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    1. Acting Like Barbarians

      by , 04-11-2017 at 09:16 PM
      To be honest I don't feel like writing the dreams down or color coding it but I'm going to do it for motivation.

      Dream 1

      I was with my family and something like a spiritual game was going on. I can't remember what though. Next thing I know I'm in a shopping mall supermarket and looking at the different foods they have on the shelves. What catches my attention is a golden heart box with chocolates inside on the very top of a shelf. I open it and pull out a smaller wrapped candy than jump off and make my way to Dawn and Eye who are talking in my old house living room.

      The setting is different now and I became fully lucid. I went into another room once they started arguing though. There I went through the glass window and flew around the house and landed on a gate. I tried to climb it but ended up slipping and grabbed onto something to keep myself stable. "Help me!" I called out for assistance. Dawn came out the house and pulled me up with Eye to his side. We than went to the porch next to my old house and started talking about something when suddenly Dawn changed into a stranger and started running into the street panicking like a barbarian and Eye disappeared. He than came after me with a wooden katana and started pulling me towards the basement of the house. I called for assistance hoping someone would come out my house but no one came. My stomach began hurting as he hit me halfheartedly with the katana.What followed was a middle age tv actress exiting a car in order to pursue the mystery of how I was attacked.


      Dream 2
      I was in a unfamiliar house on a vacation trip. There I looked out the window to what my younger brother pointed out was the Colombian flag hanging on the top of a pole. It was white with a light blue drawing though in the dream. He said the people put a demon on it and began flinging rocks at it. My mother approved of his actions and I found it concerning till Eye came in the room.
      There I sat down and observed as Eye made jokes, laughed and was hyper as ever hovering around. Before I knew it he started shoving strawberries into my mouth. I didn't mind since I like strawberries but he was overdoing it. I told him to stop and asked where Dawn was. He said outside. I looked towards the door to see it a bit open and than looked back to Eye who said he was going to feed me a bunch of them regardless if Dawn was there or not. I than got up, grabbed what I thought was his leg and was about to give him some stern talking to outside but when I looked away than back he was at the door now. I felt he was one step ahead of me as he laughed than told me where he was.

      Shrugging it off I went through the walls and he followed. We were now in a distorted room where I had found my cousins. They were arguing about something than suddenly the younger one shape shifted into another guy like in my other dream and went right for me. With a remote I tried to push the dc back but I couldn't hold my laughter in anymore. It was funny to watch him acting like a barbarian. Before I could finish laughing I woke up though.


      Dream 3

      I was babysitting two kids and sleeping over at their house as if I was their nanny. They were on their way to school as I searched for a phone. As they pulled something out of a back pack hanging on a green dining chair I looked away as to not be rude or make them scared some how. I was nervous but after waiting a bit I mustered up the courage to ask for the phone. The boy pointed to a black phone hiding in a couch pocket. I nodded than took the phone about to call my parents when I realized I was in a dream and wanted to try calling Dawn since I haven't done it in a while.

      However, a old styled silver phone caught my attention. It was connected to a white rectangular thing with a metal circle on it. I assumed I had to put my hand on it to feel a stronger connection to someone while I used it. As I waited and concentrated someone picked up the phone. At first it sounded like they were speaking gibberish though. I said speak in English and they did though. They than asked me who I was. I said who I was but their voice faded as they kept talking. I woke up after that. I tried going back to sleep and saw a moving image of a room with a crack on the floor that let out blue light. But than I stopped and just got up.

      Updated 04-11-2017 at 09:20 PM by 67570

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      lucid , non-lucid
    2. Earth moving time?

      by , 04-11-2017 at 06:11 PM
      D1 - On top of a mountain, a glassless dirt slope. Louie is looking at me, he has been waiting. I see he has drawn a zillion pictures on peices of paper for me while he has been waiting. He is funny as ever.

