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I woke up today after a shattering emotional experience. Arshia turned me into the police, along with years of observations and accusations of strange and heinous crimes I had committed, of which only a single one was true. He ruined my life. I cried throughout the dream.

There was one moment where I said out loud, "I have been slipping into complacency with my life, and this tragic experience has reminded me how good freedom feels, but also how much I have taken it for granted."

Choose life.

I was in my city, around two third of my dream I was not lucid. It began at home ,then at a point I found myself on a train ,traveling in my city towards the centre of city,
Then suddenly I realized that I am on a train and stop quickly, people are sitting around me but they didnt see me, no one was looking at me.
Then I start to have doubts, why am I on a train? Wheres mom( )? Where are we going ? Soon I found mom. Then the train stopped in my city, near the place i was living , between two lines of apartments, the ground was covered in grass, even the train tracks. It was beautiful , there was trees too.
Then I got off the train, mom didnt seem to mind, and started to analyze the place because at this point I started to think that this may be in fact a dream.
I looked around, and everything seemed to be in place, or so I thought, because nothing was, the street was similar to the city irl but there was some heavy differences, but my dream memory meshed in with the real life memory, and perceived the places real, I even remembered the little chairs i found between two apartment , and that i used those to measure distance between the two buildings, but that was actually from a dream, where I was measuring the distance between those apartments , so when i will be in dream, i will realize that i dream because of the differences between the real life and dream place(little did I know taht i was in a dream here) .
So I thinked, that yes , I may be in reality, but I dont remember how or why i got here, and so I stayed suspicious. I also felt that dream feeling, I feel no pain or any remotely bad feeling, the temperature is ideal(it never is ) everything is too comfy. Decided to do a reality check ,but with telekinesis, found a little trashcan and raised it up. And so I knew that I am in a dream. It was really vivid.
I started to walk on the city, thinking of what should I do, then the idea came : meet with the dream guide. But I also reminded myself of not to get carried away with superpowers and such because that may result in the end of the dream.(I'm a rookie , even if i do this for years at this point , but I've never had a lucid dream more than a few short minutes or one where i had good control )
I walked around on the street and then, I suddenly found myself on the main square of the district.
Now the weather was still fine , but there was clouds, and the sky was a weird kind of greyish blue ,the sun has already set . I continued walking, and say " where are you , dream guide? I've been searching for you for ages ,yet nothing happened" .
Then a suspicious looking old man came, 40's style, he was a bit fat, had a khaki trenchcoat , hat ,and a brown\beige suit, and some other beige clothes. He didnt talk to me but went the same direction as I.
At this point I wake up because of pain in my back from lying too much on the same side.


I've realized that in dreams you have a 'dream memory' too ,and you can remember non lucid dreams you had in dreams. Or at least, I can.

Morning of April 3, 2017. Monday.



My dream begins with the usual water induction (which at least one lucid or semi-lucid dream of every night since early childhood begins with). A group of about seven unidentifiable female forms (though typically variations of Zsuzsanna) appears reflected in silhouette on the surface of the slowly rising water, but rather than any type of cheerful ritual (including healing affirmations or those of several other types), my dream shifts into where they are eventually on a boat. There is some sort of backstory regarding the journey but it is not clear. I “remember” that they are from the 1920s.

My dream shifts into a (false) waking stage (which includes minor physical anticipation of the falling sensation) though my lucidity becomes more instinctual (and shifts into non-lucid dream control after the next scene) even though my dream remains vivid. The liminal waking expectation fades and I shift back into my dream (without a false awakening - only the continuation of the original ocean theme).

I then see a few men from the 1920s on some sort of unlikely open train in the distance. I seem to be hovering above the ocean in an incorporeal state. The rickety train is carrying livestock and supplies. They are going up a very steep railway bridge but which is actually a rollercoaster rising up from the ocean. The top is incredibly steep, but the train somehow makes it over the peak safely and begins to slowly go down the other side. (I do not recognize that it is a rollercoaster and continue to associate it as a railway bridge.) This event is metaphorical for the false waking expectation - that is, going up a slope but then going over the other side with no mishap, fall, or collapse. As a result, I focus on the boat of girls again (of whom I now associate with relatives or ancestors), but soon realize that their boat is not present. I notice a number of other boats. I wonder if they have become lost (which of course is analogous of losing my lucidity).

