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I was working with some toolkit that allowed me to create levels. I placed a small fence on grassy terrain.

Such good recall the last few nights. This morning could remember almost nothing.

1) looking at some patient notes and I noticed that someone had been abroad recently. That's it...

I often have a dream where I have a problem with dealing with my new class. Last time I used my powers

This time....I had a class at the end of the day, I bugged the supply teacher for tips on handling them. She has glasses and short curly hair. Entering the class room they were chatting and tall. I reprimanded a couple and moved them then used roleplay to demonstrate why not to exhibit certain behaviours in the classroom. It worked as they saw the ridiculousness of it. I then left them doing some discussion and drawing ideas on a rainforest topic.
I felt calm and confident by the end.

Bed around 10pm - read some stuff on DV
Listened to audio book on dream yoga before sleep - drifted off thinking about good things todo in Lucid Dream like going through walls and testing out ridged views of our usual 'fixed' reality...⚡️

Woke around 3/4am with some dream fragments and put them on my audio recorder. Main scene that stuck in my mind is me coming out to sit with a big group of people on the grass ...a festival like setting - very friendly. I wonder if they know me and might ask me to speak. I am relieved when I can sit down unnoticed - someone comes out with some food and the person next to me says its for me - I say thanks but I haven't ordered yet..they don't seem to care and want me to have the bowl with a Cardamon Pancake folded at the bottom. It looks delicious so I am happy to take it - just the smell warms me up - it's a lovely setting 🌈

I get up for wbtb around 4.40 and lay back down around 5.10am.
I am glad I managed to stay up and sit with a clear mind and set intentions nicely for lucid dreaming this day - great! I lay for a while relaxing - fan on for coolness and sound, earplugs in - I am in my world - I will lucid dream tonight💫

Felt the onset of fantom limbs a few times but haven't managed to manoeuvre my way out or through this stage yet - so I fall a sleep and Dild later on.

I am with G we are in a tunnel/underground caves - it's dimly lit. It feels dangerous - I spontaneously know I am dreaming. No RC but ongoing presence is clearly with me - the dream feels significant - I start to catch glimpses of shadows walking through tunnels that lead out or off directions we walk in... We seem tobe lost but not panicked - just moving with care and slight anticipation. The shadows I see start to become very clearly visible - they are huge prehistoric creatures! They walk as if stalking...us or anything that moves. ⚡️⚡️⚡️I know we cannot be caught by these creatures and that they are about 10 times our height and width etc. It seems they walk past tunnel exits I see and they never seem to look in our direction which I am very relieved about...but I know it could happen in a jot of a second so I feel we have been intensely lucky with our speed/direction and choice of movement etc

We see an exit and move quickly towards it - it's in the form of escalator/stairs - we move quickly up them. I look back and catch the eye of one of these huge creatures ...it turns and charges us at full speed head seriously gunning for us! I know it could reach us before we get up and out of this place and being lucid in my dream I call out a spell ✨

" ✨Invisible wall there now - nothing can pass it!" ✨I point my arm/hand at the area directly in the area between us and the predictor heading for us...

It seems the spell didn't work as the next instant I see the beast flying throughout the sky towards us and about to land on us ...fine I call out to the Dream as my witness in this intense situation

" This is a dream!" - 😜I call out - So then The dream body of this heavy creature passes through or I should say glides though my dream self and G's - it feels magical ✨

I wake feeling relieved and happy after my lucid adventure! 😎

I lay still and wait for the next dream opportunity - it comes🌅

I am lucid again in the dream ( Deild/dild I think ) I am talking with a beautiful woman with lots of make up and thick blond hair - dressed colourfully and luxuriously. She ooses attractive warmness and I am drawn to converse with her. We have a nice connection and sit closely - I ask her some important questions about my life situations at his time - things I have been wanting to ask recently - about a house and area we may go to live. She says its a no brainier - it will be good for us and our name is on that house - I am happy. We talk more and play around in an open fun way🌹🌠🌹 I think I am waking quiet a few times while we sit speaking ~ each time I use her face to bring the dream back into focus and feel stronger in the lucidity of the dream. I home in on her intensely makeup' face and it looks so very very clear ...like I can see every pore - I love doing this and hope to remember to do this more and more as it helps stableize fading lucidity - I think

Thanks whoever you are ( part of me right 😊 )wherever you are - I hope to meet you again soon🌺🌺

Last night bed 8pm - 3:45am

2x300mg Alpha GPC 3:56am
2x4mg Galantamine (pure) 4:25am

I wanted to do the Tail and TV TOTM.

