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I was with a bunch of mates, in some weird not normal places it seemed to what be that I had a girlfrind but at th same time I didn't at all. I neeed cotton for my ecig and I couldn't find any so I was asking everywhere but no one had any, I was thinking of other materials to use but that would break it or more likely make it blow up if I press the fire button. So it's raining and I can't get any cotton and I'm standing under the bustop, Hannah was here and gradually just dissapeared and made me think why did she leave where has she gone, that's how I felt upon waking up. There is a person at the bus stop I don't know and I ask him for cotton, he checks his coats and nothing, he hasn't got the right material for me. He's gone now. I stick in mt headphone s and some necklase it began to get in a happy mood but that all changed I see my bestfriend with an old friend of mine and they just looked and me and didn't say a say a word. There was a question being asked and I can't remember what it was there was an answer on the lines like "no it was mild". I felt like that necklase was strangling me by now, it was convering my face so I take it off and I wake up.

First fragment

I turned on my laptop and started working - I was making textures and models, then used them to make maps for a Half-Life mod that I was creating.

Second fragment

I was writing a forum RTD game set in S.T.A.L.K.E.R games universe. A first reply was about another game like that, only a few days older and quite worse.

Competition night #14

1) I was talking to a girl about her health. She had problems with her knee and elbow. Then I was withe her and her parents they were saying how awful the families health was and were shocked that she nowhad to go onto parenteral nutrition, I couldn't understand it. The the scene shifted completely and I was watching a car chase and there was a dog attached to the front of the car behind it edged towards the other car the dog put its nose into the exhaust of the car in front and caused it to crash. There was a big explosion. A major incident was called. Then I was a doctor attending the incident. There were hundreds of fire crew stood around and I commented that at least there were plenty of them but maybe too many. I walked into a building and spoke to the officer in charge of the incident and told him that I had to go and check out a computer shop next door. I walked out carrying my emergency bag over my shoulder. I looked for the shop but couldn't find it. I saw lots of other shps and stalls and went to see what a crowd of people were looking at and it was a food stall. Then I woke up.

2) Fragment: I was smoking in my office at work (gave up years ago) I got really worried that I might get caught and tried to hide the evidence but it was till smoking.

3) Fragment: My wife had picked all the apples in the orchard and was tipping them out into a big container.

4) Fragment: Watching TV in a small flat, I woke up and drifted back into the dream. Almost had a DEILD: loked outside onto a balcony, saw a cat smemi-realised I was dreaming and woke up again.

Competition night #13

Flying outside some sort of clubhouse, can't remember much else. I flew high then went down fast trying to make it feel like I was on a rollercoaster. I went down past a tree, saw a gap between buildings then up again - I repeated it twice

Fragment: Something to do with my mom trying to convince me of something.
Fragment: Something to do with the principal of my middle school.
(I remembered little, as I slept terribly.)

23/4/16
Dream 1: I was reading a newspaper where there was an interview with some supreme SJW person or something. I turned over to the back for the sport pages and saw Essendon had beat Collingwood, just, they were being called the "Northumbermen".

Dream 2: I was in an industrial estate place in a nearby suburb with a whole bunch of people from my year level from high school. The details slipped away when I woke up however.

Fragment: A with thing at PAX

There weren't enough fragments to write down today. Unfortunately I had to get up today & go do manual labor right after I woke up.

Another full Moon night, which means that either I sleep better or struggle greatly to fall asleep. It was the latter this time and I couldn't recall anything.

I was in a house, it likely seemed like one of my earlier homes, the house my family used to own. There was someone else with me but I don't know who it was. I looked out of the window, and the scenery was a lot different, I saw mountains and plenty of green out there.
The sun was about to rise and we saw it, but we also saw light of... nuclear explosions, 3 or 4 in total.
(I think it was around here where I got lucid but oddly enough I'm not sure, maybe I already was lucid)
I pointed out the explosions to my companion, expecting some sort of shockwave to hit us, but it never did.
After that a scene in some kind of floating city came, there were many fragments floating around, some with buildings and/or plants. For the life of me I can't remember the transition from the house to that city, even though I think it was only 1 or 2 minutes in the dream. This floating city had mostly dark gray elements and some orange, and I know that orange was the most prominent color all around us, partially from the sunrise, maybe partially from the blasts. It looked a bit medieval and fantasy-like, probably inspired by some game. I moved upwards with strong jumps, like in a platformer. On a slightly larger island, where 2 or so buildings and some plants were, there was a group of people in dark clothes. I went to them and talked about something, I don't remember everything. What I do remember is that I explained the game Sonic Riders to them, and how I would love to have a pair of those floating shoes and how I liked the idea of them more than hoverboards.