I am then on a couch in a very distorted version of the Loomis Street house. For example, a bathroom replaces the small northeast bedroom and the couch is near the center of the living room facing south. The large television is against the south wall (though in reality it was always out from the east wall with the couch’s back against the south wall). Zsuzsanna is on my left as well as our two youngest children on her left. Very curiously, my brother Leonard (half-brother on my father’s side), of whom I have rarely dreamt of in my lifetime, is on my right. There is a very unusual loud squawking noise. It turns out to be a brownish pterodactyl crawling on a cliff made up of clusters of smooth boulders (though which looks more like boulders near the ocean shore). I am trying to work out if I am seeing this on the television or if we are somehow looking through a hole in the wall into the past. I contemplate whether or not the pterodactyl will fall off the cliff, as it is getting closer and closer to the edge. Something within my mind makes me realize that this is a waking prompt symbol (just as with the rollercoaster railway bridge in the previous scene) and my dream shifts without me being lucid for the second time (though this is likely because there is an ocean association, which can cause reinduction).

Soon, there is a scene of Egyptian “gladiators”. I think it odd that a sticker book Zsuzsanna and our children are looking at has images that exactly match the design of what the “gladiators” are wearing on the television. Leonard points out the advertising on the armor that a few of the Egyptians are wearing. I do not consider how ludicrous it is that ancient warriors would have modern commercial symbols and English writing on their armor. One of the symbols is the McDonald’s logo engraved on the armor just above the warrior’s waist. This is curious as it is made up of two upward and downward slopes so could be seen as a waking precursor symbol just as the earlier rollercoaster railway bridge of the similar shape. The phrase “phone home” is also engraved lower down on the armor. (This is hilarious as it symbolizes communication between dream self and subliminal threads of conscious self identity, yet once again, I do not catch the dream dynamic).

My dream then shifts into vivid liminal space. I find myself walking out onto the porch (most common liminal space setting and often the last setting in a dream due to its nature). A group of unfamiliar people wearing fancy clothes from the 1920s are seated in at least three locations. Still, one male closest to the open living room door (on the right of it) seems to be dressed more as if from the late 1700s. I decide to ask what year it is. The unfamiliar male near the doorway starts reciting curious (but unremembered) poetry, with something like “three years beyond 1921”, soon informing me clearly that it is 1924. Looking out at the street (through the porch windows), I notice a number of cars from the 1920s, yet I do not see the car that the girls are supposed to be arriving in.

The other male gets up and needs to use the bathroom. He seems very cheerful and friendly. Because the porch is a “different space” apart from the main dream setting, he seems very much in awe when going into the living room and to the bathroom door since that part of the house is “my time” (as in contrast to this dream’s personified emergent consciousness), though I remain on the porch, watching him through the doorway. However, the bathroom door is locked from the outside and he does not know how to use a knob lock. He returns to the porch, still in awe yet seeming very happy. I tell him that I am from 2016 (not remembering it is actually 2017). I tell him that I will unlock the bathroom door for him. Instead, he starts touching my face, hands, shoulders, wrists, and arms, pressing his fingers against me as if he thinks I am not quite human, me “being from the future”. I tell him (at least twice) that I am a “hologram”. (This is technically correct. The personified subconscious, always the dream self in first person when not lucid, as it certainly is not the conscious self identity, is technically a type of hologram, especially as the dream self certainly does not have a real physical body either.)

He continues to push his fingers against my face and begins to smell me, while remaining very cheerful. The sense of touch is extremely enhanced and “accelerated” here. Coalescence (dream self unity of all other dream characters - where all the dream characters quickly merge into the dreamer like blobs of pale light into a swimming pool) soon occurs and of course it is me who has to actually wake up to use the bathroom.

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Understanding dreams and dream dynamics:

• Water remains my most common form of induction (and real-time symbol for sleep) and this is apparently true for the whole of society, as the majority of commercial relaxation, meditation, and self-hypnosis tapes have included the sound of the ocean, a river, or a waterfall.
• The metaphorical waking precursors (especially the rollercoaster railway bridge where I actually felt a slight physical shift into liminal space even though I was nowhere near it) not completing and instead bringing me back into the dream state is not that common (especially when I have to wake to use the bathroom). Instead, it took my personified emergent consciousness to bring me out directly (though still oddly sustained). (I assume he was not my personified preconscious even considering the porch setting as he was not aggressive or confrontational in any way and there was no additional shift other than last-stage coalescence.)
• I presently associate my brother Leonard with fake news (which he is continuously posting on Facebook). This is likely to be a dream sign here, “fake news” being analogous to being in a (non-lucid or subliminally lucid) dream. Also, he is on my right, and the emergent consciousness precursor often has its event horizon on the right. (This is developed out of reading from left to right and a number line being oriented left to right, not on the disproved concept of left-brain and right-brain.)
• The seeming contradiction of the waking precursors not completing is likely biological and based on circadian rhythms. Even with a need to use the bathroom, the body still requires a certain amount of rest. (It is also possible that the anticipatory muscle states being mixed, that is - both whole body and bladder pressure - were responsible for the atypical dynamics and truncated symbolism.)
• This dream utilizes an altered setting based solely on dream state and waking dynamics, where the emergent consciousness goes towards the bathroom, which replaces the real bedroom. This is directly symbolic of me needing to leave my bed and go to the bathroom. The door is locked, so I still need to physically wake to use it (though often dreams render peculiar bathrooms or annoying situations as a trigger to deliberately bring the dreamer out of sleep).

