Sehnsucht

My dreams were all blurry today and yesterday, but one thing I remember clearly. I was lying in my bed, trying to sleep a little longer, when I noticed that I suddenly had real vivid imagination. I saw a concrete world, my mother was arguing over a balkony with someone. I thought then, maybe I should try to enter that image.
Me and my bed are now in the imagined scene. I can't move, I try to imagine a white "Ah" inside me. No difference to actual visualisation occurres. But then, I feel strong vibrations through my body, I am almost shaking.
I wake up, shaking in a bed, my mother and a doctor are looking after me. I think that I am experimenting on lucid dreams with special medication, that is supplements. I try to WILD again...

And then I really wake up. I don't know if this was WILD, because my WILDs usually only work when I try it in a dream...