Sozu

Yesterday I was lazy and didn't write up what I did the day. It was quite a normal day where I walk to the gym in the morning, walking back home, sits behind my computer, maybe goes out and shoot photos etc. I really don't remember what I did yesterday except for that I went to the gym and sat behind the computer as I do daily. I had a fragment yesterday though, but too lazy writing it up, I can do it here instead: I was playing some game that my gf started (it's some girly game that I am also member on too), and I had some trading cards with codes in order to get stuffs in the games, and I was asking her if she needed any and gave the codes/cards she didn't have (those she needed). That's it.

Well, today it's been quite different day.

I went to bed 02:00, with notes on my physical dream journal: "I dreaming, remember that!".
Woke up with no recalls.
Had alarm set to 08:00, and second alarm on 09:00, woke up both times. At 09:00 I rested in bed an half hour to 09:30 when dad came into my room saying he is going away for like an hour, and that the internet seems to be down.
As he had told me yesterday we had planned to go snowmobile together, grill sausages outside etc.

I went up from bed and yeah.. now I remember that I forgot to make reality check at mornings (to prevent future false awakings).
Anyway, I went up from bed. Got clothes on me, turned on my laptop. Went to the office room and restarted internet. And yeah, internet was completely down, problems on ISP side I guess. But didn't bother doing anything.

Went to the bathroom. Afterwards I looked in the fridge, no quark I had left so I just took a glass of milk instead.
Then I went to the livingroom and played angry birds on my phone.
Dad came home some minutes later, he had been gone like 45 minutes.
We made us ready quite fast, went outside, started snowmobile and went away.
Drove quite far, about 20-25 km away, we grilled sausage over the camp fire we made.
After that done, we went back home another way, it was like 20 km back home (I was letting RunKeeper track it this time).
I drove about 90% of the way home.

Once at home, the internet was back up and I went on the computer for like an 30 minutes.
Then dad told me he will go stores and asked if I want to follow, I said I've planned to go the gym very soon, and he said he can give me a ride. So I packed my bag quickly and went with him. He dropped me off at the gym.
I worked out for an hour, about 40 minutes strength (biceps, chest, forearms and shoulders) and then 20 minutes cardio on bike.
My friend texted me and asked me if I want to follow shooting photos in the city. I said sure and he came into the city.
He had in mind to take photos inside the church, but it was closed (he had looked it up right before he went into the city).
We didn't know what to take photos of, I had my phone to take photos with only as I had my systemcamera home.
Thought of just drive back home, but my friend got idea to take photos in a building where they got library etc. The building I like most as I use to be there taking photos, be on the toilet (yeah they got the cleanest toilet in the city I believe).
We got half way home and he continued and said I can get my systemcamera with me. So we went home to me and got my systemcamera, and went back to the city.

Once in city we parked the car at a store, was free parking there.
We walked more into the city, passed by a skywalk where we shot some photos.
Then continued to the building we were going to. Went in there, up to the library, shot photos etc. I also went on the toilet as I had to do my needs.
After that, we walked back. Passed by the skywalk this time too, it was darker outside now and lights inside the skywalk was on now. Shot some more photos. Then we walked back to the car, and I got dropped off in front of my house.

Went in the house (my dads house), noticed my dads girlfriend and his son were here. Dad made food, he told me I can put on water for my spaghetti, so I did.
We ate dinner, I cleaned afterwards.

Went to my room, and sat down behind my computer. Just surfing around, lsitening to music, reading news, forums, and also fixed photos in photoshop. I always use Camera Raw, so I edit it through that, and I also tried make fake HDR photos. Posted them on Facebook in some group I am in, and also on my fansite that's about the city where I live, got some thousands likes on it (most are non-swedish and non-actives, but as one of my photo got lots of likes and sharings, the page got bigger and even more active), and about 12 people liked the photo so far, all in my city.

Anyway, I also went to store at like 20:40, I really felt like having some dr pepper. I know I told myself not to, but yeah.
Somehow I am not in great mood and feels like I don't give a *beep*.

