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Date of Dream: WED 5 APR - 2017



Although this dream is called "Lucidity Quirks", I did not become lucid. In this dream, I was seeking becoming Lucid and the entirety of this dream was about WB trying to get me lucid. In the character list, WB and Dreamy WB are seperate characters... But in this dream, WB possessed real life qualities and had all her "cool" friends with her and then this is the same person who is trying to get me lucid.



Dream No. 92 – Lucidity Quirks

It all started when I was just randomly walking around on the grounds of Camelot Rise Primary School. I was looking for WB as I had something to ask her. When I was in the main assembly area, I saw WB walking from the asphalt area where the basketball courts were. We met just outisde the canteen and I spoke to her. At first, I was asking her some random garble but I actually caught myself and stopped. I then asked her my real question which was, “I've always been wanting to become lucid but have never been able to. Is there some way you can help me?”. WB said that she could help but first, she had something else to do.

She went inside the canteen and put all these cookies to bake in a small metal oven, which was supposed to be at 280 degrees. Just then, all of WB's friends started flooding into the canteen and started to distract her. Some faces I do remember vividly were EL, BT and naughty BB. BB actually came over to the oven and put it on the maximum setting so WB would burn the cookies and therefore would have to start all over again. I caught BB out, telling her off and then turning the oven back down to 270 degrees while watching the cookies bake for the rest of the time myself. I then took the cookies out of the oven when I thought they were done. When the cookies were out of the oven, WB's friends had left and stopped bothering us... Maybe they weren't bothering her but they were bothering me.

When we were back outside, I checked my watch (analogue) and it said it was 1:25 PM. I then panicked and said that there was only 5 minutes before we would have to be back in class. WB reassured me and told me not to worry, she would keep me out of class to bring me into lucidity. I still worried because I thought if the class teacher, Mr G, caught us outside, I would be in massive trouble. So she brought me over to the 5/6 playground, away from all the classrooms, to a private area in between two bushes where there was piece of play equipment that she used as a bench. I was under the belief that I would enter lucidity by falling asleep on WB's lap.

The only thing that happened when I fell asleep on her lap was that I entered a completely different world with her that was even more fake than the previous one. We were no longer human either... We looked like drawings from someone's digital art. I then woke up.

This is Dream No. 92 (on WED 5 APR) and the lucid dream was Dream No. 93 (on THU 6 APR, only the next night!), so maybe although the attempt to get me lucid in this dream failed... Some subconscious process carried on into the next dream.

Date of Dream: THU 27 APR - 2017


Dream No. 102 – Magical Mayhem

I started off in some large room on a wooden ship, the most prominent feature of this room was lots of round wooden tables. Apparently there was going to be some sort of party in this room as all these items began to appear out of nowhere. Most of the items were food but there was other things like plates and cutlery. I didn't stay long for the party though, I don't remember why. I went over to this spiral-like ladder, wrapped around a wooden post, shaped like a log.

When I climbed out of the ship, I ended up going back to my house. I was then in my garage but the difference is that there was brown leather couch in there... In real life, the garage is solely for cars. I was sitting on that leather couch and my dad was talking to me about something, I forgot what about though. Apparently we were having people come over and I had to wait for them on the couch so that I could greet them when they arrived.

After that, I went off somewhere unknown and one by one, these strange, glowing creatures were starting to surround me... Each creature adopted a colour, either red, green, yellow or blue. Once all eight of them had spawned, they started attacking me. I was helpless at defending myself, so I ended screaming for WB louder and more distressed than in any of my previous dreams. She came over a hill in the distance and was quickly walking towards me. She then approached the glowing creatures and one by one, she picked them up and tossed them all the way over the hill from where she came.

I have forgotten the remainder of the dream.

So I was added to spellbee's competition on the 22nd, I believe. However, I didn't log onto DreamViews because final exams suck! And I should be updating this journal regardless of whether or not I'm in a competition, but I suppose now's a good time as any to start again! Anyway, here's a quick recap of the dreams I have recalled. I still have the messy midnight handwriting problem, though. -_-

4/22-23 (Night):
1. I was in some sort of cyberspace / virtual world. A person became a giant.
2. I kept reawakening from this one. My family and I were at a nice hotel of sorts. I can't for the life of me tell if my dream journal says "waitresses" or "mattresses". But basically, someone spilled water and it either got the waitresses or mattresses wet. :O

4/23 (Nap):
1. This is what happens when you're sleep-deprived, which unfortunately was me due to final projects, portfolio work, and exams. While sitting at an uncomfortable wooden desk in the library, I allowed myself to fell asleep and went straight into REM/sleep paralysis. I was conscious of the fact that this was happening throughout the majority of it. My tulpa whispered into my ear and I could feel her breath. Didn't quite see her -- it was like a dream where the only senses were sound and touch. This all took place in about 10 minutes' time. It was really cool, albeit also a bit alarming because I realized just how much of a toll my current schedule is taking on my body. I should be getting a LOT more sleep for the remainder of this week.

4/23-4/24 (Night):
1. I was looking up song lyrics online, and apparently I had a virus or something because one of those "Hot Asian Girls Looking for Single Men" spam messages kept popping up. O.o My mom came in, and asked me if I was "pulling a [something involving a girl's name]" again. I had no idea what she was talking about. My brother defended me.
2. I was watching some films in the animation theater at my university. Some characters included a whale-like creature and some Pokemon. It was really hot in there, but at least the film was really good until the end. They must've not finished editing it, because it was really patchy/choppy.