      WBTB
      D2 - I am on another pile of earth, this time way smaller. It looks like its ready to be used to landscape someones garden or something but there is far to much.
      I realise i'm lucid 1st person and look around. I'm in my parents neighbours front garden. I have an idea of doing something but feel I can't do it till my parents are still around. I wait looking through the tree branches dividing the properties until they leave in a small grey green sports car (lol my dad would never have a car like that). I zip round to their house, running and enter a long hallway which is not there. The house is now modern and all the walls are bare wood. As I rush along I remember to try and stabilise, so I touch the walls and look at the detail. There are too many people about so I go into another room and lock the door. I then do some mind control. To soon the scene zips into 3rd person and becomes dark around the edges, as though in a tunnel. I feel I have lost lucidity and it is to late to affect things. And sure enough my belief makes it so.
      Tags: bare, earth, parents
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      lucid , non-lucid
    3. Lucid Dream

      by , 04-11-2017 at 04:15 PM
      Had one, don't remember much.
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      Uncategorized
    4. Poltergeist

      by , 04-11-2017 at 03:14 PM
      This started as a nightmare, but eventually developed into a great dream. I had been with Arshia and Simon, and we were spending some time out of the city at some place. Arshia had made some mean-spirited bet about cleaning up a car or doing some task every day, and anyone who didn't do it had to pay a bunch of money to the other two. I almost lost and they were bein ghuge dicks about it. Then, the poltergeist came.

      It wrested control of the body from you and filled you with a sense of absolute dread. Paralysed, nauseous, scared. And then it started coming for my friends. Eventually it came back every few minutes to get me, simon, and two others. Sometimes it was Melissa, sometimes jake. We suffered. Eventually I noticed that we could see this creature. It was small, like an ethereal raccoon, and would creep up your leg to the brain where it would take its hold then go on to the next person. I tried chanting, cursing, praying, nothing worked. Eventually I got infra goggles, and I could see it clearly as a cloud of black smoke. And I got two pistols. And then, I found the cure. When the creature appeared I would steer clear, and it would go atop a table looking to do a facehugger maneuver. I set that fucker on fire while it waited then filled it with lead, and dead it lay. Devon's poltergiest died easier, we just needed to stomp on it with a blanket covering. Jakes had to be actually cursed, and the final one we just destroyed with everything we had. Gramma witnessed, and as a reward she gave us massive sandwiches. Like watermelon sized sandwiches. It was glorious.
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    5. 2017-04-11 very vivid dreams finally!

      by , 04-11-2017 at 02:27 PM
      earlier:

      (more detail in the dream, it faded away though)

      + I'm approaching a building complex with a group. It's Halloween and there are jack-a-lanterns all around on the ground. I'm hoping my friends won't smash them. There are many shapes and sizes and designs. There is an outdoor smorgasbord going on, a "block party?" Lots of pots of soup and many hot food dishes. Climbing on top of a large animal-shaped structure? Thinking of lions?

      + I'm lying down and discussing an algorithm that a girl "Masha" has designed. I'm wearing (gray?) sweats with my legs slightly parted. She's sitting/demonstrating and moving closer to my legs, and I think that's a bit of an awkward position. I'm asking her questions about her idea.

      + There is a girl sitting near a cooler talking about different types of steak. "New York, London broil," etc., I'm having trouble hearing her so I come closer and have her repeat what she's saying. She then talks about lion steak and I "remember" eating lion. It was pretty tough. Then I remember how we trapped the lion between two trucks when we were hunting it. Something else about a zebra head bobbing back and forth.

