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Fragments

Had a rather long and detailed dream, but somehow I forgot most of it when next came. I recall only some fragments, in one I was running somewhere, in another I made an overhead slash with a battle axe.

GUI

I was sitting with my friend with Witcher 1 running on my laptop. I realy liked it's GUI and showed it to my friend, thinking about using similar in next project I'm going to work on.

20-Jan-2017 - ND: Wife flexes non-existing muscles

ND: (est. 6:30 AM)
I am in the bathroom together with my wife, she has exercised and is showing me the results, flexing muscles.
Some of those are not actually existing, like a long one across the shoulders (!!!)
I find it really ugly and ask her to stop.

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21-Jan-2017 - ND: Radios stay on + WILD: Fly, become dragon + DEILD: Wife, office + DILD: Monster force

Wake up at 6, no ND recall. I attempt WILD, success but not a quick one
WILD: (6 AM)
I start at a go-kart racing track, with my son. After few laps, I move out.
I am at the office, with more people. I go to the roof terrace with R.
I tell R this is my dream, and I will prove it.
I look at the two-floors parking in front of me, and screw its top aside, uncovering the ground floor.

I jump on the handrail, look down, it's very high. I lean out too much, I can see the wall below me. I get standing again, jump on the roof, there are chimneys, AC cooling blocks and various machinery. I fly off.
I see a shape of a dragon in the sky in front of me, and decide to morph into one. I see my arms as wings, feel my legs become heavy, my spine change shape. As happened in the past, I am kinda concerned by not having arms, but then I think: who cares about arms, I am a dragon ! I keep flying in this shape.

After that, I do much stuff across many dream scenes, have much fun, but since I am going around aimlessly, most of its recall is missing.

In my real body, I feel some tingling, and my head shaking back and forth. I guess I can try an OBE exit, but I just move my body.
I awake briefly, move to my left side and keep sleeping. I try to chain another lucid, success.

DEILD: (est. 6:30 AM)
Also for this part, poor recall because of no specific aim and many dream scenes experienced.
Two fragments I recall better:

I am in the kitchen with my wife. We are happy, discussing, laughing. I tell her a song she will have to remember in the morning (Note: experiment didn't work, she had a totally different song in mind when waking up), we dance in the kitchen, it's very pleasant and contributes to a great positive feeling at wake-up.
My wife asks me to take her phone from top of the oven, I do, it's a mix of a very old model and a smartphone, I use it to take picture of a water bottle on the table and make it disappear, then appear again, then multiply it.
<JUMP>
I am in S Office (USA), I am looking for something I don't recall, when I see G sitting in the first cubicle. I come back to her and ask if she agrees to have some fun together, she accepts <SNIP>

RIP rest of LD recall

ND: (est. ~7:30 AM) Fairly long, good recall.
I am at my childhood house (!!!), together with wife and children.
I go up one floor with my son R, to my old grandma's house (!!!), and find a radio left on by my wife who was there yesterday (FDM)
I go shut it off, a bit upset with her. I hear the same song from another part of the house, find there are many radio left on, go shut them off one by one, complaining about my wife with R. One radio has an awkward plug, made up by LEGO bricks (!!!)
When I go back down, meet my wife and complain with her, she should not do that.
Entry door is open, a woman overhears the conversation and repeats some words. I close the door.
Despite many dreamsigns, I recognize none of them as such, no sign of lucidity.

DILD: (~7:45 AM) Very vivid one
I see glimpses of myself, with a different look (bald, beard, more muscular body), training outside with heavy objects
Then I am in my childhood room, my wife comes in, I know it's a dream

Note: I am in the same place as previous LD, together with my wife again, but I don't recall any link between the two.
To my best recall, this one starts out as a lucid.

I know from this training I have achieved superhuman strength, set out to use it properly.
I jump out of the window, to a tree, back in the room. In there, I move up an extremely heavy bookshelf with ease.
Going through the corridor, I look at my hands. Left one has 6 fingers, crooked, similar to tree branches. I record it but not care too much about it.

