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Friday April 15th 2016

Reading something online about war, become lucid while moving the mouse and decide I want to try and do some goals… except for the fact that I do not remember any goals right now, so just go outside and start to play around.

That means going to the shop to eat something sweet, create diamonds using control to pay, mind control anyone who tries to get smart about this fact and kill anyone who gets in the way.

Back to sleep.

Checking if my glasses are down the bed, become lucid when crunching and so use the bed as a teleporter to another world. When I’m in the other world start to explore.

There are a lot of beautiful flowers which make me feel content, also feel like I should be doing something else so go take some flowers into my hand and put some energy into them, then let them bloom and become poisonous as they spread their love throughout the world.

Things become much easier now, the annoyances are falling down and I can walk around freely, not sure exactly what my goals where but frankly do not care considering the place is much more peaceful.

Also take note of accelerating the decomposition time of the dead bodies so that they become fertilizer properly for the plants of this planet.

Back to sleep.

On some kind of hotel, become lucid when people try to take me out by force and so toss them aside then make them forget about the event.

Just go over to the next room and start a semi-party so they will be busy with these people and leave me alone, but as always privacy does not exist in my dream world and people try to flood over to my room, so make a teleportation door so that anyone who tries to enter will be left alone.

After a few minutes I see people on the windows so make more doors in there too… eventually they even start to go through the walls so big crunch the damn universe I’m in and make sure that there will be nobody left to annoy me, then reconstruct the universe but without humans.

Back to sleep.

Going over to school, become lucid on my way to class and then obviously decide not to go to work… although there could be something for me to do? Oh well, instead just teleport over to a mountain.

Not sure what to do since I’m tired and won’t be sleeping much today, try to think of my previous goals and teleport again, this time to a mansion but forget what exactly a mansion has to do with my goals, only know that it is to fight someone.

SO make the mansion itself become a weapon and impale anyone I find inside, expect to find someone who would stay alive but everyone dies and can’t fight anyone, damn! Try it again but this time outside with earth spikes, but everyone dies again.

Alright, it can’t be like this with everyone on this planet, right? Rise my hands and shot some needles then teleport them to the hearts of all the humans on this planet, but apparently I just caused the homo sapiens extinction on this planet… stupid weaklings who can’t help me with my goals.

Thursday April 14th 2016

Was checking something on the computer, become lucid while typing something and then decide I want to have some fun, which means teleporting somewhere else and destroying the place.

When I arrive see some kind of weird super tall race of humanoids. So descend upon them and start making the roots of trees grow and eat them, some run at me to try and kill me so just make the wind go through them and then sit down on the ground, scan the whole place and let every plant devour the race that was previously here.

As soon as I’m finished, give power to one of the plants and make it the new king of the planet before getting up and trying to search for a new place to destroy, but wake up.

Back to sleep.

Trying to do breakfast, become lucid while doing it and… damn, I want to make breakfast! So do that and then go take care of my dream body before teleporting to another world.

When I arrive, see a bunch of aliens that are trying to take over several different worlds, fly over to one of their spaceships and break in, not thinking about how the pressure of space will start to kill them so don’t get much time to make questions, not like they tried to talk to me anyway…

They start to shot to where I was at so make barriers and try to stop them from moving to kill them, but wake up before being able to do anything.

Back to sleep.

Going to the school, become lucid before arriving and then teleport back to the world with the aliens.

As soon as I arrive try to search for the aliens again but they are gone from the planet, did they flee? No, they just called reinforcements.

Do what anyone would do at that point, summon a giant black hole on top of them and let them be swallowed by it before teleporting on top of the black hole and making it dissipate before anything else is destroyed.

When they are gone prepare to leave when another giant machine shots a laser beam at me, stop it and then look at them, did they think that was enough to take me down? Get on top of them and then make the metals within the ship to kill everyone inside before flying down to the planet they wanted to conquer, it is quite a beautiful place to stay in, so yeah.

Back to sleep.

Doing some research online, become lucid and then decide to leave the room. Once I’m outside start to check for something fun to do but as always it gets boring.

Make the planet shake and destroy the main cities then teleport to a different world, as soon as I arrive to the new place see that it is a human like planet, except with much better technology.

Somehow people detected my teleportation and start to shoot me, so make wind barriers and then behead them with wind blades before making gravity around the main cities destroy them. They are pretty much alone in the world now, so go around flying, making time change as to make creatures evolve at accelerated rates and thus take over the world for the humans, feel pretty content by the time I wake up with the work done.