Little over 1 hr long lucid

Sofa, first on my back, then left side.

Notes:
Got very relaxed and was on verge of falling asleep lucidly, when my cat decided to poop at 5am. Got up to clean it, used the restroom too, then back on sofa, this time on my right side.

Fell asleep almost immediatelly. I don't remember standing up or how it started at all. I just remember walking in the dark, thinking about why it's dark from latest post I read on DV.

Hands and stabilizing:
I remembered something about wanting to see your hands. So I lifted them up, still invisible and said "I want to see my hands". The showed, but quickly started to melt. They looked like made from energy mixed with normal hands. They melted like when flat paper burns, there were sparks and all. I did this few more times and they stayed visible. I was so happy, clapped them and felt them and thought that it was great for stabilizing. They felt kinda fat, tbh.

I looked and felt my hands few times throughout the LD. I also wanted to see my body and saw my left arm, then I forgot what I was doing, haha.

Let there be light:
It was still dark but I yelled "let there be light" and I realized I had not done that since my first LDs and it kinda felt funny. Then I said "oh look it's getting bright" and a small light from a side appeared. But was still dark. I walked around and next thing I know I said "Oh wow sun is coming up" because it looked like early morning brighness just before sunrise.

I did bunch of things which I don't remember atm. Next thing I know I remembered the "grow a tail" and "watch TV" TOTM.

TOTM Tail:
I rejoiced and I remembered post about summoning things by putting hands behind my back and just feeling for the item until it's there. That was right up my alley. I put my hand behind and almost immediately I grabed a hold of a skinny tail. About foot long, very skinny, black, like a rat's tail. For the heck of it, I made the same in the front. When falling asleep thinking about this task, I didn't imagine any tail, maybe just this skinny rat tail. Thinking I will let my mind surprise me with some awesome tail.

Wasn't happy with the back tail, so I squeezed it like you squeezing a sausage out of the casing and it started to grow. It turned out kinda gross, all bumpy and alien looking. But it got much thicker and longer.

Uhm#1:
What happened next is not suitable for even a disclaimer. Let's just say there were some girls and it was FUN.

FA:
After that I thought I woke up, sat down on the same hill where all that previous happened, with same girls that all that happened, and I started to type up my lucid on my laptop, while one of the girls scooted closer and was looking over my shoulder. Pretty much immediatelly realized I am still dreaming.

Happy flying:
I think I jumped off either of that hill or some other high place which I didn't see what it was. But I ended up flying over some very busy asian city at night. I thought maybe Hong Kong or Shanghai. But there were futuristic asian looking tour buses rushing through narrow streets and tight corners. I got SO inredibly happy from flying again, I was giggling like a madman and the happy feeling was so incredibly intense, it was almost unbearable.

TOTM TV:
I flew second time in this lucid, but I think that was before this one. I got same happy and giddy and the feeling is just out of this world indescribable intense happiness. I think it was before or after I heard a sound of TV and remembered the TOTM. I was in the courtyard of some 7? story, older apartment building. I heard TV from few apartments. Went to investigate only to get lost a few times. Once I found a TV but it was off. So no TV task.

Few times I thought "wow, this is pretty long and I feel so stable" and I knew I will not wake up.

Uhm #2:
Towards the end of a lucid, I was walking along and peeking into parked trailer trucks. Trying to see how big of a sleeping compartment they have. One guy woke up, looked at me and since he was kinda cute, I asked him if he wants me to get in. Then I saw he had another person with him. She lifted her head too and I realized it's his wife. So I'm gesturing to him, "no, no, it's ok" and I start to walk away, when he lets me know that his wife is ok with it. I ask her and she nods. So I got in. And this part also belongs only to my personal DJ. All I'm gonna say I got "happy" second time in this dream. Not counting the "flying happy". And maaan, it was long.

I was losing lucidity here, but still had some memory. I was saving some dogs and puppies stuck on the bottom of very steep foresty hill at night during very heavy rain.

We took them up, put them in crates and I was wondering why do these people have so many dogs and they should take better care of them.