      (wake, recall)
      BTS

      + [very vivid/present, semi-lucid] I'm with a tour group outside in daylight. There is a large bush of flowers growing on the side of the low building / house right next to us. I'm looking at them and see orange, purple, and various other colors. I think "they, those are like California poppies!" but realize they are not exactly the same. The leaves on the bush are sort of spindly like poppy plant leaves. I ask our tour leader what kind of flower those are, are they like poppies? He answers [forgot]. I notice the very blue sky. "That's like a California sky!" I think. Then we're walking up some steps and there's a woman in front of me who's getting in my way and I'm getting impatient. I keep noticing the sky. We emerge on to the street next to my childhood home. Only I know it's not my actual CH, but rather think it is a precise copy, because we're located in a different country like Australia or New Zealand. I look around at the houses, trees, the lay of the land, it is all precisely like the street outside my CH. I wonder at this amazing sight. I know that the view is not the same, however. I look out into the distance at the water far away and see that the distant mountain ranges and their shapes are indeed different. I see with pseudo-telescopic vision large freighters moving about on the water. Some of them are partially invisible. I look at the water view for a while and it is really amazing.

      Next we move indoors. We're in a very large indoor hall, some famous/religious place. The floor is sacred and so the path for us tourists is walking on top of long dining tables through the room. At some point I stop and see a book on a table top, bend down and open it and flip through the pages. There are (rag doll-y?) pictures in there. I'm then on the floor and my (mother?) is saying to move back on top of the tables, I think this is because the floor is sacred. I'm not sure I can jump back up on to the table or not.
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    6. 2017.04.10 - Was this once a book?

      by , 04-11-2017 at 01:14 AM (Discovery of the Mind: Xereniak's DJ)
      Recall Begins:

      I am a young girl, perhaps 13~15. I find a family that lives in hideaways and works in large steel barns, creating dubious devices. They are a form of Mafia, but take me in as one of their own. One day, I walked out to the barns to see the things they were creating there. This was a heinous act against the rules, as I was told many times to never look there. I walked straight into the final barn in the row of perhaps 6 barns and saw something that attested to the evil of the family. What it was I can not recall. When I saw it, I ran from those who were in the barn, but they've got backup from where I came from before I could push through that way. Instead, I turned my path toward the nearest person coming, jumped into the air as I traveled, and attempted to land a curled fist straight into their face. However, I have troubles aiming in dreams. Extreme problems. I may have become moderately lucid at this point, as I rewind the dream repeatedly until my fist connects, hard. More backup arrives and I take a similar approach with these men, utilizing attack moves that look more like break dancing than fighting, but it got the job done. I continue to run, and make it to the children's dwelling area.
      I can see that some of my friends want to help me, but also fear greatly the punishment for disobedience. The dwelling itself is technically hidden within a secret chamber, but enough people knew about it that I knew at least someone would know where to find me. I am most certainly lucid by this point, as I vividly recall declaring within that this is a dream, and that if I expect to find another, new hidden passageway in the wall I was reaching for, that I would find one. Lo and behold,
      the solid wall I was fast approaching gave way as a door, and I was able to slip into a new room.
      I am not sure what my state of lucidity is from this point on, but I know that the thoughts as they occur do not reflect either my waking state thoughts or that of the dream character I had become. Instead of remaining in secrecy, by some thought,
      I decided to relinquish dream control, and the walls of the new room faded away. Some children found me, and reported me, bringing me before the council. The punishment for this crime, and I knew it before I had done the thing which I did,
      was as thus: to receive a bite from a highly venomous snake which they nurtured in a fountain centered in the council circle. I felt a sense of deja vu at this point as if I had experienced this plot before somehow, perhaps having read it in a book at some point. Knowing what would happen next, I stepped, with some trepidation, into the fountain. I backed out a few times, but the third time I boldly stood as the snake latched onto my right index finger.
      The pain hurt greatly, but also not at all. I knew that it was a dream again, and knowing that my fate involved a painful and long duration of agony, filled with feverish fits, pain, loneliness, and thoughts that I would likely die, I choose to dissolve the mafia, their council, and evidence of their ever existing from the dream. Again, these thoughts do not reflect my own as I would reason but seemed to be of the dream character this time. With the Mafia's influence erased, the steel barns were re-written as the new setting for the rest of the dream to follow.I am no longer lucid after the jump,
      and unsure of what character I am. There are two other individuals with me, one 20-year-old junkrat who's crazy blond afro gave her a reckless air when combined with her ratty tank top and torn jeans. She had a natural affinity for taking apart and building things with total junk, which may have included the Gatling gun slung on her hip like I had my handguns. The other appeared to be aged 28, darkly moody, and dangerous. Like me, he wielded dual handguns, which were concealed within his black coat. I presumed the coat's color was picked to match his hair color, but he corrected me in saying it was to match his pants. Aside from that, he was in charge of carrying around Junkrat's tools, such as a tremendously oversized bolt-cutter used on my highschool's pop machine. It was as we were taking parts out of said pop machine that we were rudely interrupted by about half the student body. For some reason, I think some of them had guns.
      They surrounded our group, with the likely intent to either take us custody or kill us, neither which option seemed particularly appealing. I tried a desperado to fend them off, which failed and I had to reload. After the reload, I was on the other side of one of the groups surrounding ours, and from this spot, I noticed a little girl, perhaps 8 years old. She wore a distinctly colorful outfit, that gave off an anime character vibe. She then merged into the story as if she had been there the whole time, and was a part of our ragtag trio. She then proceeded to "help us out" by emitting a voice which had the effect of paralyzing all the other students. Somehow, the next thing I can recall is one by one shooting each student in the head,
      possibly because the paralysis has a limited time effect, and this would be our only chance (but why not run?). After dispatching most of the students there, I walk up the ramp and head to Math class like nothing happened. Principal M is teaching the class, and I see my old buddy Del there. Principal M gets after him, probably for being a trouble maker,
      before beginning the class. I take a test for a few minutes, before the entire east wall dissappears, and we are very high up. The class notices some power line workers standing in this weird contraption, where two guys have to hold up each side which they're standing in, while the other works in the middle. The are also very, very high off the ground, about 100 meters up and 100 meters away from us. Suddenly, one man loses his position and tumbles off. The contraption is no longer stable, and the other two fall off as well. The entire class watches in horror as these guys fall to their deaths far below. Somehow, it was much more shocking than shooting half the school. As we look at their corpses below, suddenly,
      they stand up, perfectly fine. Principal M then explains that he had given each of them a wind rune, so that they wouldn't be hurt by falling.


