non-lucid

Had lucidity for a little while before losing it. I forgot exactly when I had it and what I did with it, but I used it to set up control for when I was non-lucid. It was a mine craft themed dream with better graphics and I had .mod commands for the rest of the dream. I made a fort with secret rooms and trap doors and portals to the ground. I spent a lot of time trying to summon a girl, I was successful, but couldn't get further than that.

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Here are some nightmares, probably not a very long list, and some dont seem particularly scary, but these freaked me out so bad a sat in a cold sweat for hours before i went back to bed. (they get worse as i get older too.)

- Wolf dreams: the only one that repeats (very infrequently though), not as scary as the rest though, i can fall asleep after but its one of those ones where you need to force yourself awake. basically im playing alone in my backyard, close to my woods and abandoned shed and dog cage (big square of fence with a dog house in it, the dogs are now dead). then i notice the wolves. they are black, and are watching me silently with yellow eyes. its not a look of rage, or if they were stalking prey, or calm, they were eerie large eyes that never blinked and seemed to look into my soul. they would growl and i would know they were going to rip me to shreds. i would try to run, but i couldnt, my feet were rooted to the ground in terror. (the last time i couldnt move but punched one when it lunged, the other times i wake up.)

-Deadly flowers: from this point on these are one time deal nightmares, and were bad for me, this one is from when i was little. i am spectating a man giving a woman a present from her front door. she takes it out of the box and there is a large beautiful flower with very thick leaves that seem wet. when she touches it her eyes roll back into her head untill they are completely white, her face contorts in pain, and she emitts the most bloodcurteling loud scream i have ever heard, it gave me chills and woke me up.

-Homer simpson: in a car, backseat, homer simpson is driving. he falls asleep. but not in a normal way, his head sags back over the back of his seat, his upside down face looking into mine, with completely white eyeballs. it was so creepy, he looked dead and his white eyes and creepy round teeth added to the fact the car was going to crash made me wake up, later on i wondered why i was so afraid of a simpson.

-What the hell is in the basement?: climb down into a basement from a latter. only a square of light from above provides a bright square of light in a black room. i see something moving. it comes closer, its a pale demon child thing, and all you need to know it was creepy. whoever was with me on top when i went into the basement alone slammed the hatch to the basement. in the darkness i woke up.

-zombie children?: im older now, but in this dream i was a toddler again for some reason. i was with my mom when i went to a party at my friend toms house. she put me in the basement to talk to his parents, and i stayed in there behind a child proof gate with some other kids my age. i didnt know these kids but in this dream i was little and i didnt care. the kids were all quiet and huddled except for one kid in the corner. "Hi, my name is Be..." "SHHHHH!!!!". for the first time i looked at the lone child. the whites of his eyes had a sickly yellow tint to them and black pupils., he had black hair and was unnaturally pale. His blood was black, and dripping from his mouth like drool. he took strained breaths and looked up. if i could describe this kid in one word it would be rotting. he walked over and the kids were silent, unsure of what he would do. and he grabbed one, and started bitting his head. the other children screamed as the monster child bit into the kids head, taking out chunks and sending a spout of red blood out. then i woke up.

-The serial killer: last one for this post. walking through the woods alone. its not really dark, but its dreary and eerily quiet. then i start to notice the trees, or more specifically what was on them. someone had been nailing fingernails, toenails, toes, the ends of fingers, eyelids, and other various bits of flesh and organs to the trees. then as i looked i noticed a dirty, creepy old man standing conspicuously in between the trees staring at me unblinkingly. "hey kid, watch out, someone has been killing in this part of the woods, i just found a body, want to see it?" its a dream, so for some reason i go with him without uttering a word. we go into the forest, and the trees thin a little. then lying on the ground is a mutilated corpse, the bottom part missing, entrails pouring out, a look of horror on the face as flys landed in the gaping mouth to lay maggots. i could only say "who would do this" and looked back at the man. at that point he gave me the biggest, most sinister smile, and blew out his lantern. yea thats when i woke up.

Just a few especially fun dreams from the past:

-crocidile swamps and lakes: these come up every few months, they started off as a swamp, where i noticed a crocidile close to my feet, and then another, and another, untill i realize i am completely surrounded by the beasts. at one point i was on a short rickedy dock when i saw a monsterous one that could swallow me like a tic tak. since then the dream has slowly turned into more of a lake, where i can see them lining the bottom, looking up at me, and sometimes i fall off the boat/dock im on and have to swim frantically away from them for some reason (they never move except for the big one, aside from being a little to close to some theyve never attacked). these dreams arent really scary but more of fun. (p.s. the effect where i notice more and more creatures that i wasnt aware of also happens with frogs, also pretty fun dreams since they get bigger than my head)

-Tital waves!: Title says it all. sometimes they pull me out in the water and smash me, sometimes pull me down, other times i escape, but one thing for sure is that my dream ocean is always violent. over time they havent been as tall (one litteraly went past the clouds, some force was pulling the water straight up in the sky, the wave was 90 degrees and at the top water rose up into space, and then as i ran i got hit by the wave.) now they are very violent, still huge, and i love playing in them like in real life (added bonus that i cant drown.)