I found a great song with great lyrics from Eminem. I think I never heard it before, even though it seems to be old.
It's named Eminem - Rock bottom
I love the lyrics and song.

Well, that's like my day today. Soon time's 00:00 here, and then a new day is here.


Tomorrow my plan is to wake up like 11am as latest, but I will probly wake up 10am if not before that. Then I will make 2x90g hamburgers for sure. And I will also bring with me the rest I got to my girlfriend that I might go to between time 1pm - 5pm. It's rest day from gym tomorrow.

I thought of start write down my days here. I first write down my recalls (if I had any) in a journal entry. Then I write another entry where I write about my day, and if I had no dream recall I may write down times I went to bed and woke up. To see the 'failed' attempts of recalls too.

Here is how my waking life was today:

I woke up in the morning, looked at the clock on my phone that I have in my bed, and it said 07:20. I wrote down the time in my dream journal and then I just layed in bed for a while.
I felt quite tired and wanted to continue sleep, but I knew I had put time on 8am and were going up then, and felt useless to continue sleep as I will just get more tired probably.
However, I half slept and also recalled the dream I had. Wrote down the dream recall and then I layed in bed for some more minutes.
I probably went up from my bed around 07:40 maybe.

Went up to my computer as always, started it and went to bathroom where I probably had a pee. Can´t remember really.

Anyway, I went back to the computer with 500g quark as use to be the first thing I eat in mornings the past couple of months, as it's great with proteins in this. To this quark, I put some Fun light strawberry (sap/juice). It makes it taste like yoghurt.
While eating I listened to music on YouTube, read around at flashback (a forum), and watched news. Was around facebook time to time too.
I had in mind to start walk to the gym already at 9am, but somehow I got quite late for that. I had to write up the jobs I had been searching the previous month, didn't remember them all but wrote down enough.

At 10am I started walk to gym, with my earphones on listening to albums from "Bullet for my valentiine". The songs makes my anger boost, something I like. Especially great for the gym as it feels like it motivates me more and more.

I was quite angry this morning, as yesterday I had knew that I missed a meeting at the employment service, I had got the letter too late. I got it yesterday afternoon, and the meeting was yesterday morning.
And meeting felt important to me, as it was a job application I had passed and I thought I lost chance for it, which made me very angry on them.
Additional to that I also were very angry because I bought skullcandy lowrider headphones yesterday, and those didn't work good with my laptop, sound quality were worse than $1 eBay earphones.


Walked towards the city with my plans to first go employment service, then gym and then the other part of the city 5km away in order to possible buy a new phone. I had in mind of an Xperia acro s or an Xperia v. As I hated my HTC Wildfire so much and really I never buying anything for myself other than food and clothes sometimes when it's needing.

When I came closer to the city I thought more about me losing this chance of getting a job because of the employment services sent me the enveolope so late and also that they cannot use the fkn mail or text message.
While thinking of that I also thought about the headphones that what if I don't get back my money.
I also started to think about the boss where I made internship, the mad boss that just asked me to continue do slavework/internship at his store, something that I didn't want to because it felt like he really didn't need to employ me, that he just wanted me to work for free.
All this at once and I felt VERY angry.

However, I got into the employment service, and had calmed me down some but still very angry.
Told them straight off that I've got a late letter and missed a meeting yesterday. Went to their working computer where they wrote it up and also tried to contact some person but didn't get in contact.
But they told me they're not sure if I still got chance for the job, that they don't know any much about it. But that I will be contacted during the day probably.

So I left there, and thought that I might need my bank account information when buying the phone. So I passed by the bank and asked there, but as I started talk to them I remember this is going to be on a bill and not take money directly from my bank account, so I didn't need anything from there.

After that, I walked to the gym. Did about 40-45 minutes strength workouts. Chest, shoulders and triceps. After that I did 20 minute cardio on the bike. Sweat a lot like always.
When done I drank my protein shake and had a shower.

When done at the gym, I thought I'm too tired to walk 5km more to the other part of the city and then walk back home, that total would be probly a 12-15km. So I refilled my bus card, and took the bus. I actually haven't been riding bus for like 2-3 months as I am always walking into the city because it's just way cheapier.