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I am in my room, I am using a machine that can do my dream challenges. I am still not lucid. I am in my bed while doing this. I feel like I am in a deep state of sleep. When the machine activates, I feel like I'm moving, then I am my desired result.When transporting, I smelled what the place felt like. I could smell the peanut butter desserts when I said "take me to a world of peanut butter!" Then I move again and I'm back in "reality". I wake up but I relize I can't fall asleep. I remember that before I went to sleep, it was almost sunrise.It is midnight in the dream. I am lucid. I go downstairs to find Richard from TAWOG doesn't want me to fulfil my dream destiny. I run to the kitchen, to think of a plan. I think about using a syringe to numb him. I pull it out my pocket and inject with it. He cries. I wake up for real.

2/4/17
Dream 1: I found myself in prison along with my family. We were kept on cots underneath a huge gazebo like roof in the sweltering heat, only going out of there to play basketball or something similar. After a couple of weeks things settled down, then for fathers day or men;s day or something my dad got a red ribbon under his bed. I wanted to take a look at it so I picked it up but my dad freaked out and I got hauled away into a kind of solitary confinement, sharing a room with 2 other people. It was a much nicer room all things considered, with access to a computer and a proper bed. A woman who was a head of the prison came and spoke to use and we also started learning some magic I believe, as she was a sorceress. This carried on for a while, and I met a girl in the room next door who I got along with really well. There was some weird interlude where we were filmed by a crew weaving and dancing through some poles, then we came up with the idea to go back to the main prison area and maybe try to escape. We snuck back down there but got caught by the sorceress who was furious. I'm not sure how but probably through something we did, the gigantic tree in the middle of the prison woke up, who was apparently a corrupted Merlin in slumber. The sorceress was terrified and starting trying to cast protective spells but he broke through everything she threw at him. The girl and I started to run, climbing up on the roof of our building and jumping out into the wasteland while the sorceress battled the tree. We got a few hundred metres away before the tree grew even bigger and started walking, crushing the prison. His booming voicer rang out, telling us that hiding would be futile, and he would find us eventually. He did give us a hint to hide underground though, so I started digging a tunnel underground and travelling as fast as I could. The girl was frozen for a bit and started travelling the other way, but the tree was closing in so I called for her to follow me. The dream ended with us hiding underground a way away, listening to the tree's deafening footsteps coming ever closer.

Got into a lucid dream using the usual method and began walking around my neighborhood. I figured I would be there for a while since the induction was so nice. Somewhere along the way the dream collapsed and I lost lucidity. So later on I had a dream about Russia offering to evacuate Americans off-world. Yep, Russia was offering to evacuate American off the planet. The shift was beige and had two large spheres. One on the top, one under the belly of the ship. Conspiracy theorist, Alex Jones, was one of the ones on board. I stayed back with my family and was trying to figure out a way to secure my house from invaders because y'know, no police; nobody to stop looters and rapists.

I saw the ship flying through the sky over my neighborhood.

Gotta figure out a way to stop losing lucidity.

I'm visiting with parents of people I used to work with. My brother and his family is there too, and my parents. My mom is picking out what we gonna make for dinner, while my brother went out with my nephew to look at the frozen ocean. I spotted that when I was looking out the window and I was amazed that the shore was frozen, with ice waves sculpted as if the waves were still in motion. I was going with them, but returned for my phone so I can take pictures.

Here are the dreams I have recorded from the 25th of January to now, the 1st of April. I may have missed a couple of days here and there but there is still a lot here probably. I shall try to keep up a bit better, I hope. Apologies for spelling mistakes, names included etc. Spaces mean new day.

at my cousins house, helping them put up a large bar, my uncle appears to have a heart attack but recovers
A couple of kids living in a warehouse,, gets flooded in the morning, dad lets the water out and then sends the kids away somewhere
reading an article in the newspaper, a south american actress telling her story of filming over 3 years
playing a new kind of rpg/card game, I am getting good loot, killing zombie things
playing skyrim, go through secret door to a bedroom wih a woman in it, have some fun, afterwards my companions rib me for it.

talking with the nighbours next door
something about tennis

Digging around in an underground area, trying to find something or someone, using a shovel, some sort of magic trying to stop me
at a music festival with my brother and dad, listen to a drumming band called pussy world music, then go get dumplings

At the mcg or some other sport ground, getting a myki and finding some lost stuff. I think I eavesdrop on some staff and sneak around, maybe stealing some stuff
Get dropped off at high school, sneak in to the building and go to a bathroom to shave, my brother joins me
Something about a winery or som other outdoorsy place. maybe discussing good and evil.

