My Dear Subconscious

I went to a drug deal with my best friend jamie (he's like my big brother in rl that im secretly in love with) and sean (a drug dealer who's also a friend of mine). while we were at the drug deal i got nervous and i hugged sean. He was shirtless and he has niice abs. and then on the way home i used jamie as a pillow. thats all i remember. but the dream was nice