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non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

I am leaving Soraia at some junkyard temporarily for some reason and I don't want her to follow me, which is hard because the gate doesn't perfectly close, it has gaps and she manages to escape through it. So she follow me. I pick her up again and hand her over to the junkyard guy. Then I go to a class at the university. I sit at a desk with some other girl I know and she offers me a bag of meat for my dogs, which I start shredding with my hands hile the teacher talks in the background. Some people see it and make some remarks about it. Not so much for doing it in the class, but how can I be doing that if I am vegan? Then I spot Soraia going around the room looking for me - she escaped again - and I select a portion of meat to offer her. I bend down closer to the ground and call for her to come, which she does and I give her some meat.
The room is now an ampitheathre outside in some old archeological ruins. On each side of the amphitheatre there is a corridor sided by stone walls ending and both ending in an area with large steps or small platforms where we can also sit. I followed Soraia here. I see a nice stone that I think would be great to take home and put under the leg of a table that is unstable, so I pick it up. Then I see a shadow and hear a noise and look up and there is some sort of catapult that I accidentally triggered by removing that stone. First I am afraid to be squashed but then I notice the catapult's arm is long and will actually hit the people sitting in the amphitheatre. I yell and warn them and they see it. But they are packed together and I don't know if they manage to escape. As I come closer, I stumble on people leaving the place, some that I know and I ask them if everyone is ok. They say no. Two guys were instantly killed and a 3rd person died soon after plus many are injured. I panic. No one seems to know it was my fault and I am torn apart. The right thing to do is to turn myself in before they find out, on the other hand I feel I can't admit guilt right now or I'll be killed by the mob. Don't know whom to talk too. I join them mourning and trying to figure if there is any way anyone will find out it was me. I look for security cameras and there is one in the distance pointed at the corridor. Probably hard to tell that it is me in the video, but if they identify me, and probably will, i'll be suspect number one. So I better tell. Then there is some kind of gathering in an indoor auditorium to countinue mourning and honouring the dead and I stay way in the back just trying to figure out what they are saying about it. Seems like no one is pointing to culprits and assume it was a freak accident, so now I have doubts if I should come forward. I am torn apart and I also cry for the victims. Either way, I now carry the feeling of guilt for killing people accidentaly and it feels absolutely horrible.

The Mystery of Humans:
I was with a friend in a university room, possibly waiting for a university professor which was supposed to help my friend. Next thing I know, there is a countdown and that something evil was about to descend. I bolted out of there and ran as far as possible to the nearest exit. I went around a corner and then through a blanket of darkness to a well lit room to make my escape and just barely made it out as the counter expired, however, it seems that my friend was unfortunate and didn't escape. I ended up sitting on a chair or some object and used my psychic mind to listen in on his conversation. There was some talk and the mention that humans have chips implanted in them. Then he was shown a movie that I guess was supposed to weaken him and something was mentioned as if it was a riddle. It was "How can you be human and not be human?". Afterwards, I think I talked to him again and there was a mention of a microphone being placed under the criminal's pillow to catch him and get the police to lay some charges.

A Dream?
I recall that I was telling my sister that "I'm dreaming" but not positive if this was a dream.

Full Amphitheatre:
I found myself in an amphitheatre which was full of people, possibly those who are poor or have lost their homes since a lot of them had their belongings with them. There was one guy who was moving down the stairs and he was supposed to be someone I was looking for. Someone who I know and I think owned the place decided to turn on the lights by flicking on all of the switches to wake everyone up and that's precisly what happened.

Thoughts: That mystery was certainly interesting, it was as if I was watching some conspiracy theory. Funny enough, I remember hearing the chip in humans bit a long time ago in some program that was talking about alien abductions