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I was sleeping in my dream and I heard T. and P. (Kidnappers 1&2) talking to their "Master" and with the racket they were making they were bowing every second word. "Master" says " the police found two hairs that don't match Adrian's hair and are becoming hot on T &P's trail." The "Master" suggested his in-America castle.

*Next day*
After I was dropped off I hissed to Jane: "How much money did Adrian put in the suitcase. Its imporant." Jane asks: "Why is it so imporant?" I reply: "If it is $30 million the kidnappers will think I am an easy target and ask more money for me." Jane replys: "Its $25 million. Is it true the kidnappers say they were going to realize you and will this come true?" "Yes they were planning to release me but I doubt it will come true. I would inform him about money ransom myself but he is being watched."

I than went to talk about my dreams into movie plot. When there were a couple of hours left I encourage him to talk about his life. He tells me that this isn't the first time he was suspected in a person's disapperance. His parents disappered when he was 18 and their only child was Adrian (the studio belonged to Adrian's dad) and he was away at boarding school at the time of the parents' disapperance. As soon as I knew their was no one watching I says: "Adrian the kidnappers and their 'Master' are planning to move me today to the 'Master's castle. " Adrian says: "They promised to let you guy" I just reply "Whatever you do. Do NOT try to come and save me."

I went back to the house. First the kidnappers had to erase any evidence of anyone been living there. Just before we leave Adrian shows up with a gun at the door. P. who was closest to me grabbs me and threatens my life at gunpoint. Adrian says: "Unhand her./ You promised to let her go...." and P. says: "We lied. And if you want her to live you either get in the car with her or you leave this bulding by the count of 19 or she goes 'bye-bye'. 1.. 2.. 3.. 4... 5... 6... 7...8..9...10" Adrian: "Alright I will leave.".

I am forced in the car I asked what kind of ropes and shackles these are that DC can't be used on them but I can still conjure up a sundae. I am taken to "Master" 's castle. The kidnappers insists I do the 'proper' bow (forced to be on the floor bow). The "Master" (who look like a collection of different human villians) tells his maidseverants to bathe me. He than insitsts that I wear a skimpy outfit (with chains). He than invites Adrian for supper. As I am setting the table for supper I notice the kind of chairs that are at the dinning room table. When it is supper time. I shake my head to tell me not to sit down. He than tricks "Master" into a chair. I with other severants change the chairs to "normal" ones. I learned later the other females were also kidnapped and were jealous that I had someone to try to save me. After I ate supper. I was sent to do some chore and than I came back and heard the Adrian and "Master" settling on 7 Impossible Tasks.

The next day I was tied up and put on a super-fast horse like I was a sack of food and I have no clue if Adrian can get me out of (or off) this task (Task 1). I woke up after this.

July 14, 2010

Quest for my dream guide part 3 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I realized I was dreaming in a dream and woke up. I opened my eyes and instead of being in bed in my room I was in a sleeping bag in my back yard. I realized it was a false awakening so I did a noes RC just to check. I immediately rubbed the grass and then my left knee which works to stabilize the dream nearly perfectly every time for me. I got up and walked toward the back door but my hands and feet were numb. I looked at what I was wearing and I was wearing a red shirt and my favorite gray sleeping pants. My arms were numb because I had been trying WILD and they were numb in real life. I usually can move completely fine in my lucids. I got back up and went into the house. My dad was there talking to me but I ignored him. I knew exactly where I needed to go. Through that mirror. I walked up to it and put my finger up to it. After a little bit it started to melt through. I told my dad good bye and forced my head through. I did it to fast though. I lost consciousness of my legs and then the rest of my body. All I could see on the other side was the same gray space but instead of a DC I saw random giant floating computer keys. I faded very quickly and woke up.

I decided after this to take a break from looking for my dream guide. I want to start training some of my dream powers and I need to get the advanced ToTM done sone.