I move to the kitchen, eradicate the window and jump down to the street, two floors below. I feel extremly powerful.
From the building in front, I see two robots coming out, painted in very bright colors.
I destroy the blue one, tearing it apart with my bare hands. The second one shoots at me, but I reach it super fast and destroy it as well.

Two cars also painted with very bright colors, having darkened windows, come out the same gate.
They get some guns out of the window and shoot me.
I take a remain of one of the robots, and use it to absorb some shots.
I jump close to the car and launch it away with force.

The other car is trying to slip away out of sight. I jump on its roof, destroy its windshield with my hands, and open the roof.
There is a guy inside, who starts praying, say what to write on its stone (!?), giving his birthdate (somewhere in 1970)
I have pity of him, and decide not to kill him. I jump off the roof, stop the car, launch it very far away, too. The hit is bad, but he looks hurt but good.

I feel some discomfort in my jaw bone, I wake up, it was in an awkward position. It's 8:10 AM, I can hear noises from child's room, get up.

EDIT: wrong dates, facepalm

=watching play, checking back room, climb stairs, fly through ceiling, stop biting thing, fly to city, get involved protecting hurt person, correctly guess person in car with, drive on wrong roads to park with water, walk/fly over copper, fly into forest avoiding enemies, explain belief that just dream, help friend who thinks his family died (false memories), walk with him downstairs

We arrive at a large room in the museum, where a play seems about to start. I realize it's a dream. (actually, I think this was an increase in lucidity from earlier segments of lucidity, but I no longer remember the earlier so can't know for sure)

I decide to watch the play anyway, but do so while floating 15 feet feet in the air. I know the people are going to act differently if I do that, so I go around a corner, where there's a huge hallway that's heavily shadowed further down. I turn around, fly up 15 fee5 (really high ceilings!), and prepare to watch the show. Only, I can't; the man running it did a shout out to me, telling me to get down and stop trying to get attention or something. I sigh, and decide it's not worth fighting, so go to do something else.

I explore a couple other areas of the large room, behind curtains and stuff segmenting the areas, and see a health unit as well as possibly a cafeteria. I decide this doesn't interest me, and look for a way to get outside. I see stairs, and head for them.

I go up the first flight of stairs, but notice that it then extends into an annoying labarynth of cave-like passageways. I proverbially roll my eyes, and decide to try a dream control to rectify this situation. I brace myself, and fly straight through the ceiling.

Now interestingly, it works--I get through the ceiling, however now I'm apparently tunneling up through solid ground. I just keep my focus (I can feel the ground I'm pushing through some), and eventually push out onto a brightly colored plain.

I recognize it as a location I've been to in a previous dream, which I think was also lucid (I could go back and check my journal, but am too lazy). Anyway, I look around, but while flying over a section of water, an annoying jumping clam thing starts biting me. And it hurt a little--just enough to be annoying and force a response. It takes a few tries, but I end up striking it down, and removing it's biting equipment (by this point it'd turned more into an ant-like creature with large jaws). I accidentally knock it into the water, and feel bad for it, and fish it out. (I don't like killing things even in dreams)

I don't remember for sure how I left the scene, but I think I just flew off in a direction till I came to a city.

Now in the city, it's late evening or very early morning, and I somehow get entangled in a situation where someone is injured and needs to be taken to the hospital. I jump in the driver's seat, and get going, as an enemy group is shortly coming. The car's kind of small, but I manage to fit.

I drive forward for a while, but realize I have no idea where I'm going, and that it doesn't make sense to since it's a dream. I feel the sense that someone else is in the car, and ask who's there. An man in his forties or so answers, and says he's an ally. Anyway, I ask him to help direct me to the destination, but we end up failing anyway, going down a ramp that ends in a remote park near the water.

