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Note: Tonight I have noticed that my list of goals doesn't seem to be shrinking any even as I complete some of my goals… I'm adding them as quickly as I can complete them! First was to pick up MoSh and do some training with Vegeta, who has said I can use my WILD's for other things and try to train in a DILD, but I don't trust my DILD's to be consistent enough to make sure I get any training in. This training session was a lot like others, so I won't go into extreme detail, just to put we did some speed trials to continue increasing our speed, then trained with swords against each other, together against one stronger opponent, and together against a large number of opponents. Vegeta said both of us are showing a lot of improvement in a short period of time. Other goals included the continuing attempt at a shared DDO dream, finding Xildron, and the next task of the year which is showing humans how to make fire. My WILD was taken up with Vegeta, the rest of the night was fragmented, but here it is…

*Xildron*
I was lucid and I was working on my goal to find Xildron. I don't remember the beginning of this dream nor how I became lucid, and that really isn't important to the part of the dream I remember, anyway. I was in the break room at my school surrounded by other students. Dennis was bugging me. He was saying something about opening interdimensional portals in games. I told him I could open a real interdimensional portal, but he didn't seem to believe me. I really didn't care. Nick was saying there are only two dimensions to work with and he had already seen both of them. I also ignored Nick as I focused my mind on finding Xildron. I focused on the description Walms had given me about Xildron… I focused on both the description of the human Xildron had been changed into at the same time as I focused on the dragon he was supposed to be. I realized I didn't even know for sure what kind of energy he used, dark or light… I had been assuming Xildron used dark like Walms, but then again everyone knows what three words make up the word assume… ass-you-me. I focused more on the description and the situation than on the energy form since I wasn't sure. I was only vaguely aware of Dennis and Nick bugging me and asking what I was doing, I heard someone say I looked constipated… and finally a portal opened. That left the people around me all stunned. I ignored their stupid reactions and went into the portal, hoping to find Xildron on the other side of it. I exited the portal and had a look around. I barely got a chance to register that there was a red sky before I was hit in the face with a huge blast of energy that pushed me back through the portal. Witchblade formed instantly to protect me, but I was still pushed back into the break room of my school where both Dennis and Nick had been peering into my portal after me… and of course I crashed into both of them with intense force, slamming them through the next wall… and they had no Witchblade to protect them. I stood up and saw Dennis and Nick were sprawled at weird angles on the floor, they looked dead. My only thought was, "What the fuck was that?!"

*I Have a Gambling Problem*
I was supposed to go to school. I didn't feel like going. I had some extra time, and I wanted to do something else. The last thing I wanted to do was show up early for a class I hated. My ethics class was where I was supposed to be going, and it was the last place I wanted to go. I stopped at an arcade, thinking maybe there was a video game in there that might distract me for a bit and get me relaxed before I had to go to that horrible class. The arcade was huge, rows and rows of arcade games, all making beeps, buzzes, other strange noises, and loud music. I walked down the aisle and saw numerous games that I really wanted to play, but there was only one problem… the games were all so expensive! I had some money, but I didn't have nearly enough to get any significant play out of any of the games. Maybe one play and then I would be flat broke. I continued wandering through the arcade, feeling more annoyed rather than more relaxed as I had intended, and then I found a slot machine. Weird… I looked at a few of the units and noticed something weird about one of them. The cover to the wheels where the symbols showed up was cracked. It was just possible to get something in there… I was able to push a pencil through and move the wheels with the eraser part… and select what symbols appeared. Hmmm… I put some money in and pulled the lever. The colorful symbols flashed by on the wheels until they finally stopped, with a spot where I knew I had won nothing. I moved one of the wheels by one symbol so that I would at least win something. Money came out into the tray; it had accepted the new position as the final position even though I had cheated! I looked around and did that a few more times. Each time I did it I managed to win a small amount. I didn't want to get greedy with this since I was cheating, but it seemed they were also cheating by charging such outrageous prices for their games. I collected my quarters and then I stopped… I hadn't even thought about there possibly being video cameras there… what if I had been seen? Might security guards be coming for me even now? Shit! I practically ran down the aisles and between the game consoles and out into the parking lot, half surprised that I made it all the way. I got in my car and left, expecting to be followed at any minute…

*Down With the Sickness II*
I was at my new job, which strangely enough, was at a lab doing research work even though my education is in computer operations and game design. That didn't seem strange to me in the dream, though. It seemed completely normal. I was looking through a microscope, watching a virus… the virus was on the viewing slide with some blood cells.