Then everything went black and I felt the dream fading, and as usual I struggled against it. It seems I was out of the dream for a short moment but this time I managed to hold on to my consciousness without completely waking up. I'm pretty sure this would've become a FA if I hadn't manage to hold on to my consciousness by a thread.
After some time of focusing and struggling I saw light, and quickly noticed that it was kind of like the light you'd see coming from under and around a door when it's bright outside and you're in a dark room. I reached for the door and opened it, just to see the same thing again. Then another door, and another one. Then, after I think I opened 4 or 5 doors I actually got outside and had full visual input from the dream again. It was cloudy but bright outside, and I was in some kind of village with broad streets and little to nothing happening. I tried to fly, but was only able to float. The last thing I did was changing the sky into a clear night scenery with tons of stars, which looked and felt beautiful, but alas then I woke up for real.

I dreamt I went into exs house using hidden spare key. I seemed to have known he was away camping with his gf for the weekend. I felt anxious about him coming home with me being there but seemed to be just sat watching TV. I then got up to rearrange the furniture because I didn't like the way he had it.
Suddenly it seemed dark and I realised it was Sunday night and he'd probably be home soon. I started to panic and tidy up and turn TV off. I then heard the back door open and him talking to his gf. I managed to just get out the front door and gently close it. But it was too late, I was half way up the road when he came running up to me asking why I'd just been at his house.
I'd been uncertain whether he noticed I'd been inside. He asked me what I was doing. I made up some really lame excuse about there being a few break ins in the area and had heard he was away so I went in to make sure it was secure and put his spare key inside.
I don't think he believed me and I asked him not to call the police. I was really worried now and he just said he'd have to think about it.

I haven't spoken to him for nearly a year and we were only casually dating for around 8months. When I seen him in the dream he looked uglier than I remembered. I don't even know why I went into his house in my dream.

I had a similar dream about my previous ex a long time ago. I'd been with him and lived with him. In that dream, I'd dreamt I was in the house pottering round and then it dawned on me that I didn't live there and had a panic that I needwd to get out without being seen. In both dreams I was in the house alone with a fear of being caught/ not being able to get out unseen.
On a separate note I'd just like to add, I would never break in/go into anyone's house without permission. And also don't have any feelings towards either ex. I just think it's a strange dream to have especially twice about two different people. Makes me wonder whether it reflects how our lives have changed and I'm not welcome/ not happy being in their enviroment/around them. Or maybe a part of me misses being apart of their lives but feels sad because it would never work.

Edit: Rememered a fragment. Something to do with launching a Soyuz spacecraft.

Dream 1:

I remembered I was attending my new summer class. (Over the summer, I have to take a remedial class because advising is a dick and they've managed to get out of giving me an appointment that's a whole 'nother story.) Anyways, I remember that we were inside of this big dome that had a model of the solar system in it, hanging from chains. The class met inside of the sun.

I remember going inside of the sun, there was a reasonable sized room in there. The whole room was made out of white painted particle board. Since it was hanging, it would sort of wobble. I remember feeling like the room was not structurally sound, particularly since it hung over this absolutely huge foyer like room, and it seemed to wobble around (I think it was hanging from chains.)

Anyways I was the only one up there and I was waiting for the other students, when someone told me that I was in fact in Jupiter and not the sun. (None of the planets were painted yet.) So I had to climb over through venus. But the chain broke loose and I was left hanging with my computer in one hand and a rotten white painted 2x4 in the other. Someone said they would call the fire department.

...

I swear this trouble dragged on for quite a long time, jumping from different a Eventually I was riding my bike in (I think London or Paris, it felt like Europe) and I finally dropped my computer onto the brick street and broke it. Then a bus came barreling towards me honking the horn. I suddenly snapped into lucidity and jumped over it. I think I started flying and all these people made a big circle around me and saw me slowly hover down back into the street.

Dream 2:

I was watching the season finale of Survivorman where he was going to Kayak down this river to this abandoned city that had been flooded by global warming. He did. Edward Elric was with him.

I remember a huge block of cement fell on him from one of the buildings. He looked up and said 'That's a big rock'. Then it fell on him and severely injured him. I remember he got injured on his leg too. Ed had to use alchemy to heal him.

Fast forward to to the third day of the survival. I remember they had left the abandoned city because it was too dangerous with all the falling bits of buildings. They got attacked by this witch character that haunted the forest. Then I manifested into the dream and became lucid. I ran at the witch and kicked her in the face. At that same moment she manifested a baseball bat with her magic and hit me in the face.

Ed screamed: "Cross counter!"

I think I false awakened, but I forgot what I false awakened into...

... Actual awakening, WeeBTB.

Dream 3:

I was in my color theory class. I went to the restroom (that was connected to the classroom, weirdly enough.) I remember the restroom had a staircase in it, that was weird. It slowly changed to a gym.

A girl from my old high school was there. I remember there were three treadmills and she was changing the plugs around so that all of them could run at the same time. Each one had a plug in the side that she ran out to an additional treadmill essentially creating a chain. I remember she set mine on a super low speed and that annoyed me for some reason.

