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I was visiting my family. I arrived and everything seemed normal, except that they were in the city where we all used to live before I moved to another state, it's a calm, sunny, tropical place.
We were all happy and excited to be together (I get to visit them every year or two). We spent the day doing normal family stuff, and later on my father told me to use his motorcycle to go on a ride, see some friends, or whatever. I got on the bike and thought of seeing some old friends in that town but I got too caught up on the road, going everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Later at night when I was on my way back, there was a sudden flash of brightness, it wasn't just in fron of me, it was everywhere, all around, so I had to slow down, and right after that, something happened to the motorcycle and it broke down in the middle of a big avenue. Since it was dark and I didn't have any tools, I wouldn't be able to fix it right away, so I just left it on the sidewalk and locked it then walked to my parent's house. I got there when everyone was asleep so I had to be quiet. I was tired from all that happened the night before, and I figured I could get up as soon as the sun started coming out, grab some of my father's tools and try to fix it myself, either way it must've been something really simple and with enough light and time I should be able to get it going with ease. I was getting there and I received a call from my father, asking where I was and etc, I explained and he said he'd go take a look at it himself, and that we could go get some food after. I agreed. And this is where things start to get weird. After a few minutes, again I got a call from him, saying that he was just around the corner, in the car and with the rest of my family, which is mom and my three sisters, and that the car had broken down too, then the call started fading away, cutting off. I saw him walking down the street and we took a look at the bike, but no luck, after a while, we noticed there was something very strange around, it was already at least about 8:00am and there were no other cars passing by, no people walking, no businesses opening, no noise whatsoever. We decided to leave the bike and walked a few blocks down to where the car and the rest of my family were. Everyone had noticed the unlikely calmness of the day, and the absenceof people. We tried calling anyone, friends, relatives, even the police, but the cellphone reception was getting worse little by little, first it would give you a dial tone and cut off out of nowhere, then it would just make this loud, high-pitched sound and turn off. We weren't talking much about the whole thing, trying to have faith in a rational explanation for whatever was going on. We kept on walking. It had been at least an hour and still no sign of anything around. We were around my grandparent's house and we decided to go check it out hoping they would be there or something. We got there and the whole house looked completely different, like it was turned into some big company's office, the windows were sealed, the garage door reinforced, we tried somehow looking inside but even the wall-fence around the house was taller now. We eventually gave up. We kept on walking. For hours straight. It wasn't funny or cool at all. I could see my parent's faces full of anguish, not knowing if we were safe, not knowing if we'd find anyone at some point, and when. !!! I had a lot on my mind too, I was stressing out about water and food, thinking about the possibility that the water would be contaminated, or not, and if it was going to be easy to get food, stuff like that. But we kept on walking. All day. The sun was starting to hide. And there, on a highway about 2-3 miles away from a set of the fancy type of houses, my phone started vibrating. All it said was 'keep going; you're almost there' and then it turned off again. We followed the road until one house became specifically noticeable. It was the only one with electricity in it. It had very dim yellow and soft purple lights on the inside. And between the silence, there was this noise gradually getting louder as we walked towards it (pause here, a few days ago I came across this, which describes the kind of noise pretty accurately: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSASzFWEa84). It sounded and kinda seemed like a party. The house looked expensive, the kind of house with a huge swimming pool and a terrace outside. People started to come out to the upstairs terrace then eventually some gathered outside the house too. They all seemed to ignore us. Then this guy came out from upstairs, with a gun on his hand, and started yelling something about himself owning everyone in that place. He looked a little under 30 years old, white, with short hair and a tattoo on one of his arms. People seemed to ignore him too. Then he started shooting anyone that was around him. He eventually came outside. He seemed covered in pure rage. The people around were screaming, some would try to crouch but they wouldn't run away, and the man would eventually reach up to them. He killed everyone at his “party”, some of them with a clean shot through the head or the chest, and some others with a few shots, first the legs then the rest of them even though they had dropped dead already. After killing all his guests, which were around 15 people, he was outside of the house and he stared directly at me for a moment, then put the gun in his mouth and killed himself. I was more than shocked. Right after that, all the lights in the place started turning off and eventually we went back to the road. I could barely think of anything else but the guy's stare, and how he viciously killed everyone there. It was completely dark by then and the dream just faded as we kept on walking.

