more to all of this, it has just faded. I am counting this as 4 dreams with each separate plot-line kinda shifting into each other: The neighborhood, beach, casino, and murder.

I remembered a dream when I first woke up, but I forgot it now.
I woke up, tried a DEILD and got a lucid dream. Unfortunately it was a short and forgettable one.
I then tried another WILD, and went into sleep paralysis, kept my eyes closed, but felt myself in my old bed from my old house. I broke out of SP into my own normal bed, and went back into a dream
Casino, with powers
Me, my parents, and my brother were at a casino, with our two dogs, and a lot of luggage. I never actually saw my family in the dream, I just know they were present. I remember chasing around a friend from a minecraft server I play on, and then I put on a ring that made me invisible. At this point I walked around and noticed the girls bathroom, I went inside, still invisible. I went into a corner and poked a girl on the shoulder to get her attention. I expected sexy time, but instead she got scared, shouting "who's there!" and backed into the same corner I was in. She squeezed up against me but then quickly stepped back because she felt something that wasn't visible. I try using the ring to phase through the wall, but it didn't work. I pointed it at the sky to fly away, but nothing happened. I willed the ring to take me out of there, but failed again. I walked around the poor woman, left the bathroom in shame and entered the mens restroom because I had to pee. I am standing there going for like 2 minutes, then someone else comes in. I turn to see who it is, but then my stream starts going everywhere! I ask for help, but receive none. Instead of cleaning the mess up I just went to the urinal and finished.

I woke up, noted my stupidity, then went back to sleep and into the next dream.

Same casino, helping a girl
So this girl I know from our church comes up to me and asks me to help her with her car. Not knowing what to do, I spend like 2-3 hours going to the garage and parking cars randomly. I finally get bored and go back into the casino, ask her where her car is, she replies either floor 36, or floor 42, this casino was not that tall... Anyway, we grab our stuff (from the last dream, it is a lot) but leave the dogs there. I get in the passenger seat, the girl gets in the driver seat, and my brother gets in the back. Turns out she wanted me to hold the passenger door closed while she drives home, since it won't stay shut. She offers to pay me $1000 so I say yes, so she takes off. The door proves to be really hard to keep closed, and we come up to this intersection called "Kyante st." and she tells me she was going to have Kyante help her, but he was busy. She drives up to the front of her house, which is like literally 2-3 blocks away from the casino. She thanks me for helping her, curtseys, then goes inside. She didn't pay the $1000, and we were left here, with all of our stuff, having to walk back to the casino...
I look at the house, and it is a HUGE house, on a culdesac with a few other really big homes. So she is rich, in a rich part of town, but can't afford to fix her car, or pay us the $1000...
Inside the house I see another church friend, who happens to have a nice, large house irl.
So now me and my brother start gathering what we had, I look for my jacket that had things in it, I fear I left it in the casino, I find it(Also spotting a radio with earbuds on the dash that I gave to my dad irl, but to this girl in my dream), stuff some things inside, me and my brother both have our hands full with stuff, as the we walk back to the casino, and the dream ends.

Non-dream Dream

I am in Vegas with my brother, my Dad and CG. We go to some huge parties with strippers. I did some crazy ass jump over some railings in the casino - chicks were impressed. Did some gambling too. I come home to my mom - at our old house on Pam Ln. I drop some cooking supplies off at our neighbor F&S. It is for some kind of business that AB is starting.

There is also some dude in the neighborhood who only had legs and a penis. Some chick was sucking on it.

Non-Dream Dream Lucid Dream

Dream 1:

I am in a very evil place. I am not sure if I belong here as I am kind of on the fence between being good / evil. It looks like an apartment complex being renovated. I have an absolutely amazing stripper all to myself. She has dark hair and is very tall. She tells me that she works directly with the big boss so I can have her always (?!?).

Dream 2:

I am at some wedding in a casino where two groups are sharing the same reception area. The bride (a young black woman) comes up to me and says "I'm doing two dances today: one with my dad and one with you." I get up and leave when she turns away because I don't want to dance in front of everyone.

I find some people after walking away from the wedding and I start teaching them how to fly. The act of flying renders me lucid. They ask if you have to flap your arms like wings and I say "it helps at first but it is not necessary." Then I show them that I can do it without flapping my arms. I start losing the dream so I yell "clarity" but it is too late.

