Sehnsucht

Can remember a few dreams today.

I get lucid in a room, with another person. I was talking to her, but now she isn't interesting anymore. The room looks like the inside of a rich catholic church, everything is in gold, paintings, a big organ. I notice a weird statue to my left, it is a big Charizard in an agressive pose, the material looks like silver. Its shape is made of many Polygons, kinda like in a videogame. I take a closer look and see that there is a hole in its mouth, I wonder what would come out. After inspecting the statue, a bit of water comes out. I think about what this whole situation could mean, but wake up.

That was one of my early dreams, very vivid but not clear. Should have focused on the person I was talking with.

I am at school, doing many things I don't remember. I am in a german class, with my old german teacher. I think I got there late, but took a seat without the teacher noticing me. Before class is ending, JS, sitting 2 seats to the left, asks the teacher if I would help him after class to do some duties, because I apparently am the supervisor of this room. The teacher comes to me and gives me his key, but as he sees my surprised face, he takes it back and says "Ha! You guys can't trick me." Later, I am talking to another german teacher, he would like to get me into his class, but I reply "My current german teacher wouldn't like that."

I am on vacation with my family, near the beach and the mountains. We sit on a bench near our house, and think of what we should do today. Another person comes by, which knows my parents, they let him sit too. We decide to split up.
I am walking to the beach with a guy and a girl together. At the beach, we meet a guy, who is known for being mentally ill, related to a guy from Formel1. He says that in if you search for the meaning of life, you have to dig in the ground. All kinds of grounds are out there, and if you dig deep enough, you would find life sooner or later. We leave him alone again, the girl asks me why this guy was fixated on grounds so much. I tell her that he isn't fixated on grounds, but on life; he is looking for life, maybe because he isn't feeling it enough. While leaving the beach, I feel like we are going the wrong way, but my friends convince me that we are right. I say "Whenever I am at the beach I lose my sense of direction.", and we go on. After a while, we pass by my Ex with her father, we say hi to each other, but not very interested. We meet up with a woman and the dad of the girl, they are talking about work. The dad says to the woman that her last project was so good that she doesn't need to worry about her studies anymore, so shit quit going to university.

...I get the feeling that I could be the mentally ill man on the beach.