watching tennis, then play table 'tennis' with some cute girls, get some advice from federer. next day catch train with the girls, some guy asks me why there are all gereen andblue protestors, they are volunteers at AO.
at university, going around trying to find out secrets about the place, get invited to a party and an athletics competition
I was sneaking around in a mansions with soe other people, shrunk down, to try and find the master, there was some souh park themes and demons

having sex, when I cum it explodes absolutely everywhere, goes for ages, like twenty big squirts, pretty ridiculous
at home, internet not working or something, talking with my brother
basicallly a series of unfortunate events, kids ride a boat in a dark underground cave to try t escape from olaf, almost get hit by harpoon gun. almost get caught, their parents arrive, olaf wrapsa a rope around the mum and drags her up into a cylindrical hole full of icy water. she slowly turns around and her face is a horrible mask, moment of drowning death. I somehow imagine her eyeballsexploding and hey do, wake myself up

ake a bus to a cafe, get a ton of breakfast food to eat, near a beach
working on an electromagnetic shield to protect the earth, combine with someone else's one to protect us from two angles
talking about different languages with someone.

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Playing a stealthy survival gameand streaming it on twictch. I am quite bad at the game and keep on dieing.
Talking about something with someone

talking about books with someone
playing a yugioh game with m cousin, tthen we open up different football club membership packs
I am at school, second last day, clearing out locker, go to an english class here someone is giving a speech
in a martial arts/ickboxing class, get chucked in a small room with someone to fight
Going through mcdonalds drivethru, costs like 300 dollars, we need to wait and go througha sepertelane which ends up inside a supermarket.
I was playing against a caster in shardbound and won

Talking with some people, forgotten most of what happened.

locked in a room, have to solve puzzles to escape
buying a box of cheerios

trying to feed a sausage to a vegan person
something about football

goign to a medieval style theme park, go on some rides
Playing a spiderman game, pick up some weapons like daggers and swords, sneak around on rooftops
In africa with some schoolmates, world challenge kind of thing, talking about water
playing apokemmon kind of game, staying in a floating island house with boogie, get to sleep with his wife, alao collect 6 different pokemon and restore a machine in their houuse, defeat a fast, annoying kid.

in a car crash causd by my younger brother, have to walk everywhere
in a sports facility, if you lose you get punised, can even die, brother gets killed by an elephan, there is a lot of pol, basketball and football being played.

Polive move in to a suburb and kick out every white person, we are horrified. video of the amazing atheistprotsesting with a sign, when police try to stop him he yells freedom of speech, and attacks police with a wooden sword
Going out bowling with two contestants on married at first sight, also joke about talor swift
Playing an old game, can't find the rulesor anything, travel through a series of underground unnels, find some anceint artifacts
watching a football game in the stands with some people.

Working i a chine shop, sellig fruit like mangoes

I was playing a cricket game, very close, aidan bowled terribly, we might have just lost. afterwards i talk with a girl about uni and stuff
Going to a theme park with my family, getting some pizza as well
at grandparents house, looking after their pets
3 orphaned kids, going through tough trials, escaping places and bad people

teling someone to find a godlike character in minecraft or some similar game
in someone elses backyard or somewhere similar, my brother and I playing with a gas bottle or something
Playing a game where music is playing and I have to do parkour jumps and stuff to math the music.

dreaming that I was remembering a ton of dreams
Playing a game like shardbound

Someting about harry potter
A debate with milo yiannopolous
In a shotput competition, some people are really good, my grandpa gives me a jacket as a present
In a church of some kind, some people are being punished

Looking at the shardbound kickstarter, some people had paid over a thousand dollars for some ridiculous rewards
Travelling with a sort of gypsy tribe, sitting around at night
Getting a premium account at an adult website, looking at some weird videos
Going home from school, go near a restaraunt, my brother gets a job there.

Playing wizard101, getting some cool pets and a word, fighting malistaire, going to a secret place in krokotopia
with my family in a houwe in the country, super hot day, we need to use waterto stop a bushfire from starting
Chloe talking about how she parties

Watching a bulldogs finals game, then go to a training day to try out, mee with someone claiming to be bill shorten, train with hawthorn instead, luke hodge, he yells at me for no reason

Going on a bus naked, expecting there to be a shower, but there isn'tso I have to walk home naked
Dad getting some lollies with healing powers, we are travelling in a bus/caravan thing

something about wrestling and basketball
I cooked up some meat for lunch but turns out it was for dinner, cover it up with foil
go to a park, watch my younger brother play american football, theres also some kid who is enormous and has potential. I am asked to film it but I am behind a concrete bunker thing so I can't really do it. Then my dadand I ty to go on some ride but our tickets don't allow us, so my dad tries to bribe the people there. One of them, an african looking woman, says something about white privilege and I start yelling at her about that lol.
A group of pets try to save a dog which got flushed down the toilet, but someone grabs thm when they are coming back and pulls them back down there again.