Dream 3:

I am playing a very strange card game with lots of clubs - I recall having a King and Ace of clubs in one hand. My brother beats everyone with a pair of 8's. MF from work is in the game too. There are tons of strippers / hookers.

Dream 4:

I am in high school I think and I'm at a party. I am wearing some fat guys incredibly smelly jacket and I'm making everyone smell it. I think there might have been some drug use in the dream.

I was running down the street I live on from... I'm not totally sure. But I was running with a friend and my girlfriend. My girlfriend ran into a tree branch hanging over a wall and she just disappeared or something. I remember that happening in a dream of mine previously, so I immediately realized I was dreaming WITHOUT even trying to do a reality check. I just began to run a lot faster and leaped into the air and began to kind of soar through the air. I was only lucid for less than probably 10 seconds in my dream. I began flying, and not long afterwards I was flying (but having trouble) flying through the small, crowded casino. I saw a friend of mine and tried to show off to him what I could do and then my dream cut out.

07.31.2012

Winning at Casino (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a Casino, and the flooring is probably a faded green color of carpet rug. I go to one of those slot machines, nice and shiny huh?

I think I put in a quarter, at least, and then pressed the lever down. I figured that since it's small change I'm putting in, I don't really have anything to lose.

I still had the anticipation, but decided to just let those feelings fade away, and as the machine stopped.......


I win $1,000.

I look at the screen to make sure this isn't some kind of cock-ish machine trying to troll me. The money is coming out of the machine, and I have $1,000 in my hand.

It's no wonder I didn't do a reality check....LOL.

The first thing on my mind when I receieved this cash was COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE.

I was so bloody happy, my cheeks widened with so much enthusiasm (who ever knew cheeks could be happy), and if you thought that was all?

I put in another quarter, more or less, and won $500.

I can see why I had this dream, since I was listening to a few people I was eating out with yesterday talk about Casinos and their cock-ish ways into tempting you to gamble.

If I could poop my pants in joy a dream, this would be one of the moments.



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What's funny is that I remembered this dream because I saw a billboard sign showing the current Powerplay lotto while in Pennsylvania in my trip back home today.
And another thing, when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream until that Powerplay billboard incident I mentioned above, I woke up with the feeling that someone took a good punch on the right side of the jaw.
I wonder if those men who do punch and do horrible things to you if you do suspicious things in a Casino were in the dream because of my luck with money. Maybe that's why I woke up feeling like I didn't remember anything, hahahaha.

These are just a few old dreams that I haven't taken the time to log yet, figured I should get them out of the way. The first two happened on the same night, but the third one was a different time. Unfortunately I don't remember them very much, but it is what it is. :T

#1 - Drugs Are Bad, Mkay [Non-Lucid]

O and I were in class, and apparently the class was about how bad weed is for you.... We ended up staying after class and smoking weed. But what I do remember is that the teacher was so adamant about how terrible drugs are and so on and so forth, and then out of nowhere she suddenly started acting all fiendish and talking about how she needed her OxyContin to get through the day or she'd go insane, and she yanked the pill bottle out of her drawer and popped one. At the time I thought it was so funny that I started laughing like Shion except happy. I honestly couldn't stop, I had to grab on to nearby objects for support because it was knocking the wind out of me. Later on the dream gets a little hazier and less structured, what I wrote down was "something about a hotdog, a boyfriend, and a gay manager or producer or something?" Hmmm....

#2 - Some Kind Of War [DILD]

This one I really don't remember at all, which kind of sucks because it sounds really interesting. This is what I have written up on my phone: "Shopping district bomb supposed to go off but doesn't, the country backed out of some political thing, families are fleeing and I'm with O and others. Lots of active DCs like PZ but can't remember much now, stealing A's (self-hint: old) car (supposedly) that we found abandoned, with some pretty metallic orange heels for me to put on right next to it. ^_^ The dream fading away in the car made me lucid and I tried to save it, but it was too late."

False Awakening - "Transitioned to a false awakening where I wrote the whole thing down in a notepad."

