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15.06.2010

06.15.2010 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Morning

When my alarm went off at 4:30am, it was so difficult to keep my eyes open. I remembered the dream I recently had before waking up, but I just couldn't find my notepad and pen. I tried to stay awake for at least ten minutes to attempt a WILD, but I couldn't keep my eyes open, and since they were closed, I eventually fell asleep. Now I know that I should either fall asleep earlier, or set my alarm for later.

Before Bed

I am about to hop into bed, hopefully I can fall asleep faster. I set my alarm one hour later, and I'm falling asleep one hour earlier. Just need to burn a DVD and then I'll be ready. Not expecting much, this is more of an experimental time thing than an attempt. But we'll see what comes out of it.

Low recall

★★


Yappy dog from hell

I'm in one of my old friend's houses. I am suppose to take all the dogs (about 3) out the door and leave them outside. One small little dog doesn't want to go. It bite my hand hard. I spend minutes trying to pry it's teeth from my hand. Now, I like all animals... but this dog was from hell. Like if satan incarnated to earth as a bikini blond woman This would be her dog. I managed to get to the door and slowly pry it off my hand. I then threw it out the door and shut it fast.

I walked back down the hallway and there was a guy there with dark skin. He said in a high pitched voice. "haha, that dog is just gonna come in through an open window and attack you again. sure enough i see it running towards me so I try to punch it as it jumps at me. It manages to latch it's teeth right onto my fist.

Flying V

3rd person view of seeing some space ships fly in a V formation. The middle ship is evil and is trying to blow up all the other ships. The other ships manage to destroy it. The ship spins out of control. I am expecting to see an epic space explosion. But the base turns into a wounded eagle and two men separate from it and fall to earth.

My vision follows them to the ground. Suddenly I am there with them. The two men are like "shit, we're stranded on this god forsaken planet... what shall we do?" They decide to cook up the eagle for food. they sit, talk and munch. I see a blue house nearby and wonder if it's inhabited.

Raven's dream

I'm reading a dream by raven knight about a dream that happened earlier in the night. It reads something like.

"I am with MoSh and we are walking around in a park. I am so excited to meet him in real life. But wait a minute... I actually don't remember meeting him first. How did I get here with him? This causes me to RC, I pinch my nose and become lucid. "MoSh!" I say. "we are dreaming!"


Asuka

just a flash of being with Asuka.

HH

A lucid image of looking at my hand.

[Dream in blue.]
[Lucid in red.]
[Nightmare in pink.]
[Non-dream in normal.]

I'd love to know why I have to start my dream journal with a friggin' nightmare, but ah, well. Whatever.

I'm in my kitchen, angry and upset. My dad and I... we're yelling at each other for something. I've done something he thinks is wrong. Mom's upset too, but I'm barely paying any attention to her, only to my dad and how pissed he is.

I'm not sure what we're yelling about, but we're both getting madder and madder and madder... And then my dad lashes out. He grabs my throat with his hand (big, big hands, which is strange because my dad's hands aren't that big) and starts to squeeze. I can still remember feeling his hand closing in around my throat. It was so real. And I was suddenly terrified.

He stops yelling now, but he's still squeezing, and I'm choking and I can't breathe. He tells me off, quietly, and angrily. Mom's gone now. I don't know where she went.

Next thing, I'm in my bedroom, and my dad comes in. He says he wants to talk to me, but he doesn't look much like he's repenting, more like he wants round two. I tell him sure, and that he should sit on my bed. When he tries to close the door, I ask him not to. I want it left open.

He sits down on my bed on the side closest to the window, and we start talking. I barely remember what we're saying. Then, when he gets angry again, he reaches out, puts his hand on my throat and says something about what he's doing. I ask if he's going to strangle me or something, completely terrified at this point and he says, "No. You're lucky I don't just break your neck."

This dream has stayed with me so much. It's horrible. I trust him, I'm just having vile flashbacks and when he touched my neck to kiss me on the cheek to say goodnight, I had to try so hard not to move away.

Please, let me have better dreams tonight. -.-

abridged

BVVT. BVVVVT. I am morphing into my shadow beast self on the Moon.

Raven: Uh... what are you doing?

Morphing into my Shadow Beast Self. Try it!

