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The Seed playing by The Roots.

I am hiking alone in the mountains in North America. Angel is with me. But, she looks different. She's a redhead. Then she morphs into a horse-woman. I morph into a cat-man. We hear music coming from a valley. We smile, hold hands, and run down the mountain. We dance to the music and we run.

We stumble into a large marijuana farm. We follow the music through giant marijuana plants. The plants are dancing. WTF. Pollen falls from the plants, and we get covered in it. We are the size of insects. We make balls of pollen and throw them at each other. We lick the pollen off each other. We turn into pillbugs and roll to a clearing.

The Roots is playing. They look like little brown trees. The guitarist grins at me, and morphs into a yellow jacket. My eyes bug out. The other band members turn into insect. The lead singer is a beetle. The DJ is a pink and red Praying Mantis. The drummer is a giant shiny green beetle. The bassist is a rhinoceros beetle. The guitarist is a dark grey praying mantis.

Angel and I turn into mantids. She says, "I promise not to eat you."

We laugh, and dance again. We turn into bees, and fly and spin in the air. I have 360 vision. Everything is bright. I feel like I am tripping MUTHAFUKKIN [B]BALLS![/B]

Angel screams, "Holy shit Nate! I AM TRIPPING MY BALLS OFF!"

"SO, THIS IS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A BEE! WOW!" I scream.

We scream. mad with euphoria. I feel like my soul is crying with joy. My soul is strange ugly little naked feral boy eating wolf feces to survive. My soul becomes a hunter. Wearing a leopard pelt, wielding a mammoth femur. WTF.

I am a bee in the Outback. I flying over the grass. I smack into a screen. I am watching The Rescuers Down Under. WTF.

I try to focus on the dream.

I see black.

I open my eyes. Angel and I are lying on a bed of leaves, on a hill, watching The Roots. She rolls to her side.

"Dude! Close your eyes on this shit! It makes you trip harder, OH MY GOD!"

She lies on her back, closes her eyes, and smiles. The world changes, and she and I are horses. Then, we are jaguars. Our forms keep morphing as the world does. I wonder if it's my perception... I feel nauseous.
I focus on the dream. I open my eyes. I focus on the guitarist to stabilize the dream. He appears clearer and brighter the longer I look at him. He morphs into a claymation tree. WTF. He gets so clear, it feels hyper-real.

HOLY SHIT, ANGEL, I AM TRIPPING MY FACE OFF. WHAT IS THIS.

"It's the loco crazy devil weed man!" she says like Cheech.

I go into myself and focus on nothingness. Even the black feels sharp and bright. I begin to see stars. Inner Space? Where is this?

The atomic universe? There are sentient beings living on atoms? WTF!

Each atom is a universe. I am in the center of an atom. The sentient beings are inside the atoms. I give up trying to black everything out.

I focus on a star. I morph into a minotaur, and fly toward it. Astral Parasites try to stick to me, but I spin them off. They try to come back, and I activate my energy field which I have to burn. I let a few get burned up. I activate my aura shield with my third eye gem. The astral parasites bounce off. I hope to teach them to fear me.

I summon my spaceship. She jumps out of my disk on my chest.

She morphs from a Woman to a Spaceship. Amorphous Brown. She forms around me. We are suddenly on a planet where everything is covered in wood. I begin coughing. She forms a space suit around me she says this is part of a hydrogen molecule, so everything living here is hydrogen based instead of carbon based. I try to walk. I am floating. I spin through FA's. I have hundreds of FA's in a row. I wake up, and try to stand up, as I fall back to sleep and wake up....

I feel nauseous. I focus on the music alone. I open my eyes. I see Angel dancing.

The lyrics are different, they go like this:

Some of us want to drink beer,
some of us want something cold,
you young can have that, we old
we want the flame, the fire,
give us the herb of our desire,
oh her name, her name,
is Mary Mary Jane.