#3 - The Weed Restaurant [Non-Lucid]

I was in Las Vegas at a casino with O, and we were going to some in-casino restaurant where all of the food was made from weed. SD (game shop) was out front somewhere, and PR was sitting at the table with us. When I sat down I accidentally moved the table, which was on wheels, and a girl who was sitting there also spilled her water and got mad at me. Afterwards O showed up again and started telling me how he broke his leg or something making a really stupid decision. If I remember correctly, he tied his leg up with an American flag so that it was always being held back in the air, and then with his one remaining leg he leaped off of a cabinet or desk on to the ground, and his leg gave out and he slammed into something, injuring the other one. ._. Though he looked perfectly fine at the time, and was walking with both legs. In the meantime, he was totally chowing down on all of the food. We had water and fries and cheese sticks so far I think, all with weed in them. I wanted to order some mini-churros, but I never got to try them. >w< Also, I'm pretty sure that the cheese sticks were just like the basic thing they bring out and refill over and over whenever you run out, like chips at a Mexican restaurant or bread at most Italian places... which is pretty awesome. Basically, my last thought before waking up while listening to O's story and watching him stuff his face was "Oh god, we're going to be so fucking high."

The Other Day

Dream Fragment - R and I were just standing around in the middle of nowhere, and I was vaguely aware that we were both supposedly watching some kind of sex tape, though we could only hear it and not see it. There were people making lots of "-uh" sounds like, "fuh", "wuh", and "buh", and as I was hearing them, I could see, in a separate but equally full field of perception, an empty black space where these words would suddenly appear in large, white Times New Roman font (and all with their first letters capitalized, too), and then they would just slide off to the side and disappear.

Yesterday

Dream Fragment - A friend of mine, I want to say M but I'm not totally sure, and my old acid dealer, S, were working as cocktail waitresses in a casino in Las Vegas, and all I really remember is that S's outfit was oh-so-flattering, omochikaeri!~

Today

All night I kept having these half-awake/half-asleep thoughts about the 5-HT2A receptor, but I can't remember what any of them were now. The other night it happened to me about D1 and D2, also. Strange... but anyway....

#1 - Hanging Out With Family [Non-Lucid]

My cousin P and I were at my aunt and uncles' house for most of this dream, and we may have ported here from a card shop or something but I'm not entirely sure.... I just remember that for a good deal of time the dream was dealing with Yu-Gi-Oh! cards. At one point I got really excited because I found a normal monster card with (I think) 10 stars and stats that read ATK/42 DEF/1000000. (In fact, at at least a couple different points in the dream I'm pretty sure it had gone up to 1000000000. Though, I think the (incredibly odd, for Yu-Gi-Oh!) 42 had also dropped down to 0. ) I couldn't stop thinking about how easily I could screw someone over by placing it in face-down defense position and having it get attacked. X) At some point P and I had ordered a pizza that looked like it was just cheese, but I recall taking a slice that had pepperoni and roma tomatoes on it somehow. I was really confused because I realized that I didn't know where I had put that card down, and I was pretty sure... pretty sure that it had now become a part of the pizza. ._. I was actively searching the pizza for signs of its ATK/DEF stat, but to no avail. I was saddened and walked off, and (still not having eaten it), raised my slice of pizza to my mouth but the toppings fell off. I reached down to the floor and picked them up, grease and all, and wiped them off on my clothes and put them back on the pizza and ate them. WTF, me! It did taste good, though. After that I walked down the hallway and briefly talked to my cousin AB, though I can't remember about what, and then when I went down the NEXT hallway I ran into her husband PB. He asked me something about the way that I was acting, and I pointed out to him that I wasn't really super drunk but I had been earlier, so I was still feeling pretty buzzed. After that he left and my cousin AD (P's mom) came in to the hallway and walked into the room through the doorway I was standing by, and started saying something about the lighting, but then I woke up.