Once at the other part of the city I walked to the store I bought the headphones at. Went in there and stood in a queue.
Told the woman that the headphones had very bad quality for my computer, that I had to push a button to make the quality good. She called somebody and asked how she would do, and well, it got accepted and I got my money back.

Then I was gonna go to the store where the phones are, but I felt like I had to go toilet. So I walked towards the place I know where they got toilets. While walking there I also felt I'm quite hungry.
Thought that I can go take a hamburger meal, as time was around 13:45 I would have time to order the days meal that's served between 10:00-14:00, which is somewhat cheaper.
So I did that right after I been on toilet.

When that was completed, I walked towards the store with the phones.
Went in there, straight to the Xperia acro s, was looking around on the phone, checked if it really had 11gb free in storage etc.
Then also looked at Xperia v, noticed that indeed it only have 3gb available space.
Tried the camera on Xperia acro s, liked the physical shutter button it has.

So well, after a small while an employee came up to me and asked if I needed any help or had any plans. I told him that I think of buying a phone, that I've been thinking of an Xperia acro s or an Xperia v, but that I really think I will pick the xperia acro s.
He said alright, and we went to make the purchase.

Once done, I went straight to the bus that lead me home.

At home I went to my room instantly, nobody where home. I unpacked it and tried to figure out how to put in the sim-card.
Was quite hard to understand the manual as it didn't say how to really do.
But searched on YouTube and found out how to open up the tray in order to put in the sim-card.

Once that, charged the phone 30 minutes as the instruction said.
And well, when that done, launched phone and installed some apps that I need. Facebook, twitter, instagram, facebook messenger, facebook page manager, skype, dropbox and some more.

Time probably was around 4pm when I were home. And ever since then (time is like 00:00 very soon), I been on my computer and also been looking around on the phone.
Around 7pm when noticed my dad or anybody hadn't got home, I went to store to buy some food as I were hungry.

I bought hamburgers and french fries.
Made some french fries and 2x90g burgers, ate it. Still hungry so I made 2x90g hamburgers more, ate it and done. Made dishes.
Then been on computer ever since.

Dad came home like 23:30, for like 30 minutes ago.
He doesn't even know I bought a phone yet.
My family is very economic. My dad buys cheapest thing and both my parents want me to spare money, while my gf says I never spend any money, that I only buy food etc. Which I do.
Felt that I needed a better phone, will make days more fun too. And also I promised myself to not buy any more sweets, soda etc that I use to do time to time. Because that surely costs more than my phone does each month anyway.


Well, that's what I did today.

Location: dads home

Bedtime: 00:28
Final wakeup: 07:20

Notes before bed: I dreaming. This is a dream. Reality check.
+About a 15 minute WILD attempt

School gym (dream)
I was at some athletics/physical training at a school.
I'd my gymbag with me and a rugged paper with jobs I had searched. I were going to employment service after the done at that school physical training lesson. I put the rugged paper on some weird brown wooden chair that looked like some horse saddle.
We made abdominal exercises mostly. Crunches and jackknife.

That's it. Wasn't sure if I should count it as a dream, but I think it's over the line of counting it as a dream, so I do count it as one.

Location: gf

Bedtime: 23:37
First wakeup: 04:38
Second wakeup: 07:51
Third wakeup: 08:55
Final wakeup: 10:20

Notes before bed: I dreaming. Perform reality check, when I wake up.
(remembered to make reality check one time in those times I woke up)

unfaithful (dream)
I somehow was unfaithful as I met a girl who was quite short and thin but somewhere around my age.
She was so interested by me, and I were interested by her. She was very hot.
We simply "did it", but I came way too fast.
And right after I told her I'd decided to go to the big city as I'd forgot to visit the stores that I were supposed to do the last time I were there (which was just an hour before I met her probly).
I was afraid to meet up with her again, as I had in mind that I could get caught for being unfaithful.
However, I had in mind that she bangs lots of guys, as she also had showen me a video of her banging some guys on a school bench with one of her female friends.
I avoided her on my way back home again (as she were quite close on my road home).