Oh, you make me feel good,
I almost feel bad, but I know
you're so good, the cure for cancer,
the bane of man,
we don't need to be so ill,
we don't need all this chemo and pills,
oh, i know, i know, you keep me warm at night,
i provide the herb, your produce the light
some want a beer, some want a roll,
i, give me rock and roll

AS i walked through this dark forest i heard the sound of running water but couldnt figure out were it was comign from. so i kept walking and finaly after what seemed like hours i found the source . It was a pond and i saw these huge fish and one of them looked at me and i couldnt help but think how calm I was in this realm. As I awoke from a deep sleep i looked around and realised i was back in the physical world. I lay my head back down and again arrived at a dark forrest this time i felt a dark force began to evelope me but this time i transformed into a wolf as i ran i heard a voice tell me to run north and everything will be ok . As I ran father and farther north the dark force kept pace then just like that i landed in a pond and i realised it was a koi pond i had seeked before. I looked back and the dark force was gone.

Okay, so I had one major goal last night, and that was finding my friend M. He complained that he has been having nightmares. I told him that he needed to focus on the Koi Pond in the bio-dome on the moon and that I would try to meet him there.


Finding M
I focused on the bio-dome. More importantly I focused on the Koi Pond. I was trying to find M. I could feel the dream fading. I focused it by rubbing my hands together. It helped. I walked over to the bench and sat down. I figured it might take M a while to get there as it was his first attempt at reaching the moon. It didn't even occur to me that I should go find him. I had confidence in his ability to get here.

I suddenly felt a presence standing over me. It was somewhat eerie and I stood and turned around. Standing there was M. I gave him a hug and told him we would see about his nightmare problem. He hugged me tightly saying it was good to see me again. I grab his hand and am getting ready to teleport us to his world when everything fades to black, and I don't mean the dream was lost. I mean there is a big black hole where the rest of it is supposed to be. It's not even a dream recall issue as I can usually recall small vibrations of the dream. Now, there is nothing. Not even a hint as to what happened. All I know is somewhere I lost him and my lucidity, but retained my goal. It is in the next segment.

Into the Old Life....
I am driving my dad's truck. We are in a parking lot. It is overly bright and I slide my sunglasses on. I am steering around other cars that are parked, and even being worked on. I narrowly avoid missing hitting someone that stepped right out in front of me. I cursed at the idiot that must have been trying to kill themselves. I finally make it home.

I then am riding my bike to school. It is high school and is like I have gone back in time. I don't think anything of this, but I just keep going on my way. There is construction all around town. I get to school, which is more of a warehouse. One of my teachers, Ms. S, is looking at soda. It is a big shipment. Several of us are joking around when someone hands out some fliers about going to Rwanda. I feel that there is something I need to be doing. I suddenly want to find my friend M. For some strange reason I feel he is in Rwanda. I volunteer to go. The flier updates itself and now reads that 25 people have signed up. I am getting my gear together when I hear my dad say... "Its time to get up."

I guess I will have to try and find him again tonight!

I am in a cluttered house in what feels like the 80's. I am smoking some grass out of a little bong. My dad is in the room, but we are separated by a large bookcase, and other furniture.

The smoke drifts over to him. Some of the furniture disappears as I ignore it, and focus on my father and the smoke. Damn! He gets up from the recliner he was in. He walks over to me. No time to hide the bong. Hopefully he won't see it.

He asks me a bunch of questions. I pretend to be half-asleep. Hopefully he'll go away.

I wake up.

7.15.10

Non-Lucid

3. I'm in an airport, getting ready to travel to New York. I'm with my mom and brother and we are fighting and bickering. I don't feel bad about the fighting. I feel like its a normal part of our dysfunctional family (not in the waking world). I have more family in the airport, waiting to board. My aunt, uncle, two of my cousins, and strangely... the grandparents that I am going to visit. The airport feels different, i don't remember why... but there were definitely some strange characteristics that aren't normal. This is my only dream that I can remember for the night. only got 5-6 hours of sleep.

People-
Rachel - My best friend since childhood
O - Ex-friend
Andrew - Long-lost friend
Jack - friend
Aime - bitch

I'm walking through my school grounds, talking to Rachel. O walks up to me and begins to talk. I give her an annoyed look, then carry on talking. O's friends are all away for the day, and she thinks she can use me. I ignore her as she talks louder until she is shouting.

The dream changes, I'm sitting on my bed, talking to Rachel. O is on my other side, but then I look again and suddenly she is Andrew. I haven't seen Andrew in over a year, so I hug him and talk.

Dream change - We're in Rachel's kitchen, but I think it's mine. She's made a mess, trying to make "grilled cheese". It isn't cheese though, there's rice all over the place. I get annoyed and my dream changes again.