Bed: 23.45 ish
Wake up: at 05.00.. at 06.00... :/
Now: 08.30

Football
I'm watching a football match. Not a real, professional one, but a competition/tournament that seems to be for fun. The field is small, as are the goals. The dream shifts around a bit. At one point it's football, at another it's rugby with a full size playing field. From the rugby part, all I remember is a combination of the dream with memories from years ago. I'm playing touch rugby and taking it chill. I come up to someone one on one and start making speed, throw in some manoeuvres and I break through. There's another part where there's another object that's also used for playing. It's near the end zone and before it touches the ground, someone from my team manages to hit it spot on with the ball. Good throw! For some reason that's a very good thing.

From the football part I remember sitting on the grassfield, close to the goal together with a girl (my girlfriend?). We weren't the ones playing, we were just chilling there and watching the game. At some point in between games we're chilling further to the back. A girl who is on one of the teams is supposedly my friend. She asks us to please join her team because else she doesn't stand a chance. I tell her that I'm not allowed, because this competition is only for.. her school? Idk. Eventually she persuades me and I put on my beaten, white sneakers. I distinctly remember first putting on the right shoe, then the left. I walk into the field. Our team is just her and me. The other team consists out of 3 people. I tell her that no wonder she felt like she needed me.

Moving
I've arrived in the city that I'll be moving to in reality in 3 weeks time. I am together with someone in a dormitory. We're looking to find someone who has a key so I can get a room. One of my friends sends me a message telling me who I should find to get a key. She tells me I need to find Ryan or Yang. I don't know this Yang guy. I go down a flight of stairs, while holding my phone in my right hand. I can tell that the battery is nearly drained.

Dick!
I'm with my girlfriend in my room at my student home. My housemate comes into my room. I honestly do not feel like talking to him, so for the most part I just ignore him. My girlfriend does talk to him cause she doesn't realise I'm mad at him. Multiple things happen and also my room changes a bit I think. At one point I'm brushing my teeth, at another point we're eating noodles, I think all 3 of us. I'm talking to my girlfriend in Indonesian to update her on how I feel about the guy.

False awakening

I woke up on the floor in my toilet. The floor was somehow soft, I slept there to watch what happens when we're not renovating it.

First dream

I saw a group of boys that founded a huge corporation selling pizza. Their neighbors also made such move, with slightly different method - first Corp was selling delicious pizza that had to be cooked, while the other sent it pre cooked, without need to do it. They were sitting in their headquarters in a garage and listening to radio audition which praised their concurrence. Suddenly the second group visited them and tried to remove them from business by force, but they didn't managed to do it. The first group was escaping from them, but just as both groups left garages, they were stopped by a blond woman that claimed that they've ruined her life in the past and now it's time for revenge. But she couldn't do anything, as enormous swarm of wasps attacked her. And then I heard someone's voice saying "Evil people are losers, they always lose in the end!"

Second dream

I was a lone wanderer, traveling from places that I can't quite recall, to a huge canyon with a river running far down. I was thinking about what I can do next in VHE, and for which game map it. Then my sister called me to my house, I appeared there immediately. She said something about conspiracy and horror and told me to look through the key hole in doors. I did it, and saw nothing in particular, just our living room.

I’m driving to church, when I somehow take a wrong turn and end up at the church’s “old location” - apparently they moved and got replaced by a different church. This new church has a huge banner saying “Golf Church”, and the service is actually being held in the parking lot. I try to turn around, but the pastor and the congregation start heading over to my car and surround it. I definitely get a cult-like vibe coming from their actions, but I get out of the car anyway. The pastor shakes my hand and takes me over to the side of the parking lot, where some people are teeing up to play golf.

