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Bedtime: 23:37
First wakeup: 05:02 (fragment)
Final wakeup: 11:07 (dream)

Supplements: None


The fragment:

My gf's mums boyfriend was drunk, he had his foot in my face over the foodtable in my gf's and her mums flat/appartment.


The dream:
Me and my gf Malin was at my grandpa (dads dad) place. My friend Mattias was spamming me with text messages, and Malin and Mattias chatted over text messages etc.
We then were at the part of the city where I live, in the centrum there. We walked from the store and I see that Mattias have sent me over 45 messages without me noticing.
I had in mind to pay back, using my app where I can scheldue messages (Go Launcher Ex).
Anyway, I also saw my neighboor Jörgen, he looked suspicious at us.

Me and Malin went to my dads home where I actually live. We went into my room and unpacked our bags. I had 3% left on my phone, so I put it to charge.
Malin had 2 phones, but she had lost one of them, probably forgot at my grandpa's place.

Aigh't, the past days I haven't had so great recall.
However, I'd a recall last night, I didn't remember it today, but now I was going to bed and saw my dream journal and that I'd written in it. So I thought just to write it up here right now before I shut down the computer and go to sleep.

Bedtime: 02:15
First wakeup (alarm): 06:20
Final wakeup (alarm): 08:43

Yeah.. I kinda hasn't slept very much these days. I happend to go bed between 0am and 3am the previous days. Time's flies by and there is always something that keeps me awake more. Yesterday, I started to read articles about training etc, plus took some pictures of my body, in order to see changes in a few months.

Anyway, now to the dream (that actually had something to do with the topic I just wrote about).

Gym work advice (DREAM)
I was on the computer, on a Swedish forum where they talk about training (strenght mostly). I had posted a thread with massive of pictures of myself asking of tips how I should cut off my fat in order to be able to see my 6pack.
A guy had answered the thread and gave me massive of tips, he said that I would lose the fat I got and gain massive muscles in just a few weeks (maybe a 4-6 weeks).


And that was it.
I did post a thread like that IRL before I went to sleep. Not that many pictures as in the dream though. But IRL, I didn't have any answers to my question/thread.. and still I don't.


OH well, time's now 01:10, I will head to bed very soon. Just updating my score on competition and on my signature first.

Bedtime: 23:40
First wakeup: 05:28, wrote down dream and went on toilet, back in bed to WBTB attempt at 05:42.
Final wakeup: 07:15

Supplements: 100mg B6 and 100mg L-theanine


Hacking stuff, movie and sniper (DREAM)
I was on the computer, searching for how I can get lots more YouTube views. Found two sites that said would be great.
Suddenly when I started download the software from one of the sites, a packet appeared in my dads living room.
I unboxed it, and discovered it's some kind of real hacking tools. It was a book, shoes in size 35, a movie and a sniper.
I walked back to my room and started to watch the movie. The movie showed a girl who did the same as me, and where he later got her loved ones killed by a sniper man.

That's it.

Today, I'd hard to recall anything at night and morning. When I wake up at night, I check what time is and write them down, and right after I try to recall if I had any dream, I try think hard but tonight I did not get anything out of my head.
No recall, until I started watch a movie where they at one part ate hamburgers, then I could recall


Bedtime: 00:42am

First wakeup: 03:38am
Second wakeup: 05:00am
Third wakeup: 08:42am

Final wakeup: 10:17am


MAX (fragment)
I was on my way to MAX (an hamburger restaurant) after I haven't been eating there for a very long time. I'd promise myself to eat there as a reward for something.

Doh, today is the first day this year that I couldn't recall anything!
But, I've started to write down times I wake up in my dream journal, and here they're.

Bedtime: 01:02 (but took me probly a 20 min before I fell asleep)
First wakeup: 05:06
Second wakeup: 08:00
Third wakeup: 09:05
Final wakeup: 09:23

Supplements: None

First of all, today have been a sad day. Our puppy (Collie breed) had to die, as he had a virus (canine distemper(?)), they tried to cure it but it didn't work. He was only 16 weeks old (we had him for 8 weeks).

Today, I had 1 dream and 1 fragment.

Not sure when I went to bed, I should write that up from now on. However, I succeeded to write up 2 times I woke up during night.