Uh...

You got dark energy under control. You'll be fine.

Raven morphs into a black jaguar queen.

[I]missing time[/I]

I am with MoSh, Tigress, and Raven in Club Nexus at the center of the Universe. We are lounging in a VIP room. Angel opens the door. A Reptilian tries to follow her in. She rips his head off, and kicks his body away. She sits down beside me. I then notice we are all our Shadow Selves.

"So, how about we morph into Shadow Beast Selves, and go kick some Templar ass?"

Angel: what's that?

I morph.

Aha!

[I]missing time[/I]

We are in some time of hedge maze. We practice morphing. We tear through the maze, tearing it to pieces.

***

We are in a hotel lobby and the center of the maze at the same time. Hunter S. Thompson is sitting with us, cutting a drug with a razor blade on a table.

"DMT and Adrenachrone, straight from the pineal gland and adrenal gland of my dead dream body! HAHAHAH! Try it!"

"Dude, I do my own DMT."

Hunter sticks tubes on my head that connects my pineal gland and my adrenal gland to my gums.

Everything smears. We are our Shadow Beast Selves riding through a stormy sky on cruiser bikes. We are all big black were-cats in leather. We land in the parking lot of a strange roadside Midwestern Bar.

It says, "Republican Knights, in service of The Queen" out front, and there are strange Masonic symbols all over it. We barge in.

It's full of men in black suits and sunglasses. The bartender: Excuse me? Why the hell are you here?

"We are here to [B]FUCK SHIT UP![/B]" I roar and throw a table at the bartender. It crashes into the drinks as he ducks behind the bar, and a mirror shatters. The table bursts into splinters, flying into the Templars' bodies. They shoot at us with lasers from their sunglasses, and fly around in a "random" pattern. We each manifest a strange elemental magic. I have a flaming blue metallic aura. I shoot blue flame at me enemies, and attack them physically. We throw furniture at people. MoSh smashes things with a huge chain. Raven is wielding a strange weapon, like a morning star with a blade at the end of the chain. Tigress has spiked brass knuckles. Angel has strange wires spinning around her.

I get hit with a flaming orange. My witchblade forms around me. I bite the Templars' heads off and consume their energy.

HAHHAHAHHAA!

Loaf appears a small red vampire. He runs in and places a time bomb on the central pillar. We all run out of the bar. It explodes.

Aquanina appears as a mermaid swimming in the sky, and she puts out the fire on us.

Cacophony appears piloting a helicopter. We climb up a rope ladder and get in. We hi-5 each other.

I am wandering in a large library in England. I feel there is some hidden knowledge. Reality peels back, and I see the real library underneath.

I am in some weird alien interdimensional Hall of Records, the Akashic Records.

A glowing white man, with a face that is feline and reptile, maybe even insectoid all at the same time approaches me. His voice sounds like a thousand trumpets.

"Well, hello, wanderer. You have finally came. You want to find The Book. Everyone does. Everyone starts with That One."

"Uh... What is The Book?"

"The story of your life, your lifetimes, your soul's journey, from inception to end, and back again."

"I want to unlock the mysteries of the universe."

"You are a beautiful mystery unto yourself."

"Am I?"

"Yes, all things living and non-living, sentient and non-sentient, even the comprehensible and nonexistent things are lovely mysteries."

We walk to a simple leather bound book on a glass pedestal. I open it. A white light pours out of it, and grabs my face. I get sucked in to the picture. I am in some other life. I am having a picnic on a mountain with a beautiful woman in post-warII Europe, but I am in a different Europe, in a different Earth, a different dimension.

The dream explodes. I am in hundreds or thousands of dreams in many dimensions simultaneously.

I feel like I am grabbing my soul and pulling it out of my mouth, simultaneously melting my face off and slapping it back on like hot salami.

Everything compresses. Hunter S. Thompson is sitting across from me in a hotel lobby. "This is some good shit, this DMT stuff, boy. Hell yeah. I am going to do this shit this entire afterlife, kid. Mahalo." He is cutting a powder on the table.

"Uh, Hunter, is that cocaine?"

"No! And even if it was, who gives a shit? This is our dream, and we are going to do whatever the hell we want."