      Recall Ends.
    7. Still low recall.

      by , 04-11-2017 at 01:02 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Dream Journals

      Had an almost insta WILD when I closed my eyes. I felt myself lucid holding a mouse and could see that the webpage was on DV. To test wether i was in the dream i moved my mouse and clicked the dream journals button. I saw Twoshadows had a DJ entry and went to click it when I woke up

      ATM

      Dreamed I was at an ATM machine withdrawing $60. A lot more bills came out and a lot of them were $50s I then realized I must have accidentally withdrawn $600 instead...
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    8. 2017.04.09 - Brother's Games / Trump's Gopher

      by , 04-11-2017 at 12:14 AM (Discovery of the Mind: Xereniak's DJ)
      Brother's Games

      Recall Begins:


      A vast world spreads before me. From the heights above the treetops rises a great plateau, towering above the pathway upon which I stand. I Know that I must scale this great wall before me, with nothing but a parasail, stamina, and great determinat... wait a second, this is another one of those "Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild" dreams. Jeez, I haven't played that game in weeks and it's still the physics engine my mind chooses for everything.
      /jump/
      I make my way up a mountain trail with light shrubbery about. Up the trail, there is a checkpoint, to stop and inspect travelers. I know they're searching for me. Nonetheless, I continue up the way until I arrive at their inspection station, where they begin searching my goods. They're checking my things, which I'm not too worried about, but I'll be in trouble should they decide to pat me down, for concealed within my sleeve is a home phone. The shape of the phone protrudes through the fabric, but I stand on the other side of them in hopes they will not spot it. I feel its buttons against my skin within my tunic, and I am severely startled when they begin to pat me down. Surely, like this, they will find the home phone concealed on my person. When all hope seems to be lost, I re-initialize the dream, sending the guards back to their original positions, not knowing I was ever there. I had all my things back, but one thing remained: my position within space remained the same, and as I was standing on the other side of the guard station, I had managed to slip past them. I continue onwards into the cabin which they had been so zealously guarding. Once inside, I find /...fragmented details.../ in the entry way. Up the stairs, however, I find a console, running a copy of my brother's game "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess". Of course, with his permission, I fire the game up and begin playing, although the game's graphics felt a lot more like "Ocarina of Time".

