RommiH's Dream Journal (entries are not dated correctly. i am slowly transferring my DJ from my computer, to the one on DV)

Monday 04 June 2012

I am in my grandparents’ house in Kentucky. I walk around exploring the place. I walk into the guest bedroom. I get on my knees and open a cabinet. I find some jackets in there. I pull one out. It is black and seems uncomfortable. I hear coins in it’s pockets. I reach in and pull out a handful of coins. They are Chinese yen. Cool, I think. I keep the coins.
Shame this is all I can remember. This was one of those dream epics.

Chased/attacked by humanoid alien creature beast things. They kill people in insanely violent ways. We (whoever that is) decide to fight back. We try but realize it is no hope. We conclude that we are going to die.
I now think, I can’t die, I don’t wanna die. But I see there is no way out. Then I realize I am dreaming and I impulsively wake myself up. Which is foolish of course. I wasted an opportunity to enjoy a wonderful lucid dream.

I am trying to shoot someone for a reason. It is crucial that this man is killed. I have a massive sniper. I am in a building and looking out the window. I look through the scope and aim my shot. I pull the trigger and the gun doesn’t fire. I try numerous times but the gun still wont shoot. This is a problem I think. At some point I remove the clip and notice that there is no ammo loaded. There are two bullets further down the clip. But they are not in position to be fired. THERE WAS A LOT MORE TO THIS DREAM BUT THIS IS ALL I REMEMBER<<<

After the others left to fight the bads, I really had to pee. I am about to pee in our incompletely built house until I hear footsteps I think it is my dad who has came back. I turns out it was loauy. I tell him hey after greeting a man who was doing work and walking by. I tell him I didn’t know he was here. He had been sleeping for a long time. Now I walk up the stairs to him. I notice on the wall behind him a huge scorpion thing. I walk back down the stairs to put distance between the thing and me. On my way I notice weird bugs on the wall. Loauy is observing the scorpion. We now walk away from the house and walk into the desert. There we find two more scorpions. These look more like crabs though. Loauy catches them with his hands and I am amazed. He now puts them near each other so they fight. Instead the both run at me. Now they look like foxes. Once near they leap at me. In midair myself I kick one expecting it to latch on to my leg, but I successfully deflected the attack.

I have a faint dream about the Boondocks. It is dark. I see a few of the younger characters. We are on a porch. In the background I see Huey Freeman hang upside down from a rope. He slowly lowers himself to a table and takes the objects on it.

I am supposed to meet dad and sis at home. I am at grandparents near the gate it dark and I on bike. I start to ride home. In the dark I am scared. I think about my fears. Mine is running puppies over. I nearly cry.. A big flash of light happens when I think this. Then I take right to my house. I bump into someone who might be dangerous. He walks in my direction. I keep riding home (almost there in front I can see it) I start to worry what he will do.. But he begins to walk away in another direction and im like oh ok Then he runs to my house and jumps the gate. I get off the bike and go in after him I yell at him. He goes in then jumps back out and is gone. Now I am in the front stone area.
I somehow realize I am dreaming… I think wow that was easy and then I start to think hmmm time to see just how real the dream world is. I touch the ground it is hard and feels 100 % authentic. I walk move it is all real. But I know it’s a dream. Then I go to derby I hold her feel her. The dream gets more stable during all this and more real. Derby feels real. I start to doubt whether this is a dream. I jump and see if I can float I cant. But I do fall a bit slow. Then I try to jump a table, which should be hard in waking life I land on to p of it not making it over. I then conclude that this was not a dream and I feel foolish and very tired. I wake up into a bed (not real one) then I fully wake up.