#2 - Shady Diner [DILD]

Unfortunately I don't really remember much of this one because I'm pretty sure I never fully woke up after it and before the next dream. :T I was at some kind of a food restaurant, it looked like one of those tiny roadside diner places, and I remember that everyone was giving me weird looks. I don't recall much else aside from having either a tiny purse or a brown paper bag (or possibly both on different glances) and becoming lucid and realizing that there was food in front of me. I want to say it was a brownie or something...? Well, whatever it was, I ate it and it was delicious, but that was the end of the dream. >w<

#3 - Taking A Vacation [Non-Lucid]

I was on vacation, I want to say with M and ND (though I only saw them at different times, I believe). ND and I were walking around trying to find some guy and his girlfriend who I think was ND's friend who lived in the place where we were visiting, so they were going to show us around a bit. I remember that when we found them we started walking through these long halls of what seemed like tiny, tiny living rooms that people were living in like apartments, and we were waltzing right on through. I only really remember the last two, with the first being filled with people playing Wii Sports bowling, and a girl sort of half-heartedly saying "Let's play!", and the second being a room with just a guy sitting in what looked like a comfy sofa chair and clearly holding in smoke as to not seem suspicious. After we got out of there ND and I broke into laughter, and I told him that if we stayed there long enough I might try to find some weed myself since it seems like it'd be pretty easy. He says we might not be, but I say I might try to find some anyway. Somehow it suddenly started raining really hard outside and magically we all had hoodies or jackets on, so we ducked into this big building right next to where we were standing, which was I think by some kind of mini train tracks or something. Inside the building there were lots of those kids rides where it's the horse/rocket/tiny car/whatever (these were all various tiny cars) that you get in and it rocks back and forth as if you were actually riding it/in it. We were just inspecting them for a minute, and then I woke up.

Dream Fragment - I remember swimming in my pool at night with the pool light on, and having to fight off some bugs that were floating around in the water. Then in my notes I wrote something about "locks" and "problems"... not exactly sure what that means. ._.

Pool Casino Resort [Non-Lucid]

I was at some kind of casino resort in Las Vegas that was made up almost entirely of pools. It was pretty cool! I only remember vague details about the beginning, there were balloons that you could grab on to and float away and the food was amazing. My old friend D, my old friend S, my friend J, and this girl C (for self-reference: Euler's number) were all there eating with me, and I was talking to C since I hadn't seen her since 11th grade (not that I even really talked to her then). I remember hearing and sort of seeing a commercial playing on a big TV screen there too, hanging above one of the pools that led outside through these huge golden pillars. >w< It was for a special episode of That '70s Show where the Formans got invited to stay at a casino on vacation and they got to meet its owner, Jabba the Hutt.

05.29.2012

Frost Dragon Bones in a Lecture? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream was completely associated with me playing Runescape late at night trying to do Fight Kiln with only a Unicorn and three Saradomin Brew Flasks (6 doses).

Horrible move. Not only did do well with getting my ass handed to me, but still come out smelling like roses until wave 20 (there's 37 waves in total), I also managed to barely survive....and then I fucking realized I had two invulnerability crystals, but I didn't use them AT ALL, I decided to ignore them against the Jad on Wave 20....LOL.

Anyway, on to the dream, since I actually remember a few!

All right, I'm in a lecture room, and it seems I'm a little early. Go me for being goody two shoes and going to lecture rooms early!

There are a lot of dream characters that look familiar to me. There was one that stood out to me, and the other was just a random person I didn't even know about.

Both were blonde, what is my obessesion with blondes man? Anyway, while more people were getting inside the lecture room, for some reason, I decided to cover myself in pink cloth.

Now get this, I.....for some reason I can feel every sensation as I'm pulling the pink cloth over my face and body. What's funny is that I could still see perfectly fine, it's like I didn't even have a pink cloth over me.

What kind of logic is this?!?!?!? As I'm randomly looking at people (and I think I turned my back around or probably somehow to turn my whole body completely), I finally turn back in front of the screen.

I look to my left, and I see another blonde girl in the same row as me. She looked nerdy, had glasses, blue or green eyes, wearing a light swamp-ish green sweater, and a long Khaki/beige skirt/dress that probably went all the wait down a few inches past her knees.

She was looking at me for a while, and it was hard if she was spacing out and forgot that she was looking at me, or if she was just confident with herself and didn't care if I saw her.

I look at her the whole time, see her glance away by looking on the floor in the row she's in, and then she looks at me again.

Hmm..............


Glasses, Khaki/Beige skirt/dress, and blonde?


Hmm.............


Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, didn't even look close to her, she was honestly not someone with any kind of sex appeal.

I wonder if she was dressed like that on purpose or something....oh well.