Bed time: ~ 00.30
Get up: 07.30

I don't remember a full dream. All I remember are a bunch of fragments of a language related event. I'm talking with multiple people in multiple languages. I'm talking with a British guy who's planning to stay in the Netherlands for 6 years and who already speaks Dutch quite well. We're standing somewhere in the city centre during the day, close to one of the canals. Later I'm talking to a group of people. I think it was in English. I believe I also spoke some French somewhere. At some point I enter a restaurant. A white, male staff member is asking me the regular questions and I tell him my girlfriend is already sitting in the outside area. He seems quite bend on etiquette and quite annoying.

I remember I had another dream. I think it may have involved my mom. I can't remember it at all though.

Ssild-lucid

The dream started off with me on the bridge Lucid in broad daylight. Inspired by the virtual reality video game called smash I decided to throw balls of light. I did this for a while and then the dream scene changed Timmy within this unusual apartment complex. And seeing what kind of pictures I can find. The first picture was with my dad with his hands in prayer. The second picture was my Dad's friend who had died a long time ago. And the other pictures were just random dream characters who I thought were my relatives I didn't know. I lost lucidity and thought I have awoken. I went to use the bathroom and thought it was weird how even though I peed I did not lose my urge to pee. I thought I must be dreaming I did a reality check and yes I was indeed dreaming. Somehow being in this dream scared me because when I try to remember where I fell asleep I couldn't. I tried to wake up but I felt that I couldn't.

The earliest point in this dream that I can remember, is a point where I was at my grand parents house in America.
Before entering the door, I noticed the large size of corn crops around the area, and how some had been harvested, yet others closer to the house had not.
The dream skips ahead, and this helicopter is coming to help my grandparents house, I recall its blades coming in and chopping parts of the house by the front door up.
Finally, the helicopter lands and my grandpa jumps in and tells me to accompany him. At first i'm very hesitant, as I'm scared of his ability to fly, but I end up jumping in.

*Another frag*

I prepare to go and surprise my good friend in America, but somehow he finds me first. I remember being ecstatic and I gave him a hug.
At this point my dream recall is fairly bad.

*Another frag*

I am at this 'version' of my grandparents house, its an apartment in the city, and as I walk into the apartment I notice the doormat is the same mat,
that my grandma uses at the entrance to her bath. I go in and upstairs, but the dream recall gets bad. I vaguely remember going to my room to prepare,
but a friend of mine was there somehow.

*Another frag*

I'm walking down the side of the street and this little kid comes up and starts stealing buds from my backpack. I immediately met him with force and got it back,
but I was worried somebody was after me. I ducked into an alleyway, and laid flat on my stomach to lay low. One dream character walking by looked back once he passed the wall
to my right, but I could somehow feel his eyes on me.

*Another frag*

It seemed like I was watching a Youtube video, and it was this guy growing on the side of a lake. The lake seemed to be acting as a beach, and he had one plant being swayed
back and forth by the ocean, as my dream character looked upon the ones on the shore, it seemed as they got closer, their quality increased.
They were at least 1 meter high plants.

Ok, so its this girl who was attending the same school as me but recently withdrawn herself. I did like her she was unlike any other girl I went to school with but I wasnt all the way aware of how she felt about me. She knew I liked her b/c i told her. I even texted her often before she stopped attending school and we would have the deepest conversations about life, but she was guarded when it came to her feelings. She would hide her emotions to well. I'm a Scorpio she's a Pisces, both water signs so we connected above the normal. Some days she would be isolated from everybody and I can tell exactly what was bothering her just by her vibes or looking into her eyes (Im not a soft type dude btw) but her eyes would tell what she felt. When she stopped attending school we lost touch or she doesnt reply or reply hours later after i hit her up. I took it as she didn't like me all to well and stopped trying to contact her. I haven't been thinking about her until she been popping up in my dreams. It been the weirdest dreams:

1st Dream: It was me, her & a few other women all in the same room having sex but It's like my focus was only on her in my dream. She would get up in walk away I would try to stop her from leaving and would brush the other girls off of me.

2nd Dream: I was in a helicopter w/ another anonymous woman that I barely knew. We were getting ready for take off but the helicopter spiralled out of control and crashed. I wasn't sure if i was dead in my dream so I began walking around. I get to this town and I'm knocking on doors then she answered.

3rd dream: I was incarcerated then somehow was released from jail and ended up at someone wedding. The bride and I had hit it off and we began having sex. She was an older woman (35-40). Anyways, me and her had been having sex for the few days in my dream i was with her. Somehow the dream changed and I was on the bus w/ a few friends and they were laughing about me and the older woman having sex during her marriage weekend. Then i look up its her looking back at me.
Why does she keep popping up in my dreams? Could this mean she been thinking about me?