I end up having a DEILD of sorts (I’m still not entirely sure if it was a FA or not, but meh, a lucid is a lucid). I’m supposedly in my dorm room, even though the layout is all wrong. I’m in the top bunk, so I jump over the railing and float down to the ground. For some reason, I’m still in competition mode, and try to think of what to do to score the most points. There’s a dresser blocking the door out, but still try to pull the doorknob to open it (my arm kind of stretches to reach the doorknob, a bit like Mr. Fantastic). I yank on the doorknob, and the door hits the dresser, causing it to start to fall over on me. I make myself phase through it as it falls, and so I’m unhurt as it hits the ground.

I head out the door and end up in this back alley, where there’s a ton of construction going on. I try to fly, but it doesn’t work, and for some reason I remember that there’s a special hat I have to wear in order to fly. I see it on top of a traffic cone nearby, but there’s a construction worker standing near it, and I don’t want him to see me steal it. I walk up and start a conversation, hoping to distract him.

“Um, you’re the guy in charge, right? There’s a guy over there that did something that you should probably check out.” I point behind him to a guy standing by a door over 100 yards away.
“Oh? What did he do?” he says, obviously seeming a bit skeptical.
“Oh, you know, he was working without a hard hat. That’s against the rules, I’m pretty sure.” At this point, I’m positive my BS is showing. “You should probably go over there and yell at him for it.”
“Really? Because I’ve been with him all day, and he definitely had his hat on. Come to think of it, where’s your hat at?”
“Um, you know, it’s… uh… Aw, frick it, I’m lucid, I don’t need this.” I grab the hat off the traffic cone, throw it on my head, and fly away before he can even react.

I have another questionably-real DEILD, but the transition feels awesome, like my body is slowly lifting off of the bed and my hearing turns into like a weird tunnel hearing, like the focus shifted from external sounds to internal sounds. I continue to float off the bed, until I can manage to roll over and set my feet on the floor. I end up having some conversation with my roommate for a while, until I have an FA. I’m back in my bed, excited that I just had a pretty cool lucid. I get up and walk over to the whiteboard by my desk, where I am apparently keeping track of all my lucids this year. I realize that this is a terrible system, especially since my roommate would ask me about it, but then I realize that I’m still dreaming. My roommate walks in at about this time, and I’m about to tell him something I already told him in my previous conversation, but then it hits me. “Wait, I’m lucid. What am I doing standing around talking to you?” I start to fly upwards again, but this time I wake up for real.