Apparently, students are doing presentations, and I think I was starting with mine, seeing as when the dream shifts, I had to pick up this miniature sized Frost Dragon bone on the long desk.

The bone was a transparent and cyan object, and I'm not sure I even picked it up, but I was done with my presentation....but I don't remember even saying anything....

Anyway, the boyfriend of this other blonde girl that caught my eye, let's call her Sammy, goes up for his presentation.

I honestly don't know how a beautiful girl like her would be going out with someone below average....maybe she wants someone lower on the attractive spectrum to be loyal to her.

LOL.

Sorry, being a little too cocky there.

I honestly thought this guy was going to give a horrible presentation, the way his face was, his hair, I think I compared him to myself too much. I probably was jealous because he had a cute girlfriend, and I probably wanted her to be my girlfriend in the dream.

Don't try to steal another man's girlfriend Link......

As I'm moving out of the way for him to get ready with his presentation,

He actually knows his stuff, and he's talking about Beetles, not The Beetles, BEETLES, insects. I don't know if he's pulling out these terms out of his ass or something, but he knows his stuff! At least he sounded smart, because that seems to be the only way to scare a few people who have to do presentations after as well.

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05.29.2012

Casino (Possible Shared Dreaming Attempt to find Alyzarin?) (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Ah...despite my horrible recall from this dream, it felt kind of cool being in a Casino.

Lol, as I was in the middle of typing this, apparently, Alyzarin had a dream where she owed someone money.....I wonder if this could've been a potential shared dreaming attempt that my non-lucid state seems to do at random times.

Anyway, I think took the body of Spike Spiegel from Cowboy Bebop, or at least, had the voice of him (if I could imitate his voice, he'd be the only accent I would use in waking life, just an awesome voice to have! Cam Clarke doing Kratos' voice in Tales of Vesperia would come in a close tie or second).

But let's just assume I'm me in the dream, body and all. I'm in an apartment, and there's a few people in the room, but I can't remember if I interacted with them, or just tried to blend in the crowd. It seemed I had a goal in mind, but I don't know what exactly.

I decided to go to a door, open it slowly, and peek through to my right to see there's a few guys in Black Suits and fully armed.

Shit.

Close the door quickly!

Nothing happens.

Okay......

Open the door slowly again, seeing as they aren't out to randomly shoot whatever door pops up, which saves me the trouble of killing people not out to get anyone.

Guess I should give myself a pat on the back for not actually killing someone randomly!

I walk casually upstairs, and I finally get on the top floor to see that these guys kind looked like Bouncers, in a way, just armed.

It seems I had a Gun Belt attached to my body, along with suspenders for the belt. So the gun that was contained in the case of the gun belt was actually on the sides of my torso region.

I'd expect the armed Bouncer guys to be a little more serious, because I have a gun, and I could've just decided to shoot all of them at once, but again, I probably would've been riddled with bullets if I did try to.

They were surprisingly calm, very calm, it almost scared me to the point where I thought this thing could be staged.

Anyway, I put my hands up in that position where someone would tell you "Freeze!", but they didn't say anything, I just decided to be smart and raise them up.

In fact, I was surprisingly calm as well.

When Dreamprofesser saw me in a dream one time, he said I had a very calm personality...

Hm....I wonder if I was watching my non-lucid state that has all sorts of behavior was exhibiting this quality for a good reason, or I'm probably just over-analyzing things again...probably the latter.

I guess you could say I had the calming personality because I wasn't afraid to die or something. They take my gun, and they give me the OK the go inside this Casino section.

The floor was green, carpet green, classic color for a Casino. I see some poker chips on a few tables as well. And from this point, I don't really remember anything else other than being inside a mini Casino.

After going through those bouncers, I felt a huge load of stress coming off, and I guess I spent the time playing around in a Casino.

But I don't think I would be the type to do gambling, I willing to put down some money to say my non-lucid state was looking for Alyzarin, since she remembered being at a casino/water park-ish area as well.

Lol. I just contradicted my statement of not gambling, when I'm betting that this was a possible shared dream attempt.

Whatever.

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05.29.2012

Dog Pooping (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't want to go into much detail here....I'm in an area that looks a lot like College Station, and as I'm getting closer to an intersection, there are a few cars waiting for who got to the stop sign first before moving.