Going home after school, talking to Laurren
Watching an Alex Jones video, they were sending a guy under a moat through a pipe/tunnel into a secret area of a prison, then escaping via sports cars and driving crazily

I bought a python as a pet and was keeping it in a draw, feeding it a bit, scales were dropping eerywhere, I think it escaped ito the backyard
At mcdonalds at night time.

Witha bunch of people m age, hiding in trenches surrounded by bardbd wire, we capture something and then run away from an army shooting at us to the beach, we pick up and stuff and try to get into boats,, but there aren't enough. Thenn a big nuclear powered cruise ship appears, and we run towards it and get on board. I am in a room with 7 other guys, go on our computers
Playing a basketball game against a youtube or something, complain about some bugs and about breakfast cereals

australia being a dangerous place with dangerous animals, octopi
something about wrestling

excaping from a minecft gulag, get out with a friend, we disconnect and stuff to hide from the people chasing after us
doing a science experiment, boiling water and measuring how much spills out with an arduino
stuck on top of building, need to take a runing jump to get onto the roof, some shitlords watching
watching an avatar movie, getting some tea for breakfast

battle betwen good and evil, a evil god has 3 or 4 sonds, he fins all of the death stones, like harry potter a bit, and banishes someone.
playing in a football game with some old players, celebrities, women etc. Gary ablett passes to me
triple h wrestling, som behind he scenes stuff.
Going on a holiday to vietnam with som friends

shooting a bunch of action movies, based on a really long book series, guy almost gets legs blown off by mine. near end escape from an asylum, find crazy father and maybe kill him
something about wrestlemania
thinking that swiftea was the best spellweaver player as well.

playing a sort of rpg game, getting ogether with a few people to create my character, use ice magic i think.
in a shopping centre, traevlling on escalators
In a fantasy world, a kid, in a church like area, evil creatues appear and kidnap the high priest, I need to go and find him

part of minecraft build off with school mates
3 brothers, wearing sheep masks like the wyatts, go around kidnapping/murderiing people close to me, if they look the wrong way they get jumped. I eventually track them down and shoot them at mcdoalds, then the police and i celebrate.
driving differeing levels of race cars around a track for a uni subject, rpetty hectic
trying to invite chloe out somewhere, she rejects me though
a political coup, i take refuge woith some poliicians and people in a mansion defended by tanks and turrets
down in a hell like place, crawling through sewers and stuff, then travelling through a lake of fire to face the final boll, lathan or something,, before reemerging to the surface
going to the afl grand final, bulldogs playing
something about wrestling, kevin owens

trapped in an elevator with david and someone else. we go rocketing to the top then freefal but stop at the bottom
I am in a minecraft kind of house, learning hebrew through a shakespeare translation
at grandparents house, arguing with grandpa over russian authors

Going on a bike ride after getting a tatoo, in a race
at a party in a large, fancy house, an auction maybe/secret treasure, then party moves outside, start talking with some girls, then we go home, it is snowing. Go have breakfast next to the freeway
A wrestling match, like aroyal rumble but on a platform above a river, kane is dominating

showing off a city in mincraft, teaching someone how to build nd how to calculate area inside a building
some highlights of wreslters, maybe tna, a larger woman who slid around in the ropes and made a string hand symbol thing with them.

something about wrestling

watching jeremy play football, somethng about using up all the internet
cooking food for a party,

playing football, full back, need to score so I go charging up forward, running faster than anyone and kick a goal
at a sort of party, in a room, dor lets out int park, supposedly an orgy going on somewhere inthere
christmas time, watching a ton of movies by someone, read an article on it, then one on shardbound, eat some alfalfa sprouts

building a giant lego/minecraft house, get dropped of there by a friend's mum
on some sort of holiday

having a philosophical debate with someone
getting ice cream, 2 scoops
part of a kind of game show, in teams of 2 against my brother, in a beatiful valley with a mountain, need to find a hidden object. I find the cue in a house first and head up the mountain, he is behind but catched up. At the top we fight it out and I think I stab him.