Small pieces of the virus kept breaking off, and then those pieces touched another cell, that cell became a viral cell. That meant it spread very fast, and in almost no time at all it had consumed every single healthy cell on the slide. There were people who had this virus. My goal was to help find an antidote… a vaccine… something that could save those who were sick and prevent more people from becoming sick. It was one nasty bug, I had also discovered it is easily transmitted from person to person, or to other animals, through the air… it was airborne… and just inhaling a single cell could prove fatal since it reproduced so quickly. This virus was so easily passed from one person or animal to another that merely having the virus land on your skin can prove fatal since the virus immediately attacks the skin cells… I put on a biohazard suit and went into a treatment room where there were people with various stages of the disease, we were trying different treatments that looked promising, but nothing had worked. I returned to the lab after checking on the patients. When I took off my biohazard suite, I found there was a hole in the suit… right over the left elbow… there was no way I could have not been exposed. I looked at my arm, I was sure that was where the infection would start… and there was nothing to be done for it. I went to the sink and scrubbed the area with anti-viral soap… but I was sure that wouldn't help, my cells were already being infected, it was just a matter of time before I would die… or maybe not! My first thought was to just give up, but that wasn't going to happen. No chance. I would resist this sickness through sheer strength of will! I was not going to die!

I was on vacation with the T-hir family. I was standing on a coast, it was cold and the sun was not shining. Everything was cast over with a bright blue-gray. I had long desired to ride on a boat, so I decided to do so. There was a huge mountain across the ocean. I wanted to go there, but i don't know why. I got into a boat and I rowed it. the water was wild, slashing around me and entering the boat. I steered on, completely astonished at the beauty.



I came upon the surf tormented rocky shore. Reem and I ventured across it into a huge, brightly lit cave. Her mother, family, and my family were there. There was a rocky formation of some type of well in the cave. I looked into it, and I saw a rabbit identical to Zooni. The character was different however. The rabbit jumped out of the well, much to everyone's shock. It hopped over to Reem, and she played around with it. They seemed to get on well. I wanted the rabbit to come over to me, so we could play. I felt as if I obviously connected better with rabbits, and plus i longed to play with it. I approached the bunny, and I tried to stroke it. I recalled stroking my own Zooni, and how she would simply relax and lay down, half-asleep as I stroked her fur. This rabbit skittered around me, it was afraid of me and didn't want to play with me. It escaped from my hand and went back to Reem. As Reem stroked it in the way I had, it fell down into a sleeping position, and i smiled, recalling when Zooni did that. I had forgotten all about it.

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Frag about school.

14.07.2010

Looking for a Soul (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Seventh of the night:

Someone was killed. The wife of this guy was very pissed, but I told her I could help her.
We went inside a building. It was like an odd metallic maze. We were in this maze looking for the soul of this guy. We were moving silently so they could not spot me. I had a card that I would be like placing it in different spots, like punching it. However, it was a white digital card. I walked in front of a mirror and instead of my reflection, I saw the reflection of the deceased guy.

We though he would be happy about all the hassle we were having to save his soul.

Missed dream signs:
- Wrong mirror reflection.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Either talk with the DC to find out about myself or complete a ToTY.

14.07.2010

Can't turn it off! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Sixth of the night:

I was in a place were we all were very strong men. We were friends but we fought each other to train.
I was watching something in the computer and a guy started to tease me. I was feeling like fighting but the guy did not want to so I agreed in not fighting him.
This guy told me I had something stuck in my teeth and it was not pleasant to see.
I was going to the restroom to remove it, but I appeared in a store that was familiar to me.

I appeared in front of a small water dispenser behind the register. I though it would help. I dispensed some water in a glass and then the thing would not turn off. I tried to turn it off and the water came with more strength. I started to hit it and I broke the faucet so more water would come out. One of the employees touched it and turned it off.

I went home and a storm started. I was happy because with such a storm the Olive Oil Store would close and I could enjoy a day off.

Missed dream signs:
- Odd functionality of the water dispenser.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Either talk with the DC to find out about myself or complete a ToTY.

July 14, 2010

Synopsis: I pretend to be a cat trapped in a human's body!

Cat Roleplaying
Bad guys are after me, I don't even know why! They find me and accuse me of espionage. I'm in real trouble now and I don't know what to do. My friends come to my aid - and before I can say anything they make up a lie from the top of their heads.

"You don't understand, she can't be a spy! She's actually a cat in a human body. That's why you saw her sneaking around, because, that's what cats do."