Afterwards, I had a computer graphics class with my old professor and just one other girl.

And no recall for the last few nights.

And that's it! So that's 4 non-lucid fragments = 2 points, and one WILD = 10 points for a total of 12! These WILDs are real, but they're also cheap. This one wasn't even all that vivid. :/ But hey, it's good considering how intense things have been for me in the waking world.

All this and not one lucid! WBTB 4:30 AM

Guide (Frag)

I just Remember my Guide Victor in a black space talking about recall. But he was saying things in such an abstract way I couldn't understand.

River (Full nld)

I was with a group of people somewhere. forget what we were doing.

FA, Really vivid and I'm on some slope near a river with lots of trees. Some blond girl is nearby and I think she was with the previous group. I wander to the stream There's some dock with some stuff on it but don't remember what.

I go back up the slope where the girl is by a tree we talk again. then I go to the stream again. The dock is now a few boards floating away in the stream. It floats away and then circles some shrubs sticking out of the water. then it comes near me and I grab the big board from the water. I should have been wet here but wasn't. But whatever I brought it by the tree with the girl and she made a comment about it. I laid it down by the tree and fell asleep on it.

Confusion (full nld)

Was back at the place with all the people. But they were all asleep. I heard Chuck Missler talking in the dream and I was staring at a box. My vision zoomed into the box and I was in some biblical setting. People were smashing pots or something to make music. It was pretty modern sounding and I wondered how that could be.

Someone tapped me on the shoulder and I was in the room again. one of the people woke up and told me to shut the music off. I was confused.

River again(Frag)

FA, on the board by the river. I got up and the girl was gone... forget what happened after.

Bathroom (frag)

I was with Asuka in our bathroom. She was over the toilet or something. I forget what we were talking about.

Working. (full nld)

I was at Mcdonald's working at a different store where I didn't know anybody. The dream was long and boring. The most emotive part was when I was on break. I was waiting in line by a kiosk to order food. Some guy behind me was called to take his order. I got mad because I was in line and didn't see the till person call him. Turned out the till person couldn't see me because he was so short. then he took my order.

Hard Boss (Full NLD)

I was floating or flying in something like a video game setting. There ws a path made of colorful swirly things. I had to eat magic carpets made of... Caramel popcorm in order to charge plasma balls which I shot from my mouth. Took me a looong time to eat one carpet, while avoiding a large Krusty The Klown head trying to eat me.. I finally ate enough to shoot some fireballs at him which hit him. The energy bar just barely went down.

flew to the next carpet and noticed it had a tag on it. It read: estimated difficulty 9/10. and the fine print read: This boss may be more difficult than given rating. I went to eat more but it was too hard. I tried shooting some more balls but didn't have enough energy. Guess i had to eat a whole caramel carpet again...

Well the first thing i remember is standing in the middle of what looked like a kitchen? Everything was basically made out of wood and maybe some metal.

I found nothing I could do here so i started to wander around until I found a door to what I hope led outside, I made a small gasped as i stepped out, what I saw amazed me. I was on a snowy mountain, well the more i looked around me, it was more of a village, small and big wooden houses with snowy rooftops all around. It didn't look like a huge village but big enough for a few hundred people. I was just standing there appreciating this dream already, i always loved snow, even though i never got to see it in the real life but this was the closest i could get to it.

Anywhoo I took a left turn and started to walk in that direction while looking around more, there was many people dressed up in winter clothing(which looked like brown versions of water tribe clothing from avatar: the last airbender). I tried to look at what i was wearing but i could only see my usual uniform but i had a winter robe over it, i didn't want to look at my face but by touching my cheek i felt the scar I've always had and by touching my hair i had my long hair that i have in my dreams. Everything was good so i continued to walk until i saw someone running towards me.

"Morning sleepy head, you missed breakfast." The woman said to me, i looked at her with a 'Do i know you?' face. She laughed, "Ey Mija, you're still half asleep aren't you?" She asked me holding onto my face. I snapped as i heard the word, "Mija" and smiled, "Sorry mama, just haven't fully woken up yet." i said with a chuckle. She kissed me on the forehead and just left.

I looked around and what i couldn't help but notice a group of guys standing in front of a big wooden house, talking and laughing among themselves, and what made me do a double take was they had no clothes on! Well they did have clothes on but only Capri shorts and shoes. They were buff and tanned and for some reason they reminded me of the wolf pack in Twilight.

So i went along with that, i told myself they are the chiefs 5 sons, and they can turn into wolfs and hunt for the village. They had high body temperatures so they didn't need thick clothing like the rest of us. (Well i didn't either since it was a dream and i cant feel the coldness but i still play along) Anywhoo they noticed me looking at them and they waved at me, I smiled and waved back then turned back the other way to walk. By the looks of it nobody really talked to them, well mostly the girls, as if they were to shy or scared. Most of the girls looked at me strange after i said hi to them but i ignored them and continue to walk, i was curious and wanted to explore more of the landscape.

