Ruesia's Dream Journal

Four dream fragments. Night of July 4, 2012. Our dog, L, went missing.

#1
L came home. We were all overjoyed and happy. I woke up. She was not there.

#2
I am at the Denair house. My parents and sister are there. I wake up in my bed and there is a man standing over me in the dark shadows. I scream and we are able to disable him and get his weapon away from him. We put a call into the police and tie him up in the kitchen area. As we are standing there, waiting for the police to show up, we hear a vehicle come down the drive. I look out and see an older model Honda with a black body and white hood. I realize that these are the thief's friends come to help him. We lock the doors to the kitchen (from the back porch and from the living area) and barracade ourselves in. The men get out of the car and walk over to us. I hide below the window sill in the floor, hoping they can't see me. One of the men bangs on the window with his fist *bang*bang*bang. I am blinded by terror. I wake up.

#3

L comes home but she's covered in red paint. We try to put her in the shower, but as we get her in there, I realize someone has been using the shower as a bathroom and there is feces everywhere. I try to get L out, there's red paint everywhere, it looks like blood is smeared on all of the walls. I don't remember the catalyst that woke me up this time

#4

I am riding in the car with Aunt L. She drives into an aircraft hangar and I tell her I don't think we're supposed to be there. She gets out and starts looking around. I keep asking to go. Then, a strange man with two younger girls appears from the back and asks what we're doing there. As he gets closer, he appears very alarmed and demands we don't move. I try to explain it was a misunderstanding and we'll leave and he tells us we won't be leaving. He tells us he's been looking for us for a long time now. That he saw us in Africa (South or West, I can't remember) and that he is going to finish the job. I try to escape, but he pulls a hand gun and points it at us. I tell him he can find my ID in my backpack- it will prove we're not from Africa. He insists we're demons from S/W Africa and points for us to go down some stairs into a basement. I know we will go there to die and I try to resist. I end up making a run for it and he follows us. I break out of the hangar on to a military base and dive behind a planter. He stands there, with his gun on my Aunt L. and I am so fearful. Some military personal appear and I tell them that this man is holding is captive. They go out and try to talk to him. He surrenders, but for some reason, the man at the top of a watch tower fires his automatic weapon. *ching*ching*ching*ching*ching*ching* I am scared to death by that noise. I dive back down. I wake up

I've been waking up nearly every hour because of a horrific dream that bursts through. Its not pleasant. Loud noises seem to be the trigger in the dreams. I am not as aware/lucid in these derams anymore. They control me.