Ruesia's Dream Journal

Had this dream on afternoon July 10th

I'm late for something. I stop by my parents. Houses are still being built in the community. He's clearing up the backyard. It's late autumn. Other members of the family arrive. My dads side. One of my cousins has a horse. He's new to riding. He tries to ride her up a hill and she refuses. I grab her reins and calm her down. My cousin is scared. I offer to go grab a lead rope and lead her up. He agrees; he's very scared. We walk all the way back and I found a lead. We turn around to go back- the rest of the family has gone inside. We walk around and I give him horse advice, assure him it's alright.

I then realize my dying grandma has left and I didn't say goodbye. I'm upset. I go home. My dying grandma is there on the couch. She asks my sister to get her a glass of milk and one walnut. She screeches it. She says "Just one!" I select a few and wrap them in the paper towel. I walk over and sit next to her, waiting for her to ask for her walnut.

My grandmother died on May 28