This morning I activated my sight during an OBE and saw my first entity.
I had like one and a half obes today. It goes like this:
I wake up with my hand on my face. It is covering my right eye and some of my left. I move my hand but the “hand” on my face doesn’t move. I move my hand some more and realize whatever that is on my face and blocking my vision (which was very hazy) was not my hand. I look with my left eye at my hand. It’s transparent. I figure I am my astral self. I look at my hand some more and move it until I am back to my physical body. I then induce another obe. Right before I reach the waves of vibrations, I hear a single voice of a man. He sounds very nice. I can understand him word for word and listen to him. He speaks as if from an audio book. As I am going through vibrations, he talks about obes. He speaks about it in great detail. He then starts giving me tips as I feel myself float up. I did not intend to leave the room. Instead I wanted to gain my astral sight. So once I was out of body, I dropped back down to bed level so I could attempt opening my eyes. As I floated down the voice told I was going to encounter something. He told me not to fear and that nothing could hurt me. He said, and I quote, to “do something silly”. Once level to the bed I open my eyes. Again I see the thing I thought was my hand. Whatever it was, it blocked most of my vision. What I could see was very hazy. I took my hands and tried to pull the thing off. It was like one huge eyelid. It was very hard to pry open and it would only stay open as long as I held it. When I let go it would cover my right eye and some of my left. After pulling at that for a few seconds. I saw the being the voice told me I would meet. It stood several feet from the bed and was about my height. It was pink. It was a pink humanoid blob. I was like whoa! Instead of projecting love or whatever like they tell you to, I made my hand into a gun. Not an actual gun but a imaginative gun with my fingers. I pointed my fingers at the pink thing and started to shoot at it. It returned the action by pointing its own arms at me and began shooting. We had are own little pretend shoot-out. Once I saw the pink blob bring up its arm I thought at it “haha good luck with that”

I tried an OBE this morning. I tried to have an OBE but instead I had an accidental WILD. In fact, a very, very long one. It went like this:
I wake up at seven. I did stuff till eight. I get back into bed and try an OBE. Eventually I become deeply relaxed and there is tons of hypnagogic imagery. It starts distant and unclear but it gets very vivid as time goes by. Then, my mind just explodes with hypnogonia. Visuals everywhere! I hear tons of voices. Then I see flashes of my room as if I can see through my eyelids. Then I see my laptop in front of me, and only that. By this time the voices are at their peak. They were completely understandable. I can hear word for word. Only there were so many voices I couldn't listen to them all. Then voices of two people I know started talking to me. They started calling out my name over and over. I get the feeling that their frustrated at me for not replying. At some point I also heard a huge BOOM/BANG! I think, Ahmed has gotten these bang sounds before! After that VIBRATIONS, never ending vibrations. I get two small waves like when I had my first OBE. I have that thought while its happening. But then a third wave comes and it does not end. It keeps going and going. Im thinking, When is this gonna end? All of a sudden I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to separate, but I fail. Then I open my eyes. I see my room and I am lost for words. The first thing I noticed was the color. I won't try to describe the colors. The next thing I noticed was how the door wasn't where it is normally. But then I saw another door where it always was. There were two. There was a huge window across from my bed. It was like a replication of my room on some alien star ship. Everything was sooooo different yet the same. It spooked me a bit, the way it looked; it was dark and alien-ly sinister. Then I thought, shadow beings? There were none. Then I started to get dragged from my bed. I thought, whatever, just go with the flow. I was then pulled into the space between my bed and my bedside table/drawer thing. I felt my body curl up into the space. I then close my eyes. I try to separate but fail. I open my eyes again I see the same room and everything that happened before happens again. Only this time I am pulled into the wall closest to me. All I see is a strange green-grey. I am unable to move or separate. Seeing no progress will be made now, I want to wake up. This way I'll at least be able to remember all this clearly and write it down, or as I am now, typing it. I try so hard to move. I cant, no matter how hard I try. I think back to what Nicholas Newport said. I try breathing fast and hard. It works; I wake up. I sit in bed and start to think about everything that just happened. I suddenly realize that all of this was not a failed OBE. In fact, I had achieved a WILD without realizing it. I was aware the whole time but I thought I was going through a failing OBE. I failed to tell the difference between an OBE and a lucid dream. It was all a dream starting from the vibrations. I was aware make no mistake, but I had treated everything as if I was on the path to an OBE. I get out of bed wondering how much time has passed. I change my shirt because the one I was wearing smelled.( In waking life it really did smell) I take a moment to decide which shirt I will wear. Whether it'll be the one that I had over my eyes or something else. I then walk out of the room. On my way I look out the window and notice it's dark. This confuses me. I wonder, How long have I been here? I walk into the living room and see my mom and my sister on the couch. Nothing new here. I exchange a few words with my mom but didn’t pay attention to what she was saying. My focus was on the leather coffee table next to us. There was something moving inside of it. I go, Oh! That’s where the mice are living. I hope my mom doesn’t notice. She does and I wake up. For real this time. I think back and realize I had experienced a false awakening. But the conclusions I made in my false awakening about the WILD and how I treated it like an OBE remained true.