18/4/16:
Dream 1: I was in a sort of basketball bootcamp/training camp with a whole bunch of other people. We were all being tested for different aspects of itnes as well as how well our shoes held up to workout.

Dream 2: I ended up sitting near one of my younger brother's primary school teachers. She started criticizing him and when I told her to calm down she went ballistic and started screaming (which is odd as she is fantastic IRL). I eventually managed to subdue her and then left, not wanting to be near her anymore.

Dream 3: I was on a train heading towards an art museum/gallery. My stepmum's parents were also there, talking amongst themselves and also to various random people on the train.

Dream 4: I was watching a video of an old guy flicking through a picture book which contained photos of all the best scenes from this old tv show. Whenever he pointed at one it would move to recreate the scene along with the audio, along with the studio audience laughing. It was like an old comedy duo involved in wars and colonization and stuff, and I remember it being quite funny.

Dream 5: NSFW I was in my bedroom with my brother when a woman came in and announced my brother would be part of a porno thing where 10 girls would come in and swap, one every ten minutes. The first one promptly came in and it began. I had to sit there and watch this, and after a while I asked the woman in charge if I could maybe have a go with the girls who weren't on at the time. she told me I couldn't for some made up reason so I still had to sit there doing nothing.

Fragment: Something about China.

I'm sure I had more but I couldn't will myself to get up and record due to tiredness)

Last LD of the night. I see a man with brown business pants and black shoes winding around the corner. There is an ominous feel to the situation, and I head the other way and up a staircase. As I wind the corner, i instinctively put up my hand where I anticipate the figure and say "I'm Lucid". The figure vanishes. I ascend the steps and begin walking into a square room which extends to the left. There is a small corridor that leads to the right with a doorway to outside. Before making my way to this area I decide to recall a dream goal and work on it. At this point, I didn't want to stay in this yellow-tinged house as it felt very eerie. I ask the dream to help me develop the ability to become aware in my dreams . There is no response. I decide to take it upon myself via a method I had imagined in waking life. I place my hands against my head and picture myself channeling waves of blue lightening/electricity into my mind. I hold the intention to develop the ability to become aware in dreams. At this point I walk toward the corridor and decide to conjure a purple portal to lead me to another dream scene. I point toward the wall and imagine a small oval portal open up with a black center. I cannot recall with full accuracy if the portal appeared in the dream or simply in my imagination within the dream. This idea was sparked from recalling a DV challenge in one of the monthly competitions. I don't walk through the portal at this point, yet decide to phase through the wall instead. The dream becomes very dim at this point and fades. I wake up.

Wow, I keep getting behind. I just got back home after being out of town for 3 weeks. So I've been away from home about 6 of the last 10 weeks. That makes it not only hard to record my dreams, but to have a consistent sleeping pattern and have lucid dreams. The good news is that I did have two lucid dreams in the last three weeks, even though I didn't get to do any scheduled WBTBs. The first dream was short, but I did fly with a family member. The next dream was pretty long. But I don't remember all the details, since I didn't record it at the time. I do remember eating yummy food and flying over my town at dusk going higher and higher. Both very pleasant things to do.

I also remember a non-lucid dream that had Indiana Jones and a dinosaur in it. You have to admit, that combination made for a cool dream. I should have recorded it the instant I woke up. Lessons learned.

Edit:

I just remembered another dream. I was going back to Sri Lanka (I had spent some time in Sri Lanka as a teenager IRL). I was talking to someone about the people I was going to meet. People I had known while I was there. I came up with all these names. I remembered all these facts about each person.

When I woke up it was all false memories. None of the people I had thought about in the dream were real people I had known. It's funny how our minds will come up with long back stories for people and things in our dreams.

Second LD of the night. I am playing an old video game. I become aware that if I make it to the coastline with my character, I will have a LD. I make it, and have a false awakening. I don't accept that it's real as I notice I'm on the opposite end of the bed. I become lucid. The dream goes black at this point and I begin to demand of the dream more focus and clarity. Nothing occurs. I decide to take this as an opportunity to meditate within the dream in order to hold strong focus without any visuals. My focus is single for a short period of time. At some point I am aware I am in a room facing a wall, and I begin rubbing my dream body. A blackout is coming so I begin meditating again. My focus is very strong this time. I become aware of sounds at either end of my point of awareness. I have the thought that it must be a reflection of the lucid dreaming state as represented by a concept of brainwaves. One humming sound appears as 'blue' and is to the right of my point of awareness. The other is to the front left and I don't recall a color. I have a strong awareness for a bit, yet the dream fades after a period of time and I wake up.