I looked around more and saw how the huge white mountains surrounded the village, i wanted to be beyond them but i knew that once i left the village it could disappear when i return. So i just walked to the right of the village where they was an large snow plain area, i wanted to do some testing to see if i could "bend". I moved my hands in a motion which would cause me to earth bend and since i didn't really put much effort into it i could only move a few stones that were lying in the snow.

Next I attempted to water bend and that was easy since i had nothing but water all around me, i was going to try to fire bend but only got a small flame in my palm when I heard a voice behind me.

"Careful you might melt the lake underneath you." The voice said with a chuckle. I turned around to see one of the chief's son walking towards me. And it wasn't just any son, it was the next in line, first born son, well by the look of the necklace he had around his neck. He was tall, tanned, with dark brown shoulder length hair and hazel greenish eyes.

I couldn't help but hear an accent in his voice that reminded me of new jersey, or Brooklyn, the first words that came out of my mouth was, "Jersey" I said in a happy tone. He looked at me strangely, "Whats that?" he asked. I just shook my head and said, "Nothing, but I am going to call you jersey." I smiled, he smirked at me, "My name is Jason actually." he finished. I was about to say something until we heard a loud roar coming from the other side of the lake, i saw Jersey(Jason) take a step closer to the sound and narrowed his eyes. "You need to go back to the village, now." He said in a stern voice.

"As if, I am not leaving you to fight whatever creature that sound came from." I said back.

He looked a bit taken back as if no one has ever talked back to him before. The trees across the lake started to rustle and then a monster emerged from the trees, it was a huge red/purple circle monster with a large mouth, it just looked plain freaky. "What the hell is that?!" I asked shocked. Jersey laughed, "Tonight's feast." He said back, then he shaped shifted into his wolf form, a large black alpha wolf, then he started to run across the lake to the beast.

I kinda just stood there for a moment thinking to myself, 'When he turns into a wolf, where do his shorts go?' I shook my head, ignoring my question. I started to run, following Jersey. I used my waterbending to move the water beneath me so that i can travel faster, and it worked, i started to flow faster catching up to Jersey, who was still running across the lake. He took a glance as i got close to him and just made a noise with his nose.

After fighting the beast, we had killed it, and now taking the corpse back to the village, suddenly the scene changed to the whole village being seated at the outdoor dining area, people were dancing to music, kids playing, it felt like a real feast i saw in movies. The chief was giving some sort of speech but i was really paying attention, i kept looking at the mountains and the trees, but then I heard my name come out from the chief. My attention was brought back to where he was standing. Everyone was clapping and looking at me, I had never been more confused.

My mother who was sitting next to me was gesturing to stand up, so i did. One of the chief's men escorted me up to the chief's and his sons table area, the chief gave me a hug as i got up the small steps, "Welcome my daughter." He said. I didn't really give it much thought because i thought chiefs usually call everyone "their children". But it wasn't until Jersey walked up to me and place a necklace around my neck, thats when i knew something was wrong. I looked at jersey, "Whats going on?" I whispered to him. He looked at me confused, and blushed a bit. "We're getting betrothed." He responded. My mouth dropped, 'Since when did i say yes?!?' i thought but didn't say.

I sighed, "Look im very honored but i cant marry you, you're nice and all but you have the wrong girl." i plainly said. Everyone gasped, and i realized i shouldn't have said this in front of everyone. I felt bad embarrassing jersey so i did an apologetic bow, and quickly left the stage area, i ran away from the dinning area and into the woods, i could hear jersey calling for me to wait but i just wanted to go. When i stopped running, i was surrounded by tall pine trees, it was hard to see in the dark so i made a small flame with my hand to give myself some light, i continued to walk what seemed like forever.

Then i came to a small cottage with a chimney, i was going to walked around it or in another direction until someone open the door, i got into fight stance but then relaxed when i saw a nice lady come out, "Hello there miss, do you need help?" she asked nicely. I shook my head, "No, i was just out for a walk, im leaving now." i said quickly. I turned around but the lady had grabbed my arm, "Ive made some tea and cakes, you are able to come in and have a rest." she said cutely yet strangely. I knew something was off but she said cakes! how could i resist. , i always love dream food, except for that beast earlier, no way i was going to eat that.

I nodded to her and we walked to the cottage, i stepped inside first and cursed under my breath when i saw what i saw. 3 scary old looking ladies which reminded me of the 3 old witches from hocus pocus. Apparently that's what they were because one they saw me turning around to leave, they said some words and i couldn't move anymore. "Look at what we have here girls, fresh meat." One of the witches said with a laugh. I was forcefully turned around to look at her eyes, usually i love old people but these ladies where sick looking. "Sleep." I heard, then i wasn't looking through my eyes anymore, my perspective turned into 3rd person point of view.

I could see the 3 witches chanting as they carried my body to one of their beds, the 4th young lady who brought me inside didn't look like a witch to me but she was chanting along. Suddenly the scene changed to the village dining area where everyone was eating still and my mother was talking with jersey on the side. I couldn't hear what they were saying but my mother looked very apologetic. I was trying to yell at them and get their attention but they wouldn't budge.

Jersey head perked up though, he was looking at the direction of the wood i went into to, and he was sniffing, then out of no where his four other brother came behind him. "Somethings wrong." I heard jersey say to his brothers. "Its Marina." The chief said sternly walking up the the sons, jersey said something to the chief and then he and his brothers shifted to wolves and started to run into the woods. The chief and my mother were still talking and i could only hear parts of the conversation, but from i understood, The young lady who tricked me is the chief's past wife, she was exile for being involved in witch craft.