"A cat?"

My friends give me a funny look I get it, I get it! I quickly get on all fours and do my best to imitate a cat, trapped in a human body. The bad men aren't amused! They leave, promising to keep a watch on me and if I do one thing un-cat like, it'll be my friends who will pay the price.

Well that was a smart plan!

I ended up role-playing as a cat for years I think I was even forgetting how to speak. At first the towns folk were like "I don't think you're really a cat. You're just a person like everyone else!"

But having pulled off my four legged gig for years, I was a tourist attraction and everyone loved me. I finally ask my friends "Is it safe to stop being a cat?"

BTW

It turns out I really was a spy! And I used my cat prowess to dig out as much info on these bad guys. After sneaking around on all fours in some fancy hotel, I woke up.

July 14, 2010
Slept between 0300-1000
Found out that lucid weaver's alarm rings don't ring if the phone is on silent... : I forgot to turn my phone back on normal, last night

Work fragment
First bit of the dream had to do with food. Then being on the phone with Rachel (boss), and also something regarding Elijah (co-worker).

Weird dream
I remember sleeping. I woke up into the dream. I'm living with my parents, but we are in a house different than my RL one.

[Dr. House]
House approaches my boyfriend and I. "I've found the answer to my problem!" he says.
"He's so cute," I think.
"I'm evicting you!" House says.
"WHAT?!"
"I'm evicting you. That's the answer to my problem," he says, matter of factly.
"You know, we're paid up in full, so you have to give us 30 days notice, at least."
"Sure, whatever," he says.

[Living with the ex]
Somehow, my ex, Joe, learns about my plight. He invites Jack, my mum and myself to live with him in his basement. I don't remember much about this scene, other than him getting the wrong idea about something (like me putting the moves on him?) and me pointing out that I wouldn't be doing that, especially with my boyfriend living with us, too!

[Going out]
I've just woke up again. I find that mum and Jack are going out to Walmart. They were going to leave without me, cos they knew I just woke up and hadn't ate yet. I said I didn't care, if they could wait 5 minutes, I'll get dressed. I didn't want to be left alone with my ex.

[Kinky shop]
I must've gotten left alone anyways, because I next found myself in a very kinky shop. I became barely semi-lucid... I remember thinking to myself, "I don't want to buy anything kinky, because I don't want to journal it!" I found this other bit in the store where they were selling sleep masks. They were supposed to be those ones that are really, really good and completely blacks out the sun, even if you're staring at it. I was holding them in my hands when I woke up.

14.07.2010

Gauntlets of the Magi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Fifth of the night:

I was driving in my car and my wife was next to me. We picked up a lady and we had to go somewhere else. My wife moved from the backseat to the front seat. I was sitting (and driving) in the backseat, and this lady sat next to me. I was wondering why did my wife moved.
I saw a stop light turning yellow, but I had time enough to pass without a violation. This lady was rude to me and forced me to jam the brakes. She was complaining about what I did want to do.
The scenery changed and I was alone in a room with little furniture. I saw a window. It was sunny outside. A small green parrot entered the room. I was frightened because I though it was a bee or something. The parrot exited the room and I closed the blinds.
I walked into another room and I started to talk with this lady again. I could not hear her well. I was looking at a big walking closet full of boxes and clothes. As I was unable to get what the lady said, I thought I could read her mind.

I went to other room and I laid down in bed. I tried to fall asleep thinking in what the lady said. I had a false awakening in the same room and I walked into another room. I saw a treasure chest half opened and another one coming from a moving platform. This lady asked me a question. I could see the words suspended in the air. The responses were familiar but I was not sure. I chose a response and I failed. I could see how this lady's face changed into a sad-angry expression and I was kicked out from the room.
I entered the room once more, and I saw the same thing with the chests. A different question popped. "Which one of these is Octo?" Then I could see various gauntlets.







Two of them were leather, one of them was from an armor and one of them, was brown with magic shapes. I chose the last one.

The lady smiled and I put the gauntlets on. I felt magic going through my veins and I saw a magic map we had.







I could see several black icons popping around the map. Some icons were like food, others were like a lady crying and some, were enemies. I knew with the new power, new responsibilities arose. I had to save all those ladies. At the right bottom corner of the castle, I saw several black nights popping out. They were brand new enemies:







The lady told me, "Beware of those. They are very dangerous." I felt they would not be a threat to me. I had my new glove and I could blast them with any spell.