This made it awkward for me, so to prevent myself from going at the wrong time, I sat down near the end of the sidewalk, and pretended I had something to do until the small traffic cleared up.

LMAO....Socially Awkward Penguin trait right there...

I shift myself to the right, because I found myself realizing I was blocking a walk way for people to pass by. But the sidewalk was wide enough for me not being a barricade though. Guess I just did it out of Courtesy.

I feel that there going to be some people passing by me, and I was right. It was just a random group of older teenagers, and one girl was holding a dog.

It looked like those Dachshund dogs, or the Sausage dog .

The girl has the dog contained around her left arm, as if she made a circular gap with her arm for it rest in between.

It started taking a shit, and I'm walking behind them as well.

Come on woman, put the dog down and let it do its business instead of messing up the sidewalks!

I didn't want to say anything, I just spend the time trying to dodge the dog pooping at random areas on the sidewalk.

Ugh.....

It's about time I logged in some dreams.

I was in an arcade/casino of some kind, playing on a slot machine. There was a big bucket attached where money fell into from the machine. I won a lot but left the money in the bucket and went to a new machine. I saw a pump it up machine and thought about playing, but realized I left the money in the last machine, so I went to get it. Luckily it was all still there. Then a video came on a nearby tv screen, an advertisement for a lucid dreaming book. There was an old lady who was sleeping and while she slept she said "I've done it!" as if she just got lucid. I thought it was a load of crap.*

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I was browsing DV, when it had another rollback. I only had five posts. I typed out something in a box on the side of the screen, "how come I only have five posts " and it showed up in the middle of the screen. The whole page turned a purple color. I was like "did DV get hacked again?" my brother was watching over my shoulder the whole time.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dream person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now sit back and enjoy.

Dream #1 This little thing of ours.

Im in a room (possibly one of my dream homes i built) talking to Natalia about our status.
So we just gonna keep yelling at eachother for nothing?
"Nobody told you to do it, you did it YOURSELF"!
Forget it, just forget it. (obviously she is upset about what i do not know)
Where are we right now hm? HM?
"What are you talking about"?
I mean where do we stand? This little thing of ours?
"I am who you want me to be".
What i mean is how long we gonna keep doin this huh!? I mean its like we fight then we make up. What the fuck Natalia? I mean if something is bothering you just come right out and say it!
"KISS MY ASS"!
(She walks away from me) Alright fine, be that way then.

Dream #2 She got herself a shotgun.




Me and Natalia are driving down a highway in a marron coloured corvette. And that song shotgun is playing on the radio. She has a new shotgun she named it lola. She is dancing nodding her head to the music in her dark shades, and tapping the steering wheel.
"I love this song". Always puts me in the mood to go shoot some shit up!
Lmao. Whats with you and your love for guns Natalia hm? I always wondered that.
"What can i say? Some girls love sugar and spice and everything nice, uh uh, not this girl."
She likes a feel of the cold steel gripped between her palms, and the smell of gun powder always gets me wet".
I see. (my mind drifts a bit here) We pull up to a apartment complex.

So this is the place?
"Mmhm. You got your pistol"?
Yea. You got lola?
"Oh yea, lets go take em out".

The mansion.

Its evening time, and the location seems to be somewhere by Miami somewhere. We walk up to this big mansion, and walk to the side of the house. Ducked down low, we creep thru the back of this mansion. We go seperate ways, and peek thru windows. There are a few men in suits joking in the house about something. I tap on the glass 4 times and duck, then run around the side of this mansion. A guy runs out to check to see whats going on. I notice Natalia creeps up behind the man and cracks his neck. (My memory gets foggy here) and the dream fades.

Dream #3 trying to find Sinoblak again.

I did a wild at 5:30 am. Im now in my current home looking in the mirror. I reach in my pocket to grab my hawk coin totem. I rub it, I build my awareness with it. Where am i right now? What did i just do a hour ago? I was asleep a hour ago. I GOT TO FIND SINOBLAK!!!
I dive thru the mirror. I end up at some empty apartment. Was Sino here? I look around the apartment trying to find clues. I pick up books, and pieces of paper with notes written on them. I grow a bit impatient and set out to look for her. I exit the apartment, im not in America anymore, this place feels different yet somehow familar.