I flowed back to the cottage where i saw the 3 old ladies starting to get younger? 'Great they're stealing my youth.' I thought sarcastically. i heard growling from outside the cottage and the young lady(Marina) gulped as she stepped outside. All wolves where in pouncing stance excepted for jersey who stood in the middle in human form. "Jason." Marina said softly. "Witch." Jersey said back harshly. "Give us back Alma and i'll consider letting you live." he finished with a growl. Marina sniff backed her tears, but laughed a loud and ugly laugh, "Her name is Alma? I saw her necklace, Its matches yours, Is she your betrothed?" She question jersey.

My attention was suddenly brought back to the 3 witches still chanting around my body, i was fighting to get back into my body so i could kiss ass but it was difficult, the witches could feel me fighting and they struggled to chant. The next thing i know i seeing from 1st person point of view and i knew i was awake, not sure how but i used my firebending to send flames all around me causing the witches to back off screaming, i sent a flame ball to them,which they dodged but burned a large hole in the wall. I struggled to walk to my escape, i was almost through until i black rope circled around my neck and threw me across the room, i was pinned to the wall by my throat, i opened my eyes to see some angry witches in my face.

"Alma!" i heard jersey yell. He turned into a wolf and attacked the witches, i fell to the ground and tried to catch my breath.
One of the brothers(Who i nick named Seth) helped me up and told me to ride on his back, i would usually decline but i felt weak to move so i grabbed his fur and hosted my self up. We were riding away from the cottage but i told Seth to wait, i looked back to the 3 witches fighting the jersey and his wolves but they were using my powers. I got off of Seth and started to run to the fight, they stole my youth and some of my powers, only i could get it back from them. Jersey saw me running towards the battle and growled at me,probably telling me to go back but i guess i don't speak wolf.

I stood there and then started to use water bending to form water around 3 witches, which made them freeze with fear, the water started to glow from my powers and slowly the 3 witches started to age, and i felt more powerful.

The 3 witches fell to the snow in ash when i fished restoring my youth and powers, i felt to my knees feeling suddenly drained. Jersey picked me up and i didn't protest, i let my head fall onto his shoulder and i could feel warmness from him.

The next thing i know we are back in the village and jersey is explaining everything that had happened, to the chief. The chief said he was happy that i was okay and that if ill reconsider my thoughts on the betrothal. I simply just nodded, i couldn't speak and my body felt weak, so i knew my time in this dream was coming to an end.

I gestured Jersey to come closer so i can tell him something, he leaned down eye level, and very quickly i gave him a small kiss on the cheek. He backed up shocked and a red face, his brothers were cheering and playfully punching him as i smiled. The last thing i remember is looking up to see what i thought was the northern lights above the snowy mountains.



Well i never knew what happened to Marina but i really liked this dream just because the landscape was so beautiful and it was very amazing to be there, even if it was a dream, i traveled to a new place last night.
If you have any questions or comments, feel free to leave them, i like to hear feed back
Until Next Dream~

P.s. Sketches of this dream with come soon.[/CENTER]

I apparently miscounted what night of the competition were on but yeah, this is the 11th night entry so no mistake there.^.^

Steve

I was with my younger brother running from something I can't remember. It was night and we ended up in my old home where I felt somewhat safe. Idk why but I walked into a closet thinking about how something has yet to heal that I wanted to heal, maybe healing my brother, than Dawn appears in the closet in realism form wearing a gray/navy sweater with a hoodie over his head and gray baggy jeans.


"You shouldn't be here"I told him in a low voice. "I shouldn't?"he replied back than looked to a gray television in the closet observing what was on it. I saw a anime girl with long pigtails on it revealing some of her chest as she cheered near a mobile suit in a blue sky background.Walking towards the door I felt embarrassed a bit thinking it would reveal something else but personal."Is he still watching?"I thought than looked back at his face to see his eyes turn towards me than back to the tv as if he was taking inside notes about me.

"Uh...I'm gonna go" I said than hurried out and into the living room where the HD television was on. On it was a woman that made me think it was the Antenna TV channel but in color. She had red orange hair in a bun and she seemed like a maid in her 50's."Ofcourse, they've been together for four years, their ship has been smooth sailing since than" she said as if she was confirming a couple's good relationship. I found it somewhat interesting but than turned the television off and sat on the bed. The dream shifted after that and I became non lucid.


I was now walking into a room where people were watching tv in the dark. Noticing that my legs were covered in a strange rash though I hurried to the bathroom to look for a cream. However, I couldn't find one and hurried back to see Steve from Blues Clues walk into the room and sit down on the floor sighing. "No one remembers me..."he said in a sad tone."Aw..don't worry. It'll be okay". I hugged him than got up to get some Italian bread to eat for us but ran into my brother's friend who stopped to annoy me. I ignored him though and than somehow ended up in my mom's car where my brother couldn't remember how to drive and was in a rush.

"I don't have my official license yet but let me try"I told him. When the cars on the street began looking narrower I became lucid though."Nice, I'm practicing driving in my dream. I should do this in rl"I told myself than stopped the car only to have it move up again till I could gain control .I wanted to park it . Woke up after that.