He yells his head off.

"ISN'T THAT RIGHT? YOU FUCKING STUCK UP CONCIERGE PRICK! I AM DREAMING, BITCH! FUCK YOU! I SNORT DMT IN DREAMS. HAHAHHAHA!"

Hunter turns into a giant albatross with a can of tuna with two mice in it on his back. They turn into Ralph Steadman, and Ralph the Motorcycle Mouse, and then, Hunter flies off.

Now I am in The Rescuers. I feel confused. I get dizzy and puke.

I wake up in a hotel bathroom. Johnny Depp is slapping my face. I cough. Smelling salts.

"Holy shit, kid," he says, turning into Hunter. "That was some crazy shit you just snorted pal. Why don't you take it easy, and just go kill some lubricant aliens. They keep trying to infect my fucking wormholes. See, I got water on the brain, from being in the desert. My skull's bloated man. Don't you get it, you asshole? I thought you were my lawyer, you worthless Samoan. HELP!"

Hunter has a heart attack, and explodes. There is blood everywhere. I freak out and scream.

I am in Hunter's den. He's writing a suicide note. He burns it and chuckles.

He loads a revolver.

He looks at me. I realize I am looking at him through a mirror.

He points at his reflection. "FUCK YOU."

He lifts the gun to his head. I leap through the mirror as he blows his head off.

I freak out and beat the crap out of his body. 'YOU ASSHOLE! WHAT THE HELL.'

His ghost taps me on the shoulder.

"It's all green gravy, kid. No use crying over spilled blood. HAHAHA. Hey, I was planning on it for years. I didn't want to go through any of that old age bullshit. Can you blame me? Now I am free. I am going to a angel or demon or something write? Get it? Write. See I am speaking to you telepathically, so you can see what I am saying. Anyway, aren't you supposed to give me a pair of wings, kid?"

"No, I am just a human, you idiot!"

"Dammit! Don't lie to me!"

He throttles me.

"Fugg yew! Here!" I cough. I summon a pair of cheesy red costume bird wings. He puts them on and flies up. He strums a harp, then shoots red arrows.

"I am going to play Cupid for awhile, Nate."

"That doesn't make any fucking sense!"

"Hey, fuck you kid. I will now proceed to wander through Heaven and Hell as I so choose."

NOTES

We are in an RPG game I made. It's a naval battle with triremes, Hawaiian canoes, and Spanish galleons.

I stand up from the water. I have a ship strapped to my back for I am a Monster Ship Thingy!

I roar, and the people in my boat shoot flaming arrows at the other boats. The other Monster Ship Thingies, stand up, and we battle. Suddenly we are in the desert. Don Juan laughs, and the dream explodes.

Recently I have been very addicted to the site Alphabounce. It's fun for no apparent reason, and I had a dream about that last night. I dreamt that I finally made it to Spignysos to get the sampling of rock from there. I had heard numerous reports on the forums in real life. that it was extremely difficult to get this, but I attempted it anyway. It was said that your paddle was too slow to move. So, on the first level, my paddle was slow, but so was the ball. I beat the level easily, and before I knew it I had the rock sample. In fact I beat a lot of levels, wondering why everybody said it was so hard when it was really very easy. This was very realistic though.

This isn't actually where my dream started, but I can't quite remember how it did. All I know is that I had been in a forest.

After walking through the forest for a while I came to a marsh. I was traveling with two other people but I can't quite remember their appearances, but I think both of them or one of them was part animal. We found a tiny house in this marsh and decided to go in it. The inside of the house was made of wood and it looked old and abandoned. Moss was growing in some areas of the house and the floorboards were wet and rotting. We decided that we wanted to live in this house.

After deciding to stay we start house cleaning. One of my friends looks in the sink of the cabin. We then decide that we are going to wash laundry, but we didn’t seem quite serious about it. It was almost like we were playing make believe. The one that had looked in the sink now puts clothes in it and starts washing them in the water that was already there, which is dirty and stinky. They then say that my clothes smell, which are the clothes they’re washing (they also happened to be the pajamas I went to sleep in). We all laugh at their comment, perhaps because they were washing them in dirty water. After that I started washing clothes in a basin in the living room (btw we weren’t using washing boards), and then I started washing a doll’s dress in the water on the floor, which covered the living room floor and was fairly deep. When I dragged the dress through the water it puffed dirt and algae.