Bedtime: about 11pm
First wakeup: 04:35 (fragment)
Second wakeup: 06:04 (dream)
Final wakeup(alarm): 09:00


3 words (fragment)
Home, n!gger, evening

yeah, that's what I'd written up... and I haven't been able to recall anything.


Rollercaster and an attack (dream)
It was on a rollercastere with some guys from an internet forum. The rollercaster was very long and it sure went over grass, trees and fields.
Once it stopped, we all went off the rollercaster. And suddenly they all started to hit me with thorn bush sticks, for no reason. Also they in a few seconds later started to throw rocks at me.
I was panicing and ran towards a door, once I got into the door, it had another door I opened and passed through.

And then I woke up.

I'm also sure that I suspected I was dreaming, but as I was stressed/paniced and I just wanted out of there, I didn't really think further on that.

Bedtime: around 11pm
First wakeup: no idea, but between 2-6am?
Final wakeup: 9am

Supplements: None


Canon 90D (FRAGMENT)
I was in the city (Luleå), and I'd a Canon 90D (which in real life don't exist?) systemcamera.
And some guys (maybe 3-5) were chasing me in order to steal the camera.

That's it.
I probably had 1-3 more dreams/fragments, but I couldn't recall any other.


Also, I do have L-theanine, 5-HTP and B75 complex. But I'll wait for B6 (100mg's) from eBay to arrive. Once I got that arrived, I'll try L-theanine 200mg + B6 100mg.

I've been inactive the past months, lost motivation and then forgot all about this.
This year, I've Lucid Dreaming in my new year resolutions once again.

Bedtime: about 00:00 ?
First wakeup: about 06:00?
Final wakeup: 08:30

Supplements: none

Local bus-ride (DREAM)
I were in the local bus (where my dad works). It was summer and I had a ride with loads of upper highschool students (I was one myself). I sat in front of the bus, it was like a door there, made me able to stick out my feets.
We moved to my place/part of the city (Herts*n), where my dad lives.

That's kinda all I remember. Hard to explain all details.


Dads gym scheldue (FRAGMENT)
My dad showed his gym scheldue in his home, to my girlfriend.
(my dad doesn't even train on gym irl)


Presents fail at store (FRAGMENT)
I was in a store and wrapped some present I was suppose to give away to somebody.
But, I wrapped it before I bought it..
I also was gonna buy cornflakes and soda.


Money left (FRAGMENT)
I was in my girlfriends flat. I looked how much money I'd left after a bus trip (the fragment below I believe). And I came up to 1450 kr. But I also knew I'd probably over 2000 kr at the bank.

Bus ride, 200km/h (FRAGMENT)
It was 4 seats in this bus. I had the left back seat. We were on our way to the city Kiruna, which is like 300km away from my city.
It was very fast, the bus drove up to 200km/h.
I looked out of the window where the review/driving mirrors suppose to be, but instead of these mirrors, there was the speedometer.
I also took picture with my camera on the speedometer, that I later could post on Facebook.

Bedtime: 01:20
- gerbil dream -
First wakeup: 06:30 by alarm
- school dream
Final wakeup: 11:30

Supplements: 75mg B75, 5 hours before bed. (no idea if that made an sense though)

Note: one of my gerbil died irl about 2-3 weeks ago
The gerbil dream

Polly and Imagination had changed color. Polly was black instead of her original light color.
However, both of them was quite so big. I had them in a plastic bag, and they was almost on way escaping all the time because I'd my irl friend over, and he forgot to close the bag all the time.
It wasn't just Polly and Imagination too, it was some other black gerbil. No idea who that was.


The school

I was in my girlfriends apartment. Actually, it was just like my mums old apartment she lived in for like 4 years ago.

There was a couple of guys in this apartment, it was my girlfriends brother (even though she has no irl) with his friends. My girlfriends computer were on, inlogged on Facebook.

It was morning I guess, or maybe evening? At least wasn't very light outside.
I was going to the school, that is on the other side of the city.
First I'd in mind to walk there with some classmates.

But as I'd start to walk and talked to one of the classmate that's kinda fat to say, I told him I maybe should take the bike or I will have to walk all way back and it may take 2 hours.
So I walked back, grabbed my bike and gone for it.