Missed dream signs:
- The wheel of my vehicle was in the back seat.
- The FA.
- Getting kicked out from the room and coming back in with the same thing about the chests.

What I would have done if lucid:
- This dream was a very interesting dream. As lucid I would have make the dream last longer. Save those ladies and burn the Black Nights. It would be a fun lucid were I am not completing ToTY/M or finding out about myself. Probably an epic one.

this one was strange. before i went to bed, i fixated in my mind that when i became lucid, i would try to find my dream guide. the dream took place in a mall, where i was trying to hide from someone, i think it was a small, blue, alien sort of thing, i dont know what it was. i escaped it, but after a memory gap im back in the mall, trying to hide from it again. i then start becoming lucid, right in the middle of dream thinking lol. it was like "man, i have to get away from that, and-i-am-dreaming, great!". i then went to the nearest bathroom, started to go into the boys bathroom, but then i remembered that somewhere i read that dream guides are usually the opposite sex, so i went into the girls bathroom instead lol. i passed this girl looking at herself in the mirror and stood in front of a bathroom stall. i then said to myself, "when i open this door, my dream guide will be there...". but when i opened it, it was empty. i must not have believed it enough or something. so i turned around and decided to ask the girl if she was my dream guide lol. but when i did, an officer of some kind came in and grabbed me lol. thats all i remember.

14.07.2010

AIDS cure? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Fourth of the night:

I was in a room.
I saw a 16 years old female DC.
A mosquito bitten her. Thanks to this mosquito, her AIDS illness was improved a lot.
Someone made her an interview for the TV about the major improvement after the bite from the mosquito. While the interview was taking place, she was nude in the toilet.
Her parents approved the interview.

Missed dream signs:
- The fact of improvement on her AIDS.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Talk with the DC and find out about myself.

frags frags frags

Deep Dream State

I am a minotaur in high snowy mountains. I am bounding down the mountain at full speed. I have a strange green flat c-shape thing on my back. I throw it on the snow, a ride it down the mountain.

I ride it into another dream. I am in the sky. I parachute down to a beach. I step off a small warship. I swim to the beach. I am on the beach. I am the beach. I am everything. grains of sand. focus. BRAAAWR!

There is an army of Templars before me. With a sweep of my arm, my navy's ships burst into flames. There is an army of Templar wraiths behind me. They tell the other Templars they must fix their bad karma. I and the wraiths charge the Templars. Mer-Minotaurs rise out of the sea, and grow legs. Stone Minotaur golems rise out of the sand. Other mythical beasts join me.

I see Raven and Angel flying beside me on winged cats. Angel disdainfully, "You pissed me off today, but I'll still help you."

I run toward the Templars. MoSh is a flying cobra in the sky above me, but he's also a green jaguar in a jungle on another planet, and we are running together, in the other dream... in fact we are the same person in that dream. I focus on the dream that I am in.

A red gem forms and glistens over my third eye. A fire burns in my eyes.

Tigress and Silverwolf, are running beside me. Tigress is half-cat half-wolf, and Silverwolf is a werewolf with a black witch hat on. Tigress winks at me.

Loaf hops on my back. He says I am the coolest steed ever. I then realize I am a giant wolf, now a giant jaguar. Loaf stands on my back like a circus performer.

I see Red. She's a little red fairy flying near my face. She alights on my nose, and claps.

I see Walms in the distance. He's on the other side of the army. He looks like a giant 2D building, but it's actually a huge cartoon flat face with a mouth arched over the sky. I hear him say into my third eye, "Ey, chase them this way, hombre. I want to taste their dark energy. It looks pretty high quality, pure stuff!"

Aquanina appears and says, "I don't believe in fighting. Let's have a fun dream. Maybe go hiking... on another planet I mean! Or, go for a swim in Atlantis!"

"Busy killing Templars right now. A little distracted."

She hmph's and disappears.

I see someone who looks like Vex. She has a bright yellow V on her head like horns, and she is shooting poison lightning at the Templars. She looks like a wasp.

I see so many people, I can't list them all. I get distracted by all the people for a second. I turn forward. We are herding the Templars into Walms' mouth. He makes his mouth into a black hole, then swallows them. He licks his lips, and teleports to us.

He looks a little drunk. Too much dark energy... cerveza..." He collapses. Raven asks if he's alright. He's smiling, but asleep. He coughs. He vomits dark energy and wakes up. The dark energy tries to crawl away. Raven absorbs some of it, and starts singing. I realize she can't absorb it all, so I absorb it into my symbiote. He coughs and farts, then he's okay. Raven morphs into Queen of Night, and her Beast Self.