1. I had just walked into an extremely large auditorium. The floor was covered in blueish-gray carpet and the walls were the same carpet material but were fully red in color. Lots of other students were walking in front of me as well as behind me. It seemed that we were going to some sort of presentation. As I continued walking down this hallway that led to the inside of the auditorium, I noticed that the walls were very reflective. It was like the walls were made of the red carpet but also had a transparent mirror all along them. A student in front of me looked at his reflection in the walls. This student had short black hair and looked to be of complete Hispanic descent. I decided to look at my reflection in the walls now as well. As I did so I noticed that my head looked a lot more wider and rounder, and my hair was slightly longer. I saw from my reflection that I was wearing a snapback that was barely on my head.
Finally, I made it into the auditorium. The place was huge for even a large waking life auditorium to say the least. From where I walked in, there were what looked to be at least 50 or so rows of seats, and the floor descended from where I was standing. All of the seats here were plain gray in color. I walked about half way down the 50 rows of seats and saw my friend Richard along with some of my other friends. The row they were sitting on was full already so Richard was sitting on the row right behind them. I walked onto Richards row and sat in the seat directly to the right of him. We all talked for a few minutes, and as we did so, all of the other students around us were finding seats and sitting down and socializing just like us. Suddenly Richard had to go to the restroom. "I'm going to the restroom guys. I'll be right back. And don't take my seat Cory" he said as he got up and walked away.
Immediately after he left I got into his seat. Upon doing so I noticed that his seat was partially wet. I decided to ignore the wetness and stayed sitting down anyways. At this point, everyone was now seated and had stopped talking. Suddenly I see a bright light on the wall in front of us. I turn around and see that there is a huge projector screen covering most of the large wall behind us. "Why the hell are all of the seats faced this way if the screen we're supposed to be looking at is behind us?" I thought to myself. Just then a slideshow popped up on the screen. On the title of this slideshow was the words "ExBang College" as well as pictures of the University of Texas logo and the A&M university logo side by side. A blonde girl suddenly walked up to the wall and was now standing on the side of the slideshow where the screen ended.
"Hello everyone, this is my presentation for ExBang college" she said. "ExBang college is a college formed of UT and A&M put together" she continued. Suddenly two girls sitting in the row in front of me started giggling. The rest of the auditorium was completely silent, so they're laughing seemed really loud. One of these girls was blonde, and the other was brunette. The blonde was wearing a vivid pink shirt. "Omg, ExBang college, what kind of name is that?" the blonde whispered to her friend as they both continued giggling. I then started laughing too realizing how odd of a name that was for a college. "These people are gonna think me and these girls are so immature" I thought to myself. I remember stopping for a second and just seeing how crowded this auditorium was. Every seat was filled and it just looked really crowded in general.
Suddenly I got out of my seat and walked to the opposite side of the part of the auditorium where I had walked in. I walked down a hallway. This hallway looked the same as the other hallway, but it was much longer and there was a door at the end of it that looked like it led to some sort of backstage area or something. There were about 5 or 6 other people just chilling or walking in this hallway. As I continue down the hallway, I notice a blonde chick at the other end approaching me and looking me right in the eyes. This chick was plus size and had medium length blonde hair with a few brown streaks in it. As she comes up to me she starts conversation and we talk about snapchat. "So do you want to fuck me?" she asks. "Yeah I'm down" I say. I'm not really sure why I say that I'm down because I don't really find her attractive. I assume we made some sort of connection and this made me want to fuck her. "Okay, well if we're going to fuck regularly then we have to both label our profile statuses as "Sex"".
"I pulled out my phone and added her on snapchat. As I went to my profile I noticed a big blue button that, when pressed, displayed that you were regularly having sex with someone. I pressed the button and so did the blonde chick. After this she started talking about us dating and all that stuff. "I have to go for now, but I'll snapchat you later" she says. She then walks down the hallway where I came from. I remember facepalming after she left and thinking, "I don't have feelings for this girl, and I don't want to just use her for sex cause I know she has feelings for me".

1/5/16
Dream 1: I was at high school where songs from my old playlist starting playing over the speakers. Everyone was confused for a bit until this one sorta punky sorta metal song came on and everyone started dancing and singing along. I got up and started belting out the lyrics, rousing everyone up.

Dream 2: I was at uni in a lecture theatre, but then a fire alarm went off and everyone had to leave down the escalators.

Dream 3: It was after school and I was walking out through the yard. I saw a few friends around and also some people warming up for a basketball team tryout. I considered joining in but decided against it to go home and study instead. Because I was a bit late though the door out was locked, luckily though a new teacher came and let me out.

Dream 4: Playing yugioh with some people.

Fragment: Eating camp style/army style rations

Dream 1: In this dream, I was in a five nights at freddys game, except it was pretty...weird. Basically, I had to look out the door and into the hallway, and when I saw freddy, I had to hide in the closet. Only problem was, if I stayed there for too long, Foxy, (who was hanging from the coat rail,) would wake up and kill me. Don't remember much else.

Dream 2: I was on some website for a game, and I discovered all my digital currency was hacked. Then for some reason I was in a car and driving by a building that had the game logo on it.

Yeah, I dunno.


Lucid: No.
Semi-Lucid: No.
Reality checked during day: Yes.
Reality checked during dream: No.

Dreamed someone in her 20s or 30s mistook my Suburban for her own while it was parked in front of the free library.

Sick today.

I remember two dreams from last night. No lucidity unfortunately.