Toy Monkeys In The AirPort

I was at the airport with my mom thinking we arrived at another country but than I lost track of her and saw from an above view that toy monkeys with plastic big heads and tubular bodies were hopping around the airport going about their business.

"I must be inside a dream"I told myself than flew out of the place through the walls. There a pigeon flew around me giving the impression of my guide. "Dawn is that you in pigeon form?"I asked curiously. I got no response though and wondered what form would be my signature animal."I guess I would be a bird too"I thought than changed my form slowly into a small brown sparrow. Flying around content with the pigeon and other birds I enjoyed what time I had left than woke up.

Long Live The Scribe

I was trying to figure out something to eat for breakfast when suddenly my brother comes in and messes up my attempt at making an egg. I shouted at him than the scene changed into the lion king. I'm looking above at a small cliff where Scar is about to push Mufasa off. "Scribe, you think it is your place, do you? Long live the Scribe". He than pushes Mufasa off the small cliff.

I became somewhat lucid than ran up to Mufasa and picked him up. "AWW...That was so mean. Why did the creators have to make scar push him off like that?". I than kissed Mufasa's head somewhat intrigued by how i was watching the scene from within the dream than gave him a big hug. He started to fade a bit though. Woke up after Simba ran up to us and his father moved slightly.

Notes-I haven't practiced driving in a while and would like to do it again. I really want to pass the test already. Also, I was surprised to see Steve from Blues Clues. I was thinking of another Steve yesterday but not that Steve. O.O

I see man father wandering about in the near dark. He is enclosed by what look like cricket nets about 10ft tall around a square. I try to warn him but it is like i'm outside the dream trying to step in.
He cannot hear me.
A giant grey wolf the size of an elephant is prowling around the nets. There is a big hole, not that it would need one to get through.
I force my way into the dream, first person. As I do two more wolves appear and notice me.
They head towards me, i am prettified and struggling to overcome my fear.
I have two guns that I need to thumb the triggers back on before I can fire. As the wolves get closer their heads transform into the heads of humans. I don't recognise them, just greasy long haired waxy men.
The dream ends as I am trying to fire at them.

Didn't recall much this time.

I played some Breath of the Wild, and nothing special happened.
[New Scene]
Conditions: Partly cloudy, mild temperature, dark cloud bases, evening; sun was above horizon, pre-dusk. The trees around were fir trees. There was a hill to the west (the sun was above that too).
I had to drive a truck home from somewhere. That became a problem when a girl took the passenger seat. Despite her slim appearance, her presence changed the handling of the truck. Also, I had to avoid abnormally large school buses as they turned; I had to reverse like 100ft to not get hit.

DILD #1-I was a passenger in a car going through a neighborhood in the morning when I looked at the clock and noticed that no numbers were there. I phased out of the car and turned my hand behind me to summon a dolphin. I felt a beak, turned around and saw a purple dolphin floating there. The tried to get on its back when it started flying way. I caught up to it and got on its back to ride it. It was going slow so I told it to go faster. I woke up.

DILD #2-I was in the dark, playing pretend. I pretended that I was falling into the ocean. I felt a splash. I sank deeper. I looked up and saw I must have been hundreds of feet below the surface. I felt like something dangerous was approaching me. Was it a shark? No, it was volcano erupting below me! I had to escape! I woke up in school and realized that it was nighttime and class was over. I had to clock out using a touch screen machine but didn't know how. The teacher said they could do it for me. I was free! I got out of school and was so happy I jumped up. I floated in the air and relished in my skill of being able to fly when I realized I was dreaming. I flew up higher to get a view of my surroundings. I saw a neighborhood where several groups of DCs were conversing and flew there. While in the air, I rotated my forefinger to speed up time and time sped up. With time being sped up, I noticed how much the DCs used their hands while talking. I watched a few groups of DCs conversing with time sped up. I woke up.

DILD #3-I was in a classroom in school watching the teacher at the chalkboard when I realized I was dreaming. I got out of my seat and jumped up to fly. I flew higher to a dome that was above the classroom. I tried to transform into a dolphin. I felt my body becoming stretched and floppy. My body transformed into a red outline of a dolphin. My face started to change which made me jump. I started to lose the scene but told myself to stay in the dream. A new dream scene formed of a neighborhood. Some tangled black hair grew on my head as I continued floating in the air with an outline of a dolphin body. A DC told me I looked beautiful. I woke up.

Date of Dream: THU 23 FEB - 2017



Dream No. 86 – Parent Troubles

From the part I can remember; I was doing L-plate practice with my mum in some unknown area. I have to drive off some sort of upwards cliff which drops off to a steep downwards hill. The car ends up flying off the cliff and I can't control it and we end up running into the back of a parked car. The car also slips down into a side, ditch-like road due to some sort of banana grease which was visibly yellow. We end up being trapped in this area and cannot get out if we drive over any banana grease. I thought I was never going to get out of there and so my mum to took over. She managed to avoid the banana grease and we got out of there. To get home we had to drive over this really long, hilly and dusty highway. I was already tired from being trapped and so wanted my mum to drive home as well.