After doing laundry for a bit I decided to find out more about the house. My view changed so that I could see the outside of the house. It then seemed as if I had clicked something so that a window came down with stats on the house. One of the things that it said was that vampires were supposed to live in this house (o__o) and the name of the house started with a ‘P’. Since I don’t like vampires and I was worried that some would come, I left the house.

I can’t really remember actually walking to the next place, I more like just appeared. Now I and my friends were at a different house on a deck. There was my dog’s doggy pool on the deck and we washed laundry in it.

After appearing at that other house and goofing off there I appeared at a different place and my friends were no longer with me. I was now on a cliff on a path with widely placed white stones. The dream felt a lot more like a video game now and as I walked down the path enemies appeared. They looked like they were part dog and deer but with no fur, white skin, and they stood on their hind legs. I fought them and killed them easily, but while I fought them I didn’t really feel anything, it was more like I was watching myself do it. I continued walking down the white path until I came to an open area. I continued to fight monsters in the new area I was in, but while I was fighting I was backstabbed by a woman.

When I woke up again I was in a small room with brown walls and a concrete floor and it was filled with boxes and other storage containers. I got up too look around but the lady noticed that I had gotten up and killed me again, or at least tried to. After she tried to kill me she left. I sat there for a while after she had hit me over the head but then I got bored and went to explore the house. I started to walk down the hallway but one of the servants noticed me. The servant looked part bat, for he was covered in brown fur and he had large pointy ears on his head. At first the servant was going to try to kill me too but I told him that he wouldn’t be able to kill me since the lady had already “killed” me before and I appeared to be fine, so instead of killing me he just asked me to leave, but then kind of forced me a bit to go back into the room I was in previously. Once I was in the room he went out the door and then to the kitchen. I watched him as he walked there through the doorway, and once he was out of sight, I followed.

I don't remember a lot about this dream. I was at the movies again. It was one of those dream elements that are not discovered or proven, but simply known. I think i was with my dad, but he went to go get the car. I went somewhere, I think. When i returned to the meeting spot, Dad, with my family in the van, backed up onto the curb, causing several bystanders to step back. I figured he would have his own car, so i was suprised. A woman at right moved towards the van, seemingly believing it was her reide. She did not get in. I do not remember getting in the van either. The dream ended very mysteriously.

Have no clue what order these dreams came in, but anyways:

In one of the dreams I was standing in what was apparently my new apartment or house. Someone came to the door. It was a man. He was asking about something or supposed to deliver something, I can't remember. He kept holding the door open. I told him that he had to close it or else my cat would run outside. But he held it for a second too long, and my cat came running out. I yelled him name and ran after him.

After that I was just looking at this cat that was supposed to be our new cat. It had been rescued from a shelter and was continuously sick. The kitten, as I saw it, was absolutely tiny, greyish, and had large blue eyes. I saw how dirty and mangled it look. Then I heard some voice talking about how it always had wet ears from its sickness, runny nose, and so on.

I also had a dream of just looking at some random piece of fantasy art. The picture depicted some sort of druid or demon man. It was in graphite.

Then I had another dream. I can't remember what it was that I saw, but I heard my voice summarizing my ability to do math. It said that I was worst at subtraction, then division, decent at multiplication, and best at addition.

I had a dream about a horse ranch that I went to. I was mounted on CH. One of the ladies who was the barn staff was telling me about some of the other horses. They all had the same names as the ranch I used to go to: BU, MI, and there were a few others. CH was grumpy as usual and tried to kick another horse. I gave her a hard kick with my legs.

Then I was randomly at some large length of sand, surrounded by concrete. I was apparently at a 300m race. RE and EM were there.

Then I was at some horse camp again. I was with KA. We were sitting down in the open by some rocks. Luscious green grass surrounded us. There were a few other people too. We were supposed to be sketching apparently. One of us didn't have a book, so one of the staff women came over and handed us a purple notebook. Inside it had lined paper.

In another dream, I was inside some building with my sister and mom. We were apparently supposed to go to Niagara Falls. At first I looked out of a window and saw HP. Then, when I looked again, I saw some boat with wheels. Then I told my mom that it had wheels so that it could drive on land.