We both wound up walking outside. It was nighttime and the college building was alone on a hillside. I remember a ways down the hill there was a road, then a row of thick trees and then a river. I remember I told her not to go into the woods down past the road because there was this restless spirit that lived down there. She did it anyway. I think I saw the spirit take her. When it did, I said something like.

"She was never very bright, but her heart was in the right place."

I then went back up to the building and became lucid. I remember there was this cult in there that was hypnotizing people, and I wanted to free them. It was down in the basement and it was dark, and I was afraid that the dream would lose stability. I remember I was able to crack my neck and glow in the dark. (Internal logic, I turned myself into a human glow stick.)

I went down into the basement and saw the cult. There were about 20 people. (Some of them students from my college) sitting around a pentagram. They all had headphones on. There were also three or four other people there, I think they were.

I unplugged the headphones and all the people snapped out of their hypnosis. I told them to run. They all obeyed and ran upstairs. The hooded cultists started to come after me. The leader of this cult (old, short, balding guy) had this huge trident/lance type weapon. He said he was going to smite me in the name of his god [his god had some name I don't remember]. I blocked the lance and punched the guy. For some reason when I punched him he became naked. (I did not need to see that old saggy cult leader naked.) He flew into the air and landed in the corner of the room.

This other guy came after me and said he was going to punch my lights out. He was much bigger than me, but I tripped him and pushed him into this big banquet table with food for them on it. He asked me why I didn't just accept the fact that there was always bad guys in my dreams and why I would always fight them. I told him that there was no point in not trying to make my dreams a better place, I get lucid, might as well do it. He asked me something about my use of violence and I told him it was because people like him always attacked me first. He didn't like my rhetoric so I threw a cake in his face.

I then remember this girl came out, apparently the daughter of the leader of the cult. I remember she had this very weird outfit on, like the lower half was just like a bikini bottom but the upper half (upper body, arms and head) were like an iron man suit painted black. Six machine guns came out of it (three on each shoulder.)

She shot at me, but I made a force bubble and reflected all the bullets, but I could feel the shield would not hold for long. I jumped clear and ran along the wall to get close. When I got close, I was able to tear two of the machine guns off of one of the shoulders (Think it was her left). I remember on the back they had a handle like a handgun, but a giant minigun barrel on front. I kept fighting the hooded cult members that were just projections in empty robes, and fighting them with machine guns was hard because it would just make holes in the robes.

This other girl showed up wearing a huge green hoop skirt that I think transformed from a more mundane outfit. Beneath the hoop skirt was also the bell of a rocket engine so she could fly, and she had missile silos for breasts. The two began fighting with each other, while trying to escape deeper under the building. I remember there were these metal sharks that would swim around in the air that they were also fighting.

I think I might have gotten distracted and died in the chaos. I was simply observing as a ghost/spirit. When I did, I saw the ghost of the cult leader. He went to a museum hall and used his necromancy to resurrect a T-Rex skeleton, as punishment for his daughter wearing such a ridiculous outfit... I... Uhh... where is this ridiculous plotline going?

...

Just as the chaos was reaching a climax, I false awakened in the back of my friend S's old car. He was driving down a highway in (I think Shanghai) with the top down. I told him that I just had a really weird lucid dream. He said that It was 2:15pm and I had only been asleep since 2:05...


Fragment +0.5
3 NLDs. (Since the non-lucid portion of each dream was fairly substantial, +3)
WeeBTB (+2)
3 DILDs. (Even if they were all short, technically triple lucid +20)
Fly (+5)
Mlsc Dream Control (+5) Making myself glow in the dark. That was weird.
DC Interaction (+2) Talking with the big guy counts.
I'll count the forcefield as invulnerability, even if it didn't last long. (+5)

Night Total: 42.5.

7.20-7.45am
We are in the garage. There is an old mattress on the floor. It is covered in small patches of ice and snow. I make a snowball and throw it at the wall.

My partner AB is here. We discuss her uncle apparently touching up one of AB's younger cousins. (Not true IRL, AFAIK) It is clear AB is very angry and upset about this. We discuss confronting him, but AB seems to have very violent plans, which concern me. Although the knowledge of what he's done sickens me too, I want to protect her from doing anything that would land us in trouble with the law.

The dream changes and has me exploring a bookshop. The lights flicker and go out, but then the power comes back on. After some searching I find the section with sci-fi and fantasy books. There is a book called 'The Cery Spar'. 'Cery' apparently means red. Maybe it was supposed to be 'Cherry'? It has a red dragon on the front.

Chained into
Short LD #398 "Follow Me" WILD
An image of a white ceiling forms. Knowing my eyes are shut, I try to control the excitement rush of an impending WILD (I don't often manage WILD).