We get out, and walk along a passageway over the water for a while, I believe conversing. At some point, we decide to head back, except our path is obstructed and half broken (old metal planes, with many fallen into the water, and the rest badly rusted and corroded). We eventually make it back, passing my dad and brother along the way (this caused strong feelings of having seen them just earlier in the dream, lucidly, which is part of why I think there was an earlier lucid section)

Anyway, this is getting long, so I'll try to wrap up. We get the sense that the enemy is approaching, so quickly head to the forest and fly up. I'm slow in horizontal movement at first, but use my hands as "engines" behind me, and start moving at a good speed. The enemy catches up (arriving in a bus), so we begin battling while continuing to fly forward. At first I have no weapons, but think back to times I've used my hands to create spheres of energy, and propel those toward the enemies. Some taunting between groups occurred, and I joined in just for a change of pace.

[Hazy section where we fight more, and a dc tries to make me concerned that if I die, I die for real, but I accept none of it. It does still make the fight seel more serious, however.)

Long story short, my ally gets defeated, and the scene changes as I go to help him. (he has the personality of one of my dad's close friends at this point, so I feel more connected than with random dcs)

Now awakening from a coma (or equivalent), he expresses sorrow, saying his family had all aged without him and left him alone. I don't like this turn of events, so tell him those are fake memories, and his family is fine. This cheers him up greatly, and allows him to remember our "promise" that when one of us save the other, the other has to do something in return. I think about what this should be as we head relaxedly downstairs, during which time the dream fades to a 30 second or so false-awakening, while I begin recollection.

01-20-17 I spent the most pleasant time hanging out with my DG and her friends. Did not worry about the comp at all. It feels good just to be around her. There was no sexy stuff, just the warm comfort of being near someone special. At one point a bunch of us were hanging out in what seemed to be a park. She told me she would be right back. I took this moment to exert a little dream control. I laid back on a picnic table and summoned a pretty female DC (not an entity) and had her give me a massage. I closed my eyes (dream bodies eyes) and just enjoyed the massage. Before long my body had to urinate. I did not want to exit the dream, so I sat up. I was still in the park with the same people. They all said in a fun teasing way, "Dr. H$#% is in the house!" I knew they meant that I had been spacing out and was back with them. I noticed I was naked and summoned a beach towel which I wrapped around my waist. Before long I had no choice but to wake up due to natures call.

Lucid Moment, Non-Lucid Dreams, Thursday, January 19, 2017:


I walk across a deck and enter a small one-room shack. Talk urgently with a DC there just before a zombie breaks through the door. As I am attacked by the zombie, I become lucid and immediately wake up. One of those "No, screw this, I'm out." moments.

It takes me a long time to fall asleep again. When I finally do, I dream of a blonde girl. She is very nice to me, and I wondered if she could possible become a girlfriend. After waking again, I feel that she could rather have been a dream guide.

I dream of a man I admire. He is dying, and very aggravated with the world which failed to accept his vision. I hold him in my arms as he speaks. Then, his condition worsens severely and I wake up.


Non-Lucid Dream, Friday, January 20, 2017:

Some sort of cross between a shopping mall and a hotel. I meet some family staying there. A number of little adventures, exploring the area. At one point, I ride a bike through the crowded halls/walkways of the complex. Later, see a girl I think I know well, and take note of her shapely body.

20 Jan

I find myself on the street with a decent amount of awareness. Hey, finally, I note to myself, I am actually asleep and lucid. I cautiously examine the trash cans and trees in front of me. I know there is no time to lose and I have to get the 3 step tasks going. Step one is telekinesis. I look around for a movable object. There a tire hanging from one tree but it as I try to TK it, it gets larger and larger and actually is now part of a construction and totally unmovable. Okay, let's try something else. I spot couple of leaves on the street which easily move but I am not convinced as it could be the wind. Finally, there's a ball that I tk around for a while.

It's a bright sunny day and am in the middle of a small park. I recall I had another brief ld earlier in the night. It's time to get started on the next step of the 3 step task - use a device. Couple of DC boys hold what looks like a mobile, but I find it easier to use mine. I put my hand into my pocket trying to get the phone out. As I do this, I feel my physical eyes move excessively, which make the dream collapse. I believe I am back to my bed and give up (actually it's just the void with only tactile sensations).

I have a short FA near a cool pool on a very sunny day and the music is playing "bai zi hua bai zi hua", one of my other goals. I walk around non-lucidly though and soon wake up.