Digital clocks (dream)
I was in my room at dads house. It was late evening or maybe even night. I was going to cinema or something the next day, so I had to wake up early.
However, when I woke up I noticed I'd overslept. Or atleast what I thought in my first sight.
I had massive of digital clocks in my room, and they all showed different time. On some clocks it was even hard to see what time actually was.
I went out of my room and according to my dad and his girlfriend, time was [11 : ?? am].
Then I walked back to my room, sat behind the computer and started to play some kind of game that felt quite real, as I kind of were inside the game.
I had to find some kind of orange/yellow leafs with some cashewnuts on, in order to erase the pain I had on my feets as I walked on some insects that were biting me (ticks, or something?).



Yeah, that's it.

I discovered that SOME of my previous dreams, is related to my other days planning.
Yesterday I planned that I were going to the big city, to visit some stores (I am thinking of buying a new phone).
And also I had told my gf yesterday evening that I want to wake up early as I wanted to walk to the city and back, and that I want to be home before dinner time at dads house, which use to be 4-6pm.

I didn't write up anything yesterday when I had some recalls. So I do it now.

Location: gf

Bedtime: 00:05
First wakeup: 07:06
Final wakeup: 10:05

Notes before bed: I dreaming


Apartment (fragment)
I was in a cool apartment that was owned by some kind of work/company I had.
I were emptying the dishing machine there.
Then before I went to bed I talked with my gf over Skype.

White trash (dream)
I were in my dads parents house. At first I was in the bathroom, but then I went out to the kitchen.
I knew the people I refer to white trashes, was living there too. I went to the freezer and I was wondering if my food were left.
I had a look and discovered a 1/2 bite of one of the 2 pizza bottoms I had in the freezer, was like ripped of and gone.
I got very angry and shouted/scremed at the white trash people who were in the living room watching TV.
They were about 6+ people there, and they shouted back at me and said they hadn't done any wrong.

Soccer elite (fragment)
I was in a soccer field with a team of players. It was the elite I played with, it was training, no match yet.




That's it.

Location: dads home

Bedtime: 01:42 (fell asleep after 02:03)
First wakeup: ?? : ?? (sometime during night or early morning)
Final wakeup: 09:17

Notes before bed: I dreaming. Remember my dreams.


She loves somebody else (dream)

Me and my girlfriend was with eachother in my room. It was evening and we were about to go sleep. I was in my bed and my girlfriend was on a madress that laid on the floor.
My girlfriend then suddenly said she was in love with somebody else. I was quite surprised and wondered who, but that it might not matter to know anyway.
I accepted that fact she loved somebody else even though it was quite weird.

And what I understanded, we were still going to be together, just that she loves somebody else.


That's the dream, weird one.

Location: dads home
Bedtime: 01:50
First wakeup: 07 : ??
Second wakeup: 08:44
Final wakeup: 09:50
Notes before bed: I dreaming! Dreaming. Dream.

Plots for 800 USD (dream)

I was going to withdraw money and chosed some kind of "game machine". I was going to withdraw 3000-5000 SEK (500-800 USD) for presents and other things.
Once at the machine, problem appear. The machine doesn't want to spit out all the money.
Two world of warcraft nerds trying to help me out, but with no result.
At last I find out that the money were stuck behind a candy bag.

Once I'm home I check so it's withdrawn correct.
I went into the internet bank and there I saw it said it had withdrawn about 5000 SEK. And as notes in the withdrawn, it said it was some kind of "reciept"/plot.
I looked in my hand more carefully and noticed it wasn't really money. It was some kind of plots with reciept on one of the sides. I had 6 of 500 SEK plots, meaning 3000 SEK I had spent on those 6 plots. I also had like a 50+ plots, in what value I had no idea of as they were quite differently. I remember however they were in a red and black color.
Those plots I could scrape, but I had no idea how these plots/game worked.

I was disappointed and thought that I rather could have spent the money on a GoPro videocamera.