NON-LUCID / LUCID / NOTE

I am outside of my friend's home, which is surrounded by various foliage overlooking a river. This is not how his house or lawn appears in reality, but I somehow know it is his home. My friend, T, is some yards away from me and his mom throws T and myself a lighter. I take out a cigarette and begin to smoke. I don't smoke cigarettes, and I feel somewhat guilty for doing this. The next thing I can remember is being inside the house and in the basement. Again, the environment doesn't look anything like it does in waking life, but it feels familiar as if I'd been there many times before. My field of vision now looks as if I am looking into a microscope at a germinating Cannabis seed. A small growth is protruding from the seed, and I am quite excited and perplexed as to what I am seeing. I somehow believe this plant to be mine and the next thing I can remember is being in my room on a very sunny afternoon. The sunlight is pouring into my room and two Cannabis plants are sitting on my windowsill. They are growing very quickly before my eyes and the sun is moving rapidly throughout the sky, and I am quickly adjusting the plants so they are receiving sunlight. They continue to grow larger and larger and I begin to feel somewhat overwhelmed. Then, S appears in my room to take one of the plants. I somehow know that one is Cannabis Sativa and one is Cannabis Indica. I give him Indica and he leaves my room. I begin to feel paranoid due to the presence of an illegal plant in my room, so I take it outside and that concludes my recollection of this dream.

Strongly influenced by day residue and recent occurrences.

18.07.2010

Looking for a job (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at a group of stores, they were next to each other, in a circle shaped building with the entrances on the outside. I was looking for a job, so i went into a restaurant and asked if I could work there. I could but I didn't really have interest so i went to a different store. while going to the next store I heard the people from the restaurant saying you could earn 14€ / hour there, so I became interested again. I was on my way back there, but instead of going in the restaurant I walked past it and went to the parking, which was all around the building. There I met some people and I walked away with them.

Please note this is a boring dream.

18.07.2010

Homeless (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my mother and my father in my town. The whole town looked destroyed and grey. There was nobody there but us. My parents looked younger than they normally do. They were sad because we were homeless. My mother said we had to leave our house because some company went bankrupt. She also said that a long time ago, this had happened again. Now we had no idea where to go.

DC's: mother, father

Good Dream Numero Uno:

I am playing some sort of a game with some of my friends. This guy who I used to like comes up to me and he ends up holding me like you would hold an infant and giving me a massage. I really like it, and I'm half asleep (the irony) and leaning into his chest. My smaller brother comes by and asks me what the hell we're doing. I tell him that 'we never touch each other in real life, so we've got to do it now.' (not sure what THAT was about, lol)
Later the game changes, and I'm really excellent at the new game.

Good Dream Numero Dos:

I am in a parking lot and see an airplane doing a variety of incredible maneuvers through the air. I point it out to a friend. Somehow I end up ON said airplane, learning physics. But I can't keep up with the airplane. I am worried that this will kick me out of the physics class, but it doesn't and we proceed to a really awesome classroom with magical regenerating windows (?). We are using pi and computers to do something important. I am having an excellent time.

My dream recall has always been poor, so I have decided to start with improving recall before even attempting lucid dreaming. I made my first entry into a dream journal, but had very little to write down. I could only remember several details about the latest section of the dream i had. It had something to do with a malignant cult and the compound in which they were housed. I knew its exactly layout, perhaps because i had created it. I have the distinct impression that something had happened before this section involving people familiar to me. I just cannot for the life of me remember. Any tips on ho to improve recall would be appreciated.

i was riding around town at night with these two dark haired, italian looking guys and it was raining really hard and we were smoking pot in the car. we were still driving around at this point and the pot was taking effect, so i started getting really paranoid. the driver kept running red lights and was driving recklessly then the windows fogged up and we couldn't see a thing. we were riding around in a neighborhood by this time and i demanded that he stop the car so he did. then i felt a little more relaxed and the driver started flirting with me so we started kissing. it felt really good at first, but then the other guy joined in and they were becoming too aggressive so i freaked out and thought they were trying to rape me. so i got out of the car as fast as i could and ran up to the nearest house. i was just standing in the yard in the rain and a woman came out and took me inside. the car had driven away by that time. the woman asked me what was wrong and i told her these guys tried to rape me and she told me she called the police and my parents. then she asked me if i was on drugs cause i guess i was acting weird, and i told her i was on pot and that it was really really strong. i was freaking about about my parents finding out about me smoking and i just wanted to forget the whole thing and go home. i was also really freaked out that i was going to get in trouble with the police. and i thought all of this really happened! i was soooo relieved when i woke up..

Well, I've been gone a while since I found I was unable to focus on dream recall which stopped me from having some lucid dreams. But it's the summer holidays now! So I'm feeling pretty confident I can focus on keeping a DJ now

So...

The first one is a nightmare. Joy.