      Recall Ends.

      Trump's Gopher


      I traveled from my home to my day job, a 7-3 shift as a crew trainer for Donald Trump's Cabinet. I was still being trained on the position myself, by my waking world coworker J and some other guy whom I do not know. I also sucked tremendously, but Mr. Trump himself was much too busy to take notice and fire me. For the job itself, I had to appear to be a girl. Not entirely sure why, but one blond wig and a costume change later I was working hard at my job to... erm, actually, nobody ever came. I mostly just got paid to snoop around Mr. President's communication equipment he used to send messages to Vladimir Putin. Instead of using old school, U.N. approved touch tone wires to send messages, this setup sent the message by LED cables (wtf????). These cables looked quite spectacular, with towers soaring across the wide mountain range away from the high altitude plateau upon which we built the... some kind of administrative office, but it was definitely like a ski lodge. When I got home, my family seemed to have left on a vacation without telling me where or why. Dream me took no issues with this, and instead headed to the basement to play a game like "Space Engineers", but also it was "League of Legends" and I was a Singed player chasing down a Lux. I almost had her, when these weird bug robot things started flipping me over their heads, and they just kept doing that for awhile (during this process I was moved inside a kind of land rover). Eventually, my craft ran out of hp, but it didn't explode until they were done tossing me. Then the ship and I were transported to my starter platform (all still in my basement), where I tried fixing the ship up for another round of getting tossed around by the bug robots. After 3 times of this, and having to scour for materials each time, I just started taking the ship apart so I could build something new with the components. The frame fits quite snuggly as a house roof.

      Recall Ends.
    9. 2017.04.08 - Ragnarok & Friends/Empty Memories

      by , 04-10-2017 at 11:27 PM (Discovery of the Mind: Xereniak's DJ)
      Recall Begins:

      In the online MMORPG Ragnarok Online, I am leveling a Magic build Doram Summoner in what appears to be low-TI (level 71-100). I'm not level 100 yet, as I don't have any charms to reduce my cast times for CNM, and so I am having trouble solo leveling without a Morpheus Set or Doram Set. I travel some distance away to escape the mobs and find a location with a small building and seating. The camera angle shifts down, and now I am no longer a Doram, but me. Managers R and A are there, but largely ignore me after a hurried greeting. Two of my buddies from high school, D & J are distinctly present, and I feel that there were others present from my school as well. I spoke with them for some time before the recall ends.

      Dream Fragments

      There were two dream fragments that were definitely together as one dream at one point, but I simply cannot recall enough details. One was on a serene mountainscape, with high rising cliff faces enclosing me in, except on the back face from which I hiked up. In fact, the entire dream itself for awhile may have just been a nature hike.

      The second portion's recall begins with me getting into a fight with a Korean boy about ~17 years in age. I hop into a truck and try to drive him down. I chase him all the way from the calm mountain side into a populated city core, before plowing into an empty department store, picking him up by the throat (while driving) and then losing recall.


      Recall Ends.
    10. Living glamorously

      by , 04-10-2017 at 07:47 PM
      I was living in this glamour palace like condo's. But each one looked way bigger inside than outside. I had multiple pools & walkways. It was like a utopian society if I was to liken it to something. Beautiful landscaping. I was showing my family around & I had babies. Then I realize I have another house because someone asks me what I'm going to do about my dogs in the other house. It's another glamorous place but it's a house. I then realize I'm dreaming because I don't have any dogs anymore. And like right on cue Meesha cat wakes me up, lol. I tried to go back into the dream but I couldn't keep it stable enough so after a few minutes I just gave up & got up. It was getting rather dark & sad. I've had enough of dark & sad lately in my real life so I sure as hell don't need it in my dreams.

