StrayRhapsody

Last night, I had a dream that started with my friend coming back from China (where she is in waking life and really will be returning to the states soon). Then it turned into she (or maybe some other exchange student) bringing back a group of friends from China or Korea or something for a sleepover or a party of sorts.
I think we may have gotten drunk or have smoked a little bit, because they began getting //very// friendly.
I didn't go below the waist per se, but one of the girls got on top of me and I put my hand up her dress. I felt her waist and her thighs and breasts. Her skin felt very, very warm and and smooth. Her dress was light-weight fabric with floral patterns on it.

This is unusual for me, because I normally do not have sexual dreams about women. In waking life, I have slowly come to realize that I am bisexual. I am lucky enough to have friends that accept that, so it's something that I talk about on a fairly regular basis- no suppressed feelings or anything, though I DO have to suppress talking about it around my parents (very Conservative Christians).
I am longing for a relationship with my best friend (a male), but we have tried before and he doesn't want to have that kind of heart-ache again (he had to deal with my depression and anxiety issues and all of the confusion that came with that). I think I am realizing that I don't really have hope right now of getting back together with him, and I think what I'd really like to try next is a girlfriend.
I've never officially had one, and I feel like it would be beneficial to try at this time in my life. I think that maybe that's where this dream came from, but I'm not sure.