19 Jan

As me and this guy are leaving, he constantly worries about there being sharks in the ocean. I try to calm him down, looking for logical explanation why there may not be as many sharks as he expects. We have to slide down a platform to exit the building, however, it is covered with blood and also quite slippery. I take forever to get down without falling.

We are close to the exit, ocean shore nearby, as I can see that the sharks we were trying to avoid are actually dragons. I quite clearly see a number of dragons in the surrounding wood areas and know we have to stay as far away as possible. We choose a rather painful way to do so, hiding and moving in a part of the shelf which stretches to accommodate us. I inspect the shore for dragons but see special trees (3 of them) instead (with faces and talking, like in lord of the rings). I carefully approach one, expressing my admiration, he speaks and says he likes me too. I ask for guidance for our group and he recommends us to go speak to Captain Morgan, who is a nearby pirate woman . I try to catch her attention and ask her to help us on our mission, though I am not so sure what we were supposed to accomplish.

There were 2 consumer-level snow machines running at a Washington mountain lodge. After coating a picnic table with a half-inch of snow, 2 guys had to clean it up. The second machine sprayed water in the air and made large snowflakes in bursts. At one point, the weather was clear, but then was cloudy minutes later. I don’t remember anything beyond that.

I'm with D and it's night. I'm not sure what triggered my little lucidity but I decided to fly. It only went to be on a not so high altitude. It did not go to well. When I landed back to the ground,D kind of laughed it off. He said "You flew to get there faster!"

I'm inside a classroom like place with my former classmates. It looks like we're having fun. Now I'm sitted on chair. This girl I know started twerking at me. She's getting closer and closer. Well I got with the flow and I think I grabbed her ass. I felt every piece of her as she did her thing. She stopped and she mentioned something.
My classmates agreed to that.



I'm inside a mall and I think I just exited a restaurant. I got with Ian outside or someone like him. He's hair was different, like that of Rence's. Anyway, I'm with Ian and I apologized to him if I'm disturbing him to the point of not being able to do what he has to do. He did n't say anything. I'm thinking off pointing Gel to him since she's just near the table. Gel's sitting on a table and talking to someone. I'm seeing her back only. We're walking and we started our conversation. I got to talk to him about what he read. It turns out he read books in a language he can speak in his original province. I'm a fan skiing him about it and he replied that he uses another language or dialect different from his province. While that was happening, I'm seeing the hallway of a CR. It's a yellow light and I'm seeing a person walk through it. It maybe someone I know. He's head hurts now. He'a holding his head down. We're still able to walk. We're now a bit far and on our left is our classmates on the elevator. They greeted us. I think the person I'm with changed to D. He's head hurts a lot more than it had before. Now he's holding his head down and feeling the pain. Another person goes to his side and it's Ryl. Based on his face he might be joking. He's mentioning how his head also hurts.

This is my second success with a wild. Sort of let's say...

Also for the second time I feel like I have a long delay from falling asleep and discovering myself in my room lying on my bed but in a dream.

The first time was shocking and didn't know what to do, also doubt about being actually awake. Not this time. But I was paralyzed. I could touch my body without being able to move my arms, or to better say: I could feel being touched where I wanted to put my hands. Then I could finally move but with enormous difficulty. I realize not being in my bedroom because the wardrobe with the big mirror was gone. This is a big problem for me because I always use the mirror to go out of the room. So I go through the door and I find myself another time in the bed. The movements become more difficult as they were not difficult enough. I decide that this time I try using the window, but as soon as I am out of the bed I find myself belly in the bed. Ready check, I'm awake. I can now move normally.

Vague dream about pianos.
WBTB
I become lucid. I yell something inperceptible and wake up.

Today I met my dream guide for the first time. It all happened while I was completing a task: searching for gold in an old house/warehouse. There were two teams and we were competing against each other as to who finds the gold first. I had several people in my team and only one of them survived. Turns out it was my dream guide who chose to stay unnoticed waiting for me to complete the task.