      I've been watching shows like "Beachfront Properties" & other shows like this so it's no wonder I'd dream of this.
      Tags: dogs, glamorous, house
      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    11. end of the world

      by , 04-10-2017 at 07:13 PM
      Task = green

      I translated this with google-translate, so sorry for any weired grammar and stuff

      I lie on the ground on an earth-filled elevation, watching take the dream shape before my eyes. As I carefully try to move my arm the images fades in front of me and turnes black and white. Then I stop moving again and try to imagine the scene before my eyes more clearly, which I then succeed and the an industrial area at night emergences. Then I try again to move my arm and my goal is to interact with the dream, which now also succeeds and I feel the earth between my fingers. Slowly I get up and walk a few steps to my right, but I realize that the dream is still very blurry, as if I do not wear glasses, and my balance is completely lacking which leaves me trudging. Then I remember my dream goal and try to sink on my left knee, support myself with the right arm at the knee and lay the left hand flat on the ground. Since my balance is very bad in this situation, I fall back slightly and must support myself with both hands on the ground. Then I ask for a long, good, lucid dream. When I rise again, the dream is clear and my balance restored. Satisfied, I realize that I have reached my first goal, anchoring myself in the dream. Now I think about that I have to start my way to work in 15 minutes and now probably still have a few minutes for this dream, that everything bevore was only a FA I'm not aware of. Without losing time I will try to tackle my second dream goal, which is why I quickly look for DCs. Just in front of me is a street that is lit only by the lanterns and a small group of people walks there, so I start walking towards that. To my right is the front of a building, probably an industrial hall, and to my left is a wire fence with an empty field behind it.
      As I leave the industrial hall behind me, a young man comes up to me, he is wearing boxing gloves, and I immediately point my finger at him to call abracadabra, which, in a mixture of hustle and bustle, comes quite stuttered. The man does not even look at me, but just laughs and walks past. Since I am not quite satisfied with this result, I go to the group I have seen before on the street, since I now know that I have basically already fulfilled the goal I can slow down a little. The street is full of cars. When a man moves past a white van, I point ath him again with my finger and shout out Abracadabra, then a second time this time in English and it seems now to have an effect. The man begins to vomit, and when I call a second time in English, he vomits a second time. There are some splashes on my face. A little annoyed about it, I turn around and now turn to the rest of the dream.
      It seems like some kind of war or at least a great battle takes place with many fights going on. The world here sinks into chaos and it has a bit of a end of the world feeling. So I go a way between the buildings and I have made the decision that I will try to summon a DC. Since I have only a few ideas how to do this, I just try to call for her and continue walking through the dream. Finally, I pass a further industrial hall, which is on my left, and I see how parts of human beings are falling out of it, separated with a chainsaw. Then some people dressed in black, like a special unit pass behind a fence with only smal openings, and I think I do not want to go there. I then turn around again and decide that I want to fly anywhere and do so with a jump in the air. I look around. Now I see many elevated platforms on which the warriors fight and one I have spied, which attacks a young woman. Since I have nothing else to do, I try to save the woman, but as I try to land it is so difficult for me to control the flight that I arrive late and the woman dies before. I just throw the man down from the platform and finally get involved in a fight with several others. I'm trying to do the trick with the abracadabra again to give me a little more time, but it does not work again. As a further dream control I try to raise an opponent with one hand on the neck, which I succeed after a few starting difficulties and I throw him hard from the platform to the ground. I'm flying from platform to platform and finally I want to get some enemies out of the distance, so I aim with my finger at them and make a movement like shooting a gun. This has no effect at all, so I'm looking for a revolver and when I have found one I pull a second one from the finger of a dead enemy. Then I open the fire on an enemy and need four shots until I finally hit him, although he is not far from me at all. Finally, I go over an empty field and the whole thing is a bit annoying, so I decide that I want to completely change the dream. After I loudly shout change of scenery and then snap my fingers nothing is happening. I remember once again how I heard a lecture on teleporting and look for a wall I can run against. When I turn around I see a wall with lots of shelves on it about 20m ahead of me, to which I then accelerate as fast as possible. When I'm close enough, I jump head first into one of the shelves, whereupon I crack hard against the wall behind it. Instead of feeling pain, I look around and behind me is now a basketball field on which a game takes place. After I turn around again, a boy comes through a corridor with a basketball in his Hand. Again I call out loudly to the DC I want to summon and look around until I find a large wing door that seems to lead into a kitchen. In my mind, I think the DC is in the kitchen for sure, trying to convince myself and I enter it. A couple of times, I call her name and the people here in the kitchen are pushing around a girl to block the view. As I walked around the workspace, I have a clear view of the girl, but it is not her. However, she looks similar to her in some aspects, she is also dark-haired and does not look bad. So I step up to the work surface and stand next to her on a step, which makes me just a bit taller than she is. Then I turn to the exit again and call the name of the DC again, whereupon the girl goes up through a long hose-like staircase. In order to cut off her path, I go outside and I want to fly up with a jump into the air. A man, I guess, the trainer holds me by the hand, as if he does not want me to apply dream control, and then he offers me his hand to throw me up. Since I do not mind, I accept the offer and when I want to hold my hand on the railing above I wake up.
      Categories
      lucid , task of the month
    12. Marrying the boy you