Dream 1: I was performing onstage as a musician. However, I was wearing just a T-shirt on top and underwear on the bottom. Nobody was laughing; I was just performing and everyone was acting as though everything was completely normal. I was with a rapper who introduced himself - I think as either Jay-Z or the guy from the Black Eyed Peas. Regardless, the image is too fuzzy in my head to remember what he looked like exactly. There was also a pretty girl who was singing as well. We were all performing together. If only I could remember the song...because it was AWESOME and sounded amazing. (Of course, it slipped from my mind as soon as the dream faded, and I remember feeling a sense of dismay as that happened.) Then, the underwear somehow managed to get ripped, in the worst possible spot, and then I was embarrassed ahaha. Later, after the performance, this guy I know was there sitting in a chair, in his church clothes. I talked to him for a little while. I think I was going to change into decent clothing when the dream faded. :')

Dream 2: Can't remember which one occurred first. This one was more frightening. I was in this enormous building of sorts, vaguely reminiscent of Portal 2 which I was playing yesterday before going to sleep. The building was enormous with tons of stairs. I was being threatened by some creepy people and an old man. One of them took my phone and left with it, and I searched around trying to find them to get it back. There was also a golden retriever with them. I think I did end up getting the phone back before waking up.

So nothing too exciting, but definitely a good night's rest. Recommitting myself to reality checks. Need to do them more regularly.

-I was at my childhood home with Mom and Dad. While I was there, I had a bit of an argument with my Mom. I was very angry about what she summed up as her traditional, conservative attitudes. I said that I had enough of her and her ways, and I spit on the floor (which I actually did during an argument with her as a teenager). She basically was using the fact that she was old as an excuse for what I saw as her hateful attitudes that were difficult to live with. Then, I ended up leaving the house. We both began to fall by the side of the driveway. I managed to pull myself up, and I rescued her from falling. I had wondered if she would have done that for me, but I never got to know as I pulled myself up and saved her.

- I was upstairs visiting with Mom and Dad while Mickey and Karl were downstairs. Mom and Dad discovered something, and I thought they found morning glory seeds that I had been regularly tripping off of as I had hundreds of them stashed in the closet. They didn't find them. Instead there was a microwave like device that was on the verge of exploding or bursting into flames. I handled it very cautiously, as I knew it could burst into flames or explode on me. I decided to take this outside, and I attempted to throw it off the deck. However, this didn't work. I couldn't get it far enough. When I told Karl and Mickey this, they basically said that it would be moved later on.

- You were planning to go back to the town you went to college in. You were going to work next door to a girl that you liked that rejected you. You thought maybe she would end up having more interest in you now for some reason. You planned to get this job at a lumberyard, which was actually there in real life. Then, you ended up going to counseling on the way out. The counselor began telling a personal story of how his one autistic son was "addicted to mushrooms". Apparently, all of his sons were autistic, this one was seriously so. You basically corrected him saying that psychedelics are non-addictive, therefore he isn't really "addicted to them". The counselor begins to get very upset about this to the point that he vomits in one of the dressers. He was saying that you could benefit from the social skills training his son went to, and you greatly apologized. However, you didn't understand why he was so deeply offended, as you were merely telling him facts. Then, you decided to walk around town for a while. However, Mom and Dad ended up picking you up. You saw them in an abandoned house. Mom actually bit your lip, and they were both very angry with you for what happened, especially Mom.

- You went to a restaurant that offered a number of different beers. There was one that was like 15% on tap, but you didn't get that one. Instead, you were looking for something not as strong. You were having trouble ordering anything though. Eventually, you ordered. The meal came, and you drank the beer you got. Karl and Dad got three others that were also really strong. You drank them too, and you just hung out talking.... eventually waking up.

The dream started off with some star wars related stuff. I don't remember the story exactly but it seemed to be an alternate version of episode III. The major difference was that Anikin and Padme already had a kid. (Just one, not twins). Obi-Wan had uncovered Anikin's affair and they were fighting. The kid was scared by the adults arguing and ran away.

The environment they were in was close to that city planet. Only there was a harbor/bay with an ocean in it. The Padme character said something about how everything good in their life might as well be in the bottom of that ocean. And they continued fighting.

I materialized on the ocean. It was overflowing into the city. Supposedly the ocean was acidic due to pollution and it caused people to dissolve when the ocean began overflowing. Dream showed some rather disturbing imagery of that. I was standing on the surface and became lucid. I saw a big wave coming. Everything else started to go black, save for the water, despite the fact that it had been twilight a few moments ago.