-Storm dreams: something is just great about these. the ominous feeling, the sheer power, its like a real live storm (no rain lol) with giant lightning strikes that blind, shake, and make you near deaf. the feeling is amazing and indescribable unless youve done it.

-The leviathan: i was at a giant lake on top of some strange plateau or mountian thing. the sky was grey and there was mist everywhere. i went into the lake, it was deep, dark and clear. i could see a bottom of dark sand and weeds, and rising out of the bottom to just at or a little below water level were giant pillars of stone. i looked down and saw the leviathan, bigger than any animal id ever seen, even from a distance. it was way below me but i could see its smooth black body winding in between the pillars and its glinting white teeth. needless to say i got the hell out of there. had this dream once but it still goes down as a favorite.

-Good sex =) : not gonna go into this much, but it was my crush, in the shower, and it was good. ruined by some dc but it was worth it. ( also when i later looked up how to have more sexual dreams i found out about lucid dreaming, so that put it in my favorites.

-Under water Dream: started out with me fishing for really agressive fish, they looked really creepy and ready to bite off my hand, i fell in for a min, and saw purple goo, which turned out to be their eggs. after i got out i saw an expedition team going underwater in a sort of base thing that looked like a metal trailer with no wheels and a side made of windows, and i volenteered to go with them. they were trying to find out why the fish were so aggressive, and we went really deep underwater (after the shore went out a little there was a very steep drop, also it was a lake but extremely deep and huge.) we went under and the first thing i saw was the sharks there, they were pretty big. they tried to attack the base, which was against a side of the lake, which looked like an underground mountianside. anyway we had to man the guns, and shoot of cannons that shot darts at the sharks with a chemical that repelled them. then we saw a big one. and by big i mean a whale shark, doubled in size, with a hammerheads head. we shot at it and it didnt stop, i stopped shooting out of fear, and it barreled into the glass. it shattered and water leaked in, and the shark carried off the girl next to me, while we put on scubba gear and replaced the windows and pumped out the water. while this was happening i viewed the girl and shark outside of my own body, since they were far away. the girl missed being eaten, but slid down its back, getting cut on the skin, and held on to the tail, the shark swam up and made a cresent shape with its own body, and bit her. i watched a mangled peice of flesh float down as the shark began to swim, before it turned around and ate that too. little did i know that this was the 2nd largest shark, the 1st being a bit fatter and longer, but not by much. at this point, i was in the base, and i went into an airlock and turned into a fish and swam out. i felt human but to the fishes i was one of them. i saw amazing coral and fish, both with fantastic colors, and found some really cool luminescent things in these small caves in the sand. i talked to the fish and found out that since the giant sharks were eating everything, everything was in a frenzy to survive and reproduce, so they became aggressive in finding food. i was avoiding the larger sharks this entire time, which occasionaly appeared, leaving an ominous shadow, and i knew if it saw me i would die. eventually we talked to a large shark (not as big as some of the others), and convinced him to let me talk to the large shark. i couldnt tell him not to eat anything, or kill him, but i told him to not eat pregnant things so there would be food later, and dissuaded him from eating a seagull. later i went back to the airlock, but fish followed me. they had suspicions i was human, but i told them i wasnt. then a boy who quit the team from shock at the shark attack, but hadent had a chance to surface yet, came down and said i was human. the fish were in a rage and i quickly went into the base as a human. we were about to go up, but we noticed how agitated the fish were. then i saw the shadow, and the great shark came out from behind an underwater mountian-pillar thing. we freaked out when we saw its size, and the darts were ineffective. it barrelled into the base and we all died.

Underwater Dream 2- I started out looking at a huge lake that was so clear I could see all the way down into it from the road. I went to the shore and saw some normal but pretty big fish swimming. I head out to a rock island a bit further out. There are all these kids on it so I decide to get out of there. I have on glasses, and then realize they are goggles. I decide to go exploring down into the lake, and realize I can hold my breath really well. Right a way I see a barracuda with creepy eyes and teeth, but it is non threatening. I keep going and run into bigger fish. I start to see sharks, not great whites, but the smaller more common ones. I get pretty far down to a sunken ship that resembles a small titanic, with coral and rust growing over it. Here I am uneasy. Two eel-shark type things come out, they look like http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mneDhOtVEQw but are brown with creepy eyes. One of them bites me, it doesn't hurt, but I know I need to get out of there. I turn around and start swimming, and notice that as I got deeper the fishes got bigger. A huge manta ray goes by me, and two medium sized sharks go by. They are more aggressive now, and disturbingly they all have the same face. Bulbous black eyes pointing forward, not to the side like normal fish, with a small mouth with huge needle like teeth. Finally I get back to the island.