I walk slowly down this empty street late at night. I notice a stray german sherpard wandering the streets as well. I whistle to him he walks up to me. Hey there boy, can you help me find a friend? I go back to the aparatment to find a bunch of cars there blocking the entrance. There are men standing around talking about something. I am now spotted by two of the men. "Hey you"! What the hell do you think your doing here!

Not feeling like fighting or do i? hehehe The men run up to me, one the men swings at me i duck and jab at him in the face. Not wanting to use any special ability here, as i wanted to increase the intensity of the dream more. Another guy runs up to me and i counter his punches and crack his arm and headbutt him in the face. After they are laid out, I say now gotta finish finding Sinoblak. I walk thru doors opening doors searching for her. I look thru stores, food places, i go thru malls searching for her even calling for her.

Finally i fall backwards and have a false awakening.

Dream #4 Reading thru my files and records.

Im in my 2nd home in my living room on the couch looking thru my files and records searching for something.
(my doorbell rings) I go answer the door its a Asian dude asking me something about helping him find his sister cause she may be in danger. I tell him hang on give me a min.
I put my files up in my room and arm myself with a pistol and head out the door.

Dream #5 Not in my house.

Me and this one black dude was talking about whos better on the court. Im playing him in basketball and just remember yelling out something like. "Yea thats what im talking about"! Not in my house! And i wake up.

Final dream Time is running out.

Running thru this house shooting at these men chasing me in suits. Im evading their bullets, and exit thru doors. I stare at my watch using my mental strength to slow down time. I dive thru this nearby mirror and up in a huge house. I hear a piano being played. I walk over to see this little girl playing this piano. She has very fair complexion, looks like she is 8 or 9 and has dark black hair and blue eyes. I ask her how did she learn to play piano.

"Oh my friend taught me".
Wow, she must be really good then. Listen can you help me find a friend? I show her a pic of Sinoblak?
"Mmm i think shes out right now but she should be back soon". Have a seat.
I sit on the couch listening to this child prodigy playing the piano. That music is so calm i say. I fall asleep.

False awakening.

Im in my bed and look around everything looks normal and feels normal but is it?
I reach underneath m,y pillow to grab my totem and start reality checking.
I knew it..SINO IM COMING!!! I dive thru the mirror and end up at some casino.
I look around trying to search for Sinoblak. I walk around glancing at poker tables, slot machines, all while rubbing my hawk coin totem. I see a woman waiting by a bar, she looks like Sinoblak. I see her brunette hair as she flicks it drinking her drink, she is wearing a bergund dress and looks very elegant this evening. I walk over to her, I hear music in the distance, NO, NO, NO!!!! Not my beethoven alarm! The dream fades and i wake up.

Notes: Im making real progress here. I can do a hell of a lot better then this though. I will find her! Im overall slightly dissapointed with myself, for my lack of focus in this dream. Clearly i have gotten thrown off quite a few times here. Well, tonight is another night so we see how it goes again.

Black means non lucid
Orange means sem lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream character talking
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now, you all know what to do. Enjoy!!!

Dream #1 The meeting.

Im in some corporate building wearing my suit, sitting at a round table with a bunch of different mixtures of people wearing suits. There was Natalia sitting next to me nodding her head, listening to this Asian man who looks like he was the leader of the group. He is talking about something to do with stocks goin up or down or something like that. I tell him, "Excuse me sir, can i run to the rest room for a sec"? Sure, but uh hurry back ok? We need to discuss our arrangments. Oh ok it will only take a second.

Bathroom break.

Im doin my business at the urinal. After i finish i wash my hands and look in the mirror. Hmm...my hair seems to be looking a bit different, mmm..its probaly nothing i say.

Im back at the meeting, and take my seat next to Natalia. I reach in my pocket and pull out my hawk coin totem. Rubbing it listening to the man talk. (Natalia talking) Don't you know what today is??? Mmm...not really. Wait a sec...what is today!? (everybody is staring at me) How did i get here? (The asian guy starts talking) If you do not know what today is then why you show up, hm? Look, continue on without me i got to take care of something. Natalia, c'mon lets go.

Dream #2 What now?