First LD of the night. I am with [S] and look at my cell phone which displays: 7:16. I think this can't be, and that I'm going to be late to work. I don't buy it, walk over to the sliding-glass window and just know I must be dreaming. I hold out my hand out of habit and notice minor transparency. At this point I am fully lucid and drift through the glass into an open room with sunlight spilling through the roof of the room. The light was most yellow, providing slight tinges of green as it reflected off of the water. There are large mirrors and windows around the entire perimeter of the room. A large rectangular pool with aqua water sits in the middle of the large room. The realism is simply unbelievable; it appears no different that waking life. I immediately seek to remember my goals and shout to the dream: "How do I develop my lucid dreaming ability?!". I ask a few times with no response from the dream. I look around this sun room with the pool in the center and wonder how long the dream will last for. It feels very stable, and I reason that it'll probably last for a while. I look to the right out one of the large glass windows and notice a large stone figure situated about 50 meters away. It is a cross between a stone Buddha statue and a lion. The stone is a light gray color and positioned next some grass along a row of evergreen trees. I begin rubbing my hands automatically and decide to look into the mirror, remembering typical stories which I've heard in podcasts. I'm interested to see that there is no reflection. Wanting to develop the dream, I decide to phase through the mirror. When phasing into the mirror, my initial impression was that I entered an area resembling outer-space yet with less stars. It seemed as though there was infinite potential in this area that hadn't been tapped, yet my awareness diminished in this void. I feel as though I am aware of eyelids at this point and resolve to keep my eyes shut as I believe I am becoming aware of my sleeping body. It seems as though it developed into dream blindness at this point, and the dream soon faded.

I had what felt like a long dream. I was secretly dating a guy who was a public figure, like in the pop industry or something. People definitely knew exactly who he was & didn't approach him for the most part. He seemed obviously younger than me. He was very handsome & mature for his age. At first I thought he was Justin Beiber, lol but he wasn't, he was older than that & didn't look like him after all. He was very calm & seemed to be in deep thought when he looked at me & when he looked around at all the people. He was very sure of himself & projected this but not in a cocky way. More of a very calm confident person. I've never before me someone who captivated other peoples attention but knew to not push them too far. Not like this anyway.. We were at an event where he was making an appearance. It looked like a benefit w/ many stages where there were competitions going on. For example there were big areas of water that looked green w/ lights in it & big rocks all around it. Like a stage set used for a movie. People were swimming in it & challenging each other to do this or that in the water. I don't know how to explain it. There were people all around us but he was extremely calm & cautious. Like he was trying to protect me from all of these people. I was telling him he didn't have to tell anyone about me & he calmly told me that he wanted people to know. So when someone asked him if he was dating me he said yes very calmly & confidently. His calm energy was very contagious I guess because my demeanor was suddenly very very unusually calm. In fact we were both unusually calm. We then were able to walk around holding hands & he still seemed very serious. As if he was calmly on alert to field any questions about this new romance that would now be scrutinized by the media. But I also felt an overwhelming deep connection w/ him. Not your typical DC experience. It was on the lines of love & a deep emotional connection where you feel like you don't question your relationship. You just know on a deeper level w/o question what you feel is real & true & strong. Like I was in a parallel universe & this was a duel reality of my own. (I have these kinds of dreams fairly regularly where they feel like real people in connection to me.)..... Like I said this dream went on for quite sometime w/ us just walking around & he never did anything to pinpoint exactly what he did for a living. It was like his presence there was enough for whatever reason.... Eventually he pulled me aside & told me that he wanted to marry me & that he wanted to tell people tonight. Of course I thought it would seem odd to people that he had just told them he was dating me & in the same night to propose marriage would seem rather hasty. But it didn't seem hasty to me because we had seemed like we had already been together for a very long time & that because of him being a public figure had wanted to keep this part of his life to himself. It was like he was tired of hiding the relationship. And sure enough he got up on this rock wall thing & addressed the people & stated that he & I were getting married, all with great confidence & a hint of "None of you will challenge this fact because it is what I say it is" tone in his voice. And no-one objected. We were free to roam about & he now had a demeanor of relief when he talked.... So we just walked around w/ each other in a state of bliss.. And then I woke up. Like on cue or something.