At moomba festival, taking part in the river jup thing with hamish and andy
a music video of a guy in a library, then an exam, aidan starts cheating by answering some quesitons before the exam starts.

moving house to enxt door at anketell street, playing on a minecraft server, dieing a lot.

nothing (sick)

fighting against an adversary
getting changed ina basketball locke room in the toilets
CIA or something tracking me, I am on the run witha girl, uing some cheat to get lots of money. The eventualy find me caus of my deck in shardbound and catch up with me
Pulling the same kind of trick as before, but this time onsome religious people i think

at rosebud resort, people think i have diabetes from neck hair, go to buffet breakfast
get ingvited to join a group with laridss, we go on a holiday to mexico, pary at a beach, giant tidal waves come in though, push us along. we escape, then head back to resort. mum knows aout cad and electrical stuff, playy some arcade games

somethign with grandparents maybe

moving house kinda, go play football in street with aidan
looking throughf acebook, some photos, crazy video, bishke complaining about racism, some other stuff

something

playing a kind of scrolls ame aainst aidan, both travelling through water o fight a boss
drawing some stuff and doing some things in between classes

learning about differences between regular coke and frozen coke, then having pizza with family

catching the train home, some guy is foudn to be high by ticket inspectors, they arrest him. I get off one station too early, run into some schoolgirls, have a chat
at a giant chinese feast, all sorts of food, mr xu hosting, my grandparents are there to.

going on a tour of a house, people think i is haunted. A battle between some people
takig part in competition, halloween dress up thing, at night we make ditraction costume things from skeletons and demon stuff, travel in car and drop them off at a site, avoid spies from other people

At basketball training, do badly, get angry and lash out, get sent home
in a fantasy world, a castle and surrounds, sneak into the castle
Messing about with a variable resistor circuit

Watching a movie with the lads after getting subway
looking in to a politiics lecture

in a modern train station, going around on ecalators
in a giant minecraft like house, party

at s chool fete type thing, driving, then in a wat zone
tallking about people working and ice skating

somehing about jordan peterson
parkour stuff, climbing up some roofs and walls with some other people chasing a guy, ten staying in to 3rd floor of a pub like building, waiting.

with a few other people trying to escape from attackers, we escape from glass filled rooms, get some weapons them go on roller coaster ride while being assailed, then make it onto train and drive away

people stck in an elevator at school, going up and down, eventually gets fixed, go to maths and IT class, sit with emily and talk

drinking with someone, talking about university and iq
listening to an agalloch album, veyr good sound quality
celebrating easter, getting a basket with lollies in it

18:22:22] <gab> oh yeah, I just remembered my dream now that you mention it
[18:22:27] <gab> I was in singapure
[18:22:34] <gab> just now, afternoon nap
[18:22:43] <gab> buying candy
[18:22:47] <gab>
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[18:24:42] <gab> I really wanted these awesome looking candy bud didnt buy it then, when I went back, they only had 3 pieces, orange, watermelon and mango flavored and I was like wtf
[18:25:10] <gab> Im only once in singapore!

I just remembered. I was also buying some soft tennis set and some other sport toys. We talked about that with my nephew last time we spoke. My first time dreaming with him.

My second day off this week, and my second chance to WILD.

Last night, bed 10:30 pm
4:50 am - 2x300 alpha gpc and sleep some more
5:30 - 5:50 - WBTB
5:50 - 2x4 galantamine and sofa time

Woke up at 7:49 from what I estimate was at least 45 min long lucid.

Started out with me walking up to the window and checking out my fingers just to be sure, before I jumped out. Didn't even have to count, because one finger was stumpy and clearly there was more than five on left hand. But I counted anyway coz I love this RC.

1.Tell a dog to fetch TOTM - success
So I'm out the window, flying just a few feet above this dusty alley. Three whitish dogs are running under me. I'm surprised, thinking wow, I never have dogs in my dreams. Now I can do the "tell a dog to fetch" TOTM. (As I was preparing for TOTMs during WBTB, I snickered when reading this task, thinking "yeah, but first I would have to summon a dog because I never have them".

One dog was small, like a pomeranian, one a bit larger, and one even a bit larger. All off white, and the middle sized one had the longest hair. I yell at them "fetch" and I throw my hand in forward motion. They are sooo happy! Running as fast as they can, coming back, wiggling their butts, making circles, jumping up and down. I can clearly see that they are holding a yellow tennis ball. I wil myself to fly lower so I can pet them.

As I continue flying over the alley, there is a sheet of blackness forming ahead of me. I decide to charge into it, even though I am scared, but I want to face it rather than run away and be always scared.

2. Sex
There were at least 2 long episodes when I was pursuing sex.

1. I walk into a place. I realize later, that it's a sex movie production set. I sit in a chair, they get me undressed and asking questions, doing things. On my left, there is a long line of techs sitting by large computer screens. They are all movie editors. I wanna leave but they say it's too late.

2. I'm in a large room where people are getting it on. Some kind of a group sex thing. Some are already done and sleeping naked under sheets that are more revealing than covering. People come and go and join in, no matter what the gender.

3. I'm deliberately walking into places where I expect to find bad guys of certain ethnic origin. Needless to say, that I find them.

3. Skies
I look up and the skies are beautiful. Full of stars, comets, shooting stars, some of the stars are moving and maybe they are spaceships. I'm thinking that I didn't want to do a space task, but since I have this now, maybe i should. Not sure what happens after.