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That's the dream!
Gosh, I was so happy when I woke up and noticed it was a dream. Thought I'd became bankrupt.

Location: dads home
Bedtime: 02:21
First wakeup: 09:00 [fragment 1]
Final wakeup: 10:26 [fragment 2]
Notes before bed: I dream! Do I dream? I dream.
Supplements: None, haven't take any in a while, somehow got into my mind that what if those pills I bought from eBay would be dangerous and make my eye-sight worse or that what if it would make me become blind. Idk, some weird thoughts that scared me and well, I might not take any supplements more. Seem not to work for me anyway.


Fragment 1:
It was some kind of counter-strike IRL, like some sort of sport. I was in some SD parti team. We were about to dominate.

Fragment 2:
I was with my mum and watched TV.

Here I will write the dreams I had written down from 9th February to today, EXCEPT 27th February because that I already written down because it was lucid. But the other days I was lazy to write and I decided to do that now.
I've also start to write up if I been sleeping at home or at my gf's house. I will write (home) if I slept home, and (gf) if I slept at my gf's place. And (?) if I haven't written it up.

9th February (gf)
Bedtime: no idea
Final Wakeup: no idea
Fragment: I had 4-some

13th February (home)
Bedtime: 03:40
Final Wakeup: 10:00
Fragment: Brazzers, a girl squirt

18th February (gf)
Bedtime: 23:35
Final Wakeup: 10:25
Fragment: I put my gf on Google latitude as she didn't bother doing it herself

22th February (home)
Bedtime: 01:20
Final Wakeup: 11:15
Fragment: I watched some video show where they drove F1 cars and jumped over obstacles etc.
Dream: I begun a karate sport with some gangsters. We were in my apartment (port 27), I was going to get picked up in car but I forgot my sweatpants just when we were going. I had hi-tech stuffs, a TV screen floating in the air, and wireless HDMI from my hi-tech laptop to the TV.

??th February (gf)
Bedtime: 00:30
Final Wakeup: ?? : ??
Fragment 1: My gf was becoming a moderator in a filesharing part of a big forum, even though she only had 15-20 posts.
Fragment 2: I was on vacation in Afghanistan with dad, mum and my sister. But they started to argue and I regret that I followed with them on vacation.

26th February (home)
Bedtime: 01:15
First wakeup: 05 : ??
Final Wakeup: 08:00
Fragment: I was on smosh website and watched videos. One was on a cowboy that got kidnapped and then shot to death.

27th February - the lucid dream and some other dreams I already wrote up. Was home.


28th February (home)
Bedtime: 03:55
First wakeup: 08 : ??
Second wakeup: 09:05
Final wakeup: 10:08
Fragment: A crazy little guy hunted me with a knife etc.

2th Mars (gf)
Bedtime: 00:40
Final wakeup: ?? : ??
Fragment: Many snowmobiles. Holiday?

3rd Mars (gf)
Bedtime: 23:40
Final wakeup: 08:23
Fragment: I was at my mums house, my room was total different and even bigger. I had my own bathroom and everything. It was like I could live inside my room 24/7 as I had toilet, food and all that's needed for living.





That's all.
I sure had more dreams and fragments, but there between days I sometime forgot to unpack my dream journal as I moved to and from my gf and dads home. I also was quite so lazy.
I had some fragments and dreams that I had in my mind when I woke up, but that I never wrote down. However, I counted those dreams and fragments in my counting, as I still had remember them after some hours of being awake.

Finally I got a lucid dream!

Bedtime: 01:30
First wakeup: 08 : ??
- wrote up the fragment and wrote "/I'm dreaming" and "/Thanks for dreamrecall" (but in my language) -
Final wakeup: 09:50, right after the lucid dream.
Supplements: none

Elevator and street (Lucid dream)
Me and my friend Mattias was in some kind of building. Not sure why we were there, but there was massive of people that followed us. We started to run and came into an elevator.
I quickly pressed in a code [4-1-1-1] as I remember that would get us up to the top of the building rapidly fast. But it didn't work, instead it became only a number 1, which made the elevator to go down.