      by , 04-10-2017 at 05:14 PM
      So I had a really strange dream I married myself but I was a boy. I had a white dress and everything but the guy I was marrying was me but as a boy. And that dream was so strange I really want to know what my mind is trying to tell me. I mean I am a girl and I feel good in my own body as a girl so it can't be something like that I feel in the wrong body. Or maybe it is just me wanting to be loved. In the dream that I had I really loved the guy me and that is kinda strange cause I often judge myself and I never felt like I am normal or better then everyone else. And with not normal I mean the feeling that there is something different about me that isn't about everyone else. And I never knew what is different about me that's why I never tried to change cause I didn't knew what was so different and just accepted it. But I still judge every flaw that I have. And something important that I almost forgot about the dream was that is also kind of funny there was another me guy who after I got married he said congrats hugged me and was jealous and looked at my groom with a death stare.
      Then my mother complained why I didn't want to invite her best friend to my wedding and I think the only normal thing in that dream was how my mom was talking and explaining stuff just how she would do in real life the same reactions. But what didn't make sense was that she said we should have had the wedding on an island that was near us cause it is near from the country where a friend of mine is. The weird thing is the country where my friend lives and my country are next to each other but there is no island between or water. Could this dream mean something about me craving for love cause I never had a boyfriend but I did fall in love often like crushes but I never had like a relationship and mutual love or some nice guy that would have a crush on me I was always the girl in the friendzone. And I always thought well it s better that way I can focus on school and stuff but I also really want to experience mutual love. Or maybe this dream is like if someone knows the old Cartoon Teen Titans there was a episode with Raven's mind where there where different Raven's with different personalities but all this different personalities are Raven and together those personalities make her who she is. And yea I am 16 still loving the old Cartoon Network cartoons maybe because of my age people pressure me into being in a relationship or making me feel different cause I never been in a relationship teenagers react like what is wrong with you. But even doe I want to experience love I don't want to rush things the one I love should wait for me and have a romantic just holding hands and kiss relationship and romantic dates like eating ice cream together at a ice cream parlor. And I am sorry that I wrote so much and my own explanations are way too long but maybe if you know me a little bit better through this you also can explain better why I would have such a dream and what it means.
      Thank you for reading and helping me out may Karma help you back <3
      Categories
      lucid , memorable , dream fragment
    13. Big Success, but stuck.