When at home in the pergola area, things weren't feeling right. My mind was in a state of pain and I think my mum knew. I was still fretting over the real WB and due to it, I was really stooped over and had a really down facial expression. My mum got really angry with me and started yelling at me. I tried to hide the fact that I was hurt, but I couldn't, and she was getting really bad too in regards to her anger. This was a common theme for a remainder of the dream.

We were still in the same place but it's like the dream had gone back to the start of the scene... Although it was a different scene. We were walking thought the back door from the garage as we had just come back from that L-plate trap. There were all these square tables in the pergola area with all these random people having lunch. I quietly went through to my own table because I thought I didn't want to interrupt anyone and rather let them keep eating. My mum gets really mad because I didn't say hello to anyone. Once again, I try explain why I did what I did but then she started to become really irrational and wouldn't accept what I was saying. My mum then comes and puts an extra chair at the table and makes all these people come and sit at it. But I don't ignore these people, I say hi to all of them and even have small chats with them.

Still, my mum is not satisfied and still I can't believe I didn't say hello to everyone when I walked in from the garage. I start to get scared of my mum and get out of my chair and try to hide further up in the backyard. It is then that my dad joins the affair as he wants to beat me. My dad is even worse than my mum and is yelling at the top of his lungs. As he tries to pull me back for a beating, I fight against him and try to beat him instead. As we fight, we end up ascending into mid-air, continuing the brawl. My dad gets absolutely frustrated that I keep dodging him with confidence that he starts making verbal threats as well. The dream camera perceives him to be violently peering from bedroom curtains while telling me to consume all this chilly for a future dastardly deed.

As I say no to his verbal threat, he is now back outside and we continue fighting. Rather than me being totally stressed out by him. I have this closed smile pasted on my face, while I make these heroic sounds, trying to appear confident when on the inside, I am actually absolutely nervous that I will be hit. He eventually becomes so hostile and nasty that I feel I have to get away from him rather than fighting back. As I end up flying away, I find that both him and mum are now chasing me.

We end up having our final showdown on the track next to the Dandenong Creek. Dad increases his violence a notch and therefore, the fact that I am scared, starts to show on the outside... Both mum and dad are closing in on me. I then suddenly get a sense of new strategy in me and I think to myself to call Dreamy WB to come and stop this nonsense before things get even worse. And so I say in a high-pitched screech, “Dreamy WB quick! Get him in the nose!”. That's when an image of Dreamy WB appears in the background and she comes to life... She has the appearance of how I would perceive Dreamy WB in real life. So as I said it, she goes in-between my mum and dad and pushes them apart, which each of her arms going outwards, like someone trying to break up a fight. While keeping my mum away with her right arm, she faces directly left towards my dad and squeezes his nose really hard, which forces him to drop me. He tries to violently scramble back to get me but I cry out to Dreamy WB, “take me away!”. I then come into the background where she is and both she and I start to fade away. In sync with the fading, I end up waking up!

Morning of April 26, 2017. Wednesday.



There were previous scenes at a different level of consciousness, but I more vividly find myself walking in an unfamiliar area. It seems as if it might be some sort of low-set bridge. I am not focused on where I am going. It may be to the shopping mall. There are no buildings around. There is a large expanse of water to my left. It is daylight out though I am not sure of the implied time. It may be morning.

Eventually, I notice one other person about half-a-block’s distance ahead of me. Getting closer, I see that it is my wife Zsuzsanna’s sister Judy. She seems wary at first, until she realizes who I am, but keeps walking.

My attention falls on the water. There are a large number of birds that are mostly all the same, mostly a mix of dark gray, black, white, and blue. Some of them are on the surface of the water, somewhat duck-like (though I am not sure what kind of a bird they are). About an equal number of birds, I can see under the water, their heads upward just to the underside of the surface. This imagery continues as I walk at least the equivalent of two city blocks. I find it curious, even somewhat peculiar, but it is a beautiful scene. The birds under the water do not move that much but may be feeding on the same food source that the birds above the water are looking for or eating. Thus, there is a vague sense of ambiguity.

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This is a curious liminal space transition (especially as I seem to be walking on some sort of bridge) that mixes water induction (with subliminal awareness of being asleep) and the anticipatory (yet also subliminal) consciousness shift symbol (the birds). I find it interesting how nearly identical imagery seems to be rendered in each area of the water as I walk along.

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Date Of Dream: SAT 24 DEC - 2016



Dream No. 79 - Masters Of The Elements

The dream started at my old house, in the sitting room. I was sitting on the yellow couch with a mobile phone in my hands and I would be receiving constant phonecalls from my friend JO. What was really annoying though was that every time we'd finish a conversation and hang up, she'll call back straight away! This kept happening quite a lot of times. Eventually, I saw that the analogue clock on the wall said 9:05 and I said to JO, “Please, try not to call back until at least 9:30”. I don't remember the events in that scene afterwards. I think the dream had skipped on to another part. So, here comes the more exciting part:

It's in a building which has a blue vinyl floor, similar to the look of Lapis Lazuli in Minecraft. The main door of the room opens to show Mr B with a massive group of girls behind him. Now I don't exactly remember what he said but what I do know is that Ms A was already in the room and Mr B is saying something to her about his choir. So the girls went in to join Ms A and myself and Mr B left. There were these vendors in the room, almost like cordial or lolly dispencers. What was really happening was that Ms A and all the girls were filling up plastic cups with these random sugar-coated fruits.