When the elevator just had stopped, I told my friend to wait as I wanna see if this is a dream. So I ran towards the elevator door that was made of wood, and jumped with my head first. I went through the door and appeared on a street.

I had no idea what I would do now. Somehow I just chosed to drive MC in the traffic.
BUT, the weird thing was that I felt my legs in the bed, it was like pointing down in a 45 degree angle. It felt quite great to swing to right and left, except for the feelings in the legs.

I started to wonder if I really are lucid dreaming or just day dreaming. I tried to listen and focus on the sounds, and I started to hear bus and other sounds you may hear in a traffic. The sounds felt very real and that made me more sure that I wasn't awake, that I really did lucid dream.

I then stopped and thought of try to fly, as I remember that's a goal I have. But I had hard to stand straight up because of the feelings in the legs.

I then started to wonder if I am breathing, that what if my body just stops breath. So I tried to breath but I didn't feel any air. I got worried and thought I might just try wake up.
I tried to open the eyes, but it simply didn't work. I tried to roll aside, but that didn't work.
Started to get panic and I shouted "HELP!", but only a small sound came out. But some seconds later I woke up.

I also noticed I woke up on the other side of bed than in the dream I thought I were. I always sleep the 'correct' way in my bed. But in my dream I had my head where I have my feets, and my feets where I have my head.


That's it.



The black cat with puke/vomit (dream)
There was a black cat outside my apartment (the cat seemed to be mine and I had to forget to take in the cat). The cat had vomit/puke on him, spots here and there.
I took him in to my house (to my room that looks like my real room that I'm in right now).
He wanted to go outside, so he tried to escape through my airing gap near the window. But he didn't fit through and I catched him. I was going to clean him but wasn't sure what other than water I would use.

And there dream recall ended.


Malin and her friend (fragment)
Me, my gf Malin and her friend Josefin was in my gf's livingroom watching some kind of movie. My gf had fixed her gelé nails as she said she would do. They were blue. But they wasn't that long, and it looked just like she had put on nail polish.




That's all I recalled today.

Alright
I didn't log on DreamViews for a couple of weeks. I simply was lazy.
BUT! I've kept dream journal by my side of the bed EVERY SINGLE DAY! Writing up what time I gone sleep, and when I woke up and if something been recalled. However, sometime I'd forgot to write up the time at the morning.

I'll here now write down all fragments and dreams I've had.
Today, I'd my first false awaking this year.


20th January
Bedtime: 01:50
- fragment -
First wakeup: 06:00
Second wakeup: 09:05
Final wakeup: 10:45
Fragment:
When I did something, massive of deamons came


27th January
Bedtime: 00:12
First wakeup: 02:32
- fragment -
Second wakeup: 06:50
Final wakeup: 09:20
Fragment:
- A man from 'Skåne' (south sweden)
- businessman
- thief like robbery bob game on my iPod


31th January
Bedtime: 01:50
- 2 fragments -
Final wakeup: 11:17
Fragments:
I'd got an Sony Xperia V as xmas present, it costed 2200 SEK.

Dad fixed a seat to a car, or stole the car? But he thought to make a steering wheel in the seats there back of the car.
(so weird fragment)


4th February
Bedtime: 02:50
- dream 1-
First wakeup: 05:59
Second wakeup: 10:00-11:30 (quite awake during these times)
- dream 2 -
Final wakeup: 12:52
Dream 1:
I was moving the bed in my room out from the wall, because I'd a small hole in the wall and as we had a cat, we didn't want the cat to go into the hole (even though the hole wasn't deep at all).
I went down with my hand to the wall, it was loads of spikes and stuffs like that stuck in the wall pointing out.
Suddenly I accidently cut myself on some kind of spike on a sharp wooden stick. I took up my hand and looked at the damage. It was 3 cm deep cut in my hand, but it was mostly just under the skin. As I pulled it out, some green blood was coming out.
I googled on green blood but couldn't find anything interesting.
My mum was busy talking in the phone, and I was unsure if I had to call the ambulance/hospital.