Once at school we had some lesson, and then we were about to end the day.
I had my girlfriends cat Indie with me. I knew I wouldn't be able to carry the cat with my backpack almost full and with my bike.
I called my girlfriend and told her to take the car and come to pickup the cat as I can't transport it.

So anyway, someway I went away with the bike to the city and now it was probably daytime.
I stopped by a restaurant where I thought of having a hamburger meal.


And then don't remember anything more.

Today morning I'd 3 dreams I recalled, though I may lost one now.. atleast I remember 2 right now.

Sleep time: 2am
First wakeup: 7:30am by thunder and rain outside
Final wakeup: 11am


1st dream:

I was not far away from where my dad lives (where I'm now). Maybe a 100-200 meters away. I was walking on the side of the road, and suddenly there comes a guy with some kind of machine, he was almost driving over me.
I was soon on my street, and I see that the guy is now driving into one of our neightboors house + boat. I keep going and I came into my dads house.
I look outside the window and see he goes up from our house too, his machine really brings up the road.
I go to my room and pick up my systemcamera, putting on the other lens 50-200mm, and then I go outside to film it so I later can publish on youtube etc.
However, right before I was gonna start film I see my dad and other people gets home, I explaining the thing that's going on and they're only like "ok".


The other dream:

I was in the store with my gf and my gf's mum. We were gonna buy some kind of snack, but I wasn't sure what snack.
At first I thought of some kiind of sweet, so I took up a mashmellow package but wasn't sure I would like it.
I asked my GF but she says that she can't eat that cus it has milk. So I was like oh, and told her why not we get some chips instead that's probably taste better and also she can eat.
So we went to the chips place but I didn't find anything very interesting.
I walked around and found more places where they'd chips. Then I saw chips very high up, it was chips I never seen before. So I went there and grabbed one to check it out.
But suddenly I hear my gf's mum say something like: ehh not that one?
I watching at the price and see that it costs over 90 sek (like $12). So I was like, eh no for this one.


That's it.

Kind of dropped the dream journal as it didn't give me any better results, almost the opposite actually cus my dream recall was 0 every night.
Now I feel I start to get my dreams back, maybe I will write down some dreams again (and maybe the recall will decrease again cus of that? no idea).


Bedtime: about 2am
Final wakeup: 7am?
Supplements: Noooothing

The dream:

I was at my mums appartment (she actually have a house irl) that looked exactly like my GF's appartment.
However, it was daytime and I was chatting with my GF on the computer.
She asked me if I could come to her at 19:20 to 19:40 because her dad and her would travel to some special place.
I said sure and we just kept on chatting about all other kind of things I guess.

Once time was 19:10 I'd forgot it totally, I wrote to my GF on the chat that I'd to go eat now, so I went to eat.
Once I was back, like 20 min later, she had written to me that she has to start go now. And she had texted me on her phone that she's angry/dissapointed on me for not following with her.

So I thought I probably should just leave off to her.
My mum had a party with some friends and they were gonna go out, so I told her I'll go outside and walk, and so did I.

Suddenly however, it was daytime and I was at a place that looked like an school I gone before (year 1-3).
They were singing around the school there, where it use to be a playground.
A few meters away there were machines (tractors etc) that was working, digging a hole or something.
Suddenly, the tractor gets on fire.
I backing off and suddenly it explodes. Fire shoots out and people get closer to the school.

I found a way I could escape, but a guy told me I shall not take that way because mines are possible placed there.



And there the dream ended.
About the mine part, I prob dreamed about it cus of the mine turtle song from asdf movie on youtube that I was watching and listening so much to yesterday, lol.

Bedtime: 00-01am
Final wakeup: 9am?

Supplements: 150mg L-theanine

The dream:
I was coming home to my dads house, on the hatrack I see a black dusty animal, looked like a gerbil that had scratched the fur and tail.
I thought it was my gerbil named Imagination who is black like this one was.
I went to the office where I have the gerbils, and I see the cage is open. I thought that they must have escaped all around house.
I tried to look into the cage if there are any gerbils there, but as I couldn't see anyone I dropped down the gerbil(?) I just had catched on the hatrack.
Suddenly I see my both gerbils Polly and Imagination in the cage. That makes me know that this black thing I just dropped in, doesn't really belong there.
So I hunted it with my hand in the cage and took it out.