During that time, I approach one of the girls, a stranger that seems to have some weird energy about her. I can see yellow in her and so that's when I come to a conclusion about who she is. It is then that she lets out this giant burst of electricity... The room was now pitch black and she shot out these terrifying volts of light blue electricity, so that's when my conclusion was supported. Now the electricity she let out made loud zapping noises, as if she was letting out heaps of the element, unleashing her power. During the times she would let her electricity work, I was shaken with fear but then electricity was not a bad element as I knew she could only gain electricity through a life of happiness and zest.

I decided it was time to tell her about the power she possessed and so I go to her, “It seems to me that you are Master of Electricity” and then I also explained further so she would know why. After I told her all this, she became astonished... Her face clearly expressing the new insight she had received. And then I go to her, “And look, I am Master of Ice”. I demonstrated the element to her by trying to deliberately exhale excessively. What came out was a streaming breath of cold air which was proof of the ice element. Once again, she was extremely surprised.

I don't where I was after that... I know I was in the same complex but was just in a random area. There I bumped into Mr O'N but he did not have the same appearance as he does in waking life. In the dream, he had a slightly different figure and his hair was a lot greyer. There were people with him who I had guess to be his wife and then all daughters. There was talk that he was the owner of the temple but the problem arose that the temple could be sold to someone else for a low price which was not the wish of Mr O'N and his family.

Next, I found myself outside the complex. It was a cold day, the sky was grey, the grounds were wet and it looked like it had just finished raining. I was standing in the “entrance” which was undercover. Approaching me was some Asian boy from a school called Beaconsfield High School. We talked but I don't remember what was talked about. Afterwards, JO made an appearance but for some strange reason, she was wearing Mazenod (an all boys school in real life) uniform... I don't really remember us talking about anything though.

I then decided to take a walk and eventually, I came across this building that was a combination of a house and a commercial building. This was Mrs O'N's dwelling... Note that this one is not the wife of Mr O'N. Now there was all this tall grass overcrowding the place and so that gave me real clue as to what part she had to play in the dream. I had determined that this grass could only “be the work of Mrs O'N and her calm nature as well as her inner and outer beauty”. My next job was to actually find her so I congratulate her but for some reason, I could never seem to find her. It looks like this was going to be a quest for the remainder of my dream.

I was then going back towards the original area of the complex but I was going a different way. Rather than going from the outside, I was walking fast through some corridor and in that corridor was a billboard, sitting on an a-frame. On the billboard was information regarding a performance from VCE soloist WB which was taking place on “3 June 2017”, hence in waking life she will be in year 12 in 2017. The background of the billboard was navy blue with plain white text.

So then I was near the complex again but outside, I think this time just at the side of the temple... Although it didn't really look like a temple at all. As I am approachig that area, I see LB, the younger sister of WB, along with an Asian family, a mum, a little girl and a little boy. They are talking to LB but as I approach, LB turns to give me a look of displeasure which yet draws me to another conclusion in regards to the elements... I had just discovered the Master of the last element. And so I tell LB that she is Master of Fire and she can't believe it... But she is not surprised, she rather rolls her eyes at me like I am talking nonsense and I see this as living proof of the raging fire within her.

But I decide to make my point known to LB and I eventually get her to breath out. As she breathes, she releases hot air which is also proof of her ownership of fire. At the point, she does acknowledge her pleasant surprise with another facial expression but then quickly goes back to her default frown. Currently, the electricity girl is also with us and I tell the girl that she can actually make the formation of a Christmas Tree with her electricity. When I say this, LB looks at me as If I'm a mental case but then I go to LB, “All you have to do is believe... Imagine!” and that's when the tree is made from the girl's electricity which is this time yellow electricity like the colour of her element... With the backdrop of the dream world becoming black again.

I think I sub-consciously knew that the dream was coming to end because I made another comment that Mrs O'N was still nowhere to be found and then I woke up.

WBTB 2 am. Melatonin wakes me up at odd hours.

Lost DG (Frag)

Frag of my DG Victor came back. But he was lost between the walls of my house. I was in a closet shouting at a ceiling at him. I hear him walking around and I told him I was going to break a part of the ceiling so he could get in.

Dog (Frag)

Went into my living room. Asuka was on a hyda bed watching TV and coaxing me over. I lay facing her and she flashed me her boobs. Then Buddy my waking life dog jumped on the bed and started trying to lick them..

I was playing a high-speed video game as Alexander (main char from King's Quest VI). The rule of the current room was simple, but intense: Damaging lightning would spawn just in front of me in the direction I was moving, about once every second. I caught on to the pattern, and zig-zagged to counter it, occasionally messing up and getting hit. The floor was blue and had a shallow depth of standing water. This is all I remember.

2017, 04-25

The Wise and the Lost

I am on what looks like a road from a fantasy game. The road leads across green fields and rolling hills. Not too far off I can see what looks like a wall around a city. I have the idea that is where I am going so I head in that direction. The road leads past a pillar with a white hand statue on it, the hand is pointing farther along the road and the fingernails are painted a red that looks like blood. I continue past that and soon come to a place that used to be blocked off by a heavy gate, but the gates have been literally torn to pieces and cast aside. I am about to go through the destroyed gate when I hear a couple different people calling out to me. One of the voices calls me by name, “Raven!” while the other voice demands to know who I am and what my business here is. The person addressing me by name is Legolas from the Lord of the Rings books, and the person who wants to know my business is a tree… or rather an Ent. The Ent seems to consider it good enough that Legolas knows me and he returns to his guard post near the destroyed gate where he becomes virtually invisible, which is why I hadn’t seen him on approach.