I'm in school, rehearsing a play. But the stage i'm on is very high, and is actually a flight of steps that stretch across the room. I try to say my lines but the stair I'm on is so narrow that I'm scared of falling. I try to regain my balance and break the microphone. I get sent to a glass lift, It's completely see-through. Instead of traveling up and down though, It moves in circles to take you to the other side. I go back to the stage where I find a hollow stair, I step into it, sure that I will be able to say my lines now that I am safe. But the roof is suddenly close to my head and I can't stand up properly.
Aime is getting annoyed. She shouts at me to stand up properly but I shout back saying that it's not my fault if I'm tall. I get off the stage and watch the rest of the show. I get invited to go to the "Rose" (no idea) but I go through the back of the school instead of the front.
At the playing fields, the year below me are all in their pyjamas. All of the pyjamas are check print, which I wonder at. I go through the back door into the school.
Jack appears behind me and asks why I think it's so wierd. I tell him that I want them to wear spiderman pyjamas. He laughs and rubs his wet hair with a towel. I realise he's in nothing but swimming trunks and can't help but think what a nice six-pack he has ( ). He smiles, then goes to get changed.
My dream ends.

I didn't write it down last night because I was drifting in and out of sleep when this dream occured. I didn't realise I had been dreaming until I remembered it this morning. I've probably forgotten quite alot of it

I woke up in the dream, I thought my phone's battery was dead. Though I tried if it's still on, and saw I had quite a chat on with Abby. She wrote: "DIE!!!" and I was like: "Oh no... don't say that!" It was like my world ruined in a second and I didn't care about anything else than the idea that I have to die. Then I fell asleep in the dream and it was over.

Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations

This is all I can piece together from a rather uneventful dream. Maybe something exciting happened in the middle that I don't recall... heh.

It was the first day of term. I was back at secondary school, although I think I was in my final year. I walked through the front gates and looked around at all the people. School sucks, I thought. I was looking around for familiar faces but couldn't see anyone. The only people I recognised were P, G, and B. I never liked G and B much, but P was an all-right guy so I had a chat with him. Then I remember being in my old geography classroom briefly.

I was hanging out with some friends at J's house. I left my coat there, but didn't realise until I was getting on the bus home. I had a carrier bag with change in it, and I fumbled around to find money. When I got home I realised that J was going away on holiday the next morning so I got my dad to drive me back over to his house to pick up my coat. It was important since my wallet and keys were in the pockets.

Yeah... what an exciting dream... -_-'

15.07.2010

School Dreamin (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream is mostly in fragments, but I am starting to realize some of the stuff that happened.

I find myself in a classroom, which appears to be like my 5th grade homeroom... or maybe it was my 9th grade homeroom?

I recieved a two page packet in that class, and it was very difficult. Each page was front and back. The first page had random hand symbols with letters underneath each one. For example, the closed hand was nm... or was it mne. Anyway, I read the first page clearly, and I even thought to myself, is this a dream? I was so busy working on the packet, I didn't realize it was a dream!

Date: July 12, 2010
Lucid dream
Duration: Short - Medium

I went outside to give a walk. I was in a city. (I dont live in a city but didnt notice that) Then in a while I was in another city! (still didnt notice that) I saw a friend of mine with his dad (dont remember much in this part) a drunk man who was yelling at me. Then I see my dad in a bar and he takes me by car to "home". While in the car I pinched my nose and become lucid! I exited the car and I headed to the building's cafe. There I tried to summon a magic lamp and i was successfull this time! I grabbed it and a genie didnt show up! A cloud appeared saying that I was in queue WTF xD then he appeared and I wished 100 wishes (yay) and he granted then to me. Then I said "stop time!" (dammit forgot to say "I wish") and the DC started to dramatize slow motion but they stopped. Wasnt much interested on experimenting the wishes there and I started to explore the rooms. The first room I enter I see my friend. When I was going to compliment her the dream vanished and I woke up

Damn next time Im gonna wish something like to be in the dream for 30 minutes or for a long time just to see what happens.