Dream 2:
I was in a big building, it was some kind of university with about 5 floors?
They said the building was haunted (ghosts) on some of the floors.
So me and my 4th - 9th grade class in school, was going there to experience it.
I had my bad Sony Ericsson phone with me (no touch screen phone) that I was going to film everything with.
We was getting dressed as it was cold there, so on with outdoor clothes. Me and a girl was the last ones, so I walked with her.
She wanted to split up, but before that she wanted to see some videos/films she had. Either on my TV or computer in my dads house, where we suddenly were.


5th February
Bedtime: 04:10
First wakeup: 10:43
Second wakeup: 11:20 (dad woke me)
The dream:
I had me and my friends systemcamera (I've an Canon 550D and my friend have Canon 7D). I locked them in my locker at a school. Later, when I was back to the locker, I noticed I'd lost my keys to the locker. I searched for them all over the floor, but couldn't find them. So that was a problem.

Fragment:
I was at somebodys house, in a small village. I was bored.
There was a cat I had to take care of, which was why I was there. I also made food.
Ate some sweets and drank coca cola too.


6th February
Bedtime: 00:05
-can't sleep-
Still awake: 00:45
First wakeup: 06:17
Second wakeup: 07:50
Fragments:
Airgun from eBay that was modified. Somebody accidently shoot a man in the head on a 145 meter distance, and the man died.

I played TV game (or I was going to) on a superold gold colored playstation.



8th Fabruary (TODAY)
Bedtime: 01:40
- couldn't sleep -
Still bed: 02:00
- dream -
First wakeup: around 05:00?
Second wakeup: 10:00 (A)
Final wakeup: 11:30
Dream:
I woke up and the electricity was shut down. It did because of my mum was afraid of the cats and she couldn't sleep, therefor a huge fan in the wall in the dinnertable room, was turning on. A LOT of air was streaming through the house. My dad and mum was sleeping in the livingroom, nextdoor to the dinnertable room.
It was dark outside, time was 11 at morning/day and dad told me to go sleep. But I wasn't tired, and I wanted the electricity to go back on as I wanted my phone and computer to work.
My dad was angry, he yelled my name and repeated it a couple of times, like: "EMIL! EMIL!, EMIL!".
Suddenly, it was sunny outside, completely light.
I heard a shouting voice coming from outside: "EMIIIIL!".
I walked to the balcony (access by the livingroom) and a guy stood there outside telling me that it's Abrahams (an guy from my 4th-9th year class) had a party tomorrow, Friday. And he told me I'm invited but they'd forgot to tell me.
But I already knew I was invited, as another friend of mine had told me that, but I just didn't know what day and time.
I asked him what time it is, and he said 10:00. I said alright and that I will come. He then jumped over the high fence to the neighboor. And the neighboor, was Abraham himself.
I was instantly thinking of what to buy him, something for around/above 100 SEK I thought would be alright.
My sister came with the suggestion to give him some sort of food. It was like 1-2 KG of some kind of meatballs, but was better than meatballs. It had like 17g proteins per 100g. It was mixed potatoes and some sort of meat. And it costed only 19 SEK.
But I thought, why buying food for present, that's not so normal.







THAT'S ALL DREAMS AND FRAGMENTS I HAD DURING THESE DAYS
Atleast what I've recalled, and written down.

Bedtime: 00:30
First wakeup (alarm): 05:00 (w. fragment)
Final wakeup (alarm): 07:30

Supplements: none


mIRC AP (fragment)
I was on the #unlimitedboundaries channel, from a guy who owns astralpulse forums, the first forum I joined back in Mars 2011 when I started to read more about lucid dreaming, astral projection and out of body experiences.
However, my girlfriend really wanted to join the chat, even though she never been interested in lucid dreaming.
I was quite un-sure about she joining the chat, but I said alright and helped her out to connect as she had problems with doing so.
She choosed the username Sirius, which there is already a guy named on that channel actually, I told her she should use another username because the other people may believe that she is the Sirius guy who use to be on the channel.
Then suddenly my gf started to advertise something, a website and products or something that's mostly directed to girls and womans. She also wrote in Swedish and not English.