I am at skateimpact.
They have a new stock and I want to get stuff.
There is a lady showcasing/selling the stuff. People ask her if they have certain products. Then she asks me.. well what about you Rommi I thought you wanted something. I had already been thinking about what to get. I tell her I’m gonna get something wide. She tells me to go look at the decks. I walk to another area where there are racks of decks. I see baker Erik Ellington decks (the ones available when I first discovered skateimpact. I then leave that area and enter a big room. It is mostly empty. On the furthest side are addidas skate shoes. I look for the silas Baxter neal one and cant find them. I ask a dude at the register if there are silas Baxter neal’s shoes (in the dream those were actually the dennis busenitz ones) the man says no and shakes his head. I then return to the other side of the room. I am then entering the dojo for judo at the nadi. We have a different type of mat. Before entering I had walked through a long corridor. In it two people walk pass me. They might have been yasmine moussa and nourhan aboughalab. Nourhan sticks out her arm for a high five as we are walking past each other. I do not notice though until after I have passed her. I feel bad. Once I enter the dojo I see that our mats are different. They are softer and stacked on each other to provide many layers of cushioning. There is a raised platform that has only one layer. I suspect this soft mat is for the new comers yasmine and nourhan. Then I am next to someone and a laptop. That some one is probably Karim Emad. His Itunes is open . The screen fills my vision and it is mostly what I see. Now I look at itunes and see whats there. Then a video starts playing. A voice explains what is happening in the video. There is a chubby girl wearing only a top skating. She hard flips of the high mat platform. She does the hard flip several times. Then she does it again, falls, rolls, and gets right back up grabs her board gets on it all in one motion. She then falls into a huge bowl and gets right back up again. Her falls were huge and should have been bone breaking. I laugh at the video. I ask who she is and someone replies “she’s dead” Not a surprise I think.

Things are unclear but I remember something like this: I open someone’s bag ( I think Jenifer lopez’s) and I look through it. She had asked me to find her maltesers. I know they are there and I find them in the bag. I act and talk like I can’t find them. I then eat most of them

During Quran class I fall asleep and have a short lucid dream. I view a huge white room from above. In it are rows and rows of white machinery. Each machine has a person in white working and controlling the machine. I know that I am dreaming and that I should be able to control the workers. I experiment with my lucid state and moved workers and machines around.

I am at strange Burger King with Youssef Madbouly. We leave enter several times. We go into the bathroom to pee. We are surprised to see girls everywhere in the bathroom. But I continue to the last stall. It is very big. In it, I pee everywhere. The janitor opens the door on me. He takes some stuff from the corner of the stall. He says it’s for Youssef., so he can pee. He moves the stuff to Youssef’s stall. Upon meeting the janitor, Youssef rolls up his sleeve and show the janitor his muscles.

I am standing in front of a super market. There I meet and clan of some sort. Their aim is to kill all the evil people in the world. I some how earn my way into this clan. Now I stand there with them in front of the store. We are all armed with massive shotguns. We locate a target and we are going to shoot him. I want the shot. But I don’t see how we are going to shoot someone in open air. I wait for the people around to leave. But one of the clan members goes ahead and shoots him. He reduced to a bloody pulp. We now run into the super market as fast as we can. We run aisle through aisle. I am exhilarated. I am enjoying our fast escape. I am the then greeted with a fruit stand. I jump over it but my feet catch the tip of it. Instead of flying face forward, I just float up a little and clear the fruit stand. I land on my feet and continue my run. I now see other members slide through a hole in one of the aisle. I also slide through it but not as ninja as the other members. Once through the hole I am in the clans living area. It is sick. I am instantly overwhelmed with euphoria. I am stoked to know that this is where I’ll be living for the time being. The are tables and tables of all the best foods, plenty of fun providing objects stolen from the store and very comfy beds. I go to one of the members and hug him very hard saying “Thank You Thank You Thank YOU!”