4. Ride a dolphin to Atlantis and have fun with merfolk - TOTY - fail
I finally come to seashore. But the water is not of the blue color that I love. So I walk a bit to find it. I look for dolphins and I see something stirring the water and some sea creature is poking out. I assume it's a dolphin and I jump in. To be sure though, I figure I should summon one. I call "here, dolphin dolphin" and one looking just like the other one shows up.

I tell them to take me to Atlantis, k? I jump on and off we go. They go under the water but it's very murky and I can't see almost anything. I tell them to swim on the surface. But it's not better here either. I think I'm losing my vision here. We go under water again and there is a normal city. I'm kinda disappointed because I want to see corals and sea life.

Suddenly we are walking through some city, dolphin next to me on his tail fin. I understand that land is in our way and we have to get through it to water again. We come to water again and swim some more. Now it's nighttime. I lose it somewhere here and I find myself looking for sex again. (Next time I have to "see" and island of Atlantis in near distance and that's where we will need to go)

5. T-Rex, but more friendly
I'm walking through some suburbs when I see what looks like a T-Rex, but with more blunt snout. So I figure that it's not T-Rex, but something else, and I even know his name in a dream. I remember me talking with my nephew about riding dinasaurs so I figure that's what I have to do now. I come up to them, or rather they walk up to me, because there is 2 of them now. One of them sniffs me on left side of my neck and it tickles so intensely. I'm trying to move away but I can't, plus I don't want to make him attack me, I want to let him sniff me or whatever he is doing. I lose it here.

I watched logan last night which explains why in my dream of a classroom there were giant slash marks across my board. A part of my mind however explained it away as being caused by wires from a tv set fusing to the board from excessive heat, being next to a window in high summer. So mehh. I was drawing some kind of pattern on board. Boss told me to not leave power on to an old fashioned video tape player etc.

I'm not sure whether this is good or bad, I could have had a cool wolverine dream but then that could have become a nightmare or too violent/angry
instead I had a super mundane dream....Which is worse?

Two nights ago:

+ I'm standing in my CH bedroom, night, in front of the window, looking out at the view, the air is filled covered ground to sky with a roiling dark seething cloud that is making its way towards me. I lunge for the windows in order to close them before that thing gets to us. (Lightning flashes as well). My son (as he was about 10 years ago) is in the way and I sort of trip over him trying to get to the window in time.

+(f) Laundry machine [med freq. DREAM SIGN], I see my wife's light bright blue fuzzy jacket, and get excited thinking (she's back again?)

+ Wide open space: I walk up to a small band that's playing, mostly girls. The girl leader is standing among the players and is making use of a long transparent sex-toy. I'm not really sure I'm seeing this right, it's pretty surprising, so I move in for a closer look. I take notice of a seated girl playing the clarinet.

Last night:

Before bed, (too late again, after 1am), I'm scolding my son because he's playing a multi-player FPS and shouting to his teammates bothering everybody in the house. I pull the plug on the wifi because he's just out of hand. Go to bed, wake up, see he'd snuck in and plugged it back on, I get up and pull it out again and go back to sleep. So what do I dream about?...Let me count the ways (at least 3 dreams)...

+ I wake up and check the router. My son's apparently moved it entirely out of the room now, I can't see it. My door's closed and I try to push it open to find the router. The door won't budge. My son has blocked the door from the hallway, preventing me from getting out! It's solidly shut. I raise up a foot and press hard on the door, it's still not moving, and I'm concerned about the door breaking. I'm really worried about not being able to make it to the bathroom to pee. I head back to bead, disturbed by this.

+ I'm sitting at a computer looking at icons of the faces of the other people my son is playing the game with. I see thugly looking faces, young men almost all of them. I think aha this is why he's swearing when he's playing, look at all these lowlifes that he's playing with, it's no wonder.

+ FPS multi-player game, I'm in the game playing along. It's a massive shootout and CTF game. I'm observing fast-moving players with the flag, communicating, shooting, trying to time the flag cap just right and also trying to recapture their teams flag. On the end of a high platform I see a very heavy armor with a long, lance-like weapon preparing to fire it far down below into the battle area. I think of small light armors that could attack him? He fires and there is a massive flash and a big mushroom cloud roils up into the sky from below.

+(f) with (Spock, Kirk?) Something Star Trek-like.

+ Outdoors, there's a large open-air flying disk with some guy in it flying at us trying to mow us down. We manage to dodge his several attempts to run us over. We get him out of the vehicle and start attacking him. I say "Doesn't feel so good, does it, to have somebody trying to hurt you, now, huh!?" He fights back with/we try to stab him with sharp pencils?