Then they asked me to give a lecture on lucid dreaming, in Hungarian. I'm like ok, if you guys are ok with me not knowing the word for lucid, only for dreams.

Final notes:
The whole experience was fast paced, very detailed, tons of fun and pretty good memory. Except I know there were maybe 2 more episodes with lots of people that I can't recall. maybe it will come to me later.

The thing is, that I didn't have any "void" or transition periods as I used to have. I used them to retell my previous DEILDs so I remembered them when I woke up. But this, same as many previous LDs was just one longass event. Ok with one FA and one "oh I lost it, wait, I didn't" thing.

My body still feels like jello.

Not sure when this was:
We are talking in IRC and we say something or mention a name of some authority on LDing. An automated message shows up saying that "so and so is not online right now". We are all like whoa!

I woke up & tried to hold on to my dream but waking life too priority. I've been preparing for Labor Day weekend.

Lots of flying, not quite lucid but almost!

1) I can remember wanting to test a layout of some sort of building. My dad helped me put an old bathtub into place and switch on the water.

2) With my wife she was fussing about ona beach, but we were indoors. There was a marker on the sand I had to build the sand up but the tide was coming in, I had to do it because she was fusing about doing something else. Then it went dark I knew my torch was lying on the ground somewhere so searched for it in the dark, someone shone a light for me and I found it and said thank you. It was a headtorch, I had to put a helmet on then and fitted it over the headtorch.
The there were other people about looking for helmets, there was a pile of smaller helmets in the corner, he asked it he could take one of them, some children behind shouted that they were for the children! It was something to do with the fire service, a female officer cam into the room and got very angry with 2 boys/men at the end of the line and lectured them about their behaviour.
Then we went outside to an outwrd bound exercise. Everyone was wandering around with metal detectors. I walked off with my wife, we went over to some cliffs by the sea. Was practicing flying off the edge of the cliff. I hovered, then got more confident and flew down and into the sea, then flew around.
I was by the side of a wall showing off how well I could fly, there were objects sitting on shelves. I had to fly quite high but couldn't find the top. Then I found a window and went through.
I was flying high over countryside I could see all the trees and fields in the distance in good colour and detail. I almost knew I was dreaming but not quite, and thought this is good I can feel the wind against me, but thought that it wasn't that good because I couldn't go as fast a I wanted - I knew it wasn't reality but didn't quite click that I was dreaming.
Then I was in a house flying up and down stairs.

I think I was in a school, and there was a shooting. I was hiding in a room, along with Fernando Alonso (the F1 driver). I was terrified, but Fernando had a plan. He stayed calm, and started crafting makeshift guns from junk laying around the room. In the end, we both had a gun (that resembled a Sten) with 11 bullets. We decided to leave the room. I wanted to move crouched with Alonso standing behind me, to cover more ground with our fields of fire. In another scene, a man showed up at our door (before we left). There was a group of people roaming the area, and I felt we could trust no one. I had a pneumatic rifle now, with a long piece of metal shoved into the chamber as improvised ammo. I stuck the gun through an opening in the door, and shot him in the face. It didn't do much to hurt him.

After having survived this ordeal, I found myself in a different location (Dallas?). I "knew" I was thousands of miles east from where I was earlier. I was walking with others, a little confused as to where I was and how I got there. I think a woman told me where I was. Anyway, I am stopped by the police. They asked me if I have guns, I say no. They search me (my bag?) and find the makeshift guns from the previous dream. I realize how screwed I am. I would never convince the cops of my innocence. I couldn't even explain how I got here myself, so why would they believe me? I sat there for a while. I got a strange feeling. There were a lot of people, talking loudly. A marketplace of sorts? I felt like this couldn't be real. I didn't know how I got there. And why am I in America? I somehow made a conscious decision to "wake up", and yup... my reality shifted and I woke up in my own bed. The transition was really weird, and cool.

I was flying a propeller plane far away (in the Pacific?) to fight in a war of sorts. My sports plane was outfitted with missiles. I encountered an old friend (Eros) and his girlfriend too. The bastards had a jet. At some point I think I had landed on a carrier. My mom was there? I was trying to turn to take off again, but forget to let her get on?