There dream ends

Bedtime: 2:10 am
First wakeup: 9:40 am (by alarm I can't remember)
Final wakeup: 10:40 am

Supplement: 50mg L-theanine (for first time)


UFO ATTACK! dream:

My friend (Mattias) asked me to join him and many others for a party outside near a forest. I was unsure from beginnng but then I said alright.
We went there, I'd bringed my systemcamera with me that I'd put in my backpack.
The people there was from my previous schools. I met the old buddy Björn and we 3 (björn, mattias and me) walked around the place.

Then suddenly my mum called me on the phone, at first I wanted to ignore it but she didn't stop call so I answered. She asked how it's going and what we're doing and about when I will get home, also about what clothes I'm wearing. I told her I don't know when we'll be home and that I'm wearing my t-shirt and shorts, told her also that it's not so cold outside.
A moment later I told her that I wanna take a picture of the sky, as I saw something very beautiful. I told Mattias to look up in the sky and take pictures, so he did. I told mum bye and kiss to not be rude by the rush of ending call. Then I used my phones camera to take pictures of the sky. What was so beautiful in the sky, the sun was behind clouds and made nice colors BUT it also looked like ice crystals to the right of it.

Well, after taking a few pictures with our phone we were gonna move on. But a few seconds later people started to stop UFO's. Probably about 30 UFO's had arrived in the air circuling around. I was chocked, and so was other people too, because those UFO's was exactly like all the youtube video, it made the exact sound and looked the same. They'd a white and transparent look somehow.
People started to run to the forest and so did we. The weather started to change very sudden, it became dark and windy. People was laying and sitting in the grass. Myself was total laying in the grass trying to connect my phone so I could upload the photo and also write that we're seeing UFO's.
Then after a while of trying but no success I got up from my laying position and walked to most of the other people that had setup their laptops. But they seemed to have problem with connection too, and some did just sit there with their computer turned off.
There was also a road near the place, so people took their cars and drove home. Me, Mattias, Björn and other people were still left and didn't know where to go, as we suddenly didn't have any car.

And there somewhere it ends.



Fragment:

I was at my GF's place around appartments and there was a crazy guy that was shooting at us. No idea why he did, but he wanted us gone.

Alright, today I'd a dream! Also yesterday evening I was ordering L-theanin, so I'll get it probably tomorrow or thursday.

Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: around 9am?
-dream occur-
Final wakeup: 11:30am
Supplaments: 2 of B75

The dream:

I was in a hotel with my dad and probably more people. My dad had a air rifle that I tried out.
Then when I'd got bored of it, I walked around in the hotel, I walked upstairs and met kids that spoke spanish.
Then suddenly I heard somebody say that lava is coming. So I watched out the window and saw lava coming.
I started to run higher up on the hotel as I also started to write my last tweet on Twitter.

That's it

Sleeptime: around 1am? after Sweden had won ESC
First wokeup: 04:30
Second wokeup: 06:40 - wrote down the dream
Final wakeup: 10am?

Supplament: Nothing

The dream:

So, justin bieber were coming to Sweden, to some place. Me and my family were there ready, and knew that in a few moments JB will come by. I had the systemcamera with me so I could try take pictures of him.

A while later he did come, by the balcon way.. He'd some kind of trampoline and jumped up and down. I was like the only one on the balcon, he saw me and I told him to get closer so I could take photos etc.
When he came closer I reached out my hand and we made a highfive.
I then started take a few pictures, and also made another high five

Later the other people came on the balcon, or well just a few. JB and 2 other famous artists (looked like somebodies from harry potter movie) were on the balcon. There was a small girl who was crazy about JB.
I took more photos and also filmed, I'd in mind to show one of my internet buddies who are supercrazy about bieber.

Later we went inside the house, it looked kinda luxery, and looked almost like christmas, with all furnitures and decoration etc. Some sat down around TV room and watched TV or did something with their phones.
I followed bieber around the houses as he also asked for his dog named Emil, if he was still outside (which he also was).

Then I went the TV room/living room where everybody else were and I thought of update status on facebook telling people I'm hanging out with justin bieber.