She has pale skin, and violet lightning bolt markings going down her limbs. Her eyes and lips are bright blue, and her hair is black with purple streaks. She roars, and her face changes to that of a jaguar, then back to a woman when she stops roaring. "I am Jaguar Night Goddess!"

She gets on the back of Shadow, then gallops away, firing purple lightning at nothing in particular. She roars, and lighting comes out of her mouth.
The Templars retreat. We chase them.

14.07.2010

The Biker at the Laundry. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Third of the night:

- Outdoors.
- Something about a bike.
- The biker was male.
- There was a Laundry.
- Two of something.

Missed dream signs:
- I saw two of something I cannot recall.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown due fragmented dream.

14.07.2010

Asking a guy to leave (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Second of the night:

I was indoors in some sort of restaurant. The restaurant had several rounded wooden tables. I was asking a guy to leave the establishment but he rejected to. I was going to use water to make him leave.
I can recall the number 22.

Missed dream signs:
- The number 22. (I think it is two 2s)

What I would have done if lucid:
- Ask the DC why did he not want to leave.

14.07.2010

Non REM lucid???? Instant Projection???? FA??? What happened! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
First of the night.

I was lying down in my bed and I could see perfectly. I was wearing my total blackness glasses so it had to be a dream to be able to see through them. I heard a voice that whispered in my ear, "You are a genius" I then, was able to see in a 360 degrees radius like if it was an Astral Projection. I suddenly saw a black shadow, it was more of a presence rather than a shadow. I guess it was a dream and not an Astral Projection because it did not feel like in an Astral Projection. It did not feel either like in my regular lucids. But I was fully conscious that I was not awake. I could not move from bed. The shadow did not want to attack me, it was just there, walking up and down my room. I decided to wake myself up. I knew I was not in a REM so it would end soon anyway.

I had a false awakening. I was still paralyzed but I could still see through my glasses. Not as clearly as in the lucid or whatever-it-was. It was not as if I had no glasses like in the lucid, but I could see the shape of my hand. I was bugged and I took my glasses off. I was awakened...

This was very odd. I am very focused in increasing my regular recall from 3-4 dreams a night to 5-6 a night. I am also focused in getting at least one lucid per night or every two nights (so far so good) and also I am focused in Astral Projection. I have been thinking about dream sharing as well. However, as soon as I went to bed, I felt tired so I just planned to fall asleep. I did not attempt WILD nor Astral Projection. I know I was meditating and I fell asleep instantly. I also asked my wife in the morning and she confirmed me I fell asleep as soon as I touched the pillow, so it was not a massive Hypnagogic Hallucition.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Dream Signs Noticed:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None.

Went fishing with MP and hi son. Odd I never talked to him. Nothing worked right. My knots slipped out and my fish were getting away and some were floating. Felt frustrated.

First I am involved in a paint-ball fight in the middle of a mall. Unfortunately, I suddenly remembered I left my gun back at home, so I had to run from the blaze of gun fire while unable to defend myself. I don't remember much more than that.

_________

I am walking through the first level of a 2 level mall, and I am following my parents through it. I start to stare at a symbol on a marble wall that was isolated in the middle of the mall. Although I "knew" I was not in a dream (haha or so I thought), I decided to try and do a reality check on the metal symbol on the marble wall. I looked away and looked back at the symbol 3 times, and it did change small details about it.

"Holy shit, am I dreaming!? But it feels too real to be a dream, everything looks somewhat normal..." I told myself

I decided to try and see if I was dreaming by aiming my arm at an object on the second level in the mall, and tried to make it explode with my mind. Nothing... I guess I am not dreaming. One more RC to see if I am.

So, I chose to close my nose with my fingers to see if I was able to breath still. I was, but it felt like I was barely able to. It felt like there was a small crack that my fingers didn't cover that allowed me to breath a bit, and it seemed realistic to me at the time. So, I decided I was not dreaming in the end...

As the dream continued and any lucidity left was completely gone, I walked up to the symbol I was doing RCs on before and took it down. I continued to walk around the mall with my parents with the large metal awkward looking symbol in my hand. I remember that I continued to do RCs on it through the rest of the dream, but the symbol changed very little every time. Thus, no lucid.

Note: Next time I am not sure whether the RC was successful or not, continue to use different RCs until I am positive I am in or not in a dream...