Date: July 11, 2010
Lucid dream
Duration: Short - Medium

I was in game which envolved Asterix and Obelix and I had already finished it(I could even see the minimap lol)Then I headed to talk with some random guy to make something random. I could only remember that he was short. Then he transport us into my bedroom. He grabs my alto saxophone's case and I grab my tenor saxophone's case, that were inside my wardrobe. when we enter the kitchen to go outside I hear someone entering the house (another door and then the guy seems to disappear) And I hided behind the fridge with the case on my hand waiting for that subject to enter the kitchen and to smash him with the case. Then I hear the door opening, I start to run and jump, then I realized it was my dad! (it seemed to be very 4.00 AM) He told to me that he spoke to me a while before by phone and that I told him I was alright. I thought "I didnt spoke to him him... No way!!" then I pinched my nose and I realized that I was lucid! Then I had some problems on stabilizing the dream but I made it, I could feel my hands rubbing each other for the first time in a dream! Then I went out of the kitchen and it was now (seemed to be 12.00AM) and there was a very large and roundish pool in my garden. It was similar to this 1:
My cousin and my sister were in it, playing with each other. I tried to feel the water with my foot but I couldnt but I wasnt interested on trying to feel it. I wanted to fly but I couldnt... Then I tried to summon a magic lamp but I accidentaly closed my eyes and exited the dream Then I heard my cousi and sister playing with each other voices, and focusing on then allowed me to enter the dream again! It was different now there were a old platform of wood suspened by my house and my neighbour's house like on assassins creed. My dad and my cousins were fixing a wall. I tried to fly again and I shout "IMA THE SUPER MAN!!" and I started to fly very fast, so fast that past some 3-4 seconds I woke up

Dont know if it was from the excitement or if it was from the light that was passing through my window...

Date: July 10, 2010
Non-Lucid
Duration: Long but fragmented :/

I was the main character of a game that remembers me about the Na'Vi (in the Avatar movie) and I had to collect coins and weapons to defeat enemies and such. The main objective was to collect ancient artifacts, which together would make a treasure appear.

It was long and fragmented because I dont remember every move I made, and because I have the notion that it was relatively long..

Date: July 9, 2010
False awakening
Duration: Very Short

My sister appeared in my room, just to show me that in our both PSP's there was the same game. I said that in one PSP the game was in a disc and that in another PSP the game was in the memory stick, then I woke up

AFRICA

I remmeber i was on an airplane, and there was alot of turbulence! it was waving a lot and like doing flips, Then when i look outside the window i see the shape of africa, it was an amazing moment, it was beautifull, it was night time, and i could see all the lights. when we are going down we look for the soccer stadium and three it was all lit up. i remember i was driving like a golf cart on this narrow side walk, and on the side there was canals, and i was scared of falling in there because there were crocodiles! IVe had many dream slike that that iam scared of falling in because of crocodiles. tHEN I REMMEBEr i was like in this party thing, and it was me and 3 friends, and there were this aliens that were int eh shape of human. So i had to get one drunk., and i thought to myself theres going to be liquor on that table behind me, when i turned around there was. I was looking for the Bacardi Bottle but there wasnt! it was SEMI LUCID bu semi smei! semi semi! ahaha

Note: Tonight I have noticed that my list of goals doesn't seem to be shrinking any even as I complete some of my goals… I'm adding them as quickly as I can complete them! First was to pick up MoSh and do some training with Vegeta, who has said I can use my WILD's for other things and try to train in a DILD, but I don't trust my DILD's to be consistent enough to make sure I get any training in. This training session was a lot like others, so I won't go into extreme detail, just to put we did some speed trials to continue increasing our speed, then trained with swords against each other, together against one stronger opponent, and together against a large number of opponents. Vegeta said both of us are showing a lot of improvement in a short period of time. Other goals included the continuing attempt at a shared DDO dream, finding Xildron, and the next task of the year which is showing humans how to make fire. My WILD was taken up with Vegeta, the rest of the night was fragmented, but here it is…