Then I was in yet another dream. I was in some random dining room. It had my table and chairs in it. I was doing some project on a large piece of bristol board.

Then, suddenly, a fire erupted. I thought that maybe it would go out soon enough, but it didn't. Eventually the room turned a dark red hue, and the fire was burning up the table and the chairs. I decided to take a phone and call the firefighters. When I talked with them, I told them there was a fire. Some lady told me that if it wasn't put out in a few minutes, they would eventually come over. I thought that it was sort of odd that they didn't ask for any information or for my address. I also thought that it was odd that I was so calm. I just shrugged and put the phone down, and watched the fire so that I could make a run for it if it got out of hand. I just sat there and waited, hoping that the firefighters would come soon.

Then some girl was there. I had a feeling she was a very stupid girl. I guess she was too, because the chairs and table had been pretty much burnt down by now. I thought that maybe the fire would go out because there was nothing to burn. Then this girl decides to just throw my bristol board into it. "You idiot," I thought, "stop feeding the fire!" I decided that I should make an escape plan now. I looked and saw that there was a door on either side of the room. They were both black and both closed. I thought that I should just go to the doors, but then I thought about how the oxygen from outside the room would make the fire grow even more. At this point I was a little nervous, but I abruptly woke up.

Then I had a FA. I did a lot of my morning routine. I thought it was Wednesday. Eventually I noticed that my mom wasn't rushing around, so I guessed that she must have the day off or something. As I went into my room, I woke up, for real.

Also, I have something about Tomb Raider, music, game, and dieing written down, but I can't remember it.

I decided to change the title of my DJ, as I think this is more fitting.

Plus, with the new system, it feels better to undergo a complete change of pace.

So in this dream, like many other dreams i have had, i tried to get in the abandoned mall in Green bay. me and my girlfriend Christie were walking around to every door trying to see if it was open. because my brother told me one time he got into the mall cuz adoor was open in one of the stores. so we tried to find that door but couldn't. but even at one poitn we were in the mall but were still trying to get in. weird i know. We then were going to walk around the outside of the mall around the block to enter int o a store on the other side and when we got to the other side, it was a street full of stores. we entered into an antique store and i remember specifically looking at a tv of a show that looked like little house on the prarie and i pushed a button to make it black and white. so i could watch it like an old show in black and white. it first turned some weird colors then finally turned black and white.

I believe The show on the tv was little house or something because my girlfriend the day before had asked me if some woman on tv was from little house

Location: Science wing of my high school

I was walking towards my science class when a kid in my school walked out of the room. He started walking toward me and stopped about 15 feet away. He then ran at me, trying to punch me. I dodged it easily and pushed the arm he punched with away while tripping him and pushing my fingers into his nerves in his neck (the thing you do to annoy the heck out of people). I had seen it many timeson T.V. so it's cool that it transfered into my dreams, and this wasn't lucid . He fell to the ground and held his neck for a second, then got right back up and charged at me again. He attempted to punch me yet again but instead I grabbed his arm, spun around and flipped him over my back so that he was laying infront of me. He rolled over on his back and appeared to be in pain. I then walked away while he layed there and a group that had formed around us started to disperse.

(Dream skipped here) Later that day another one of my friends walked over to me and said, "Hey, Ricky I heard you beat up Tyler earlier." I replied, "Yea, but he came at me first." Which was when I woke up.

This dream would've been longer but I couldn't remember it when I woke up and it suddenly came to em in the middle of a final so I probably forgot a little bit more of it in the 2 hours since then