I saw the tsunami coming. I actually almost willed it into the dream. It was about average height for a tsunami dream. (Maybe 30 feet) I've had them as small as 8-10 feet and as high as a hundred or more.

"Stop, you've plagued my dreams with fear long enough. What do you represent?"

(Yes, I was expecting the wave to respond. But it didn't. It just kept coming towards me.)

"Very well, if you don't represent any real fear of mine, then I should be able to do this."

I stepped back into a fighting stance. The wave was almost upon me. I did like a karate chopping motion and split the wave to either side. The wave stopped. The entire wave began splitting down either side and quite literally exploding into a cloud of mist. The whole dream was filled with falling water, like rain from the huge wave exploding. Since it was supposed to be acidic I was worried, but I didn't allow it to hurt me.

I was half expecting another wave to come that would be much bigger than the first. That's what happened last time I tried to confront this nightmare. But no second bigger tsunami came. I even tried to imagine what it would look like, encourage it. The giant wave from the planet in Interstellar came to mind. Just so I could show that wave who was boss once and for all. Nothing else happened and I lost the dream and woke up.

I feel as though I'm not done here...

My dream recall is still lousy except for my little lucids that are so vivid as to be real or more than real.

I awoke to find myself on a large bed with nice clean white sheets, it is a four poster bed. I am sprawled out on the bed and wonder where the hell am I, when I wake up in the dream. I realise I am dreaming and go to get up off the bed but find i am stuck.
My wrists and ankles are bound to the bed by white silk ties Oo this is not disimilar to a dream I had before but did not record as it was to embarressing lol.
I feel the presences of silky and sure enough I look up to see her looking at me, I am quite deliriously happy, and she is begins to belly dance. I am totally hypnotised by her every movement craning my neck up from the bed, as sh dances.
As she dances my chest is filled with heat but more interestingly she seems to shimmer. And sure enough she is pulsing with some kind of aura or afterglow. As she moves my eyes are riveted to her every sinuess movement. The energy is starting to be thrown off from her in great swaths. I suddenly realise that the music filling the room is coming from her, as her every movement is not only in time with the music but it is vibrating to create it and I now can see the music as colours radiating from her body.
She is so amazing, I start to cry feeling the warm, tears trickle down my cheeks.
The energies intensify and roll off her in powerful waves slowly filling the room with colur and light, forming a 3d patchwork around her. The colours paint the walls of the room creating intricate artwork everywhere.
She moves closer and says something but i am now so blissed out that I can barely make out the words, I am again in a warm bubble of golden syrupy energy. I feel safe I feel like I have come home again.
I think I made out her words, she was mischeiviesous as ever.
I wake up feeling warm and snuggly and don't want to get up at all
I just want to stay with those feelings forever.

The noises of people and the mundane world start to fill my awareness
and I awaken thinking how strange the world is that it does not know what had come to pass.

[comment]
I noticed that the colours in the air were making the kandinsky combinations
those they evolved further

30/4/16:
Dream 1: I was walking along a street when I saw a horse drawn carriage. I walked up next to it and saw sitting aside a girl from my year level at high school. We talk and then go to a concert together, afterwards we need to do something with this other guy who we both don't particularly like. We drive over to his house but my little brother tries to stop us but we end up going anyway.

Dream 2: I went to a KFC to get a chicken burger.

Dream 3: After school from the train station I walked to a dodgy street and saw a bunch of kids from the school going to a restaurant. I try out their food with my brother, however their service is poor, décor poor and food poor. I can't understand why it is so popular, so we leave, exiting through a carpark.

Fragment: Basketball.

29/4/16 (From yesterday so detail probably eroded)
Dream 1: There was a football panel show where they were splitting up players in an upcoming match into good and bad.

Fragment: Something to do with accuracy at school.

Dream 2: Playing a game of football, one big ruckman dominating.

Dream 3: Getting in to ES;L beta and playing, still just a dream sigh.