This dream seemed to have a climax building throughout the dream & then when that part was over the calm set in & the dream just faded into the night & I woke up. Definitely a memorable dream. I can't categorize it as lucid because I never had that ah-ha moment & then tried to act upon it. But I did note that I was married in real life while I was dreaming & that this was definitely not an average dream so that it was okay to act this way w/ this particular man. This was something else altogether different in my mind. It was more of a dream that seemed to be rooted in a factual nature. Like this place & this person was part of another life & did not need to be put in a category. Yet, I wish there was a kind of category for things that seem like they are of an "alternate reality or dimension". I woke up feeling very calm & the dream is still there in my mind many hours later just a perfect & preserved as can be. I won't forget this dream because of the intimate nature & realness it possessed for whatever reason.

Last night was very frustrating. My husband has a restless night & it interrupted my process... I tried to induce SP & I had even more sensations than ever before but was repeated interrupted. I had jerking, whooshing, seeing a light w/ my eyes closed & I had the sensation of weightlessness & the feeling of starting to float. But like I said my husband tossed & turned all night long & it made this process stop & start repeatedly. I was so frustrated. He is usually a pretty still sleeper but does snore & then so I may have to rethink when I try to do this or possibly even where. I may try to lay in our recliner at night & see if that works. I don't know. I guess I'll think on it.


Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple

Fell asleep: 11:03 P.M.
Woke up: 8:05 A.M.

8 hours 39 minutes sleep
last night 7 hours 2 minutes restful sleep
1 hours 36 minutes restless sleep
81 % restful sleep

Fragment 1:

I'm in a house. Dogs keep coming up to me, they seem really friendly and cute, but then? Then they start snapping out at me by jumping and shoving at me, and worst of all, taking big chomps out of my limbs! I'm terrified, but the others in the house don't seem to be taking it seriously, they just say the dogs have some emotional issues. The other dogs are outside or something, but there's one left in the house that's also cute and friendly looking, but I'm just waaaiting to get chomped on again. ;A; There was more to this but it was a really early dream and I didn't log details before going back to sleep. I'm not good at describing things but the dogs were on the small side and lean, brown/gold colored.

Fragment 2:

I'm sitting by my grandma F. (dead IWL). I remember picking up a notebook/diary and turning to a page written in 1992. Grandma wants me to read it. I'm having a hard time seeing what's written on the page though because of the darkness, so I try using the backlight on my activity watch, but it doesn't help much, just enough to see a small, faded paragraph written at the time in pencil.

I come across a page made in 1988. It has words cut out from magazines, and I realize it's our names. I remember seeing dad's name. Either I knew or someone told me that I made that page. But after a moment I'm like 'wait a minute I was born that year how the heck would baby me make this'.

I remember going through a tall stack of magazines. One was 'Pokemon'.

Some people are talking in the background and one (mom?) asks grandma if she wants a taco. I'm thinking about the heartburn when she says yes. She says something about how she'll need cough(?) syrup, and I replied that I was just about to say something about the heartburn she'll have.

Fragment 3:

This is a bit jumbled, but... An audience, including me, is watching two black singers on stage. It's kind of dark, but someone just beside the stage to the left notices someone else has snuck up there. As we watch, they become part of the performance, dancing in the middle. They seemed to have thick, stringy hair and a round face.

Back to me watching, I see that instead of a man, a tiger is dancing and singing with them. At the end, he transforms back into a tall, thin man in his late twenties maybe with brown/blond hair. The crowd boos, and I think it might be because it's a white man singing songs typical of black men.

I think I knew what song they were singing on the tiger part but I forgot.

Wakeup times:
1:30 A.M. for 25 minutes
3:50 A.M. for 1 minute
4:20 A.M. for a couple minutes
6:40 for a minute

6.45 Lots of things going on in my head....I feel I'm waking up....I say to myself: "Remember it all", but it slips away I lie still for a while, the only thing that stays is: writing something down. Like the day before yesterday... (maybe it is "writing down my dreams"???????)

Hi everyone,

I had a dream last night that I remembered..! The first one in a long time..!

It was set during a zombie apocalypse! I was at my old secondary school, when the zombie invasion began. We were split into groups, and sent on our way. I remember being with a few other students, none of them were familiar from my old school days.

We were given these weapons, which had to charge up before firing. However no matter how much we charged the weapons they wouldn't fire. We quickly became aware that we were tricked by the one who sent us, and that we'd be the first that the zombies overwhelmed. I turned to the students I was with, explaining my thoughts to them about this fool's errands, and they agreed.

I took charge of the group, and we went back inside the school as we began to have a look around for weapons, or hideouts. Anything that would aid us in this zombie invasion..! While we walked and searched we found other students who quickly began to follow us as well.

I remember before the dream ended we found a base, and there was one student there who was an excellent cook. However they seemed to have cut the meat from dead zombies, and was trying to feed it to us all for some reason..!

Then I woke up!
It was a shame because I was really enjoying it.. xDD!!