DF1: I started off in a building. I was a scientist. Then, I went on break to go get some coffee. Downstairs, I saw dead people everywhere. I got worried, and decided to investigate. I saw aliens and ran past them. They saw me, and pointed their guns at me.
"Freeze human!" they said. Ready to s*** myself, I froze with fear. Then, I was surprised to hear this.
"He's a scientist, don't kill him." an alien said. I was relieved(not too much). They toke me captive, and brought me to their base. I found many others there with me.
"Let us go!" I demanded. This was suckish.
"We're here to destroy Earth!" an alien said.
"Well that's a surprise..."I said being sarcastic.
"Wait, we can make a deal." a captive said. Then I cut in.
"If we beat you in 2 out of 3 games, you leave forever."I said. "And if not, then destroy us." All the captives looked at me, like I was insane.
"Agreed human. 2 of 3 games it is. One of your choice, one of our choice, then, a free for all." the alien said. Now we left, and I decided on a game to play. Then, it came to me. Dodge ball! So, I gathered up some fellow classmates(Good time to RC!). I also recruited my history and math teacher(RC?). We played the first game of dodge ball, and we totally won.
"Now it's time to play our version of this so called dodge ball!" an alien said. In this version, we all had mutant powers given to us, and we had to launch blue fire balls at each other. We were creaming them again! I hit one from the side, but then, I made the wrong move. In this version, the aliens made their own hives to take cover in. Little did I know, there was two aliens in the hive I hit one in. I saw him too late, and he fired.
"AH!" I screamed. I was just barely alive, but I saw that we had won.

DF2: I started off at my house(And I should have RCed).
"Hey, go to Giant Eagle for me and pick up these things." my mom said handing me a list. So, I went to Giant Eagle. On the way back, for no reason, I stopped at some random house. This house just so happened to be the house from the iCarly special iPsycho. Yeah...odd. So, I saw the girl who lives there. She was sad because her pet frog died. WTF? This was so odd now. So, to cheer her up, I invited all my classmates(RC?) to the house for a party. That's all I remember.

Wolfs:
For some reason I ended up going into the woods behind my house with a group of random people. Out of nowhere a wolf came out and killed everyone except me and my dog. I ended up staying with the wolf and getting really close with it. Outside the woods at my neighbors house I remember seeing the neighbors looking outside their window at us with a weird smile. I somehow figured out that they were planning to hunt and kill us and that they could turn into wolves at will.
We ended up saying goodbye to our wolf and he dissipated into the woods. I ended up calling Edward from twilight to come help us. We were in my room talking about what to do when my ex gf came over. She was knocking on the door, but I did not open it. Edward told us that we had to go to Connecticut where there were almost no trees for a couple of days until the neighbors lost my scent.

Bahamas:
Went to Atlantis with one of my best friends Alex. We almost instantly got into a fight and left to go play golf. We were still arguing when I decided to just go home. I was driving to the airport when I decided that leaving is stupid and that I would drive back to Atlantis.
When I got there a weird thing happened. I was sucked into a game. There was a giant maze I had to get through in order to be allowed entry into Atlantis. It turned into an overhead view and showed me driving through little tunnels. I would get hurt in the car so I moved out of it. I started to lose life every time I went the wrong way. Eventually there was a map that opened up and I found the exact route. I got back into my car and drove up into the registration office.
I was greeted by the office woman and I checked into my room. The woman said I needed a guide to show me around. The weird thing was I knew I was going to wake up soon and did not want to waste my time She said it was a necessity and we had to do it. I called Alex on his cell and told him that I was in Atlantis and he should come over to me. He said he was in a tent and that I would have to go get him.

Marriage:

We were somewhere on a boat and I was getting married later that month. The problem was that there was another woman that I was seeing. We had one big dinner with both parties there. They were giving me wedding gifts and I decided to tell them the wedding was off. Some people did not care, but some people were really angry about the whole situation and left. I was told to go to the woman's dads work and apologize. I went with the woman I liked and we went into his factory. My new girl met up with my old girl and they disappeared somewhere in the back with the dad. I remember watching the conveyor belt move with all these new toys being made. Eventually I met up with my ASL teacher who was about to test me on my final exam (I had earlier that day) We sat in a group and two girls said they had to leave. I remember asking him why they were leaving

WILD: Woke up at 3:30 am. Started seeing HI but for some reason I just was lazy and rolled over! I could not even do it for more than 20 min. For some reason in the early mornings I am just too tired to lay in one position for a certain amount of time. I ended up not being able to fall asleep. The weird thing was that I had that Bahamas dream in-between not being able to fall asleep. That means I did fall asleep.. I just don't remember falling asleep and waking up again.

Had some deild timer go off. I almost instantly went into a dream but I did not even realize it and just fell asleep.