Im now walking with Natalia down a crowded street. What mission did we do last? Well, we took care of the biggest threat so far. But we gotta search for that breifcase with the valuble information, that will lead us to who's creating these false documents of your records. I got to find Roselyn. Who? Roselyn. I had a talk with her in my last dream, and told her i'd offer her the job. How do you know she's the right candidate? Trust me, she's good at what she does.

Dream #3 The casino.

Im asleep on a bus now, And wake up to the sound of the bus driver saying. "Hey, c'mon off the bus this is the last stop. I get off the bus and walk into this casino. Slot machines are going off, and people are at poker tables, playing roulette, black jack you name it. I go on to one of the slot machines and start playing on it. Hmm it takes quarters, ok. I reach in my pocket and pull out my hawk coin and look for some more change, and put my totem back in my pocket. (A failed missed reality check) I decide to get up and leave since im out of change, Im not using my totem in that slot machine.

(Dream switches)

Dream #4 The woman on the bus.

Asleep on the bus again. I wake up, This time next to a hispanic woman. (Hispanic woman talking) Excuse me sir, but did you mind going with me somewhere? I want to introduce you to someone. Uh..ok sure. (God i can be so naive and too nice at times) We get off the bus, and we are now walking down this urban community. (Looks rough out here) We walk past this house, and its these thuggish looking guys shooting dice on the porch. I nod at one of the guys, a few nod back. We now get to this house, feels familiar this house. Have i been here before?(Hispanic woman talking) Well here we are. Roselyn you here? (a girls voice) Yea im in my room. (Hispanic woman talking) come on out here, i got someone i'd like you to meet. (My heart is beating fast where have i heard that name before??? (The young lady walks out) (Roselyn talking) ah, so your stalking me now huh? (Hispanic woman talking) Now now Roselyn be nice. I foget what else the woman says but me and Roselyn sit at a table. So, she's your mom. Mmhmm. Why are you here? is it about something because i have something to do. Did you and me meet before? I get the strangest feeling that we met before. Its a small world who knows. Look, forgive me if i seem too foward but. Do you ever have really vivid dreams, sometimes so vivid that, you can't tell if your awake or asleep? Oh yea. I get dreams like that all the time. Do you keep a totem? No whats that? (I explain to her the nature of a totem and what it represents)

(Dream switches)

Final dream: The briefcase.

Im in a car with a bunch of men in suits. We are loading up ammunition, and getting ready to exchange a briefcase. (Some guy who looks like robert downey jr. talking) Alright gentleman. Lets not make any mistakes here you got it? (We all nod our heads) We get out the car, and pull up to some warehouse to meet with some other guys to make an exchange for the briefcase. One guy is wearing a grey suit (looks possibly black or mixed) he walks up to us holding a briefcase. (Guy with briefcase talking) Alright at the same time, you open yours, then i open mine you got? (Im now holding a briefcase getting ready to make the exchange) Open yours first. (I open it) There was a note that said.. YOU LOSE!!! I toss the briefcase at him and grabbed the one he had. (Shots are now being fired) Im running now holding the briefcase, while shots are being fired in my direction. Im running down a back alley while two men are chasing me. i make a right turn and try to find a place to run in to and hide. I see a door, i say. "When i walk thru this door i will be at my current home". I open the door, and im at the basement of my home. I yell for Natalia to come out. She walks down the stairs. "Where in the world hell were you"? Don't yell at me! I had to take care of a few things, since i figured you were looking for that Roselyn girl. Well? Well what? Did you find her? No. But listen we got the briefcase now. Well, open it. (I open it) Looking thru files, and records. Wow, (i see peoples names, with numbers on it) Feeling the dream closing in on me, i get one last good look at the numbers and wake up.

Notes: Too many missed reality checks from this dream. I must've really been slacking bad that week. Oh well, i got lucid but...missed too many cues. One at the casino, the bus, and, of course, Roselyn. Sucks cause i really wanted to have a adventure with that dream character. Overall i really was pleased at myself to become lucid at the beginning of this dream, and toward the end of this dream. I had this dream after WBTB at, 5:30 and woke up at 8:15 I i did a mantra before bed about, wanting to become lucid in the dream. But needed to be specific about when i wanted to become lucid. This is why it is so important to train the subconscious mind thruout the day, and during WBTB. I find that if i don't do it, then i tend to go along with whatever is happening in my dreams.