      by , 04-10-2017 at 04:36 PM
      This is a guide for myself,

      I don't have a name for it, but I did the technique where I do a WBTB, meditate, and go to sleep while watching my thoughts. I simply attempt to quiet my mind and meditate. Of course every time you try to do so, thoughts appear in the mind. Instead of fighting the thoughts, you focus in on them and watch them quietly. Let them unfold and do their thing. The goal is if you are tuned in enough, you will see FAINT IMAGES in your minds eye. The "mind's eye" is the same faculty used to conceive objects without them being in front of you. No need to conjure them, judge them, or control them. Just stay detached and watch these images unfold in your mind's eye. The caveat here is that you CAN NOT get sucked into the thoughts. The goal here is to watch the thoughts similar to how one would quietly watch a movie. Yes, the movie is immersive, but at no point in time does the viewer get sucked into the screen and lose awareness. The viewer is somewhat still aware of his or her surroundings in the theater.

      The cool thing about this technique is that your mind and body will do the WILD for you; you just have to get out of your own way. Your body already is tired and knows how to fall asleep, let it. I don't even have to lie completely still. The process is natural and relaxed. The hard part really is having enough discipline to watch my thoughts without getting distracted or impatient. It's just a matter of time, really.

      End Guide.

      Anyway, the FIRST lucid dream had me stuck inside of this dark room. And I mean stuck. I could not move. Was it the sleep paralysis crossing over into the dream world? There was a closed door ahead of me. I used every technique I knew to get out of the room but every time I tried to move there was AN IMMENSE pressure on my head. Like my neck was straining as if someone pressing down hard on it. There were small points in time where I could move freely but in the end....two powerful arms grabbed me and threw me. To be honest, I probably conjured that because I deemed the lucid dream a failed attempt and wanted to start over again.

      So I'm awake. I repeat the WILD induction and THIS TIME, it feels more like an OBE. I can feel like a second body loosening from my bed as I gently get up. When I can feel myself standing in the dream world I know I am lucid. This is how it always starts, tactile sensations of me standing up then the visuals once I feel my way out my bed room. I make it outside my house and do a twirl into the night because I know that I should have TWO HOURS OF UNINTERRUPTED LUCID DREAMING RIGHT???

      Wrong.

      I spend the first minute or so walking around looking for Naomi, my designated dream guide. For some reason she is nowhere to be found in the usual spot I expect her to be. So I figure/expect she must be at the park 2 minutes away from where I am standing. I start walking in that direction...that's all I remember.

      So two lucid dreams. But short.
      Categories
      lucid
    14. War games

      by , 04-10-2017 at 03:06 PM
      I was the master of the war games. From my ability to fly, I was able to stay in a safe zone, far out of the reach of the weaponry. Although my team discovered new and improved weapons with each level, I only held on to my stylish pistol, that only held 7 shots in the mag. Just enough.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    15. Sign of Death

      by , 04-10-2017 at 10:28 AM (Letaali's Dream Journal)
      I was in a house with three floors. Agent from Marvel's Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D was looking after some captured monsters. First I was just an observer in this world. I was invisible to others, but had a physical form. I was wearing headphones and believed I was seeing an episode of the tv show I mentioned earlier. Through my headphones I heard Cryaotic. He made me pay attention to the shadows of the characters in this house. I saw a knife appear in the shadow of the agent. Cry said it was a sign of death. Seeing that knife meant the agent was going to die and there was nothing that could stop it. I threw my headphones off, I didn't want spoilers, but I kept hearing Cry even without wearing them. No one in the house saw or heard the headphones, I was like a ghost.

      I saw the monsters upstairs. They somehow got free from their shackles. One of them was a fit looking blonde haired woman with a long row of sharp teeth. They started sneaking down the stairs. I got flashes of shadows. Knives slowly appeared from everyone's shadow. I felt intense fear. Whatever was creeping behind these shadows was something powerful. The monsters found knives and the agent sleeping downstairs. I woke up before they killed him.
      Tags: monsters, shadows
      Categories
      non-lucid