I was in my grandparent's house the atmosphere was very gloomy, the world seemed colourless. My family (probably – I can't remember) and I had been having a conversation in the lounge. I needed to answer nature's call so I went upstairs I could see the bathroom, the bedroom and then the little room that has the toilet in it. This is all very normal.
The thing is, for some reason I think the toilet is in the bathroom, it is shut so I assume it is occupied. When I look back at the toilet room, the door has gone, there is just wallpaper and the toilet is placed on the landing. I start to feel uneasy but proceed to do my business. As I am sitting on the throne, I look to the bedroom the door has dissapeared. I suddenly feel terrified. I look down the stairs and there are strange people, who are looking at me, but can't see me or tell what I am. As if I'm in total darkness. They start to come up the stairs slowly, I panic and start pretending to be something dangerous. I try to yell but nothing comes out. Only little sounds, but that was enough to send the strangers away.
My fear dissapates slightly and I am puzzled at to why I didn't make much noise. I try to yell again, nothing, it just sounds like I've lost my voice. I finish my trip and go downstairs back into the lounge. My parents remain, my sister has dissapeared. I feel terrified again and rush out of the door and into the front garden and start running around. It was as if something dangerous was now in the house. I look into the lounge window (from a distance) I can't see my parents because of the glare, even though there was no sun. But you would think so if you saw it. I beckoned my parents to come out not knowing whether they could see me.
The dream ended, I woke up with my heart pumping like hell.

This is all I got last night, but it's a start

Finally! After a dry spell in which I couldn't seem to remember any of my dreams, I finally have had success!

regular dreams: 7-18-10


Driving Into Water

I think this dream might have been caused by the movie Inception where the van rolls off the bridge...

Me and my mom were planning a trip somewhere so we packed up two backpacks full of clothes and things. There was a really small boat that was split in half and we were arguing over who got which side.. I don't really remember anything that happened with the boat.. The next thing I know, we are in a car with my dad, driving around this town that was surrounded by a body of water. The roads were high up and went right by the edge of the water with only a small guard rail to keep cars in. My dad was driving crazy, like he was in a hurry or something. Then he started swerving and drove his car off the road and into the water. When we landed in the water, the car seemed to just float there, so everything got out all there stuff and went to shore. I remember spending a good 5 minutes or so looking for my cell phone and finally found it. Then I remember small house we went to.. or something like that.

Bus

Me and my dad were on a bus, I don't know where it was taking us. The bus driver was going through neighborhoods were there was a lot of construction. He started to go straight through this 3 way intersection but backed up and turned around because he thought there was construction.. then he realized that we were supposed to go that way so he turned around again.

Mall Concert

There was so much more to this dream but I can only remember bits and pieces.

Me and my friends were at a concert in the mall to see Paramore. There were some other bands playing before them and some people crowded around the stage. For some reason I was wearing my friend's shoe. We decided to get a good spot to see Paramore. We found some close up seats even though we soon realized our view was blocked by a wall. An old friend of mine showed up and wanted to join us so I was just like "Sure.. Okay.." not really caring. I decided to get up and go wonder around the mall a little on my own before the concert. One of my friends saw me and tried to stop me saying "Where are you going??" and I said "To explore the mall." or something like that and I just walked off. I went into this bookstore and tried to look for the young adult section but couldn't find it for some reason. Then some girl made an announcement that there was a missing child in the mall. I looked up and saw the child's mom standing right by me. She asked if I knew where her child was and I said I didn't and quickly left and returned to the stage. Then the dream ended.. I think.


Crazy Sex Party

There was this party.. it might have been at the same place as the concert but I don't remember. It got out of control and everyone started getting horny and.. yea. I didn't participate because I was grossed out because I saw some people I knew..

17.07.2010

A weird game and someone drowning me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with 5 to 10 people that I don't know in real life, somewhere close to a beach. I forgot what happened here but a while later, I was with them on a raft on the sea. Suddenly, one of them grabbed me and pulled me into the sea. we were sinking while she was still holding me tight. Before we fell into the water, I just exhaled, so I had few breath left. After a little while under water, I managed to get me free from her and swim up. When I was back on the raft, everyone was there, including the girl who pulled me into the water. Someone explained to me that it just was a game. They all just suddenly pulled someone into the water, and the purpose of the game was to stay alive. I said that I was angry because I could have been killed. I said that I exhaled right before entering the water. I said I was glad to be alive. The person I was talking to replied "yeah you did, but these 2 didn't" I looked at the people. I saw the 2 people standing there, they looked dead, but they were still "alive". One of them was the girl who pulled me into the water. Then I "recognized" her, I knew she was someone I know in real life, but she looked completely different. I kept looking at her, thinking she would change her appearance, but nothing happened. I thought it was probably because she was dead. I was still angry, so i grabbed her and started punching in her face. I quickly felt bad about it, because she is someone I know IRL. I stopped punching and looked at her. She looked like someone else, I was confused. I gave her a couple more punches and stopped.