And that's what I could recall.

Yesterday (17th January) I'd 2 fragments, forgot to write them up that day, so doing it now.


Bedtime: 23:00
Wakeup(alarm): 06:10

Food stores stockroom (FRAGMENT)
Me and a school class hided in a stockroom/warehouse at a food store.
There was no meaning, we only seemed to do it for fun.


Sims girl (FRAGMENT)
A girl on The sims social Facebook game told me she was interested in me and wanted me.



That's it.
Now I'm alone in my gf's flat/apartment for about 1 whole week (atleast what's planned so far). Therefor, I may try out meditation, WILD, WBTB and stuffs that can be great if being alone to avoid being disturbed and to avoid disturbing others.

I might try WILD on Sunday daytime, because that's last day I can be here alone at daytime. Tomorrow Saturday, I will go to my sisters exam. And from monday - friday, I will be working 9am to 3pm.

Bedtime: 23:20
First wakeup (alarm): 05:30 (dream)
Second wakeup: 05:57

Supplements: 200mg L-theanine


Counter-Strike 1.6 (DREAM)
I was with an old friend of mine named Robin. We was playing counter-strike 1.6, not on the computer, but like in real life.
I started on a high construction building with an AWP (sniper). By the way, the area reminded of de_dust theme, it was desert etc in it. It was only me and my friend. My friend was running around on the ground, probably a 300 meters away? But right before I was about to shoot him, the game restarted and I was suddenly on the ground.
I didn't walk far until I had to go away from keyboard. I was just standing there, total still seeing 2 of my friends with AWP's while I only had a normal gun (USP possible?). Maybe a 10 seconds later I was back, I made something called bunnyjumps while I prayed in my head not to get shot.
But none of them did shoot.

Suddenly, dream changes and we're now more people. But this time it's more like hide and seek.
I walk towards that brown door and climb up so I can see over to the other side. But right behind me and about 1 meter up, I see a dude sitting there.
We're like 3 teams, and I see another friend that is in another team, he isn't shooting me, but telling me o shoot this guy on the other team.


And there the dream ends.

Bedtime: 00:20
First wakeup: 06:08 (fragment)
Second wakeup: 09:04
Third wakeup: 09:53 (dream)
Final wakeup: 11:00

Supplements: None


Flea market and new coca cola
I was at a food store with my gf and her mum. I found a new coca-cola flavour, it was named Coca-Cola Happy and it smelled very good from a long distance. So I definitly wanted to buy that one and see how it taste as I guessed it must taste as it smells, which was very amazingly.
At the checkout I had forgot where I've put my credit card, but shortly I found it in another pocket.

We then went outside and it was a flea market. My gf wanted to buy some stuffs, so she picked up massive of stuffs. And since she didn't have any cash on her, I would pay.
However, of everything she picked up, it all costed a total of 1400 kr (about $200), I thought that was kinda much and wondered why that costed so much as flea market use to be cheap stuffs.
We begged the man that hold in that market to check why it costs so much. So he started to throw around my gf's stuffs and told us what they costed. "20 kr, 10 kr..." etc, it was very small amount, until he picked up some green stuffs that was about 2 meter wide, those costed about 89 kr each, and we had probly about 10 of those. I had no idea what they were, but it looked like vegetables, but found out they were some kind of costumes.
I really didn't want to pay this amount for those stuffs. So my gf started to remove those stuffs that costed too much, and I was gonna pay for some lower price, that I don't know what it come down to.
But when I was gonna draw my credit card, it didn't work.
The guy with the market started to get angry at us, because we took his time so much and that he wanted us to buy his stuffs now.
Ended up that it didn't work to buy and we walked away.



Spaghetti dream
I was at my gf flat. I was making dinner, macaroni and minced meat. But it wasn't enough of food, so instead of going to store and buy more, I found spaghetti in the fridge that I could warm up.
So I warmed it up, and gave it to her with some minced meat that had some macaroni in it (as I'd mixed my macaronis and meat together).
As she started to eat, I kind of remember that she is gluten too.