*Xildron*
I was lucid and I was working on my goal to find Xildron. I don't remember the beginning of this dream nor how I became lucid, and that really isn't important to the part of the dream I remember, anyway. I was in the break room at my school surrounded by other students. Dennis was bugging me. He was saying something about opening interdimensional portals in games. I told him I could open a real interdimensional portal, but he didn't seem to believe me. I really didn't care. Nick was saying there are only two dimensions to work with and he had already seen both of them. I also ignored Nick as I focused my mind on finding Xildron. I focused on the description Walms had given me about Xildron… I focused on both the description of the human Xildron had been changed into at the same time as I focused on the dragon he was supposed to be. I realized I didn't even know for sure what kind of energy he used, dark or light… I had been assuming Xildron used dark like Walms, but then again everyone knows what three words make up the word assume… ass-you-me. I focused more on the description and the situation than on the energy form since I wasn't sure. I was only vaguely aware of Dennis and Nick bugging me and asking what I was doing, I heard someone say I looked constipated… and finally a portal opened. That left the people around me all stunned. I ignored their stupid reactions and went into the portal, hoping to find Xildron on the other side of it. I exited the portal and had a look around. I barely got a chance to register that there was a red sky before I was hit in the face with a huge blast of energy that pushed me back through the portal. Witchblade formed instantly to protect me, but I was still pushed back into the break room of my school where both Dennis and Nick had been peering into my portal after me… and of course I crashed into both of them with intense force, slamming them through the next wall… and they had no Witchblade to protect them. I stood up and saw Dennis and Nick were sprawled at weird angles on the floor, they looked dead. My only thought was, "What the fuck was that?!"

*I Have a Gambling Problem*
I was supposed to go to school. I didn't feel like going. I had some extra time, and I wanted to do something else. The last thing I wanted to do was show up early for a class I hated. My ethics class was where I was supposed to be going, and it was the last place I wanted to go. I stopped at an arcade, thinking maybe there was a video game in there that might distract me for a bit and get me relaxed before I had to go to that horrible class. The arcade was huge, rows and rows of arcade games, all making beeps, buzzes, other strange noises, and loud music. I walked down the aisle and saw numerous games that I really wanted to play, but there was only one problem… the games were all so expensive! I had some money, but I didn't have nearly enough to get any significant play out of any of the games. Maybe one play and then I would be flat broke. I continued wandering through the arcade, feeling more annoyed rather than more relaxed as I had intended, and then I found a slot machine. Weird… I looked at a few of the units and noticed something weird about one of them. The cover to the wheels where the symbols showed up was cracked. It was just possible to get something in there… I was able to push a pencil through and move the wheels with the eraser part… and select what symbols appeared. Hmmm… I put some money in and pulled the lever. The colorful symbols flashed by on the wheels until they finally stopped, with a spot where I knew I had won nothing. I moved one of the wheels by one symbol so that I would at least win something. Money came out into the tray; it had accepted the new position as the final position even though I had cheated! I looked around and did that a few more times. Each time I did it I managed to win a small amount. I didn't want to get greedy with this since I was cheating, but it seemed they were also cheating by charging such outrageous prices for their games. I collected my quarters and then I stopped… I hadn't even thought about there possibly being video cameras there… what if I had been seen? Might security guards be coming for me even now? Shit! I practically ran down the aisles and between the game consoles and out into the parking lot, half surprised that I made it all the way. I got in my car and left, expecting to be followed at any minute…

*Down With the Sickness II*
I was at my new job, which strangely enough, was at a lab doing research work even though my education is in computer operations and game design. That didn't seem strange to me in the dream, though. It seemed completely normal. I was looking through a microscope, watching a virus… the virus was on the viewing slide with some blood cells.

Small pieces of the virus kept breaking off, and then those pieces touched another cell, that cell became a viral cell. That meant it spread very fast, and in almost no time at all it had consumed every single healthy cell on the slide. There were people who had this virus. My goal was to help find an antidote… a vaccine… something that could save those who were sick and prevent more people from becoming sick. It was one nasty bug, I had also discovered it is easily transmitted from person to person, or to other animals, through the air… it was airborne… and just inhaling a single cell could prove fatal since it reproduced so quickly. This virus was so easily passed from one person or animal to another that merely having the virus land on your skin can prove fatal since the virus immediately attacks the skin cells… I put on a biohazard suit and went into a treatment room where there were people with various stages of the disease, we were trying different treatments that looked promising, but nothing had worked. I returned to the lab after checking on the patients. When I took off my biohazard suite, I found there was a hole in the suit… right over the left elbow… there was no way I could have not been exposed. I looked at my arm, I was sure that was where the infection would start… and there was nothing to be done for it. I went to the sink and scrubbed the area with anti-viral soap… but I was sure that wouldn't help, my cells were already being infected, it was just a matter of time before I would die… or maybe not! My first thought was to just give up, but that wasn't going to happen. No chance. I would resist this sickness through sheer strength of will! I was not going to die!