1st of April, 2017
A very depressing dream

I'm seeing a bedroom full of smoke caused by a fire, then I see a boy on the bed suffocating and struggling. His mother runs into the room and tries to wake him up, she rolls him over and sees a knife stab on his neck. Then his mom screams and I wake up.

It is very rare for me to have dreams like these, but I woke-up feeling really bad.

Morning of April 1, 2017. Saturday.



I am at first floating over an early evening scene (though it is still daylight) of 1940s gangsters driving around, possibly in Chicago. Being semi-lucid, I automatically perceive the foundation of the dream state as a “blissful flood” (and have since very young), with water flowing in slowly, with beautiful vivid reflections. As water symbolizes sleep and the dream state (even as in the “Little Nemo” comic strip), I feel relaxed, even though some of the gangsters now sit on the roofs of their cars, appearing frustrated that their activities were interrupted. My semi-lucidity fades slightly and I then absentmindedly wonder if this is part of a movie where things had gone wrong with the set due to water from another set (perhaps for a Navy movie) going past a barrier.

Having been incorporeal, I now seem corporeal. The gangsters eye me suspiciously but do not seem dangerous. I ride with Zsuzsanna in a Venetian gondola, though I do not see the oarsman. Our boat slowly moves past them as they sit on the tops of their 1940s cars to our left, the water halfway up over the windows. Zsuzsanna and I are intimate as my dream moves toward the waking transition (and waking transition symbolism in contrast to dream induction symbolism).

The water seems more shallow as we go through a tunnel. At first, I am wary of going into a tunnel. It appears that some sawhorse traffic barricades fall over from water coming in from “over itself” at the end of one part of the tunnel (which makes no sense - as if the water was halfway up but somehow solid or remaining in place even at the opening (perhaps somehow jellified), with some “normal” water moving over the original level somewhat like a small waterfall).

There is light ahead and I get a very vague memory of when Pinocchio was inside a whale, though I do not think that is the case with us. “That’s it, over there,” I say as I point. There is a loose association with the television show in April of 1986 about Al Capone’s vaults (“The Mystery of Al Capone’s Vaults”).

A young Geraldo Rivera sits on straw on a slightly damp surface inside a larger hollow area. He has a bottle of wine (possibly meant to represent the sole bottle of bathtub gin originally found in the vault). I look very closely at the bottle of wine because there is writing on it. I need to read it and understand its meaning. The brand name of the wine seems to be “Cortex”.

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Even though the preconscious (when it is personified) is almost always a different character, it is easily recognizable by additional clues (often either direct or subliminal identification as the waking prompt and the particular level of consciousness just prior to waking, as the role of the preconscious is to make the dreamer more aware of the fallacy of his temporarily skewed dream self identity and bringing the dreamer out of the dream state) as well as mood, shift in the clarity of a dream, and dominance in many cases. In this case, the common water induction transmutes to the waking symbolism. “Cortex” is a direct clue; “the outer layer of the cerebrum, composed of folded grey matter and playing an important role in consciousness”.

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Morning of April 1, 2017. Saturday.



This dream falls into a similar theme as a dream of September 2016 where whatever I write becomes part of my dream (rather than saying an affirmation to create dream scenes). Still, I never become lucid.

In one scene, my wife Zsuzsanna and I had been together for a year or more but, according to my dream’s backstory, we had not been married. I write a sentence that reads “Zsuzsanna and I have a legal marriage license”. I do some sort of hand motion over the writing, and then slap the wall (“Supernatural” television series influence, it seems). A sheet of paper that looks something like a certificate appears out of nowhere on a picnic table. It is apparently our marriage license. An unknown female claims it does not seem real, as certain writing on it is not raised (or embossed). However, looking at a real marriage certificate, it seems of the same (correct) design.

In another scene, an aircraft carrier moves towards a beach. It is tipped to one side and moves out and in with the waves for a time, lengthwise to the shore - the top facing towards land. It is vivid and dramatic but there is no threat to me. (It does not seem to be sinking.) Oddly, the airplanes do not move or slide off at any point. There is vague concern that one end or the other may cause damage to buildings near the shore, but this does not happen.

In another scene, I decide to eliminate a large portion of the world’s population. I make sure to include “except for me and my family”. I am outside at a picnic table and George C. Scott (October 18, 1927-September 22, 1999) approaches. I have not yet slapped my writing (which is on the surface of the picnic table) to instigate the event.

An unknown male is with George C. Scott and gives me advice on how to utilize my idea. I am to write that George is my uncle and that he will be going back in time to just before humans came to exist (though I am not at all aware of what the situation implies). The unknown male tells me that the name is written with two S’s, inferring that it is George C. Sscott, which does not seem right to me, but I write it anyway, though it still somehow comes out as “George C. Scott” and he complains about the spelling. I make a couple mistakes and have to write it again, one being “George S. Cott”, another being “George Scott”.

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