At some point during the dream I realized it was not real, and in order for me to complete my task and beat the other team, I should create some sort of a secret door to the gold. The old house looked empty at first and I figured there should be a basement. I decided that the gold is there and I created my secret door in the wall in order to get there. Once the door appeared, the game stopped and we decided to divide the gold equally between the two teams. It was the end, task completed.

Once everyone were done wrapping up, my last surviving team mate approached me and told me that I've done well. I saw the clue: the hidden door and used it to achieve my goal. He said that in every dream, there is always a clue that helps us to solve a problem, beat the nightmare or just escape into the next dream. He said that clues are everywhere even when you're running away from someone. It's useful to learn to notice them and use them to your advantage.

He was a tall man, in his 30s, with glasses and a thin, big nose. He looked very familiar but I don't think I saw him or knew him in my real life. He looked very smart and had this "mentor" air around him. I felt secure and safe when I was with him.

He took my hand and we flew very fast, up and up among the clouds. He said that in my dreams I can travel to, and see any part of the Earth. I imagined beautiful snowy mountains and they appeared below us, majestic and calm in their cold beauty. For some reason I knew it wasn't my imagination. It was a real mountain in some real place on Earth. Realizing that, it came to me that I could see what's happening on Earth, right this moment. I decided to fly down the mountain to its base to see what's happening there. I saw a little northern forest and a mother duck with its babies quietly swimming in the pond. It fascinated me.

Once I was done exploring, my Dream Guide took me back to the place where we came from. This time there was a hotel in the place of the warehouse. He told me he wanted to see if I learned my lesson. I found myself inside the hotel and someone was chasing me. Remembering his words, I started looking for clues. There was an odd object at the end of the hotel hall that showed me to go right. I turned and saw a table full of snacks like chocolates and doughnuts. I decided that doughnuts were poisoned and tricked my enemy to eat it. Once he was dead, my Dream Guide appeared and seemed pleased. Once again he told me I did well and took my hand to lead me out of the hotel. On our way out one of the room doors opened and a guy appeared. He saw my Dream Guide and asked me what we were doing here. My dream guide answered he was showing me around, and the other guy smiled approvingly, disappearing back into the room. My gut feeling told me it was someone else's dream guide who happened to open the door to our dream. It was a tall, black gentlemen, with greyish hair and a kind smile.

I'm very excited to meet my Dream Guide for the first time and am looking forward to seeing him again in my next dreams. I'd like to know where he's from and what's his personality like. I have a feeling it's going to be a good encounter.

I awaken myself after some hours of sleep at 5:30 a.m. Eager to break my dry spell of the last days I take a low dose of a nice AchE and go back to bed. A quick WILD attempt brings me into a huge building that looks a much like the famous opera house Colon in Buenos Aires. I walk through the aisle and look for a quiet side room to have the dinner I planned for. Quickly I lose lucidity and the dream, followed by a time of blackness and deep sleep. The AchE did not yet kick in, yet.

Then in a new dream that suddenly started I meet Mona, a girl I was pen pal with in younger years. I recognize her immeditately despite we never met in waking life. She changed her last name to the German word for "leaseholder", probably because she got married. I notice that strange bit and do a reality check (floating), it works and I lift up a little over the floor. Yes! I am Dreaming! We continued to chat and I asked myself if I should awake myself and record the dream, google that strange name. I use a mnemonic trick to remember and continue the dream, losing lucidity later on.
Just to find myself (FA) at my parents place earlier in time. I'm in the kitchen and notice that this must be a very important moment in their timeline. Several reality tests fail, telling me this is real life. But I'm quite sure to be (still) dreaming, and finally the good old push-my-hand-through-solid-stuff works. Now that I'm confirmed fully lucid, I dissolve my dream body, I am no longer phyically there, just an observer. On the table there lies a newspaper, the Süddeutsche Zeitung from August of the year 1985. I listen to my parents talking to each other in another room. When they enter the kitchen, I awaken.

Fragments:
I've finally finished laying out the tiles in my shower, and I'm smearing grout in the gaps between the tiles.

I grab my portable USB powerpack.