I was drunk this night, and I am absolutely not an agressive person IRL.

July 17, 2010 - part two
Slept between 11pm-6am

Didn't focus a lot on recall, last night.

Baby Elephant
I was watching my friend (a DC) creep along a wall. Around the corner from her was a baby elephant. I tried to tell her not to scare the elephant, but she shushes me. She and the elephant peer around their edges of the corner at the same time.

The baby elephant is slightly startled, but my friend offers her hand, slowly. She then starts petting the baby elephant's forehead and neck. The elephant closes its eyes and relaxes into this look of supreme contentedness/happiness at getting petted. It was really cute!

16.07.2010

The Book (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a house that was not mine, but i concidered it mine. I was reading a japanese book. (I don't know japanese) I was sitting on a desk. I felt that the book I was reading, was important. Then my mother came and she said I had to do my homework. I left the book on the page and laid it on the side of the desk. I explained to my mother that the book I was reading, was some kind of studying too, so she shouldn't make me stop. she understood.

Time fell asleep: 10:45 pm
Time awoke: 9:00 am
it started out me being in a line of girls who i supposedly "knew" though when i woke up i had no clue who they were. they were blond tan and gorgeous well most of them from what i remember. i also remember there being 3 including me. definitely a crowd i would hang out with even if i am brunette. but in the dream i fit in perfectly. I was second in a line. there was also a group of very handsome guys on the sides all being our boyfriends, i also had no reference in real life to who they are. there was also the ringmaster, who wasn't like the in cartoons (all chubby and cheery) instead he was skinny young and quite handsome. So anyways there was a wheel we were standing in front of that stood up straight it had handles going all around it. the ringmaster explained to us we had to get on it and spin around it while it was moving. we were suppose to be the "pretty girls" of the show. so we all practiced a little and seemed to all get the hang of it so we started the show. first went the blond in front of me as the ringmaster introduced her she got on the wheel smiled real big and spun around. then my turn came up i smiled and waved as the ringmaster introduced me to the crowd and hoped onto the wheel with ease. when i got off the girl b4 me was going to he next act when she supposedly "fake" flirted with the ringmaster. Now remember our Boyfriends have been watching the show so before u know it her boyfriend marches up, yells "get your hands off my girl!" and started a fight which soon many of the other guys got into. the show had to end and the mystery girl was mad at her boyfriend for stopping the show and broke up with him. we soon ended up ion a pool talking about it. thats about all i remember.

I fell asleep by about 1AM and woke for the last time at 9AM. My kids woke me only a couple times and the weather woke me once.

What I recall of my dreams:
An airport. I was going on a trip with hubby but I forgot my suitcase. I went back to our room (the hotel was in the airport) and I realized I had forgotten my suitcase at home. I went through the laundry and stuffed my carry-on with clothes. I got back to the airport line and realized I forgot my DSi. I went back to the room, worried I wouldn't find the room. It's number was something like 999[square]99.
Then I noticed I had a mustache I tried shaving it with either a broken tictac container or broken tape dispenser.
Then I realized the apartment was my grandmothers house and I started cleaning some messes.

In another dream, I was dating my first true love, Robert M. I was looking for his house so I could tell him goodbye (I was moving). My kids were with me and they spotted his car.

In another dream, I was flying by riding something that resembled 2 rolls of toilet paper. I had to get to the airport but I wasn't ready to leave wherever I was at. I was near a forest as well as an ocean. As I flew, I passed several bears and in the water were several crystal formations. I passed under a tree and became covered in spider webs.
I had to get back to the airport and I told someone I wish I could see the things I did when I was awake.
I passed one of the Elders from the KH. Only his name wasn't Gary but something starting with an "E". His name was still only 4 letters though. I was dressed up but heading in the opposite direction as Gary, and then more people from my Congregation. They were heading towards an auditorium for a religious convention. I was heading to an auditorium for a work related conference with my hubby. I wondered how the hotel could book 2 large conferences at the same time.

In another dream, I was waiting in a horrendously long line.
In another, I was at a grocery store buying food. The owner was selling cooked rat which he still had to "skunk" (lol- not smoke, but skunk)

That's all I remember.

>>The bears and crystal formations came from playing EQ2
The dream about my Congregation and Elder came from seeing the Elder 2 days ago.
The rat came from our recent rat troubles
I don't know about the rest.