Non-lucid: I was at Crazy Daisy's' (AKA my living grandmother that is not a nice human being). But it wasn't really her old house I knew as a kid but it did have the lucheonette type of counter she had. My mom was trying to get me to talk to her & my dad & sisters too. My aunt Jill was taking up for her which almost created a whole other element of crazy going on. I wasn't having any of it. Then at some point it morphed into me needing a dress to go to a family event starring Crazy Daisy. Jill was telling me I had to buy the dress & I wanted to borrow it & bring it back. It was all stupid crap.

Gearing up for Labor Day weekend. I'm hoping for sun all 3 days so we can pool it up!

I'm in an airport. I believe it's supposed to be London. I'm going through the security checks right now. I walk through an area, unsure of where exactly to go. There are barely any people. There's different checks for citizens of different countries. I'm not to sure which one is for EU citizens. In my mind I have a British passport. I finally pick where to go and am submitted to another check. I realise then that I need my passport for this check, which is in my bag. I rummage through the pockets of my clothing, pretending to be looking for it, when a display shows that they already have my passport. I am asked to sit off to the side with a white, male security employee. Of course I am. I always am. I lay down on something. I feel as if I'm at a psychologist on the couch. The guy starts talking and asking me questions. He explains that they're just gonna check if I'm really the person who I claim to be. He starts with my birthdate. "So your birthday is on the 20th of December?". No it's not. I give him my real birthdate. I realise this is a check. Why not just take my fingerprints? He continues talking to me and I reply. They're stupid questions and I realise it's more about how nervous I react to being interviewed than anything else. I stay calm, as I'm totally legit. He's carefully paying attention to my speech and asks me to speak up and be really loud. I reply along the lines of: ah of course, if I speak louder you can more easily hear the trembling and such in my voice. I have half a mind to continue talking softly. My explanation for my soft talking would be that I've lived in Indonesia, where people talk softly.

01.09.2016

(DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Pretty sure this was all one dream and it just changed scenes often. I woke up from it an hour before my alarm was set, so I just wrote down a few notes on my phone hoping i'd remember the little details later.

I was at Bestbuy with my parents. I was looking for a screen protector for my iPad. The layout of the store was a bit odd; things were organized by shape as opposed to by departments. I found what I was looking for in the “Square Department” and went to pay. The store was closing in 3 minutes. My mom went to the cashier and started complaining about something. The three minutes went past and the cashier told me I could no longer buy the item and had to get out of the store. I was mad at my mom because I would have to come back the next day.

I was living in res at the University where I just finished my anatomy class. I was hanging out with Pau and a friend of hers. We went to the gym. To get there we had to go through an underground tunnel, and then we reached an underground cave. The gym was inside the cave; there were hot springs, sauna rooms, showers, and exercise machines; all in a natural cave. I was taking a shower and was trying to cover up as it was all in one common area. There were a few girls showering a few feet away and I tried not to stare. I imagined this is what res life would be like.

I worked out and went back home. It was a huge house with a big backyard. I was living with Koji, Fil, my gf, and a few other people. We heard a disturbance outside. I went outside and there were people gathered there. They were looking for one of the guys who lived at the house. They were part of a racist sect and they were there to kill him because he was black. I started yelling at them; I couldn’t comprehend why they were doing this. I was ready to start fighting them when hundreds of people started running towards us. They were running away from a horde of zombies. I got my gf and we started running. We went through a cave, the cave lead to the beach where there was a pirate ship anchored, waiting for us. We swam towards it, boarded, and left. About 30 people were able to get on as well.

I found myself standing on the edge of an infinity pool; the pool had a waterfall and fountains built in. It over looked the ocean, and at the bottom there was a natural hot spring/inkpot; it kinda looked like Niagara Falls. I took a few steps back to grab impulse and then ran towards the cliff to dive into the pothole at the bottom. As soon as I jumped, I realized I miscalculated and would hit a rock, but I stopped myself mid-air.