Legolas comes over with Merry, Pippin, Gimli, and Aragorn. I do a double take and before I even realize I’m going to speak I ask where Boromir has gone. Aragorn says not to worry, my healing work did its job well, but Boromir went directly on to Minas Tirith, as was his original intent. He says I will never believe who came back to them when they needed him most… Gandalf! Well there he is right now, with Treebeard and King Theoden and the others. He heads off in their direction and everyone follows him. We meet up not far from the tower of Orthanc, Gandalf doesn’t look surprised to see me. He motions to the tower of Orthanc and says he was just about to go have a word with Saruman. I say I think I may yet be able to heal Saruman’s heart from the darkness that has taken up residence there. Gandalf says he would not tell me to not try, but he has a feeling Saruman won’t be likely to listen to reason. I say he merely has to listen to my song.

When we get to the tower, Gandalf calls Saruman out. After a brief pause I see Saruman standing on a small balcony up above us, about a third of the way up the tower. Saruman leans out and surveys the people here, I quickly duck out of the way closer to the tower so he doesn’t see me. Saruman is now saying how he has little hope that Gandalf is here for his council, but King Theoden has been his friend for so long… he then sets off on trying to win King Theoden over with his charismatic voice. I look back and see that Theoden seems hesitant to give any answer to Saruman’s request that he come up and they talk together and make peace between Saruman and the people of Rohan. Saruman is acting like he is the one who has been wronged rather than King Theoden and the people of Rohan, even though it was Saruman who started the attacks, not the people of Rohan. I ignore what Saruman is continuing to say and I go to the door into Orthanc. It is, of course, locked. I use the Harry Potter spell Alohamora to unlock the door and it swings open silently and I enter, taking care to be completely silent.

The interior of the tower of Orthanc is dark at first, but my eyes quickly adjust. I find stairs that head upward. I wonder how many levels up Saruman is, it only looked like a few, which is less than I’d pictured it when reading the books. I climb up a few levels, following the sound of Saruman’s voice. Suddenly he sounds angry for a bit before going back to his soft and soothing voice. Someone down there is getting him annoyed. I get to the level where he is and quietly open the door. I see across the room to where the balcony connects to the room, Saruman is outside and completely unaware of me. Now Saruman is telling Gandalf to come up, let the two of them take council together and speak reasonably as only the wise can. There is a pause, then Saruman gets pissed again. He spits out a few curses that weren’t mentioned in the Lord of the Rings books and then turns away from the balcony and comes inside. He stops short when he sees me and asks who I am to barge into his tower unannounced and uninvited. I tell him I have only done what he bid, for someone to come up and be reasonable and hear his council. I figure he might be more agreeable if he thinks I’m on his side. He says he doesn’t have any interest in taking council with the likes of me. I feign disappointment and say then I will have to settle for giving my help to him even if it is unasked for.

He starts to say there is nothing I could possibly have to say that would interest Saruman the Wise, but I ignore him and begin the song Liberate by Disturbed. Saruman needs to have his mind set free from Sauron the Dark Lord, who controls him through the Palantir. “Bold motherfucker won’t you liberate your mind?” Saruman does a double take at the music that starts playing, the sound of Disturbed… “Bold motherfucker, won’t you liberate your mind? Can't you see that the messages have fallen behind? All the hate in your heart will be leaving you blind, so bold motherfucker won’t you liberate your mind this time!” The room fills with a golden energy that flows around and through Saruman. When the song is done he looks disoriented, confused. He asks what has happened, what has he done? I say he has done only what his puppet master has commanded him to do, but now the strings have been broken and he is free to act on his own again. I look around the room and I see the source of his problems, there is the palantir sitting on a pedestal in the middle of the room. I go over to it and carefully pick it up without looking into it. I say to Saruman that the palantir is what the enemy has been using to control him, but no more will he be shown those twisted and backwards versions of what is happening in the world. Now he will make his own mind instead.

Saruman looks confused still as I walk from the room. I go down the stairs and past a confused looking Wormtongue, who does nothing to get in my way. I figure he can stay loyal to Saruman, because now that will not put him on the side of evil. I have a feeling Saruman is going to be very angry at the Dark Lord for being used as a pawn. I notice that he looks rather sickly, but I figure Saruman can help him if he is ill. I exit the tower of Orthanc and find Gandalf and the others still there. Gandalf asks what happened in there, he said he heard what sounded like music from another world (I get the idea he didn’t particularly like it) and then nothing. I carefully hand Gandalf the palantir and say the enemy has controlled Sauron using that, but now the strings are broken and Saruman is a puppet no more. Gandalf takes the palantir, also making sure not to look into it, and wraps it in a cloth he pulls from inside his robes. Aragorn asks what about Wormtongue. I say he’s been doing evil under Saruman’s orders, so now if he continues following Saruman, he won’t be doing evil. I say if Wormtongue needs more healing of heart, I will return, but now I can’t stay. Everything is fading even as I say that, and then I wake up.