Sozu

I woke up today sometime after 9am at my gf's place. Sat behind the laptop a while, also visited bathroom etc.
Some minutes later my gf came up too.
I ate my quark with funlight in front of the computer. Took me over an hour to finish it I guess, I played some flash games and just chilled on the computer.

After that, we cleaned her room, took us probably an hour almost.
And then I packed everything and went home to dad.

At dads house, time were probably about 4pm when I arrived.
There was nobody home.
I went to my room, unpacked the systemcamera to test out how long I can film for (as me and my friend gonna film tomorrow, not our own work but somebodys else). Figured out my camera is filled after about 20-22 minutes of filming. But that might be enough though.
While testing out that and different settings I sat behind my computer. And after maybe an half hour somebody came into the house. It was my dads gf's son who got some pitbull dog. He is the 'gangsta' type guy with tattoos etc.

Anyway, I were still on my computer and surfed around.
Dad and his gf came home too, and an half hour after that I came out from my room, said hi and then I went off to store as I guessed they wouldn't do any food because they probably been eating. And really nothing here at home to eat.
So I bought hamburgers and french fries.

So I made dinner for myself.
Sat behind the computer while eating, watched on videos of how to do some exercises etc. Because I'm starting a new scheldue tomorrow at the gym.
I am very worried about it, I do want to succeed the 25th April on the test. I am afraid to get injured, but same time I feel like I need push harder and put on weights and do stronglift program. But that gives a much higher injure chance, and instead I might just practise more on the techniques so I am sure I am doing it all correct.
If I get injured, I will be fkd for sure.

Well, since then I been on the computer.
I also made dishes. Put up the clean dishes from the machine and then put in my dishes etc.

Now soon I think of going to bed and sleep. Latest 11pm (23:00), which is in like 55 minutes from now. Because tomorrow I will wake up about 6am. Because 9am I will be at that internship place (oh btw I will check on google street view of exactly where it is), and before this I will go gym.

So tomorrow I will wake up 6am, make 2 hamburgers for breakfast maybe as I don't have anything else to eat I guess. Then I will prepare the gymbag with everything, be on the computer too maybe. And then latest 06:50 I will start walk to the gym.
I will be then on the gym around 07:30, where I will workout for max 1 hour, to 08:30, and then take a shower and then walk to that place.

I hope it wont be too long day, because I need to get home and back to the city, at 18:30 I need to be there with my friend and film for this EU project we're teaming up with.

I HOPE my friend got to recharge his batteries etc, because they want it to be filmed, they said they else get somebody else who can film them (it's some speech they gonna do, some lecture or whatever called). And if my friend wouldn't have recharged batteries or anything, it all might just get FKD! Because my systemcamera got low memory compared to my friend, and I might not be able to film it all.
So there I am a little bit worried.
As I know things like that happened before with my friend. When going gym something comes up and he don't go and when me, him and my gf were gonna take photos on northen lights, the first evening his wheels on the car were broken. So we skipped that day. The other day (next day from that) we were gonna take photos of northen lights, but then his cameras battery were out. But luckily he recharged it, but we were late like 2 hours than when we were suppose to go.


Oh well, I hope everything will be fine.
I am mostly worried about this test on 25th April. And also, then I have to wait until between 10th July and 16th September or something like that, until I know if I even got in the basic military education. So will be months of worryness after the test anyway.

I wish I just could speed up the time and let the days go until 25th April, then look what results I got, and then speed time to sometime after 10th July and see if I got in or not.

If I don't get in, I'll have hard to choose, if I am gonna continue study and go for the film- and TV production one in another city that sure will be fun but might not be very great with jobs afterwards and will be owe lots of money.
I might just be looking for jobs etc.