I was floating and realized I was dreaming. I flew up and went to where my gf Carolina was standing by the pool. I picked her up smiling, and told her we were dreaming. She seemed confused and kissed me. One thing led to another and we ended up having sex in the pool. I grabbed her and took her flying by the coast. We arrived at a beach and just laid on the sand for a bit. I then went flying over the water again by myself and looked at Carolina. I wondered if this was a DILD or a WILD, my memory was bit fussy and I couldn’t tell. I focused on the spot right behind Carolina and teleported there. She turned around amazed and I laughed. I grabbed a ball and decided to show off by throwing it against the water so it bounced off the water high into the air and then flew after it. I caught the ball in the air and kept flying; I then realized Martin was following me; he wanted to take away the ball. I flew as fast as I could and took away his flying powers. We went back to the beach and ate sushi; my brother joined us. One of the rolls we were eating was tempura and had a spicy avocado sauce and it was the most delicious thing I ever had.

I'm walking toward a sliding glass door in what appears to be the main house on M Street. My awareness begins to raise as I feel 'I've been in this state before...'. I look at the sliding glass door more closely as I approach and see a mist with a greenish hue in the scenery beyond and become lucid lucid at this time. I walk right up to the glass and decide to walk right through it into the yard area. It's darker than usual at night time, and I don't want to waste too much time in this area. I want to get to some dream goals, but want to move to the front first. I consider either going around the house or flying over. I look up and want to do a quick flight over the roof. I begin flying upward quickly while spinning in a couple quick 360 degree rotations. I soon wake up.

(This may be a repost, my previous entry does not to appear to have posted though)

After weeks, maybe months of no Lucid activity finally one has shown up once more. It was basically an accidental WILD.

So I fall asleep and am immediately brought into the dream world lucid. I am sitting cross-legged in a grass field that has been well kept/mowed. The grass is a dark but vibrant green. There is a heavy overcast causing the whole dream to look like a dark cloudy day. I am not aware of the far surroundings. As I sit cross-legged, I also feel the sensation of weight in my lap, but there is nothing visible there. It feels like latex filled with water. When I push down on the invisible sack I can feel it with my hands, the rubber stretching inward and the water moving around and shifting weight. I decide to try to make this object visible. I concentrate really hard on the task and surely enough the object becomes slowly more visible from a faded outline to the full object. Oddly I find that it is actually a condom full of water and tied off. I push it off my lap and it begins to increase in size, now larger than I so I try to open it to pour the water out. When I open it, the liquid stays inside, even when I pull the opening to the ground. The water appears to be held inside by some sort of invisible force. I go to stick my feet into the wall of water but all of a sudden I feel the dream begin to collapse, soon I see nothing but a blank light gray nothingness and I am awake again.

A rather odd lucid dream, it only lasted about 30 seconds but it was fun to interact with objects and play with the dream world's differing physics.
First time creating an object l concentrated on.

Just spent ages writting it up and went back to check something and it all disappeared

So a short write up

Deilds about 4 I think - after a good long wbtb around 3.30am till 5ish. Had things on my mind but sat long enough to clear and get dozy - great !

During some lucid dreams this morning I remember to change the colour of object and have some fun with that~

I see a couch chair I turn from its original brown to blue. I see an object on the side like a plate or something and turn it yellow. I look at a DC's face and turn it blue and another's green.

Did a lucid dance to keep me in the dream and sang a song something like

" I am lucid in my dream hahaha hehehe" again and again

Homed in on object to keep the story going and keep from waking as I felt very close to waking a lot of the time

Great fun ✨ and realy happy about the experiments

I had Men in Black searching for me in a building. I sneak down stairs, and went invisible (influence from Deus EX: MD). They couldn't see me, but I feared they could still "feel" my footsteps on the ground. I accidentally kicked over a bottle (or something), betraying my location. I continued to sneak away. By trying to minimize the "weight" of my footsteps, I discovered I can "glide" right above the ground. This over time evolved into full-fledged flight, and I flew away from the facility. I somehow "knew" I was flying just south of San Francisco, moving from (roughly) San Mateo to the north-west. I was flying quite high, but the environment looked "industrial", like a harbor district. The architecture was surreal. There was a beautiful sunset. I saw a giant cargo ship on land, laying on its stern, leaning with the bow against a huge concrete structure. I flew under it, through the triangle-shaped opening underneath. As always, it felt exhilarating to fly, and I used (as is becoming the custom) the Superman pose, using my arm (clenched fist) to change direction. Again, changing direction was difficult for me for some reason. It's as if even though the laws of physics don't count, the law of momentum just refuses to go away. At some point, I encountered another character in the air, perhaps two. They did something I would prefer to forget.