Feeling vibrations I wait and allow the dream to form. The I rub my hands to stabilise. A black guy walks in, smiling. He asks me about my holiday in China. It seems I have earplugs in as the sound is distant and muted. So I mime pulling out earplugs to try and correct this.

The guy wanders out of the room, talking about how China is basically like Bulgaria. Heh sure.

The room leads out onto a large balcony on which a friend of mine is sitting having a smoke. He is looking out at the view, so I slap him on the back/shoulder in greeting and say hi before climbing over the balcony and starting to fly.

Below are rows of tables filled with DCs. Some kind of party is going on. This reminds me that mind control was a technique I struggled with last time.

Spotting a pretty blonde girl at one of the tables I land nearby and use telepathy to send her a mental command, asking her to come over. She stands and starts walking towards me but then starts moving a little further away. She glances back at me, then walks a few more steps. She seems to want me to follow. Who is controlling who?

Despite my attempts at mind control it seems she wishes to lead me away from the others. There is now a path leading off into a forest. I give up and decide to just follow along, but wake up after a few steps into the trees.

My dream recall has been terrible due to insomnia and over tiredness, plus daughter troubles.

D1 - I'm jogging with someone I know, and a herd of others. I am feeling serious about taking part and happy about my friend being with me. As we are going along I am strangely drawn to her shapely butt, Oops, she is so gawjus it is a magnetic thing ^^ I would follow her anywhere
No doubt if that dream had continued I would have run straight into a lampost!

D2 - I am selecting the perfect message to send to the someone, I am looking through old style vinyl records. I need to find the right one to connect my feelings with them. I hear the song playing over and over, I am putting all my intention into sending the vibes to the person. The song is still playing as I wake up nice I don't often remember music from my dreams.



[comment]
My subconscious has a wicked sense of humour.
Oo no water? but no nightmares either so no complaints
Song will be in my head all day I think...

I was in my old house with some fat guy, we was in the kitchen and little did I know that he was coming onto me haha. He was acting like he was horny but nothing really actually ever happened. Next thing we know he has an asmha attack and we're outside. He's got a oxygen mask on and he rips it off so we go back inside, there is something wrong, we have a feeling someone is in the house, I'm actually terrified I thought someone was going to jump out. As I'm looking outside there is a man walking but when I go to tell the fat guy there I no one there, then I wake up. I like this dream.

I'm in Indonesia, somewhere in the nature, a jungle area. Something tells me that this is Pangandaran. I'm driving a moped with my girlfriend on the back. We're going back to.. a building or something? I don't know. A bit of a starting base. En route we pass my friend Sander, who is going in the opposite direction. I shout out to him. He's taking a mudtrail straight ahead. There's also a semi-trail a bit to the right. It's a more interesting location I think. I thought about turning around and following him, but I don't.

My girlfriend and I are at the 'building'. I don't even really remember a building. I guess it's more of a resting area. At some point my cousin and her husband show up, along with their 3 kids. Suddenly I'm standing in the bathroom in my mom's kitchen, brushing my teeth. I exit to greet them while they walk through the hallway. My cousin's husband is first. Awkward handshake cause he's holding the baby. I'm not sure if we talk about motorcycles or that that happened in a later dream.

I'm inside a building now with some people, including a few of my best friends. I'm sitting on a chair. A few people enter, including a blonde girl. She is somehow pretty and ugly at the same time, making her interesting. I think it's a shop we're in. The shop owner at the back wants them to speak in Indonesian, just as a friendly joke. The girl asks for help from us. I ask her in English what she wants to say. Somewhere early on I figure out she's Dutch, but still we talk in English for a bit more.

A bit later on she decides to sit on my lap. My girlfriend is in this time room, so I wonder for a moment how this is going to go down. After a few seconds I realise she is in fact sitting on the lap of the woman to my left and her feet are on my legs. Her feet.. while she's wearing dirty shoes with some mud still stuck to the bottom. I think "takroe maniri" to myself [rude manners in Surinam]. I don't say anything for some reason. The woman on who's lap she is sitting does. She changes position so that she is still resting her legs on me, but not her feet, something like that.

There's a big brown, old-looking bookcase. For some reason it's been decided that this is the ok place to pee, so I do so. The blonde girl is looking at me from an angle where I'm sure that she can see quite a bit. First I make an effort to conceal myself, but then I think 'fuck it'. Later on I go there to pee again. Somehow my aim is bad and I manage to splash myself. I can feel the warmth of the pee dripping in my pants. My hands are also wet. I dry them on a towel to my left. I'm feeling quite uncomfortable.

I woke up immediately and went to the toilet shortly after. I couldn't fall asleep for another hour at least. In the beginning I felt very uncomfortable as I couldn't shake the feeling of having peed my pants, even though that didn't really happen. After that I had a load of short dreams about a lot of different things.